My system is broken will

Humans are social animals.

As early as when humans were not fully evolved and were still apes, they had already started living in groups and learned things such as division of labor and cooperation that could not be done by one person.

After evolving into primitive humans, humans learned to use tools. And the way of using tools was also slowly spread through social gatherings due to an inadvertent behavior of humans.

Later, in the tribal period, human beings were divided into tribes, and each lived and developed.

Even today, humans still have to integrate into society. This is a unique sense of belonging for social animals to get along with the same kind.

Feng Chen knew these things when he was still learning high school knowledge. Otherwise, how could he say that Feng Chen was a fool?

Even after spending 50,000 years with Feng Chen, Xilin is still a child in all aspects, including getting along with others. Human age can be roughly divided into two types: one is the real age, and the other is the

Social age - in other words, the length of time spent with others and the corresponding experience.

As for the former, Xilin was born three years ago before going back to the past with Feng Chen, so she is not too young. But for the latter, Xilin is obviously equivalent to a baby. But even a baby will be affected when her parents are not around.

Feel uneasy, and then cry loudly. Only after parents hear the cry, will they come to the baby to comfort her.

People cannot integrate into society, babies feel uneasy, etc., all because of the same thing that people are afraid of.

--Lonely.

As mentioned before, humans are social animals, and because of this characteristic, they develop very rapidly with a very large base compared to other animals. However, what if someone cannot integrate into society and changes from living in groups to acting alone?

If people don't speak for too long, they will forget how to speak.

Without a partner who can share the work with him and overcome the current difficulties, a person's development speed will become very slow, and his view of a problem will remain subjective judgment and he will not be able to look at the problem objectively.

How long has Siren experienced such loneliness?

Not much, just sixteen years.

Even in K423's body, living as her other personality, feeling everything K423 has seen and experienced, Xilin has never escaped from loneliness.

When she met Feng Chen, when she saw her mother’s shadow on Feng Chen, when Feng Chen hugged Xilin, Xilin knew——

In this life, I will never be able to forget this person who was so gentle to me.

When she first fell into Feng Chen's arms, why didn't Xilin realize that reality?

That, the reality that [Mom will never be resurrected].

When she wanted to use the power of the Herrscher to resurrect her mother, she failed. The Herrscher is the messenger of [God], and the power of the Herrscher also comes from [God]. Even the power given to her by [God] cannot resurrect her mother.

Then the only one who can resurrect mother is [God].

However, when Xilin, as a Herrscher, took the initiative to contact Honkai, she did not receive much response.

Even though God has given me strength and seems to be by my side at all times, I still can't get rid of loneliness.

"dust...?"

She obviously wants to be angry, she obviously wants to be willful in front of him again, she obviously wants to leave him and try to be independent, but——

why?

Why can't I always tell him when I see him or meet him?

Is it really because of the sentence "He is my [King]"? Or is it because of the reason for saying that sentence?

"Feel sorry."

These are the only two words that can be said. Facing Xilin, what can Feng Chen say?

Say things like "I can't live without you", "It's only this time, there won't be another time", "I just did it accidentally this time, please forgive me"? Feng Chen thinks that he will never be able to say these things in his life.

"Hey, Chen. Let's find a reason, shall we?"

reason?

Feng Chen had no idea what reason Xilin was looking for.

The reason for leaving her alone in the Tower of Babel and going to fight on her own?

The reason for taking her away and going through so much with her?

Or is it the reason why he still accepts her even though he has brought disaster to the world?

"Let's find out why I obviously have many reasons to leave you, and I have many angry words, but I can't explain them all."

Xilin pushed Feng Chen onto the sofa.

"But I seem to know the reason." The girl said this and slowly lowered her head.

The long purple hair covered their faces, and their expressions at this moment were completely unclear from other angles.

"lch☆liebe☆dich..."

Perhaps we have already faced it seriously.

Why didn't you say it until now?

The girl is also looking for a reason for this problem.

However, a little spark can cause a fire, let alone in a forest full of life.

"Given the current situation, I think we should have a serious discussion about cooperation, right?"

Walter was sitting on the sofa in the living room, facing Otto.

Because this meeting was no longer a fight between two forces using [Hengkai] as a bargaining chip, but a decision that would affect the future of mankind, so Walter went straight to the point and stated his intention.

"Of course I know this. However, I think a mere lawyer doesn't need to mobilize so many troops, right? Although he does have many secrets, I think it is not difficult to defeat him with the background of one of us.

"

However, after the hidden cards are used, no matter which side it is, it will suffer losses.

Especially the reverse entropy, which has a much weaker foundation than Destiny.

"Do you think, Bishop Otto, that one of the parties may not be able to defeat him despite being seriously injured, is it worth more than exposing both sides' trump cards?"

Walter had heard the two doctors explain the power of anti-entropy's trump card and observed it at close range.

Even so, he didn't think he could defeat Feng Chen.

Otto shook the goblet in his hand, took a sip of red wine and said:

"The finer the wine, the more time it needs to be stored. As far as I know, the anti-entropy [wine] is ready to be opened and tasted at any time, right? Unfortunately, the [wine] from Tianming is not yet ready to be opened.

Good timing."

The implication is obvious: Unless the worst happens, Tianming will never use his trump card.

Now that Otto has made this decision, even Teresa can't persuade him.

"But there is no problem in the cooperation between the two parties. If the anti-entropy [wine] is not enough to satisfy the other party's taste, then we can open it a little bit. Of course, it's just a little bit."

Otto looked at Walter through the liquid in the cup.

"I believe this will not affect the quality of [wine]."

As a result, cooperation was achieved in which both parties did not trust each other.