Omega Allergy
Chapter 101: For a long time
Countless broken stars slowly converge in front of his eyes, becoming a trickle, and finally the stars converge into a human form, and then slowly depict the five senses.
Familiar silhouettes gradually appeared, and the tall nose bridge and thin lips like cicada wings all merged with the image of the person in the memory.
He slowly opened his eyes, revealing eagle-like eyes.
Chu Yu thought about many possibilities, but never thought that it would be sealed.
This is ridiculous.
In the previous life, he and Feng Xian were enemies, but everyone was the life of the same race. Now Feng Xian has become a Zerg.
Judging from his remarks, I am afraid that he has memories of the last life.
So... what is going on?
Obviously it was not the time to figure out the reason, Chu Yu instantly raised his vigilance to the highest level. Perhaps this was one of the Zerg's tactics, which was to specifically attack the weakest place of his own mentality.
"You should be thinking, should I just be a Zerg strategy?" Feng Yan's thin lips slowly hooked, her eyes soft as if it were pouring down moonlight.
The long hair that was as smooth as a waterfall slid down his shoulders casually, and the air-tight look of Chu Yu easily hooked out the dusty memory of Chu Yu.
The most terrible thing was that there were dandelions floating around Chu Yu at this moment.
Feng Zhen was right in front of him, just like the first time they met.
"There is no psychological suggestion that can accurately reproduce the way I saw it for the first time in life." Feng Yan smiled lightly, "You killed me with your own hands. No one knows whether I am true or not better than you, do they?"
Chu Yu said indifferently: "My goal from the beginning was to kill you. I won't change it because of anything, and I won't regret any decision I made."
"Really." Feng Yan said lightly, "Then why do you visit me at my grave every year? Don't you want to redeem it?"
Chu Yu clenched his fists tightly: "No."
"You lied." Feng Zhen smiled lightly, "I have killed countless lives for the great mission of the king. I have never slept peacefully for a day. I don't believe you have no guilt for my death."
"No." Chu Yu stared directly into Feng's eyes, and shot back: "You are still doing the same thing now, but you have changed the position of the Zerg."
Feng Zhen didn't refute, and said slowly like an old friend recounting the past: "Yes, struggle is the essence of this world. No matter what time, no matter which world line you are on, there will be no peace... You Don’t you get bored? Don’t you think everything is meaningless?"
"Use your nihilistic rhetoric to dispel my war intentions." Chu Yu directly challenged him, "meaning is given."
"If you really haven't wavered, you don't have to be so anxious to preach to me." Feng Yan stretched out his hand and gently touched Chu Yu's shoulder, but Chu Yu stepped aside.
Feng Yan was not angry, but looked at Chu Yu's eyes calmly.
He didn't speak any more, but Chu Yu felt the suffocating silence.
There is nothing worse than no communication. Communication can obtain information revealed intentionally or unintentionally from expressions and language, which can often be analyzed to reveal clues hidden behind it.
Now that the opponent is standing still, looking like a strategist, it really puts a lot of psychological pressure on Chu Yu.
This is the general on the battlefield, more calm than who it is.
Obviously, the opponent is delaying time, and what he lacks most now is time... The army and the navy can't hold on for too long. The key to victory in the war lies in the Nian Lijun, and he can't abandon the trust of his compatriots.
Chu Yu said lightly: "My thoughts are very firm, and there will be no change because you used to let me go on purpose. Once you were my enemy, but now you are still, so give up and don't think about taking advantage of what I did to you. Guilt controls me."
Feng Zhen suddenly opened her arms and looked at Chu Yu with a smile: "I will give you a chance to attack me to prove that you are not hard-mouthed and I will not defend you."
Chu Yu clenched his fists.
It is impossible to say that there is no wave in the heart.
It's impossible to say that he really doesn't feel any guilt at all.
During the years when he was an undercover agent next to Feng Zhen, Feng Zhen almost took good care of him.
He can speak freely at the sealed banquet, and even put his sword against the sealed throat in front of the sealed soldier, while Feng Zhen just smiled and drank a glass of wine and said to his soldier: "He doesn't matter. It’s my life, and I will give it to him."
He hesitated, wavered, and messed up. He didn't want to be ashamed of his country, nor did he want to live up to the sincerity of Fengzheng for him.
It's guilt, it's better to say that there may be a trace of true affection.
Feng Zhen always looks calm, and the winner is in hand; the pheromone of Feng Zhen Alpha has also affected his mind.
But Chu Yu finally made a choice.
He chose the righteousness in his heart, chose a country worthy of his own, so he failed the seal.
The loss of his parents in his early years made him unforgettable about the pain of loss, and he also knew that behind the many lives he took on the battlefield were families.
The tragedy has been unfolding, people have been calling to stop, but some people choose to ignore the blood in order to share an extra bite of the cake, and some people choose to exterminate people from a different camp for the justice they insist on.
What he killed was Feng Zhen, and he also killed his last conscience.
