Regarding the memory of Luan Chao, Bai Xun herself couldn't tell whether it really happened or whether Chen Yi had tampered with her memory. But what she could be sure of was that the master and Xiao Bai both really existed. She couldn't tell the truth from the truth, but in the end she came to a conclusion.

That was the life she had really experienced. Although the time was shorter, it was still a part of her life. Moreover, she came to this place completely after falling from the cliff in the Luan Dynasty. Chen Yi had tampered with part of it, but it was only a small part. It was only part of it. After all, Xiaobai was guarding her spiritual energy to recover in Luan Chao, but then an accident brought her to this place.

There is God's will in the dark. It seems that she came to this place really to meet Gu Jiu Sheng. But the memory of the master in the mountains gradually became blurred to her, but as for the master's handwriting and the commonly used totems , but she can remember it very clearly.

This tip bag was definitely given by the master.

The old man who took her to live in the mountains and taught her many things was indeed a master.

Bai Xun held the tips bag and looked over, and hurriedly arrived in front of the old man downstairs. Mr. Quan was watching TV at the moment, holding a cup of tea in his hand.

"Grandpa Quan." Bai Xun called.

The old man was so frightened that he almost dropped the tea in his hand. He hurriedly wiped the cup in his hand, "What's wrong?"

Being called out by Bai Xun so suddenly, the old man almost jumped out of fright. Elderly people these days cannot be so frightened.

"Who kind of person gave this to you?" Bai Xun opened the bag of tips in his hand.

The old man glanced at it with his reading glasses, and then remembered, "Oh, this, an old Taoist priest with a white beard wearing a light blue robe gave it to me, saying he wanted me to give it to a guest at home."

In fact, Mr. Quan was also feeling strange. He was copying scriptures to pray for Yan Xi in the Zen room he presided over. In the end, when he went out to clean his hands with some ink, he saw this strange old Taoist priest in the yard.

At first, the old man thought there was something wrong with his eyes. This temple was the domain of monks. When did a Taoist priest come in?

However, the other party gave this thing to him and then left. He only said, please pass it on to the guests staying at his house. The only guests the entire Quan family has received so far are Gu Jiu Sheng and his wife. In addition to being strange, the old man took it This thing is back.

"What's wrong, are they acquaintances?" The old man looked at them and asked. In fact, he felt it was too strange, but he didn't ask any more questions.

After all, it is a pure place of Buddhism, and I am afraid that the other party is not so brazen as to cheat in Buddhist places. People are always a little superstitious. You don’t have to worship or believe in gods and Buddhas, but you will still feel it in your heart. There is more respect and respect.

Bai Xun took two steps back while holding the brocade bag, and shook his head gently, "It's nothing."

This is really the handwriting of the master, but why did the master, who had always traveled the mountains and rivers as a doctor, turn into an old Taoist priest? If it was fake, who in the world could copy the master's handwriting and imitate it so well.

"Don't think too much, maybe it's not someone you know." Gu Jiusheng touched her palm and felt an inch of coldness under it.

Her fingers had always been warm, but this was the first time they were so cold.

"I'm afraid it's really the master. He's telling me to give up my obsessions and don't force things that shouldn't come to me." Bai Xun curled his lips.

This is really what the master would do. It is already rare for her to be able to live again. Now she is still delusional about bringing her child back to life. Besides, it is just a trace of life, not Qiao'er, it is her delusion.

Bai Chun, who was carried away by the joy of Qiao'er's appearance, forgot that it was a living being, just equivalent to a slight hint of consciousness on Qiao'er back then. It was not Qiao'er, nor her child.

The signature in the temple today and the note now are both reminding her not to force things, and they are reminding her of how rare things she has forgotten are.

"I understand, you shouldn't come, don't force it." Bai Xun smiled and quietly got up and walked upstairs.

Gu Jiu Sheng followed her to the door of Yan Xi's room with some worry. Qing Yue, who had been waiting inside, looked up and was a little worried when she saw Bai Chun's face.

"What's wrong with you?"

His face is so ugly.

"Sister-in-law, can you go out for a while? I want to be alone with Yan Xi for a while." Bai Xun's breath seemed a little low.

