My World: From Zombies to Demon King HIM

After hearing what J said, D's eyes revealed a hint of surprise. He didn't expect J to know so much. He hadn't told J these things before.

But even if J knew this, it didn't matter, because at this moment, J and him were no different.

At this moment, hearing these accusations from J, D's heart was unusually calm, and he didn't have any regrets.

Once, he, Notch and J created that world together. They were the creators of that world and the gods of that world.

Since that world was created by them, everything in that world should be dominated by them.

Moreover, in D's view, although the creatures in that world have inexplicably developed consciousness, who can be sure what it is?

They only exist in the virtual world that was created. Even if they have consciousness, they are just cyber life.

Therefore, in D's eyes, those creatures with consciousness cannot be regarded as real life at all.

Although D doesn't know why they were born, in D's view, their existence is only to serve this world and the gods of this world, that's all.

So D felt that as the god of that world, he had the right to decide the life and death of those creatures.

In addition, although D did do many things that made J feel crazy, that was just J's personal opinion.

D didn't think he was too much. In those film and television works, various characters were given different lives by the authors, and there were also tragic characters in the authors' works. Why didn't anyone think those authors were crazy?

In D's view, he was the same as the authors of those film and television works. All he did was to give those characters different lives.

Of course, it is impossible for everyone to be the protagonist, and it is impossible for everyone to have the protagonist's halo. There are comedies and tragedies.

Doesn't life need rich and colorful experiences?

Only in this way can people feel the meaning of life. How boring it is to spend a dull life?

It is because J has always put himself in the identity of a "human" that he has many condemnations against D.

Even though he already has the ability to surpass everyone, J is still willing to be a "human".

In D's opinion, J is no longer a Buddhist, but a person who is not ambitious and has no ambition.

D has no way to convince J, nor is he prepared to convince J.

But at this moment, seeing J's self-righteousness, standing on the moral high ground and accusing him with a sanctimonious look, D feels very uncomfortable.

He slowly approached, staring straight into J's eyes, and said with a playful smile on his face.

"In this case, you are really a pure and flawless saint."

"Before you complain that other people's hands are not clean, shouldn't you first examine whether your own claws are spotless?"

Hearing D's words, J's pupils trembled slightly, and he knew what D meant.

D's actions should be condemned, but he should not be the one to condemn D, and he has no right to condemn D.

He knows very well that the body he has obtained at this moment, and the freedom he will soon obtain, are all based on the disappearance of countless lives.

He is indeed not a saint, and he cannot sacrifice himself for others.

Although J had opposed D when D found a way to obtain the entity.

But he was not firm at that time. D only said "We just need to kill the players." and convinced J.

But J actually knew that it was not D who convinced him, but he convinced himself.

J knew D's character very well. At first, D might keep his promise and only attack the players, but D has always been a person who is afraid of trouble. Once he finds it troublesome, he will not care so much.

J knew this very well, but he still let D do it.

Even though he was tortured in his heart, he really didn't want to stay in the void anymore. He was really tired of such days.

So what D said was right, J's hands were not spotless.

Although the plan to collect power was not initiated by J, J did not stop it. He acquiesced.

Thinking about this, J sighed. He did not refute D's statement, but just laughed at himself, and then said.

"Yes... I really have no right to say that to you."

"In order to leave the void, I acquiesced to your behavior."

"In this game world, countless lives have disappeared in our hands..."

"You and I both know how much blood is on our hands..."

"I know clearly that they are conscious individuals, and they are living lives."

"I cannot deny my own crimes, but I alsoI can't pay for their lives..."

"What I can do is to atone for my sins after I leave the void."

Speaking of this, J was exhausted, as if all his strength had been drained out, his eyes were empty and tired, and his face was full of guilt and self-blame.

He knew that the behavior he had acquiesced in had brought too much pain and disaster to the creatures of this world. He longed to make up for his mistakes and atone for his selfishness.

So after leaving the void, he would do his best to assist Notch in creating a world that met Notch's original expectations.

This is not only to make up for past mistakes, but also to give himself a chance to start over.

As for revenge, J never had such an idea.

Although the previous sins were mainly caused by D, J always believed that he could not completely shirk his responsibility.

At the beginning, when D was just teasing those creatures and did not pose a threat to their lives, J should have stopped him in time, but J did not do so at that time.

Because in real life, D is such a character. He likes to play some pranks, but those pranks will not really hurt to other people.

In J's opinion, D was just looking for fun as usual, so J indulged him as before.

This is also where J felt guilty. He always felt that it was because of his indulgence that things got out of control.

So, in the last thrilling battle, J chose to stand aside and watch. He did not lend a hand to D, and quietly watched HIM defeat them and seal them in the void.

This is also the reason why D has repeatedly accused J of not doing anything. If they joined forces, HIM might not have a chance of winning.

In fact, all the grievances were caused by D, and J could have stayed out of it.

But he didn't do so. He always felt that he was also responsible for causing such a situation.

He understood that all this was a cycle of cause and effect. He must accept his faults and the punishment he deserved.

So he chose to share the responsibility with D.

In J's opinion, the years of being trapped in the void were the punishment they should bear.

Because of this, there was naturally no such thing as revenge.