My name is Lu Mingfei, not Lu Mingfei!

Chapter 180 179. Confession (2)

The distance was only one step away, but Lu Mingfei walked for a long time, until everyone could hear each other's breath, she looked up at Chu Zihang, her eyes unblinking, brighter than ever before.

This was perhaps the boldest moment in her life. She had imagined the scene of confessing to Chu Zihang many times. The shy girl whispered softly and vigilantly read his expression to see if he showed any signs of displeasure. , then she will run away quickly.

But this time it was really different. All the past seemed to be converging to make her determined to move forward. Secret love cannot be seen in the light. No matter how much you like it or how much you do, you may never be known for the rest of your life. Since you are meeting a stupid and silly wooden fish, you can only muster the courage to fight fiercely. Hit it and you won't regret it.

The distance between the two people was so close that Chu Zihang couldn't stand it at first. Let alone a girl, he had never stood next to a man as if he wanted to hug him in his life. But he would not take the initiative to say something unpleasant. Maybe Lu Mingfei just hadn't realized that his behavior had crossed the line. In order to take care of her face, he chose to retreat silently and keep a distance.

But he forgot one thing. Behind him was a Roman-style pillar. After taking two steps back, he bumped into it and was unable to retreat. This made him, who was usually as calm as dead water, open his eyes a little, which was rare. , seemed a little panicked, and Lu Mingfei had already followed.

Did you actually have such an expression? Lu Mingfei was so happy that she put her hands in her school uniform pockets and leaned forward, raised her legs high and stepped on Chu Zihang's right shoulder. The autumn wind blew up and lifted up her skirt, revealing her black leggings.

"Look at me carefully." Her eyes were as sharp as knives, as if she was a gangster trying to force her into marriage. This scene would be complete if she chewed more bubble gum in her mouth. It would be better to blow it up and then slap it. Zihang's face.

Chu Zihang originally had a chance to escape, but he didn't dare to move now, just because of Lu Mingfei's words and eyes, which clearly meant that if you dare to run away, I will kill you.

"Do you know what I'm going to say?" Lu Mingfei asked.

Chu Zihang shook his head blankly, looking a little innocent and pitiful. Although this scene was a bit special, he was still reluctant to believe a certain fact.

"I like you. Even if the world falls and the world ends today, I still want to say that I like you. I am such a vulgar person. Like many girls in Shilan Middle School, I have always loved you since then. I started to like you." Lu Mingfei took a deep breath, "I know that you are just an accomplished monk in the temple, not good at expressing your feelings, and you don't respond to other people's feelings, so don't think that what you say next will hurt me. . For several years, I have been prepared. No matter the ending is good or bad, I want to get your most sincere answer."

At the moment of her final confession, she couldn't help but feel a little cowardly. She couldn't look straight at Chu Zihang. She lowered her slender eyebrows and looked at his chest intentionally or unintentionally.

She is such a person. Even if she puts on a brave attitude and wants to gain the upper hand, as long as she relaxes a little, she will find that she actually does not have enough confidence.

Chu Zihang was silent. Many people used to talk about his affair with Lu Mingfei on the college forum, but he didn't take it seriously. He would even stand up to support Lu Mingfei at the class reunion of Shilan Middle School. , so that she can enjoy herself for a while.

But ever since Xia Mi told him personally that the little junior sister who pestered you all day long really liked you, he saw something different about Lu Mingfei. For example, she is not that close to everyone. When other senior brothers invite her to dinner or give her gifts, she will probably smile a little reservedly, not so heartlessly. In the eyes of most people, she began to play the role of that cute girl who knows how to eat and play. She is willing to sit down and play games, chat, and talk about the latest gossip. However, when she lowers her head, she still taps the screen of her phone, and then Chu Zihang A certain social software will notify you of new messages.

There are parts of her that she is willing to show to many people, but there are always some sides that only you know.

"Thank you for liking me." Chu Zihang said softly, "But I can't give you an answer now."

The light in Lu Mingfei's eyes dimmed a bit. This was an expected answer. Compared with the initial answer, this possibility was more in line with her imagination, because when she was in Shilan Middle School, there were not no girls who had the courage to go there. When I confessed to him, he also thanked me in this way.

