Nuwa Growth Diary

What a big hole! ! !

Yan Xi almost wanted to cry. She worked so hard to shake Chi You's mind project, but when she showed her face, she was not only fulfilled but also overfulfilled? !

The opportunity is not to be missed. Despite the turmoil, Yan Xi still did not miss the point. Almost at the same time that Chi You asked the question, he did not say anything, gritted his teeth and turned his handprints to make a complicated way.

The flower monsters knew and were interested, and the singing and dancing sound became more vigorous in the scent of wind, and the scenery in the mist suddenly changed according to the walking pace temporarily taught by Yan Xi.

When Chi You reacted to something wrong, the sound of music and dance and the slender flower monsters had no idea when they disappeared, and he seemed to be the only one left in the empty wilderness.

I don't know if he slept for too long. Although he clearly remembered his hatred with Huang Di and many things before, Chi You's memory was not so clear about many other things during his lifetime.

For example, now, he always feels that this place seems familiar to him, but he can't remember when he was there, and what happened here? !

Chi You frowned and looked around. He couldn't find the shadow of the descendant of Qingqiu. The Nuwa who had just glimpsed was gone... Wait, Nuwa? !

Thinking of a certain key person, Chi You, who had just been sober and rational, was disturbed again. Although knowing that this is likely to be an illusion, what I should do now is not to let my curiosity go, but I can't help but subconsciously lift my foot and walk in a direction that seems to be calling me.

Crossing the wilderness, wading through the rocks, climbing up the high mountains, beside the boulder on the top of the mountain, Chi You, whose clothes had turned into animal skins for some time, slowly exhaled the stagnant air in his chest, closed his eyes and sat with his back on the stone platform After stepping down, following the vague instinct, his arm subconsciously pushed back, in the clump of grass beside him. There was a hard, cold, round stone in the palm...

"Heh..." He chuckled unconsciously, the tone was as unpleasant as crying.

Holding the stone, pulling his hand back in front of him, Chi You opened his eyes and lowered his head, and he saw the expected five-color round stone in his palm.

The multicolored halo lingering on the cobblestone is soft and not dazzling, just like the morning glow and evening clouds on the horizon.

For an instant. As if all the memories were revived, Chi You suddenly found that he was thinking of many things that he thought he had forgotten long ago...

...

Chi You was initially different when he was a child. He is invulnerable, strong and temperamental, and the ordinary jokes among other children are often severely injured or even disabled in his hands.

In fact, he is not willing to do this. Children don't understand anything, are pure and innocent, how much malice can they have towards others? ! He really just missed it. An adult with a thick wooden stick is not much harder than a grass stem in his small palm. This talent is powerful and terrifying. Often he just wiped it unintentionally during the shoving, and the children and even the adults would appear miserable.

Is it his fault? !

At first maybe not many people noticed his abnormalities, but when the tribes found that he could easily hurt them, those people were afraid.

No one has taught him how to control and face the difference between himself, and no one dared to teach him. Everyone is just ordinary people, no one wants to enlighten a child with his life.

Little Chiyou, who was less than one meter tall, was just an ordinary person in the Jiuli tribe, but he was rejected and disgusted by the tribe for repeatedly hurting others. Sometimes they are ignored or even deliberately left behind when working in the field.

He thought, maybe since the first time something like that happened, everyone has already begun to pray in their hearts that one day he will disappear...

Because of natural power and bravery. Little children have gone hunting and chasing like adults. But how many times when he hit his prey and looked back happily and wanted to get a happy smile from the elders of his clansman, he could only find himself in the wilderness blankly.

At first he would cry in panic. Stumbled back to the tribe, standing in the center of the tribe in awkwardness and yelling but couldn't get any kind of comfort.

Then he gradually got used to it. Looking back, there was no one, he silently tied the prey into a pile on his back, and walked back alone numbly.

One year, two years, three years, five years...Children gradually grow into teenagers.

His abilities are getting better and stronger, and the prey he has hit are more and more larger. Even the giant beast that had to be encircled by hundreds of people in the tribe, he could easily smash its head that could break through the rocks alone.

