My love simulation with them

A soft voice sounded.

"It was Senior Nanxiang who dragged me out of a life that was like a blank slate with nothing. Since I met you, my life that was like a zombie from childhood to high school has regained its luster."

Before meeting Nan Xiang, she lived simply to live, and had never felt the emotions of 'happiness' and 'pain'.

She won't feel a sense of accomplishment just because she got good points in the exam.

Likewise, you won’t feel disappointed because your phone accidentally fell into the water.

Seeing the pet he raised and who was very close to him die in front of him, he felt no fluctuation in his heart.

The only thought she had was 'Ah, it's dead, it's time to raise another one'.

She couldn't feel happiness or sadness, she just lived in a hazy state like a corpse——

People need goals to live in this world.

But she couldn't even find that goal.

But since meeting Nanxiang.

Her boring life has changed.

For the first time, she had the desire to 'own' something.

For the first time, I had the idea of ​​wanting to be with someone.

This is an extremely rare feeling for her who lacks emotions.

It's like the whole world is completely different.

so--

"Even now I still don't know what 'love' is, but it doesn't matter anymore."

Matsuzaka Satou held Nanxiang's hand behind her back. There was a hint of fatigue in her usually peaceful expression: "As long as I can be with Nanxiang senior, that's enough."

She has been pursuing the meaning of 'love' for more than twenty years.

But until now, I only have a hazy feeling in my heart.

Even if she is very persistent in love.

But on this road there is almost no end in sight.

She was still tired.

She now wishes to take a break.

Just being by Nanxiang Shi's side makes me satisfied.

Even if she doesn't understand what 'love' feels like... being able to stay by Nanxiang Shi's side is enough to beat everything else for her.

Seeing Matsuzaka Satou's expression, Nanxiang didn't say another word.

When he was young, he thought he could influence this pink-haired girl with his influence.

Let her gradually understand her inner feelings.

And understand how to explain the word "love".

But in the end, Matsuzaka Satou, who experienced various emotions from him, failed to understand what "love" is.

This is an indelible regret for both Nanxiang Shi and Matsuzaka Sugar.

Her life has always been incomplete.

Thinking of this, Nanxiang Shi spoke:

"In this case, Sugar, I will trouble you to lead the way this Saturday. I want to meet your guardian and tell him about our marriage."

"No need to bother."

Matsuzaka Satou smiled and shook his head: "Actually, I have informed her over there that she has agreed to the matter between us."

"Um?"

Matsuzaka Satou's words made Nanxiang Shi couldn't help but frown: "Even if we agree to the matter between us, I should take the initiative to visit you, right?"

Yes.

After all, he is just a junior.

Various matters concerning the wedding with Matsuzaka Sugar also need to be communicated with the other party's guardian.

No matter how you look at it, this request is very reasonable.

But Matsuzaka Satou shook his head: "No need, Senior Nanxiang, it's enough for you to arrange everything."

When Nango heard this, he took a deep look at Matsuzaka Satou.

Although in terms of expression and attitude, Matsuzaka Sugar remained as calm as ever.

But he can feel it.

The other person didn't seem to particularly want to see her guardian.

This reminded Nanxiang that he had looked through the resume of Matsuzaka Satou's student before.

The other party's guardian should be a woman named Matsusaka Sayuri.

But it didn't matter whether it was the parent-teacher meeting or the "three-way discussion" held by the school in the third year of high school (the school, the students, and the students' parents jointly discuss the students' future path).

This Matsuzaka Sayuri has never attended even once.

Until now, this person who must have had a profound influence on Matsuzaka Sugar has been shrouded in fog and has never appeared in front of him.

Nanxiang Shi really wanted to ask Matsuzaka Satou to take him there to meet him.

Similarly, he also knew that as long as he strongly requested it, Matsuzaka Granu would still follow his wishes and ideas and take him to see Matsusaka Sayuri obediently, no matter how unwilling he was.

But...

Nanxiang looked at the expression of the pink-haired girl in front of him.

Although it was just a smile, it didn't show much emotion.

Nanxiang Shi could understand... This was the first time a girl named Matsuzaka Satou expressed her unwillingness to him.

This is the first, and perhaps even last, request from a girl.

Under the sunset.

Nanxiang Shi finally did not force the other party.