"What's the reason?" But she didn't choose to give up so simply. She was different from those girls who just liked her.

"I can't easily promise happiness to a person, because even I am not very happy. I come to the academy just to track down my enemy. This kind of life is destined to not be peaceful. Maybe one day in the future I can find Odin, and I might die on the way. I have nothing to miss. The only people I'm sorry for are my parents. I wrote a suicide note very early and gave it to Norma. In it, I told them that if I disappeared, I hope they would have another child. Don't worry about me." Chu Zihang said quietly, "If I nod to you, there will be one more sad person in the future."

"Have you never considered who you want to be with? Are you so willing to be a lone wolf?"

Lu Mingfei thought his senior brother's idea was really cool, but he also felt sad because it meant that he had taken the initiative to erect a high wall around him, denying entry to anyone who wanted to pry into his heart.

"This is my own business, and I shouldn't involve others. I can just bear the pain myself. There is no need to tell others and let everyone suffer together."

As if he felt that such a rejection was too blunt, and as if he thought he should say something more to comfort the injured girl, Chu Zihang put his hands on Lu Mingfei's shoulders, slowly pushed her away, and let her release her awkward posture. .

"You are a very good girl. There are many people who are willing to like you. As long as you want, you can always find a more suitable person when you look back. And I am just an insignificant passerby. Maybe you won't see me in the next mission. I don't want you to be sad because of me." His words were serious and thoughtful, just like an uncle who came over to advise a young girl not to hang herself on a tree all the time.

"But I... am very sad now..."

Tears were falling, uncontrollably. Lu Mingfei simply squatted down and buried her head in her arms, hiding her worst side.

Although I had thought about this ending...but when I actually heard it, I was still so sad that my heart clenched into a ball.

She thought that the rainy night on the viaduct was a companion of life and death, but in his opinion it was just a random coincidence. He had already repaid her, and they had nothing to do with each other anymore. His future is full of thorns, and as a cold avenger, he doesn't want anyone to feel sad because of him. In other words, she has never occupied an important position in his heart. Probably in this guy's opinion, the meaning of the three words Lu Mingfei is the same as that of so many girls who like him. It can be Chen Wenwen, it can be Liu Miaomiao, or even Su Qian...

Chu Zihang was a little at a loss. The passing classmates heard the faint sobbing and cast curious glances, which made him even more embarrassed. The girl's tears may be the most lethal nuclear weapon to him in the world, even that His bastard father often told him that men who make women cry are the worst.

He wanted to reach out and pull her up and say something to comfort her, but Lu Mingfei ignored him at all and slapped the damn hand away.

"If you don't care about me, just leave me alone and do your own thing, Mr. Lionheart President!" She yelled loudly, as if this could separate everyone's relationship.

From the beginning, she stopped calling her senior brother and called Chu Zihang by his first name. Now she doesn’t even need her name anymore and has changed her name to President Lion Heart. No matter how stupid Chu Zihang is, he knows that when the girl gets angry, she is sad and angry. It's basically the same as a powder keg. Don't think that it will misfire if soaked in tears. It is a powerful catalyst that can turn explosives into nuclear bombs.

This was really difficult for a straight man like him. Chu Zihang quickly recalled his life experiences so far, trying to find a way to break the current situation.

A familiar figure appeared in his mind. It was an Italian man with blond hair and strong chest muscles. His biggest feature was his cheerful smile that looked like an idiot. Of course, this kind of evaluation is not what Chu Zihang himself thinks, but is said by those little men who envy, envy, and hate Caesar. They always thought that there should not be male creatures with such smiles in the world, until they met Caesar, who smiled like The Great Gatsby raises his glass to you.

What would he do if the person crying was Nono and the person standing here was Caesar?

The inertial experimental thinking of science students allowed Chu Zihang to quickly and boldly make assumptions in his mind. There were two people around him who knew the opposite sex best, one was his bastard father and the other was Caesar. When encountering this situation, he would take it for granted. Caesar came to simulate the experiment, so it would be right to imitate what he did, right? After all, he can get so many girls. This ability is simply astonishing to Chu Zihang. It is something he will never learn.

But just because you can’t learn it, doesn’t mean you can’t steal it on the spot!