But even if he alone can afford nearly half of the hunting in the tribe, there are still no people around him willing to approach him.

Is everyone used to it? ! Or do people think he is used to it? !

Finally, when trekking back to the tribe with a huge prey, Chi You suddenly wanted to know if one of these tribes noticed that he hadn't returned yet? ! Is there such a person who looks forward to himself as those women look forward to their husbands and children? !

Or, at least look forward to the prey you are carrying? !

Maybe it's been lonely for too long, or maybe it's because young teenagers always have a stubborn and rebellious period in the second period.

Driven by the inexplicable commotion, Chi You quietly put down the prey, walked around the avenue and approached the place where the women uniformly handled the prey of the clan, and then heard the women who were nitrating animal skins and dividing the meat. Finally got the answer I always wanted to know.

They talked and laughed about how much meat they could bring back this time.

They regret that they can retreat every time.

They complained in a low voice that they had grown more and more terrible.

They talked a lot, but Chi You didn't continue listening.

He silently returned to the place where he hid his prey, dragging the tribe's long-awaited beast back more silently than ever.

The tribesmen couldn't hide their satisfaction while moving their prey, but no one gave him a second glance.

After the crowd dispersed, Chi You stood alone for a long time, and finally figured out what he had been reluctant to figure out—for the tribe, he was just an existence that had to accept and was afraid to accept.

Being strong can make people awe, but being too strong can only make people fearful.

No one expects him, no one needs him, and no one cares about him.

No matter how many prey he fought back, it was only a tool and an object in the eyes of the people. There will be no fluctuations when I glance over. It's the same as when sweeping those spears, hammers, tables and chairs.

For them, if they did not die in the hunt, then the tribe could get more prey for survival.

And if he died while hunting, then everyone would lose one threat that made them feel fear in their ordinary lives.

That's it...

...

Breathing out a deep breath, Chi You tried to pull his thoughts out of the nasty memories, keeping his eyes fixed on the five-color stone in his hand. Even if subconsciously knowing that the eyes are not real at the moment, the corners of the mouth do not consciously show a slight smile.

"Even if I'm not real?" Chi You sighed, unconsciously rubbing the five-colored sky-filling stone, with gentle eyebrows: "Anyway, no one cares..." No one cares about me except you.

So except you. I don't care about other people either.

Even if there is no cause and effect in the previous life, reincarnation in the afterlife.

Even if the body is helpless, he can only be a lone soul outside the law of heaven and earth.

As long as I can see you...

The five-color round stone suddenly lit up at this moment, and a low female voice sounded from the stone. Obviously it should be very close, but it is misty like a wisp of obsession from afar: "Who is outside?!"

Chi You smiled stiffly, shaking a stone in his hand.

The female voice was silent for a moment, and then asked: "Fuxi...is still in this life?!" After a pause, the female voice ridiculed herself and said: "Brother Xi is about to blame me."

The familiar voice in his memory awakened, but Chi You didn't feel surprised. He only felt that the fingertips holding the stone were cold, and the whole figure seemed to have fallen into the cold winter.

Opened his mouth. But there was no sound in his throat. Even though I told myself that this was just an illusion time and time again, but such a familiar scene, such a familiar question. But it still made Chi You unconsciously reflect in his mind what happened afterwards.

How did you answer that year? !

The female voice couldn't wait for a response for a long time, but she still asked Chi You the last request that he didn't want to hear: "Would you like to find Fuxi for me?!"

"I..." The dry throat rolled a few times before finally making a hoarse voice, Chi You whispered: "I don't want it."

if it is possible. I really hope I never promised you.

If the female voice hadn’t heard of it, she continued: “Heaven promises me to know that there should be green vine snake patterns in the corners of Brother Xi’s reincarnated eyes, which is the power of the world. You only need to inquire for me a little bit.”

"I... don't want to find him..." Chi You gritted his teeth.

"If I wish, I will pay you back..."

"Shut up!" Before the female voice finished speaking, Chi You suddenly squeezed the rock and made a fist, and slammed into her heart violently to stop her from continuing: "I don't want to find him! You don't need to find him!"