Qingyue looked at the child on the bed, then at Bai Xun, nodded and exited the room. I'm afraid that by now, Bai Xun had figured out how to do it. At this time, she would no longer be able to stay here and wait.

Bai Xun slowly and gently squatted beside the bed, looking at the sleeping face of the child on the bed, and quietly raised his hand. In his sleep, Yan Xi unconsciously stretched out his hand to hold Bai Xun's fingertips, with a downcast face.

Suddenly, the entanglement in her heart disappeared, as if the clouds had been cleared away.

"Am I being selfish?" she asked.

Gu Jiu Sheng smiled, knelt down on one knee and hugged her, and whispered, "No, you just wanted to save our child. You did nothing wrong."

The smile at the corner of her mouth was a little weak, "That's just an inch of Qiao'er's consciousness, not him, but I couldn't make a decision because of that inch of consciousness, and I made you almost waste your energy for my ideas, and let an innocent person The child has endured these pains that he should not have to endure, and I am really selfish."

Gu Jiu Sheng frowned and looked at her for a while, "You are."

Bai Xun opened his palm and revealed an inch of black crystal. It was crystal clear and full of color. Bai Xun smiled and said, "I snatched it back from Jiayan. If it hadn't been for Xiao Bai, I probably wouldn't be able to wake up even now." .”

Behind the two of them, Xiaobai squatted quietly on the sofa and swung his tail. His eyes that transformed into light golden pupils narrowed slightly and sighed lazily.

"I just want to keep Qiao'er's consciousness." Gu Jiusheng opened his mouth and stroked the long hair on the back of her head.

No matter whether this inch of consciousness can be resurrected or not, he hopes to keep Qiao'er as a living being, even if it takes a lot of effort.

"But this is not Qiao'er. No matter how hard we try, Qiao'er can't be resurrected in this world. I haven't been able to make this decision because I want to selfishly let him stay in Yanxi's body for a while, even if For just one day, I will be satisfied as if our Qiao'er has grown up and he is with me."

But she can't keep it anymore, Yan Xi's body has become like this. If she ignores Yan Xi for her own selfishness, she will be really selfish, and she will feel sorry for the child when he calls her. That inch of true love.

Bai Xun turned around and held Gu Jiu Sheng's hand without letting go, feeling a little sour. "We didn't get to say goodbye to him properly last time when he left. This time, this is the opportunity God has given us again to say goodbye to him properly. Then Then send him away."

Since he does not belong to this world, staying here, with Yan Xi's body, is extremely painful for Qiao'er. Even if it is only an inch of his life, it will easily affect his reincarnation.

The obsession in Bai Xun's heart melted away bit by bit. Being able to sleep with him again last night was already the happiest thing for her. It was as if she was pregnant with Qiao'er at that time. Every night, she would feel Talking to the child in her belly, sharing her joys and sorrows.

"I found out from the ancient books in the collection that even if there is just a trace of life left in this world, there is no way for Qiao'er to be reincarnated. If I force him to stay with me, I will also harm Qiao'er. I can't take care of his previous life. Let him be born, now, don't force him to keep him." When Bai Xun said these words, he was no longer as excited as the day before, but more peaceful.

It's not cruel to say it's cruel. Everything happens in a cycle of cause and effect. You get what you sow. She was satisfied to be able to see a trace of Qiao'er's life again.

"Are you really going to do this? Have you thought about it?" Gu Jiusheng looked at Bai Xun with heartache.

Mother and son are connected, what Bai Chun is thinking now, he clearly knows how sad his girl is.

Holding the child's hand on the bed, Bai Xun nodded, with a relieved smile on his face, "Let's send him away. Don't force him to stay. If we are really destined to be with him, he will come to find us again."

The obsession in her heart has been completely let go. There have been many crises before, and she and Gu Jiu Sheng are no longer qualified to keep the child. Nor can Qiao'er be reincarnated because of her obsession, which is even worse. As a result, Yanxi suffered torture and her body slowly declined. She couldn't bear it and her conscience was uneasy.

Yan Xi was not wrong, and Qiao'er was not wrong either. She couldn't harm them because of her obsession.