Lu Mingfei suddenly felt weightless. She opened her eyes. Chu Zihang had a sullen face and stretched his arms straight. Other people's princess hugs may be intimate, soft and considerate, but Chu Zihang's stretching His arms make people think that he is a devout believer. The girl he holds in his arms intends to offer a sacrifice to C'Thun with both hands. This scene only needs to kneel on one knee and have a monster standing in front of him.

"Senior brother, are you going to throw me out?" Lu Mingfei wiped her eyes. Things changed so suddenly that she almost couldn't stop crying.

"..." Chu Zihang didn't know how to answer it. It was certainly a good thing that Lu Mingfei stopped crying, but this sentence was too lethal, causing all the words he had originally planned to be rushed out. The ability to organize language is basically lost.

Something seems wrong! This Caesar is different from the script he described. In Caesar's few words, when he picked up a sad girl, the girl must have struggled hard, and he pushed harder and harder until the soft girl collapsed on him. The angry eyes in her arms can't escape his clutches. Then the opportunity comes. Close your eyes and kiss her affectionately. In this moment, all the troubles will turn into blessings and love!

Want a kiss? Need a kiss? Should we really kiss? You want it, right? Lu Mingfei still looked angry and a little puzzled. In short, it didn't get better as expected.

Since he wanted to learn from Caesar's approach, he should be more thorough. Chu Zihang finally made up his mind.

A big problem with the straight man who majored in steel science is that when he decides to do something, he always completes it quickly without hesitation. This can be said to be an advantage or a big disadvantage.

Chu Zihang quickly kissed Lu Mingfei on the face. His movements were as fast as a dragonfly flying across the floating water. He just blinked and returned to his original position, as if what just happened had never happened.

Lu Mingfei was stunned, staring blankly at Chu Zihang with wide eyes. It wasn't until three seconds passed that she realized what had happened and quickly covered her face. The peach color visible to the naked eye crawled along her neck to her face and ears. , and finally the forehead. Her heartbeat was beating like a war drum in an instant, thump-dong-dong, every beat was so powerful and loud that it was about to burst out of her heart.

What's going on! The little girl in her heart just held her head and roared wildly. Didn't she say that she couldn't love her when she was tired? What does sneak attack and KISS mean? Are you so full of perverts that you can't help but want to have sex with a pretty girl who can't be broken? But he, Chu Zihang, has plenty of opportunities. If he was really a pervert who had been hiding for many years, he would have had countless opportunities to eat him up in that Maybach, that hotel, and Xia Mi's house. Be more aggressive. They should have it all, but why did they just go out and reveal their true colors today?

She was panting violently. Originally, every breath she took was supposed to be the cold air in late autumn, but now it seemed like every breath was hot. It was clear that he was kissing her face instead of her lips! But now it feels as if everything about her body has become his, even her breathing has his plain and calm smell.

It's over. Could this guy have some poison hidden in his mouth? As long as you touch it lightly, the poison will be administered. No matter whether you are a sword fairy junior sister or a demon witch, you must obey him from now on... This requires a big devil who has been practicing for twenty years. Right?

"If I were just an ordinary person, I would have nodded just now." Chu Zihang's voice was calm. She couldn't see his expression, but she could imagine that this guy had a serious face, talking about love and hobbies like a teacher explaining sex. With a paralyzed face like enlightenment, "Love is the product of accumulation of time. I haven't had many interactions with others in my life, but we should have had the most intersections in time. Many nights I will return to that place in my dreams. On the viaduct, sitting in the Maybach are me, dad, and you. Maybe from the moment I invited you to hold an umbrella together, many things later were destined. I have to admit that you are very special to me. If one day suddenly When you are gone, many things in my life will disappear, and I will be the Chu Zihang who lives in his own world in everyone's eyes, and will never seem to have any special interactions with other people."

He was so angry that he was like an old monk in a state of concentration. He couldn't see whether she was still angry or not, but he knew that she would hear every word he said clearly. She was the one who confessed to him in the first place, but at this time , on the contrary, there was a slight worry and fear in his heart, fearing the cold rejection.

"If one day in the future I come back alive after killing Odin...are you still willing to say that to me?"