It's not that I haven't thought about why we fight, but the more I think about it, the more I will fall into a meaningless whirlpool; there is no absolute right and wrong in this world, and all right and wrong are just questions of position.
The Fengzheng at the time was not in the same position as him.
Feng Zhen and he are still not in the same position today.
Is it the reincarnation of fate? It's punishment.
He shouldn't have lived in this world. His life was saved by his father one world at a time. His father's going against the sky has offended the rules of this **** world.
so what.
So he has to live well, live for himself, live for the things that he thinks are meaningful.
He made a judgment in an instant, and without hesitation, he condensed a sword with mental power and stabs it towards the feudalism.
The sword body passed through Feng Zhen's body, and Feng Zhen still had that gentle smile.
Chu Yu turned his head without looking at his face, pierced the spiritual strength sword in again, and turned the sword again.
"You still hesitate." Feng Jing whispered in his ear, "You don't really care about it at all."
"..." Chu Yu couldn't tell what emotions were in his heart. The unspeakable and subtle pain came from the bottom of his heart. It was not so painful, but it made people unable to ignore it. "You are not really undefended."
A trace of blood slowly leaked from the corner of Chu Yu's lips, and then he saw that the sword in his hand was stabbing him.
The sword body passed through the heart.
At this moment, he understood everything.
Those soldiers who disappeared from his sight were all dragged into this hallucinatory space by Feng Zhen.
He was probably wiped out of the world like his fighters.
"Meckliff told me that you are the only protoss he admires." Feng Yan suddenly said, "You let him see the resistance of the weak, and let him see the meaning of life."
Chu Yu tried hard to gather his consciousness, sneered: "What does he have to do with me?"
"Then I swallowed him and got his memory." Feng Yan said lightly, "Then I saw...that picture."
Chu Yu stared at Feng Yan, "...shut up!"
"Yes, but I have a request." Feng Yan chuckled her lips and smiled, "Delete all memories related to Shen Jingheng."
Chu Yu laughed "Ha", but the chest was so hard that he coughed up a large mouthful of blood, "Then you might as well just kill me."
Feng Zhen leaned close to Chu Yu and stretched out her hand to stroke Chu Yu's cheek: "No, how can I be willing to kill you."
Chu Yu vomited blood directly on his face.
Feng Yan didn't get frustrated, and his thumb gently wiped the blood off Chu Yu's mouth: "After you die, no one can fight the Zerg. The Protoss is about to fail... don't you care?"
"..."
There is a sword in his heart at this moment, which has great restrictions on his actions. In this case, he may not live long.
But the knife that sealed the language was pierced into his heart with precision one by one, stirring his heart to pieces.
"When I die, there will be countless people like me standing up." Chu Yu was angry and powerful, "You can kill me, but you can't kill our will. No matter which world you are in, Xingling Will resist...cough."
"But you failed your Shen Jingheng once again." Feng Jing still smiled slightly, "No matter what life, you have never lived for him."
Chu Yu's heart aches like a twist.
He couldn't let go of righteousness and personal affection, he wanted both.
"You always do this, forcing yourself to give up your personal affair for the sake of justice, and then regret the personal affair you have discarded... This world will not let you get what you want. If you choose one path, you will block the other. "Feng Zhen continued to preach, "You are the one who is least worthy of being loved, but so many people love you and are willing to give for you, regardless of return, or even life."
Chu Yu had difficulty concentrating more and more, and the passing of his life made it difficult for him to use his brain to think against the sealed words.
"Whatever you say." Chu Yu insisted on saying this.
Are you really desperate...
Does it really end here?
The army and the navy are still fighting hard, he can't fall here...
Shen Jingheng is still waiting for him to go back...
"I hate you, Chu Yu." Feng Jin puts Chu Yu's face in both hands and forced Chu Yu to face him.
"Why Shen Jingheng and not me. I can give you my life. I am the one who appeared first in your life. Why did you fall in love with Shen Jingheng?"
why……
When his consciousness slowly withdrew, Chu Yu also thought about this question.
Maybe it was because he went to the kitchen to steal the roast chicken, maybe it was because the boy looked clear and straightforward when he looked at him, maybe it was because Shen Jingheng was hurt by him again and again, but he saved him from desperation time and time again.
Maybe it was listening to him playing the piano with the Linglu herd on the snow-capped mountain.
Perhaps it was his echo left by the sea snails of Shisha Beach.
The memories of the two lives reappeared scene by scene, scene by scene interlaced, each frame is a picture related to Shen Jingheng.
The final picture was fixed on the day the freshman entered the school. He called Shen Jingheng and asked why he was making trouble in the queue.
At that time, Shen Jingheng said in the most straightforward and undisguised words:
"Report sir, because you are the best-looking person I have ever seen."
Chu Yu's vision became more and more blurred, the whole world turned into a seam, and finally turned into darkness.
There was a faint smile at the corner of his mouth.
If people go to another world after death, I hope that the next world after drinking the amnesia soup can live the most ordinary life with Shen Jingheng.
[The author has something to say: Guess whether the shark will not obey the protagonist's law of immortality 23333]
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