Bai Xun came closer and lowered his head to touch Yan Xi's forehead. A silvery white spiritual energy gradually surrounded the two of them, forming a circle and wrapping them up. The floating spiritual energy became heavier and richer.

Gu Jiu Sheng took two steps back and looked at her movements. Even if this creature was raised, it would not be Qiao'er. Their child had already died at birth.

"Qiao'er, I know you don't want to stay here, and this place doesn't belong to you. Father and mother, I will send you away." Gu Jiu Sheng looked at the vague spiritual energy and spoke.

If it was about feelings, they would naturally use all their strength to keep Qiao'er, but reality did not allow it. Bai Xun completely woke up from maternal love. This was not Qiao'er.

Even if he is forcibly retained, this is not Qiao'er, it is just a trace of his life. There is no hope of resurrecting Qiao'er, not even the soul that came out of the three souls and seven souls. Its existence It makes no sense at all.

It just allows Bai Xun to trace the warmth of blood connection from that spiritual energy.

"Don't force yourself to stay if you shouldn't. This time, mother will send you away with a smile. I hope you can find a good family in your next life."

A white rhododendron flower gradually appeared from Yan Xi's body, and as if blown away by the wind, it slowly flew out of the window and disappeared into the air.

"I'm sorry." Gu Jiu Sheng hugged Bai Xun and spoke quietly.

"I don't blame you, it's not Qiao'er. I'm completely awake now," Bai Xun whispered.

Gu Jiu Sheng had already discovered this problem from the beginning, but he was unwilling to break her fantasy, so he let this dream support her until now. But when she wakes up from the dream, she always has to face reality.

Everything today is a warning to her.

Yes, that is not her child, not Qiao'er. If she keeps her by force, both parties will suffer losses, and Qiao'er can naturally accept such a result.

The Yun Jinhua that had floated out came back through the window again and floated in front of the two of them. Gu Jiu Sheng raised her hand for no apparent reason, and the five-petal flower transformed into a human shape about an inch in size, but it was not a human.

"Thank you." The little doll bowed to the two of them, thanked them happily and then transformed into the form of a flower again and flew out of the room.

Bai Xun and Gu Jiu Sheng looked at each other and felt relieved. At least this time, Gu Jiu Sheng said goodbye to him properly. They had no fate to be father and son in this life, and if they waited until the next life, they would have cultivated enough fate.

She originally thought that she would be in despair of losing something again, but now, Bai Xun is very calm, and she is a little scared even if she is calm.

Lowering his head, a soft little hand held her fingertips. Yan Xi looked at Bai Xun with wide eyes, and a bright smile bloomed on her young face, which was particularly sweet.

"Godmother." Yan Xi opened her mouth and called out.

The morning light seemed to be able to melt the whole world, melting the ice that had not been broken for thousands of years. Gu Jiu Sheng reached out and picked up Yan Xi on the bed. The three of them sat on the bed and stared at each other.

"Did you sleep well?" Bai Xun raised his hand and pinched Yan Xi's face.

It was as if Qiao'er's soul had existed in him. Looking at this child, he felt like looking at Qiao'er. The fate between people was so wonderful.

"Sleep well." Yan Xi reached out and wiped away the tears from the corners of Bai Xun's eyes, "Godmother, are you unhappy?"

Bai Xun shook his head and sniffed, "No, my godmother is very happy. Yan Xi is healthy, isn't she? How do you feel about your health now?"

The little guy rolled his eyes and said, "I'm fine, very comfortable."

Bai Xun smiled, and his sad mood slowly subsided. He always had to believe that everything was the best arrangement, whether it was Qiao'er or Yan Xi, or she and Gu Jiu Sheng.

Everything is favored by God.

"Just be nice to Yanxi."

The Quan family downstairs were quietly waiting for the movement upstairs. I don't know why, but because of Bai Xun's presence, the Quan family members all felt particularly at ease and felt safe.

It wasn't until the person above appeared with the child in his arms that everyone breathed a sigh of relief and looked at the rosy-faced Yan Xi with some joy.

"Yeah, Yan Xi is awake, come here and give her a hug." Su Luoying stepped forward and took Yan Xi from Gu Jiu Sheng's hand.

