Mystery Makes Me Strong

Somewhere in a ward so narrow that it can only accommodate a single bed.

On the white walls, there is no window, nor any frills.

Monotonous, cramped, that's what this ward is all about.

So narrow that even if you wanted to slam into the wall, there wasn't enough room to accelerate.

So monotonous that all you can see is the wall.

Gawayne was tied tightly to the hospital bed in a special open-cut restraint.

He eats, drinks, and sleeps on this bed.

Fully automatic processing.

He can't harm himself, can't run away, and can't call for help. He can only take regular injections and medicines.

One can tell at a glance that this is by no means a place to cure people, but a place to drive people crazy.

He once thought about letting the red ants save him.

But after thinking about it, I gave up.

Because he sees a picture: in madness, he finds the answer.

Only by accepting this tempering can we go to the other side.

The people of Dongzhou said that when the heavens are about to send a great mission to the people, they must also work hard on their minds and bodies...and finally drive them crazy.

If you are not crazy, you will not become a demon.

The Buddha cannot save the world, on the contrary, the demon who is engaged in genocide has done it, which is really ironic.

It is impossible for him to rely on the red ants to eat and eat all the way, so as to easily complete the mission and save McCann.

No way!

If it's that simple, what's the point of shedding so much blood?

That kind of smooth sailing can only appear in novels and film and television dramas.

In the following January.

"Gavine, it's an injection."

"Gavine, take your medicine."

"Gavine, tested."

"Uh, why is the condition getting worse? Even the math problem in the third grade of elementary school is wrong, so increase the dose."

No wonder it doesn't get worse.

Gawayne was already hallucinating by this time.

A small ward has become a vast palace, and he is the king of the palace.

He sits on a high throne, and no one can violate his will.

His will is supreme.

Count it, it doesn't exist.

He just wants to eat, drink and be merry.

"Haha, what saves the world, what reverses time, what does it have to do with me?"

"I'm a little mealworm, I eat everything and everything every day."

"I eat, eat, eat, I drink, drink, drink..."

He is in the palace, singing, running, dancing, having fun...

Everything was thrown away by him.

What does other people's emotions have to do with him?

Hundreds of years later, he turned into a pile of loess, what's the point of everything?

Still enjoy the moment, the most important thing.

At least before dying, there will be no regrets, and I didn't enjoy anything back then.

You won't regret it, when you can enjoy it, you don't enjoy it.

All kinds of thoughts, the most depraved, the most negative, and the most in line with human nature, emerged in Gawayne's mind one by one.

"No one can blame me, I have saved many people, I am so old, can't I enjoy myself?"

"I didn't spend any money from you, I earned everything by myself!"

"Why should the fate of the McCann be kidnapped to me? After all, I was originally a citizen of a small country in Xizhou."

"No one can ask me whether it is public or private!"

Thought breaks through moral barriers, and spirit enters the place of freedom.

All the stress, along with the madness, melted away.

Going crazy is the last gift of nature to survivors.

…………

Outside the ward, two people peered at Gawain through the window.

Four eyes stared at the white man at the same time.

"Oh, another extraordinary person has gone crazy." Zhang Zhendong looked back and sighed.

"It seems that a lot of extraordinary people have come to this hospital recently. I really don't know why." His partner, Dong Zhenzhang was puzzled.

"Privately, I heard that they all think that there is a supreme way to improve power and transcend the world. But the fact is that there is nothing here, except for lunatics." Zhang Zhendong shook his head.

"Some people seem to be mass-producing lunatics, which is a bit strange." Dong Zhenzhang said thoughtfully.

"It's none of our business. Our task this time is to pick out the patients with the greatest hidden dangers." Zhang Zhendong reminded.

"Well, I know you have a lot of worries because you drag your family along. However, I always feel that we have missed an opportunity." Dong Zhenzhang said regretfully.

"Opportunities can only be grasped by the protagonist. You just look at the names our parents gave us. Are you like the protagonist of this world?"

