Nirvana of Rebirth

Chapter One: Make a Choice without Regret

2oo4 years. Beijing.

In a bar near the film academy, many men and women collectively raised their draft beer glasses, and then collided with each other regardless of the overflowing liquor. Celebrate the success of a scene show in the Grand Theater.

In addition to the three and four students of Beijing Film and Television Department who performed the scene dramas, many friends from all over the world in Beijing came to celebrate.

Scenario drama is a type of show held by the Performance Department of Beijing Film Studio. It has had a good response, so it has been officially performed three times before and after. It should be the largest scale in this large theater. The next time it will be in Beijing After the performance in Guangyuan District, it was the last performance of the repertoire.

But in any case, this is the most unforgettable memory for these students who may be leaving Beijing Film next year. After all, although there is no shortage of future stars in this school who signed a contract with a film and television company as soon as they enrolled in this school, most of them are people who have been following the steps until graduation and leaving the school without such opportunities. More people will get lost in a society like the dye vat.

For example, after clinking glasses, two gorgeously dressed girls talked grandiosely. A beautiful girl said that the man she liked told her to stop making movies and TV shows after graduation, and go directly to his company to work. Divorced from a wife who had no emotional foundation, and that man bought her a Beetle. She was conflicted and didn't know what to do. Another girl in the middle of the play persuaded her not to be impulsive. Now this old man pursues the body and mind. Once he gets tired of it, he doesn’t feel anything. Then the girl turns to talk about her boyfriend and shows her the world. How and what kind of.

There are still many discussions of this kind, but Li Lumei, who is a junior at Beijing Institute of Technology this year, knows that this kind of discussion somewhat represents the unwillingness of these girls. Because they all know that this scene drama was performed three times under the coordination of Beijing Film School. The very important reason is Chen Lingshan, who won the award for film and television art newcomer in Shanghai last year. If this is not the case, the popularity will probably be much lower. So these girls discuss other aspects because they know that they are no better than Chen Lingshan, but they are not outdone in other aspects.

Someone in the chat said that after all, Chen Lingshan won the first prize in the Shanghai Film and Television Art Newcomer Competition last year, and that she will have this qualification here in the future. The opportunities in the future will inevitably continue.

As Chen Lingshan's best friend, Li Lumei, talked about Chen Lingshan's growth experience in the interest, saying that she was a class flower in school at the beginning. Many people think that she will be able to take the path of acting in the future. Now it is not the case. Everyone yelled at Chen Lingshan, who is now the core of the repertoire.

Chen Lingshan shook her head humbly and waved her hand, and then secretly warned Li Lumei not to spit out when she drank something high. However, the atmosphere at the wine table is getting stronger and stronger. Some people talked about XX in the drama, saying, "You know, her 40-year-old boyfriend has an extraordinary background and is a shareholder of XX group." Some people talked about it. Some of the lucky ones they met in their circle of friends, because of how well-known the opportunity is now, or because the above-mentioned XX business has gone to South Korea, the XX family is noble,

How about good opportunities.

Li Lumei is not to be outdone, "Speaking of classmates, we also have one of our former high school classmates. During that time, he went to a foreign exchange. Later, he seemed to have contact and agreement with American social networks and he founded China Facebook in Shanghai. ."

There was an uproar. Some people are dubious. If you say that you are a classmate of popular students in places like Beiying Zhongxi, some people may believe it. You have to say that you have found a senior executive in the XX group to be your boyfriend, and some people believe it. But to say that your classmates have connections with international giant companies and founded corresponding companies, this is only believed by Jack Ma and Li Yanhong's students from Hangzhou and Tsinghua. There are also people who questioned what exactly are you talking about?

When Li Lumei finished speaking, she realized that she seemed to have a lot of mouths. She looked at Chen Lingshan. She was drinking and chatting with others with a smile on her face. She only glanced at Li Lumei occasionally and gave her a few severe eyes. Li Lumei stuck her tongue out, realizing that she had passed the pass earlier and told herself to never mention that person and this matter.

In the evening, the two came out alone to breathe, leaving the hustle and bustle of the bar behind. On a bench by the road, Li Lumei said, "Today's performance is really good. Next time in Beiguang, you will call me a bit cold. There is a shop over there. I will buy two cups of coffee."

Li Lumei saw through the window of a convenience store that Chen Lingshan was bored by the bench, and then she walked with two long legs to the newsstand at the intersection and looked at it. She seemed to see a cryptic headline, and then bought a copy of " Financial Morning Post. Go back to the bench again, but the slower and slower, and finally stop by the bench.

Li Lumei was confused and carried two cups of hot coffee across the street and came to Chen Lingshan. She saw her sluggishly sitting on the bench. The newspaper next to her was turning over. That was the fourth page of the book. The newspaper that Li Lumei noticed for the first time was not the thin text in the newspaper, but a colorful photo. The photo is probably due to some days and the remake of the original photo, the color is a bit white and distorted.