"From today onwards, all treatments for Yan Xi have been terminated and he has completely recovered." Bai Xun looked at the Quan family and announced happily.

The Quan family was stunned. In the three years since Yanxi was born, all of them had sacrificed so much to hear these words. When they really faced this reality, it was so overwhelming. Confidence.

"Is this true? Yan Xi is really well?" Mr. Quan was the first to speak out, his tone full of disbelief.

Bai Xun nodded, "Yes, Grandpa Quan. Yan Xi's body has recovered. From today on, he can do all the things that ordinary children can do."

"Really!" Mr. Quan clapped his legs happily, stretched out his hand and said to Yan Xi, "Come over here, Grandpa, let Grandpa take a look."

What good news this is, their little grandson is finally back to health.

"I have to go and fulfill my vows tomorrow. Thank you Buddha for blessing me." Su Luoying was overjoyed.

Qingyue reminded from the side, "The person you should thank is Bai Xun. It was she who cured Yanxi."

After listening to her words, Su Luoying was busy looking for Bai Xun and did not find her in the living room. When she looked around, Qing Yue and Quan Jingting slowly walked out of the living room door.

It was really afternoon outside, and the sunshine above our heads was quite good, but the light reflected on the snow was particularly dazzling. The two rows of footprints starting from the door gradually moved towards the yard, and slowly merged into one. Row.

Quan Jingting leaned against the door and was dragged back by Qing Yue. She could probably guess what happened. I am afraid that the thing attached to Yan Xi has a lot to do with Bai Xun. Now that Yan Xi has recovered her health, it shows that Bai Xun Sun has expelled that thing.

She must be feeling uncomfortable now, so they had better not go over and disturb her.

"What's wrong, where are Bai Xun and Jiu Sheng?" Su Luoying came over and took a look.

Qingyue stretched out her hand to block the person back, "Mom, please go over and stay with the children. You don't have to worry about Bai Xun's side."

Let them both be alone.

Qing Yue could probably sense that Bai Xun was not in a very good mood, and Bai Xun probably didn't want to see anyone else. She turned around and ordered the servants not to go to the backyard.

"Honey, are you trying to create a world for two of them?" Quan Jingting came over and opened his mouth.

Qingyue rolled her eyes and ignored him.

"Honey, how about we go over and have a world for two, and build a snowman together." Quan Jingting came over and said.

Qing Yue turned around and pushed him over, "Why have you become so clingy in the past two days? Is it because you were stimulated by Gu Jiu Sheng?"

Hearing this, Quan Jingting's face darkened. He did see the intimacy between the boy and his wife. After all, he was young and envied others, but he also had a wife, so why was he inferior to others.

"It's all better than this." Qingyue almost blushed.

In the past, his ability to cling to people was even better than Gu Jiu Sheng's.

Mr. Quan held Yan Xi in his arms without letting go. His face had never been so rosy since Yan Xi was born. He could tell at a glance that he looked like a normal, healthy child, and he looked particularly good-looking.

When Su Luoying turned around, she saw Quan Jingting clinging to Qing Yue at the door. These children were all sweethearts. Now that Naya and Quan Jingchen were not here, it would be like this at home, and the intimacy would be terrifying.

"Aren't you going out tonight? Why aren't you ready yet?" Su Luoying opened her mouth.

Only then did Qing Yue react and accepted Ning Yu's invitation for his birthday.

"Grandpa, can I do morning exercises with my father and brother in the future?" Yan Xi raised her little hand and said happily, "My godmother just said that I can do what my brother can do in the future."

He is no longer a little guy who needs to be protected by the whole family. From today on, he is a little man.

"Really? Then Yan Xi should thank your godmother. Without your godmother, Yan Xi would not be so healthy." The old man rubbed his great-grandson's face with his beard.

Yan Xi nodded, "Well, I like my godfather and godmother the most. They are all very kind to Yan Xi."

In the child's concept, the only thing he can think about is whether he is nice to him or not. Su Luoying smiled. It seemed that Gu Jiusheng and his wife were really sincere towards Yan Xi, otherwise the child would not like them so much.

