My Underachieving Seatmate Doesn’t Need Any Comforting

Qiao Shao thought it was amazing: "Do you think I still remember you subconsciously?"

That's why he intermittently remembered what happened at Xie's house, because he saw He Shen, even if he didn't recognize him, deepest in consciousness, he knew that he was the poor child who just wanted to give his mother a lily.

The taste in He Shen's heart was difficult to describe. He said, "Maybe." Who could think that Qiao Shao was helping him so long before that.

Qiao Shao remembered, he asked, "What happened to your mother?"

There is nothing to hide now. These words that He Shen once thought it was impossible to tell anyone can be said to Qiao Shao. In this world, only Qiao Shao really wanted to know, so He Shen was willing to tell him all.

He Shen said: "Come here."

They sat on the rattan chair, He Shen looked at the empty vase, and slowly said, "My mother is a fatherless motherless orphan. She had a dream and was trapped in this courtyard forever after waking up."

He Shen's mother is He Rui. She was an abandoned baby. She grew up in an orphanage since she was a child. Xie's family sponsored her to study. She was very talented. The highest school.

Then she met Xie Chengyu.

Xie Chengyu was born with love, and she is also a benefactor. It is not too simple to fall in love.

He Rui fell in love with Xie Chengyu desperately, but Xie Chengyu just coveted her beautiful and pleasant, and when he was tired, He Rui became pregnant.

Xie Yongyi became furious after knowing this incident, and scolded Xie Chengyu a dog blood shower, but this matter could not be put down so easily.

He Rui is a poor student funded by Xie ’s, and Xie Yongyi has always used her excellent essays to create an extremely positive image for Xie ’s. If Xie Chengyu plays with He Rui at this time, then all the images created before will collapse completely, and will be added by enthusiasts to use this to suppress Xie's public opinion.

Xie Yongyi faced Gu Quan, forcing Xie Chengyu to marry He Rui, so no one can say anything else, only to marvel at this fairy-tale love story, envious of He Rui.

In fact, He Rui's tragic life has just begun.

It wasn't long after the marriage that He Rui saw Xie Chengyu's romantic nature, her love was ruined, and her life was ruined.

Her husband didn't like her, Xie Yongyi didn't look down on her, Xie Xuan even disdain to get along with her ... Like the host's family, the servant even looked at the dishes and ridiculed her.

He Rui is a smart girl, but in this case, her delicate thoughts will only cause her deeper pain.

She suffered from severe postpartum depression after giving birth to Xie Shen, and at one point wanted to commit suicide.

After the attempted suicide, Xie's family supervised her extremely closely and forbade her any chance of being alone.

This is a double torment for He Rui. She stayed alone in this side yard, waiting for no one, day by day, year after year, she was like the flower that had fallen away from the rhizome and gradually fell.

The only comfort was her child.

Xie Shen's early Hui gave her comfort and panic.

She hated Xie's house, but she couldn't get out. She hoped that her son would get out of this hell. Don't be like her ...

He Shen stopped when he was here, because the eyes of Qiao Shao opposite him were flushed, and tears swirled in the bright eyes.

He Shen smiled reluctantly: "Don't cry."

Qiao Shao grasped his hand and said, "She loves you!"

He Shen raised his hand and brushed the wet road on his face: "Well, she loves me."

But it was this love that forced her to death.

Xie Chengyu once said that Xie Shen killed his mother. In a sense, it is true.

Since Xie Shen was valued by Xie Yongyi and became the capital he cultivated and showed off, He Rui's mental state became worse and worse.

Xie Shen worked hard to please Grandpa, just to make her mother better.

He Rui was afraid of the blood of Xie's family, and felt that his son was drifting away.

She kept telling Xie Shen: "Mom will take you away."

Xie Shen answered her: "Mother who is okay, will be better in the future." This did not appease He Rui, but made her more afraid and more frightened.

Until Xie Shen was twelve years old, He Rui couldn't bear it, and tried to flee Xie's house with Xie Shen. After this unscrupulous plan was stopped by security, she heard the maid who was serving her said, "Mother, please stop, Master Because you have already worked so hard, can you stop dragging him on! So little child learns so many boring things day and night. We all feel bad about it. He did all of this for you. You ca n’t help him. , But do n’t drag him back! ”

These words became the last straw that crushed He Rui.

She boiled for more than ten years for Xie Shen. She insisted that taking him away was what made him happy.