"I think I am, at least I have an orphan background." Dong Zhenzhang is quite confident.

After the two looked at it, they left Gawayne's ward and went to the next ward.

Gawayne, who fell into madness, suddenly turned his head to look at the window, as if he wanted to say something.

However, only one of them left behind.

Gawayne could only close his eyes helplessly, and the time he was awake quickly disappeared.

"I can't lose! I can't indulge myself!"

"A person's life should be spent like this: Whenever he looks back on the past, he will not regret for wasting his years, nor will he be ashamed for doing nothing."

"I'm going to stick to it!"

"I want everyone to see my back, and I want everyone to remember me!"

After he uttered such a roar, madness came again.

He re-immersed himself in that joyful world.

I don't know how long it has passed, in the endless madness, he saw it.

"That is a light, behind the light, there is extreme darkness."

"I want to write, where is my pen?"

"Let me out, I'm not crazy!"

"You damned fellows, go to hell!"

"I don't want to carry those boring things, I just want to be alone!"

"Hahaha, I'm a genius, I'm a genius, no one can understand me!"

…………

"Master, my friend seems to be crazy." The fat baby said worriedly to Wenren.

Wen Rensheng didn't speak.

At this time, he had a rare admiration.

He clapped his hands slowly, and the applause sounded.

Very few people can command such admiration as him.

Because the other party did what he couldn't, or didn't want to do.

Falling into madness, relying on completely irrational thinking, to collide, to touch, to randomize the most profound truth in the universe.

The truth of time.

Van Gogh, a lunatic, a talented painter, was destitute and crazy before his death, unable to repay the only one who recognized him, agreed with him, and supported his relatives, his younger brother.

Long after his death, a painting fetched a sky-high price, as long as one percent was enough for him to repay his brother, prove his worth, and thwart all contemptuous gazes.

This is the power of madness.

Although the probability is extremely small, as long as one is hit, it is a treasure.

"This is his own choice. You have to respect his choice. He is a brave man with a brave heart. It is this kind of man who can lead the group out of desperation." Wen Rensheng said seriously.

The fat baby seemed to understand, so he had no choice but to ask: "Then can he survive?"

"You have to ask your sister about this."

"Where is my sister?"

"In the laundry."

…………

"Damn old smell, cheapskate, big villain."

"Boom, boom!"

Xiao Huan held up a stick that was a head taller than himself, and vigorously smashed his clothes by the river.

She is the miserable little maid of a rich family, who does the heaviest work and eats the worst food every day.

"Sister, sister." The fat baby came out of the river.

"Wow! Here comes a giant salamander, just for extra food." The little phantom eye glowed golden, picked up the stick and hit it.

"Hey, it's me..." The fat baby was beaten innocently.

"Oh, it's you kid, what are you doing here?" Xiao Huan said angrily, "Could it be that you were sent here too?"

"The master asked me to come and see you and help you." The fat baby said flatteringly.

How humble.

"It's not too bad, you can wash the clothes, I want to sleep." Xiao Huan threw a big basin of dirty clothes to him.

"Okay." The fat baby took the basin, dragged the clothes into the river, and started a whirlpool to stir the clothes.

This is called natural river water automatic washing machine.

After two hours, the clothes were barely washed.

Xiao Huan was also full of sleep.

Then the fat baby cooked her another dinner, feeling that the relationship had almost eased up, so she asked:

"Sister, sister, my partner has gone crazy, I wonder if he can survive?"

"Crazy? Isn't he very powerful? He can even fly with you all the way," Xiao Huan enviously said, "Why did he suddenly become crazy?"

"I don't know either. He did a question, answered it wrong, was sent to the ward, stayed there for a while, and then went crazy."

"Oh, then why didn't you get him out?"

"He won't let me save him."

"I can save him, but I'm trapped here by Lao Wen, I can't get out." Xiao Huan is very clever.

"Let me ask the master."

"Well, hurry up, I can't stay here for a day."