Obtain the Light Rod from the Attack Start

“What kind of belief does he hold, if he slaughters giants, he must be on our side!? Then I don’t understand why he can watch so many civilians die, that is 250,000 lives, empty of the power to fight demons, but dare not bear this heavy responsibility, is it possible, these are all done by his momentary interest! Armin’s grandfather, but he died in that war…”

As Alan’s sad words came out, the recruits in the cafeteria seemed to fall silent, not knowing what they were thinking.

Only Mikasa and Chen Yanqiu had different expressions.

The former was unmoved, just ate the bread in his hand coldly.

The latter is bowed and solemn, with a little shame.

Chen Yanqiu’s mentality was a little confused at this time.

At first, he just thought that Digga was one of his talismans, a golden finger that the heavens had arranged for him to cross over.

So no matter what, it is most important to save your life.

Because he is not Daigu, nor does he have the determination to give everything to mankind like Daigu.

He said that he would say something….

Just an ordinary person.

Saving the world or something, only a child would think like that….

However, when Allen’s words pierced Chen Yanqiu’s heart like a fine needle, he seemed to understand.

Himself….

Isn’t it time to carry something?

Two hundred and fifty thousand….

It’s not a simple number.

Under each ‘1’ unit, one or even more warm and happy families are implicated.

For example…

Armin’s grandfather.

That’s a very kind old man.

He loves fishing and loves his grandson.

At the same time, it is also very caring for the children of the neighbors.

Then again, Chen Yanqiu….

I also drank fish soup made by my grandfather.

If that day, he turns into Digga and goes out of the city with 250,000 refugees.

The situation will not improve.

Grandpa, will he survive safely…?

No one could tell Chen Yanqiu this answer.

And no one could give him a chance to regret it.

Therefore, Chen Yanqiu’s mentality was confused.

Chaotic guilt.

Messy self-blame.

Chaos did not dare to face Armin again….

“Bang!”

Suddenly, the sound of a fist pounding against the wooden table sounded.

The next moment, I saw Chen Yanqiu standing up as if he had lost his soul and slowly turned around:

“I’ll go back to rest first.”

The sound fell, leaving only a complicated back to everyone.

“This guy…”

Allen looked stunned:

“What’s wrong with him?”

“Alan.”

Mikasa still looked emotionless, and she raised her pretty face to look directly at the boy:

“Stop complaining, the reason why the giant didn’t appear two years ago should have its own unspeakable secrets, just like you could only watch your mother being smashed under the pillar and couldn’t do anything at that time, instead of this, it was better to work hard to improve yourself, at least, the giant was already trying to help humanity, wasn’t it.”

“I…”

Eren was a little choked for a while, and was blocked by Mikasa so that he couldn’t speak.

yes….

At least….

The giant is already helping humanity.

But himself, still a child who can only be incompetent and furious, can only shout here and complain about why the light giant did not appear earlier.

So, what’s the difference from your previous self?

……

At night, I know how to scream.

So noisy that Chen Yanqiu couldn’t close his eyes.

By this time, the entire camp had turned off its lights and rested.

Chen Yanqiu, who was lying on the bed, turned over and over and couldn’t sleep, and then pursed his mouth, smoking addiction…

……

That familiar pond outside the camp.

Chen Yanqiu just wore a white shirt and simple black tube pants, and sat there quietly.

I don’t know how many cigarette butts piled up under my feet.

His mouth was still swallowing.

In the originally clear and clear eyes, there was a trace of indescribable confusion at this moment.

“Can’t sleep.”

A familiar voice crept into his ears.

Looking back, it was a girl with a red scarf.

“Mikasa, I…”

“Only tonight.”

Seeing the boy’s gesture of hiding the cigarette case, Mikasa said softly.

“Hmm…”

“I’m sorry.”

“What?”

“Alan he… Sometimes that’s what talking looks like. ”

Mikasa sits down, legs together, and maintains a well-behaved posture:

“After all, he’s not like us who have seen a giant of light.”

“……”

Chen Yanqiu lowered his head and was silent for a moment, looked at the clear lake below, and said softly:

“Actually, there is nothing wrong with what Allen said, the light giant, it really should have appeared earlier.”

“Why?”

“Because… In that case, Armin’s grandfather may not be dead… The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility, this sentence is just suitable for the light giant…”

“Is that kind of thing…”

Mikasa shook his head gently, as if he didn’t dare to agree:

“I just think that everyone has the right to choose, as if on that day, it could obviously stand idly by, but in the end, it still saved me, a weak child, just like that, it is already stronger than many people…”

“Do you think so.”

The boy turned his head with a hint of hope in his eyes.

Sure enough, the girl smiled lightly, and the beauty overshadowed the surrounding scenery:

“It, and you, are.”