It's a good thing to have fate, and it's also a good thing for more than one person to love Yan Xi. There should always be more humaneness between people.

In the garden, two neat rows of footprints snaked away from the door of the living room. In the white snow, these footprints seemed particularly abrupt. After slowly bypassing the front yard, the two rows of footprints merged into one row at the intersection of the backyard.

Gu Jiu Sheng walked slowly in the snow. Behind him, the little girl held his two hands and walked in his footprints step by step. She walked slowly forward along his footsteps. She lowered her head and walked seriously, without any traces. Worry about what route the man in front of you is taking.

Knowing that she was not in a good mood now, Gu Jiu Sheng slowly walked in circles in the yard, step by step, and she stepped on his footsteps and moved forward slowly. The two people's footprints completely overlapped and did not appear abrupt at all.

"Gu Jiu Sheng, I want to ask you something." Bai Xun took his hand and opened his mouth quietly.

"Yeah." The man responded.

Bai Xun stepped on his footprints, and the broken hair on his forehead slowly fell down, blocking his eyes, "We first met back then, and we only got along for a few days. Why did you marry me?"

At that time, without knowing her identity, Gu Jiusheng had already taken her portrait to Yunjin to propose marriage.

"And why were you so sure that I was Yun Jin's? Aren't you afraid that you would be kicked out by my mother if you admitted your mistake?" Bai Xun asked curiously.

This was something she had always been curious about.

When they met that year, she concealed her identity and traveled with Gu Jiu Sheng, and they got along quite happily. She never said that she was from Yun Jin, but after he arrived in Yun Jin, he proposed marriage to his mother with a portrait in hand. Until now, Bai Xun has not asked carefully what the reason was.

Now I finally have time to ask.

"There is a little fool who wants to hide his identity, but the clothes he wears are still Yun Jin's totem." The man chuckled softly, his voice was extremely gentle, "To you, we were just you in those days. Half a month of wandering around the world with a stranger is enough for me to know whether I want to be with this woman for the rest of my life."

He admitted that he was indeed domineering, and he wanted to get what he had set his sights on. This had been the case in the past, and it was also to be able to be with her. When he arrived in Yunjing, he blindly added a condition for marriage. At that time, he felt The bet is that no matter whether she is from Yunjin or not, no matter what status she has in Yunjin, what class she is.

He, Gu Jiu Sheng, had already decided to marry this woman, but he didn't expect that he had made the right choice. She was Princess Yun Jin, and she was the most suitable one to marry her. This also gave him a reason to marry her with confidence.

Bai Xun pinched his fingertips and slightly raised the corners of his lips, "Then you never thought at that time that I agreed to the marriage to lie to you?"

If he had been a little doubtful at that time and had hesitated a little about this marriage, he would not have been so cruelly plotted by her in the end. Until now, the only person Bai Xun owed was Gu Jiu Sheng.

And what is owed to him will never be repaid in eternity.

"As long as I can spend the rest of my life with you, I won't hesitate even if it takes my life." The man said extremely seriously.

His back was to Bai Xun. Bai Xun couldn't see his expression but could hear that he was extremely serious. When he said this, he didn't even take a breath.

Gu Jiu Sheng, who was walking around, felt the pause of the person behind him, looked back at her, and whispered, "What's wrong? Are your feet cold?"

As he spoke, he bent down to look at her legs and feet.

Bai Xun stood still and stared at him for a long time. Finally, he stretched out his hands and raised them, "Back."

"good"

The corners of the man's lips curled up slightly, and the tips of his brows were stained with a smile, as long as she was happy.

The tall body squatted down in front of her, Bai Chun hugged his neck and lay down, quietly pressing her face against the back of his neck.

He stood up slowly and walked step by step in the snow with Bai Xun on his back.

"Gu Jiu Sheng, can you stop being so stupid all the time, just think about it for yourself?" Her voice was a little muffled.

She felt heartbroken. Thinking of everything he had done for her, Bai Chun's heart felt like it was being squeezed by thousands of hands and it hurt. He did everything he should do and shouldn't do, even if it was just a word from her. If you want, you will go up to the mountain of swords and go down to the sea of ​​fire.

