Nonlinear Love

Now it seems that I don't need to send it anymore, and people's birthdays have already been arranged.

The light of the movie dimmed again, Su Lian unfolded the note and wrote a long string of words on it for the first time.

After finishing the pen, he squeezed it into a ball with a little irritability, and stuffed it into the palms of the people next to him.

Taking advantage of the second he passed the note, Chi Huang shook his hand lightly, wiped the cold back of his hand with his fingertips, and released it slowly.

He lowered his head and unfolded the note, and saw the beautiful words on it that read: "Xueba, right? I'll give you a set of five-three. You can hold it and confess to her."

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Su Lian felt a little regretful the moment he gave out the note.

The proposal was childish, petty, and a little bit of a prank.

If Chi Huang really likes that person and adopts his own advice, it would seem to be a bad thing for others.

However, he seemed to have a vague hope in his heart, hoping that the confession would not come to fruition.

Su Lian raised his hand to hold his heart, very calm, and didn't seem to have much reaction, but inexplicably a little uncomfortable emotion floated up.

He thought that after Chi Li's death, there would be no more fluctuations.

At that time, the notification of the late diagnosis was received, and the time of death was less than three months away.

Su Lian is a doctor. Although internal medicine and surgery are different, he knows very well what advanced stage means.

It means that he finally got out of the loss of his father, and another loved one has to leave him and become a lonely person again.

From the moment he got the confirmed order, Su Lian was preparing to face Chi Wang's departure every day.

In those few months, he lay on the bed with his eyes and closed his eyes in the middle of the night. Then he woke up from a nightmare and turned over to check if he was still breathing.

Every dream was a departure from Chi Wang, and Su Lian was shrouded in fear for nearly ninety days.

Medical skills could no longer save Chi Li, Su Lian had nowhere to go, so he believed in the gods and Buddhas at that time.

Every morning, I went to kneel to worship, and by the way, I learned the skills of divination. If the day is auspicious, he will breathe a sigh of relief. If you get a little bit of a fierce hexagram, you will be depressed for a whole day.

The hospital felt that he was not in a good state, so he took a long vacation, and even the doctor from the special department helped him with psychological counseling, for fear that one day he would completely collapse from this repeated emotional torture.

In the words of a colleague, Dr. Su was really strong. He encountered this kind of thing twice in a row, and he kept it up without falling down.

But there was another sentence that Su Lian didn't know. The more rational he was, the easier it would be to collapse at the last moment after facing the result he didn't want to accept.

Until the moment when Chi Wang died and could not be saved, Su Lian felt as if his heart was buried in the grave.

In addition to the beating of body functions, I can no longer perceive the joys, sorrows and sorrows of the outside world, and the whole person seems to have become an empty shell without a soul.

Being able to be a normal person, Su Lian has exhausted all his strength, and Su Lian no longer has any expectations for anything.

After returning from time travel, he faced a completely different Chiliang for the first time on the edge of the fence, and he was very repulsive at first. But for the sake of Chi Li's health, he had to be patient and use various methods to restrain and discipline him.

He thought, he can't see death without saving, that's his future lover.

However, in retrospect, in the process, the current Chi Huang disintegrated his self-protection mechanism little by little, shining brightly like a beam of light.

Different from the previous Chi Huang, he is pure enthusiasm, arrogant and straightforward, but what remains unchanged in his bones is the tenderness in many details.

Su Lian himself is very contradictory, they don't seem to be the same person, but they are obviously the same person.

It's just that he has been with the mature Chi Wang for too long, so long that he doesn't know how to face the current Chi Wang, or in other words, he doesn't know what kind of emotion and identity to get along with him.

All emotional fluctuations have been ignored by myself, saying that I have never been moved by myself, that is, I lied to myself.

But he hasn't sorted out the complicated emotions in his heart, so how can he control Chili's liking for others.

Su Lian loosened his fingers, and there was already a red mark on his palm. He whispered, "Don't take it seriously. If you confess like this, you will definitely be rejected."

"I know." Chi Wang glanced at him sideways, then looked down at the sentence again, and added, "I know it."

I always feel that the sentence on the note is sour, with a bit of a prank taste.

Could it be that Su Lian was quietly jealous? Vinegar that he fell in love with someone else?

This guess made Chi Huang in a good mood. He carefully put away the note and put it in his pocket.

"That's good, I wish you a successful confession." Su Lian pursed his lips, stopped talking, and looked at the movie screen in front of him.

Chi hesitated to speak, and was absent-minded while watching the movie: "Mr. Xiao Su, will you come to my birthday party? In two weeks."

Su Lian snorted in a daze, and replied dully, "Aren't you going to confess? Are you still having a party?"

"Celebrate with friends first, don't delay, remember to make time." Chi Juan touched him with his arm, "Don't miss the appointment."

Su Lian nodded lightly: "Okay, I didn't have any plans."

The evening self-study passed during the movie screening. Su Lian was in a mess. The movie that he thought was boring came to an end in a blink of an eye.