[Matsusaka Granose spent his whole life pursuing the true meaning of ‘love’, but finally stopped. 】

[In this long-distance race to pursue her missing emotions, she was actually exhausted. 】

[The engagement you proposed to her is both a safe haven and a sweet temptation for her who is exhausted. 】

[Although she still hasn’t figured out the meaning of love, and there is an irreparable gap in her life because of this, she is happy enough to have you by her side. 】

Chapter 255. Where the Stars Are 4000 words!

Looking at the text in the simulation, Nanxiang held his face and shook his head slightly.

Some people may find it somewhat contradictory.

Since she doesn’t understand what ‘love’ is, then why does Matsuzaka Granu still pester him and perform various behaviors similar to showing love to him.

But in Nanxiang Shi's eyes, this was perfectly normal.

It is precisely because Matsuzaka lied that Tang did not understand what "love" was and how to express "love".

That's why she does so many things that are outrageous and beyond common sense.

Originally, Nanxiang thought that he in the simulation would be able to gain some reputation.

Let Matsuzaka Sugar gain the emotion of 'love', thereby bringing the other person back on track.

result--

"It still failed."

Nanxiang sighed.

But he in the simulation is not who he is in reality.

So it's normal to be unable to settle things.

Nanxiang Shi did not dwell on this issue, but continued to look down.

The simulation has progressed to this point.

Of course Nanxiang Shi is also obliged to witness the final outcome.

The simulation continues——

[She didn’t understand the meaning of ‘love’, nor did she know how to express her ‘love’ through the correct means. 】

[These are probably the regrets she will carry with her from now on. 】

[But despite this, just staying by your side can make her feel the warmth she has never felt before. 】

[This is probably enough. 】

【Time continues to go back——】

[Just as you expected. 】

[Matsusaka Sugar’s guardian did not appear at the wedding. 】

[The only person who has a relationship with her and appears is her friend Hida Shoko. 】

[Compared to other girls’ interpersonal interactions and their relatives and families...]

[She looked so lonely at the wedding. 】

[But Matsuzaka Satou didn't care. When taking wedding photos, she was surrounded by girls, and she still had a gentle and peaceful smile on her face. 】

【You married them——】

[The members of the ending band, the two Rico Rico girls, Akane Shinjo, Rio Futaba, and Satou Matsuzaka, will officially change their surnames to ‘Nango’ from now on. 】

[With the sudden increase in the number of people in your family, as the head of the family, you will naturally feel pressure. 】

[But pressure is also motivation for you. 】

[You start working hard, and in just two years, you make your originally small company bigger. Even if you look at the whole of Tokyo, your company is somewhat famous. 】

[With your excellent talents and communication skills, you will have a smooth journey in business. 】

[Similarly, the smooth sailing in business also extends to your life. 】

[In the past two years, except for Nanxiang Sugar, all other wives have become pregnant. Among them, Nanxiang Yili and Nanxiang Liang even gave birth to a daughter for you last year. 】

[You named their daughters Nango Notake and Nango Yuuna. 】

[The addition of a new member to the family makes other wives a little envious. 】

[The joy of being a mother for the first time is something they want to experience but fail to experience. 】

[They love Nango Notake and Nango Yuna very much. 】

[And among those who love their daughters, Nanxiang Sugar is not included. 】

[She is not biased against Nango Notake and Nango Yuna. 】

[On the contrary, as a girl, she is also very curious about her two little daughters. 】

[She wants to communicate with them, wants to be in contact with them. 】

[But in the end, she hesitated to retract her palm. 】

[Nanxiang Sugar has no problem with your body. Not having children is actually what she asked for. 】

[She tells you that she has not yet figured out what ‘love’ is, and she also does not know how to express her love. She is simply unable to educate her children as a qualified mother. 】

[Just seeing Nango Notake and Nango Yuuna reminded her of her childhood. 】

[Without parents, she doesn’t understand her own emotions, let alone what kind of behavior she should use to express her love for her children. 】

[The reason for not having contact with Nango Yuna and Nango Notake is because she does not want her two children to be affected by an emotionally lacking woman like her. 】

[So, every time when she sees Nango Notake and Nango Yuuna hugging and playing with your other wives, she always stops with great envy. 】