But now someone told her that it was all her trouble that her children had worked so hard.

This made her completely lose her faith in living.

He Shen recalled that scene, and the tip of his nose seemed to be lingering with blood. He slowly said, "It took me three days to memorize Xie's important plans over the years. Xie Yongyi only allowed me to meet her, but when I When she opened the door, she cut her wrist and committed suicide. "

Qiao Shao was startled, and stood up.

He Shenqing exclaimed, "The last three words she finally said to me were ..."

Qiao Shao came to him and hugged him gently.

He Shen's voice trembled: "... I'm sorry."

Qiao Shao's internal organs are going to be stabbed. He is so distressed that he choked and choked, "She wants to protect you."

He Shen couldn't say a word, he always remembered, and he would never forget the scene of that day.

He witnessed his mother's death and went crazy looking for the cause, but got helpless like that.

Like Qiao Shao said, she wants to protect him, but he also wants to protect her.

Why not wait any longer, why not hold on for a while, he is about to grow up, he will have his own strength, and he will be able to rescue her from the nagging immediately.

But she left.

The only one who loved him left him forever in order to give him freedom.

"There will be me in the future," Qiao Shao's voice was like a dazzling light that shot into the abyss. He said, "I will protect you in the future. With me, no one can bully you!"

He Shen froze.

Qiao Shao said in an inconceivable cry: "Don't thank your family. My family will be yours in the future. My grandpa, grandpa and my dad are all very good. They will love you as much as they love me."

He spoke intermittently, with excitement and sincerity. Every word was like a warm spring, washing away the scarlet in front of He Shen's eyes little by little, in exchange for an unprecedented clarity.

He Shen hugged his waist tightly and whispered, "Yes."

Qiao Shao embraced him and warmed him with himself.

They both lost their mother, but Qiao Shao and his family who loved him, but He Shen had nothing.

Fortunately, when he met him, he would share everything he had.

After slowly sorting out his emotions, He Shen asked Qiao Shao again: "Do you want to look elsewhere?"

The little white pavilion emerged from Qiao Shao's mind. He said, "There is a place to go."

He Shen stood up: "Remember the approximate location, I'll take you there."

Qiao Shao nodded, "It's a pavilion in the garden, white."

He Shen knew where it was and said, "Let's go, not far from here."

Qiao Shao took his hand and walked away from the courtyard together.

He Shen didn't look back. This was the first time he went out from here, but he didn't hear his mother's "sorry".

They walked for a maximum of three or four minutes, and Qiao Shao saw the little pavilion in the night. Although it was night, the small pavilion was still bright and dazzling with lights from the bottom up.

He Shen asked him, "Are you giving this flower to your mother?"

Qiao Shao nodded: "Yes ..."

He only said these two words, and the memory flew out of the flowers like a frightened butterfly, trembling the wings, and pulled out a dreamlike past.

He saw the mother sitting in the pavilion, saw her tender smile, and heard her softly whispering: "A flower also has its roots concerned, just like you and Daqiao."

Xiao Qiaoshao heard a little understanding and said, "He said he would give it to his mother."

Yang Yun froze and asked, "He?"

Xiao Qiaoshao explained what he heard.

Yang Yun took the pink lily, and frowned slightly: "What about the child?"

Xiao Qiaoshao said, "He was called away by his grandpa."

At that time, Qiao Shao didn't understand that all the grandpas in the world were not as good as his grandpas.

Yang Yun accepted the lily and her lips were bent: "So you brought me this flower?"

Xiao Qiaoshao was a bit ashamed: "As compensation, I can lend his mother a day."

Yang Yun smiled: "Really?"

"Little Qiao Shao regretted it:" It's an hour. "

Yang Yun rubbed his hair and said, "Little stingy."

Xiao Qiaoshao argued: "I can talk and count, I certainly won't take his flowers for nothing!"

Yang Yun said, "You don't know what his name is."

Xiao Qiaoshao said: "I will see you again. I will write it down in the heirloom diary when I go home. I will never forget it!"

The memory came to an abrupt end, Qiao Shao was pale and his body was shaking involuntarily.

He Shen called him nervously: "Qiao Shao?"

Qiao Shao turned to look at him, his lips moved and he spit out four words: "Heirloom Diary ..."

He finally knew why he didn't dare to go to the third floor, and he finally knew why he was so afraid that he wanted to go to the third floor.

Because there is a "key" there that can unlock his memory.

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