The first thing that catches your eye on the photo is a graffiti background wall with English face names written on it.

Three men, two foreigners, and one Asian take up half the area of ​​the photo.

Mark Zuckerberg was wearing a "northface" brand of bad American street clothes, sitting on the ground with his hands on the ground and staring at the camera. On the far right is Dustin Moskowitz, who is leaning on the IKEA wooden table. On the table next to him is a computer that is still running the data stream of the dos window. Near the curtain wall between the two of them was a young man in a white shirt sitting on a leather chair. Like the three of them, he was facing the camera with an unprepared smile on his face. But still sunshine.

There are a lot of insignificant things piled up on and around the ground and around, there are keyboards, papers, and slippers, showing that this photo is very casual when taking pictures.

Li Lumei turned her eyes wide open to the footnote at the bottom of the photo, where there was a line.

"This photo was taken in 2oo2 and has been kept in the hands of Facebook employees before. It is still hung on the window window of the Facebook headquarters building. The photo is the period when Facebook moved from the apartment to their newly renovated headquarters building. A group photo of the three elders who are loyal to Facebook. From left to right are Mark Zuckerberg, Su Can, Dustin Moskowitz. Probably no one knew that two years later when this photo was taken. Today, as the veteran and founder of Su Can, he will be betrayed and betrayed. We would rather believe that the time taken in this photo in 2oo2 will never flow and solidify the eternity of their dreams."

"It is reported that the founder Su Can in the photo has returned to China. As for whether he will sign the share subscription agreement proposed by the United States, or whether he will file a lawsuit against Facebook in the United States, and whether Facebook will be caught in a protracted transnational lawsuit. , This is the focus of recent heated discussion"

Patter.

The two cups of coffee in Li Lumei's hand fell to the ground in the next moment, and the splashes of water soaked her and Chen Lingshan's short boots and black leg socks.

Li Lumei drove Chen Lingshan’s Bordeaux red mini car, speeding on the way to the airport. Chen Lingshan was on the phone in the vice seat next to him, “Dad, I asked you to book the ticket for me. Have you booked it? Don’t worry about why I want it. In such a hurry, you just tell me if there is a way, I can just go to the airport to get it right now, right?"

Li Lumei looked at Chen Lingshan sideways while driving. Chen Lingshan was actually lucky. After being admitted to the Beijing Film Academy, her father came to Beijing with the help of some previous relationships and relatives. He got some medical equipment orders from military hospitals, plus the number of foreign trade in the past. very good. Chen Lingshan is typically the result of women wanting to be rich. It’s not like many girls at the same school can choose a man who is older than their father for material security, at least they can do what she wants to do without pursuing any financial interests, and there is no need to shock the world, which is already very remarkable.

Li Lumei finally sighed, "Let’s not say whether you can find him in Shanghai, let alone what position do you want to find him? You were the one who said you want to put aside completely, deleting all the contact information and not allowing our friends to mention it. What am I going to do now? I can’t help myself to ask my friends in Shanghai, let them tell me exactly where the guy is nesting. And the most important thing is who he is now, even if you go. It doesn’t help, can I see him, or can’t help him at all.”

The car finally stopped on a side of the road.

After a long pause, the car door opened. Chen Lingshan got out of the car and ran forward, her skirts flying, her legs in black socks overlapped like butterflies at night, passing through the traffic on the side of the road, through the steaming food stalls around, and through the shops and restaurants. Dining room, through the projection of street lights. In the end she couldn't run anymore. Sit down next to the flower stand.

Panting Li Lumei came to her silently, saw her eyes flushed, raised her head and said, "Remember what I told you back then, I ran barefoot in the city of Xiahai?"

Li Lumei nodded.

"At the time, I only ran a few steps~www.wuxiaspot.com~ and saw Su Can pedaling the bike on the road. But now in Beijing, even if I run like this until tomorrow, I can’t get to the airport. I’m right. I don’t have any position. I can’t even fly to Shanghai to stand in front of him, and muster the courage to say “Don’t be sad, you are great now.” I can’t even do it. Even I don’t know. That kind of hesitation finally filled Beiying without resolutely writing whether Shanghai was a wrong thing."

"In the past, my family always indoctrinated, and I always think that every step is hard-won, and every time you come, you must hold it tightly. How many people have dreams come true in this life? How many people are unknown and mediocre. I have to choose the former. In the process, even giving up something is worth it. Although it is the things and people that I am reluctant to give up, or even unwilling to give up, life always needs a choice. At least when I come back years later, I may occasionally regret it, but I don’t think the original decision was wrong."

Tears finally came out of her eyes, "But now I am starting to be scared. I don't know if it was wrong when I hesitated and ended up not going to Shanghai and went directly to Shanghai. I told him before that I would rather sit behind a bicycle. But now, I can't find it. I can’t find that bike even when I reach the airport.”

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