"Wish you wish..." The female voice was intermittent, as persistent as a set program.

"I don't want it or not!!!" Chi You opened his eyes abruptly, murderous awe-inspiring in the scarlet vertical pupils: "I spent ten years inquiring about you, and you accompanied me for ten years. You are like a mother to me. You are like a teacher..." Like a beloved and dear relative... His throat rolled and swallowed the offense that he didn't dare to say, Chi You then asked sadly: "I see you as a heaven, but he is the only one in your eyes?!"

The young Chi You didn't know how to face the indifferent tribe, but after leaving alone, he accidentally arrived at Tiantai Mountain. Fortunately, he was lucky enough to get a stone from Nuwa to fill the sky. Everything has changed since then.

He knew that what was stored in this stone was a trace of obsession left by the legendary Nuwa Queen of Heaven. After devoting herself to mend the sky, her only unfulfilled wish was Fuxi who was left behind by herself.

He desperately wanted to be needed, so when he was asked for the first time in his life, he almost couldn't wait to agree to it. For the next ten years, the stone never left his heart half a step away, accompanied by his body, relying on each other for fate.

Perhaps it was because Nuwa created the relationship between the human race, and she seemed to have extraordinary patience and tolerance for everyone, even if he was such a monster who was feared and rejected by the tribe, she was worthy of cherishment in her eyes.

For ten years, he took her to search the barren land, and he was flustered if he didn't talk to her.

For ten years, she also taught him countless skills and knowledge, patiently whispering comfort to him every night.

He almost mistakenly thought he had finally found the one who would care about him.

Unfortunately, this dream is not long after all.

...

The female voice went silent somehow.

Chi You was still not reconciled. He gritted his teeth as if thinking of the enemy of this life, and the blue veins on the back of his hand clinging to the cobblestone violently: "The Emperor Huang had married the daughter of Xiling's progenitor, and there were also three concubines, Women's Day, Tong Nu, and Prostitute. The imperial female one thousand two hundred...Do you think he is still the Fuxi?!" He is not Fuxi long ago.

As soon as the voice fell, Chi You felt in a daze that he seemed to have heard the words Qingqiu Nine-Tailed Fox said before-do you think you are Chi You? !

When the man said this sentence to himself, he looked at him sternly and ridiculed, just as he said the same thing to a woman now.

Chi You felt a chill in his body inexplicably.

The female voice was silent, and it was a long time before she sighed faintly, but it was he who had been wandering with her for ten years and finally saw the Yellow Emperor bit by bit. He heard the sentence like the sky collapsed and the earth collapsed: "It's me who is crazy. A line of Dharma body, no matter how similar he looks, after all, I think he is Fuxi, but how can he be compared with Brother Xi..."

You are just a ray of resentment.

The ancient gods have already fallen. You think Chi You, but it's just a memory that should have been annihilated long ago...

The nine-tailed demon fox's voice kept circling his ears. It was obvious that he was not here, but Chi You couldn't get rid of it, and remembered those words and sentences repeatedly.

No, now is not the time to think about this.

Chi You clasped his arm tightly, and tried to press the slight tremor on his body, remembering what happened after the words in his previous life.

He couldn't wait to remedy ~www.wuxiaspot.com~ The hurried exit interrupted the female voice, as if to save something: "Don't go!"

The female voice was dumb, and then chuckled: "The Yellow Emperor is no longer Fuxi, I have no attachment to this world."

"Don't go, there's me!" Chi You almost flushed his eyes: "The Yellow Emperor has taken the Yan Emperor's Heavenly Court, so can I, and I can become the co-lord of this world." So you look at me, OK? ! So will you stay here? ! So... let me replace Huangdi, OK? !

Shaking hands, holding his breath, squeezed the stone, and waited for a long time, but there was no echo.

His request finally fell through.

The colorful halo peeled away from his hands, and the original slight heat of the sky-filling stone gradually disappeared, finally turning into an ordinary stone.

For a moment, Chi You's chest was empty and silent.

Nüwa, after all, your choice is not me... (to be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to () vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support is my biggest motivation. Please read it for mobile users. )