My love simulation with them

Compared to outsiders like Ms. PA, Goto Kazuri immediately thought of the announcement posted at Ocha High School that he saw this morning.

She held out her hand and answered with a red face.

"Oh...? That Nanxiang senior...is he a boy?"

Keenly aware of the blush on Goto Ichiri's face, Hiroi Kiuri, who had a carefree and easy-going nature, suddenly became interested and asked with a smile while squinting her eyes.

"Uh...that..."

Goto Ichiri opened his mouth.

"Speaking of which, what did he write? I'm a little curious. It should be okay if I take a look, right?"

"Stop it, you idiot."

Seeing Hiroi Kiuri curiously take away Nango Shi's manuscript paper from Miss PA's hand and open it, Ichi Hoshige walked over without hesitation to stop it.

However, this time Yi Ji Xinge didn't have time to take action yet.

He was completely stunned.

Because she clearly saw it.

Hiroi Kiuri, who took the manuscript and looked at it casually, first changed from casual to serious, and then to...

Tears in eyes?

no...

Looking at Hiroi Kiuri whose nose was twitching and running out of mucus. Ichichi Hongka, Miss PA, and Goto Kazuri couldn't help but open their mouths, not knowing how to speak.

An article written by a high school student.

Do you, an adult of twenty-six or seventeen years old, show such an expression?

Chapter 113. Ichiri Goto’s turn! (8000 words!)

Looking at the manuscript of the novel "Her Hidden in the Sea of ​​Rhododendrons" in front of me.

Hiroi Kiuri, who looked careless just now and had a carefree expression, gradually became silent from laughing and joking at the beginning.

At the beginning, there is an extremely calm self-narration by the male protagonist.

'The one I loved disappeared. ’

'I will be alone forever. ’

This is a simple and even a bit plain text.

It was as if someone was murmuring in a calm voice in her ear.

But I don’t know why.

But it was this too calm tone and simple words that could gradually calm down her alcohol-soaked heart.

At the beginning of the story, it is told from the perspective and tone of the male protagonist.

The male protagonist A is a naturally cold person, and has been somewhat insensitive to other people's emotions since birth.

This emotional insensitivity.

He has never made any friends since he was a child.

Although he is in the city, he is alone.

Of the thousands of lights in the city, not a single one was reserved for him.

It is still a calm, almost plain description, but this Nanxiang Shi vividly portrays the mood and image of the hero with extremely delicate expressions.

Writings from the Nanxiang period.

As if there is some kind of magic power.

Hiroi Kiuri even felt that the male protagonist seemed to be active in front of her eyes.

Similarly, Hiroi Kiuri, who has been a villain since high school and is determined to change himself, also has an inexplicable feeling of empathy for the male protagonist in the story.

She remained silent and continued to turn over the pages.

Taking advantage of a vacation after work, the hero traveled alone to a distant place.

This is a journey with no end.

When he passed a stop at a sea of ​​rhododendrons, he got out of the car and was attracted by the beautiful blooming sea of ​​rhododendrons.

And on the plain where azaleas bloomed, he met an eccentric and always enthusiastic girl - Juzi.

The male protagonist in the story is attracted by Komako's passion and beauty.

Hiroi Kiuri's mood also follows the mood of the hero in the story.

The beautiful and passionate pony, just as described in the article - 'The azaleas made the blush on her face even more gorgeous, and even her fingertips looked extremely cute in my eyes. ’

Meet Juzi.

A brief conversation.

This country girl yearns for the city.

The male protagonist who is attracted to her...

The characters of these two people, in the writing of Nango Toki, who has never been masked by Hiroi Kiuri, seem to really exist.

It's as if there really is such a sea of ​​rhododendrons in this world, and there are Juzi's existence.

Hiroi Kiuri's eyes, which had been squinted, opened unconsciously.

The white palm holding the manuscript paper couldn't help but turn it back.

The encounter with Juzi made her feel happy.

The separation from Ju Zi made her feel sad.

Hiroi Kiuri just felt like she was the protagonist in the story.

The protagonist who is naturally stupid and has no interest in other people's emotions...

The flat text expression gradually became three-dimensional in her eyes.

It was as if what she was in now was not the Stars exhibition hall, but the unpopular and empty home of the protagonist in the story.

Yes.

Hiroi Kiuri raised her head.

She returned home.

No family greetings.

There are no LINE messages from band friends.

No hot meals.

There are just empty rooms and a tired self.

‘I want to go back to find Juzi again. ’

A strong thought drove Hiroi Kiuri.

She wanted to see that beautiful and passionate person, want to meet her, and want to communicate with her.

but...

What is the emotion in this heart?

This kind of ups and downs, some impetuous emotions?

Hiroi Kiuri didn't understand, so she could only walk on the street blankly, lonely, and lost her mind, watching the people coming and going in front of her——

Among the people coming and going, she was the only one who seemed like a ghost.

Until she inadvertently told an old man her feelings.

It was the old man's words that made her suddenly realize.

"This is love. You are clearly deeply in love with that girl!"

yes.

Having become numb to emotions, she finally understood what the warmth that had been surging in her heart felt like.

this is Love.

Irreplaceable, but the most precious thing.

She wants to find this thing again!

For this reason, she got back on the train to the sea of ​​azaleas in full bloom.

but--

It's already too late.

A brief encounter means nothing.

The sea of ​​rhododendrons is still there and still blooming.

But the girl she cared about most had disappeared.

Only she remained in the empty wilderness.

Looking at the endless sunset and sea of ​​flowers.

She is the only one——

'lost! Gone! Then it disappeared again! ’

When he saw this, an endless feeling of sadness surged from Hiroi Kiuri's chest.

The slender and plain words had completely infected her.

When she was about to continue reading.

But I found that the whole novel ended abruptly here.

Not only does such a heartbreaking plot appear in a novel.

It’s actually out of context!

There is no ending!

This was probably the last straw that broke the camel's back.

The fragmented chapters of the unscrupulous author make the endless grievances collide with the beautiful and sad feeling in the heart.

Hiroi Kiuri finally couldn't help it, her eyes lost their luster, and she cried loudly:

"Juzi! My Juzi!"

A woman of twenty-six or seventeen years old, who could be considered a mature adult, burst into tears.

The missing colt...

The protagonist feels lonely deep in his heart.

It all made her feel the same after reading all the novels.

No.

More than just making her feel the same way.

It even made her feel a strong sense of crisis that she was afraid that she would be content with the status quo.

If you keep dawdling like this.

Then he spends his days drinking wine every day.

Will she be like the hero in the future and lose the person she loves the most?

No... question before that.

Can I find someone to date?

She really wants to be like in the story.

Like the male protagonist, meet someone, get to know someone, get to know someone, and then confess your love to the other person.