But what he did was really too much, too much for her to bear.

Gu Jiu Sheng walked slowly in the snow with her on his back, step by step, holding on to the person's legs tightly to prevent her from falling.

"I feel sorry for Gu Jiu Sheng." Bai Xun rubbed his face.

If Xiaobai hadn't told her in time, I'm afraid he would have used the black crystal stone to keep Qiao'er's creature in it. But without the thing, he would be like a dead corpse, even worse than a tortured dead corpse. The pain was thousands of times more painful than when he was looking for himself, when his soul was torn apart and pulled at the same time.

"I'm sorry, then you should stay with me and never be separated from me." Gu Jiu Sheng smiled easily.

The only one he wanted was Bai Xun. In order to find her, he went through hardships that ordinary people couldn't. Now, he cherishes the time he can spend with her more and more.

He was not afraid of death, the only thing he was afraid of was that after he was gone, no one would be able to take care of her better than he could.

As long as he could stay by her side, he didn't care about anything.

"Actually, you went to look for me when you were in Luan Dynasty, right?" Bai Xun murmured.

Part of her memory was tampered with by Chen Yi, but the preserved part still remained. She once thought that Luan Dynasty was just a dream of hers, but only now did she realize that it really existed. She I really lived in that place for fifteen years.

"Yeah." The man beneath him responded.

In order to find her, he obtained the power to transcend space and time from the fallen angel, traveled from place to place, endured pain that ordinary people could not bear, and was finally born in Luan Dynasty.

But no trace of her could be found.

"Young Master Anguo Duke's Mansion, I have seen you there before, right?" Bai Xun said.

He didn't answer, but Bai Chun knew what his answer was.

At that time, Gu Jiu Sheng's appearance was still the same, but she did not have the same physical decline as in this life. She had bright eyes, bright moon, red lips and white teeth, and a feather crown and folding fan. She was elegant and noble. At that time, she was just a little girl who came down from the mountains to treat the old marquis. Arrive at Anguo Gongfu.

At that glance, she thought she had seen it wrong.

In fact, when she fell off a cliff later to avoid the officers and soldiers who were chasing her, Bai Chun's image still appeared in front of her eyes, but she didn't expect that fate would play a trick on her.

In this life, Chen Yi had wiped all the memories about Gu Jiu Sheng from her head, but now she remembered the past that she had forgotten.

"You can't find me, but why haven't you thought about giving up? Gu Jiusheng, haven't you ever thought about it, what if I really don't love you as much as I said before?"

Then you have devoted all your pursuit, but it still doesn’t make sense.

"If you didn't love me then, by the time I find you, we will already be at a new starting point. We will get to know each other again. I'm not afraid that you won't fall in love with me." The man carried her on his back and walked slowly in circles in the yard.

"What if you still don't love me?" Bai Xun asked curiously.

"No." The man rejected it with certainty, without any hesitation.

"Why?" she asked loudly.

Gu Jiu Sheng gently weighed her up and said, "Because no one will treat you better than me."

This is the meaning of his pursuit, and it is also his obsession. Even if it spans a thousand years, he will make her fall in love with him. If it fails once, it will be twice, if it fails twice, it will be four times. As long as his obsession does not go away, One day, this silly girl will really fall in love with him.

Bai Xun rubbed his neck, her nose was a little sour, "Gu Jiu Sheng, can you not always make me feel so distressed? It's obvious that I am a girl."

"Then I feel sorry for you too, be good, don't feel sad, right?" Gu Jiusheng coaxed her.

Bai Xun rubbed his neck and nodded, "Yeah."

She understood the master's words and the lot in the temple today. It was her obsession that kept her from letting go. But now that she was letting go, Bai Xun felt much more relaxed except for those reluctances.

"How about we walk for a while while I carry you on my back."

Bai Xun snorted and said no more. His cheek stuck tightly to the man's neck. He could feel something hot falling into his neck. The man paused and continued to carry her forward. .

On the snow-white ground, the entire back garden was silent, and the red sunset slowly emerged above the head. In the backyard, a tall man carried the girl on his back, walking step by step around the snow. The white snow The land is full of his footprints

Sorry everyone, it’s even later today. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

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