Omega Allergy

Consciousness does not know when it disappeared.

Yeli didn't know when he disappeared.

When Pei Yechen woke up, he was swallowed by the guilt in his heart, and then buried his head deeply on his knees, covering his face with his hands, shaking all over.

What have i done...

Why is he uncontrollable like that? He seems to have become another person.

It turns out that fever that makes Omega lose consciousness is more than just a bluffing trick.

It turns out that Omega is really not suitable for being a commander who needs to keep calm at all times on the battlefield.

It turns out that his dormant desire is so gloomy, so easy to degenerate, and so dark.

original…

It turns out that he has been deceiving himself and others all the time.

The most terrible thing is that he actually feels that it feels good to release the darkness. There is no need to feel ashamed or incorrect. There is no bondage, and there is no reservation to show that reality.

He seemed to be a little strange.

"You are awake." The cabin door suddenly opened, and Pei Yechen looked up suddenly, but saw Chu Yu slowly coming in through the door.

Seeing Chu Yu, he suddenly recalled everything he had experienced before, and he was a little shameless for a while.

He avoided Chu Yu's gaze and nodded: "Well... why are you here?"

Chu Yu frowned slightly, and then sighed: "The starship pilot army...you are the only one to come back."

Pei Yechen's heart was shocked.

"You...what did you say?!"

Chu Yu looked into Pei Yechen's eyes and said, "The 700 battleships we sent were in an ambush by the Zerg. Only you came back alive, and you didn't even have any wounds on your body."

This is very meaningful.

Pei Yechen was instantly alert: "What do you mean? Are you suspecting that I should be in harmony with the Zerg?"

Chu Yu shook his head: "It's better to say that this is what the Zerg wants me to doubt." Then he cut an apple for Pei Yechen and handed it to Pei Yechen's mouth, "We are not so easy to cheat."

Pei Yechen didn't know what Chu Yu meant. If there is no doubt, then why emphasize.

After thinking for a moment, Pei Yechen asked, "Did you give me a full-body check?"

"Done." Chu Yu replied, "I even checked your memory area, and there is no problem with the memory function."

"In terms of body...Is there anything..." Pei Yechen's mouth was pressed into a line, it seemed a bit difficult to speak.

Chu Yu glanced at him, then interrupted him: "Everything is normal."

"..." Pei Yechen almost immediately read something from Chu Yu's eyes, and then said, "The last thing I closed my eyes was to see the Zerg army emerge from the black vortex, and then I lost consciousness."

"Well, this Chi Yan can prove that there are all records in the Chi Yan black box." Chu Yu said again.

The two words that Chu Yu said really pulled him back from the edge of danger.

It was too dangerous. It was almost reminding him that someone was monitoring here. It also indirectly indicated that Chu Yu must have found something wrong, but Chu Yu deliberately kept it secret for him.

Reminiscent of the scene when his consciousness was eroded by Yeli, Pei Yechen was ashamed and shameless in front of Chu Yu.

People are tangled and complicated contradictions.

He admits what Jerry said, he has been suppressing some dark and twisted thoughts.

He also admitted that Yeli had broken it. He liked Shen Jingheng and was jealous of Chu Yu.

Yeli magnified his dark side infinitely, and attributed all his struggles and restraints to hypocritical disguise, but he did not say that he admired Chu Yu from the bottom of his heart.

He also appreciates Chu Yu from the heart.

Pei Yechen took Chu Yu's apple, put it in his mouth and took a bite. The sweetness of the apple exploded in his mouth, subtly bringing him back from the vast universe to reality.

His throat was sour, but he couldn't bite the apple in the second bite.

His body trembled slightly, and tears rolled down on the apple, which happened to flow into his mouth, and it tasted salty.

Upon seeing this, Chu Yu stood up: "You get used to it by yourself first, I'll go out first."

After Chu Yu went out, Pei Yechen burst into tears.

He couldn't define who he was, sometimes he felt that he was so bad that he was hopelessly bad, and sometimes he felt that he was not like that, what are good and evil, what instinct and restraint are... as if he has been messed up.

So the question returns to the three major questions of philosophy in the end.

Who am I, where do I come from, where do I go?

There seems to be a problem with his emotional processing mechanism. If he can't straighten out these problems, he can't even find the motivation to live.

For a soldier, this is dangerous. He knew it well.

For an officer, this is extremely dangerous. He is even more aware.

But he didn't want to give up what he had worked hard to get, and didn't want to easily deny his incompetence, let alone admit that he lost to his instinctive desire in the battle with the Cerebral.

It's really bad.

Obviously nothing has been achieved, but I want everything.

What a despicable thing.

Shameless. He who deserves to enjoy the support of his companions but was almost brainwashed by the brainworm.

After crying bitterly, Pei Yechen made a decision.

He asked to resign as an admiral of the starship pilot, and said he was ashamed of his trust in his men.

But this request was not approved.

Shen Jingheng approached him personally.

Seeing Shen Jingheng's face, the familiar feeling of depravity emerged from his body like a brand. His legs couldn't control his weakness, and his heartbeat accelerated violently.

He grabbed his emotions and tried to control him not to appear gaffe: "Marshal."

Shen Jingheng took him to the private meeting room where he talked alone, straight to the point: "Have you seen Cerebral, right?"

Pei Yechen felt a sense of loss in his heart. It turned out to be just official.

"Um."

"After seeing the Cerebral, I resigned with the excuse that I was ashamed of my subordinates, and left the rest of the work arrangement...Is it I taught you?" Shen Jingheng's tone was very cold, even a little sullen.

Shen Jingheng's words are heart-shaped, and Pei Yechen pursed his lips, and then replied for a long time: "I'm sorry, but I am ashamed of trusting you."

"I didn't come to listen to your apology." Shen Jingheng looked into Pei Yechen's eyes, "What the **** did the Cerebral do to you, can make my best soldier suddenly lose the intent to fight."

The best soldier.

Is he worthy?

Pei Yechen laughed self-deprecatingly: "It makes me face my true desires honestly, nothing more."

"That's all?" Shen Jingheng frowned slightly, "The brainworm killed all your subordinates, but let you face your true desires honestly, and then let you go? Pei Yechen, you can make up stories without you in absurd movies."

"Yes, it is absurd." Pei Yechen sneered, "I also think it is absurd. Why did I survive? Why am I not a general who died in battle? Why should I suffer such torture and humiliation? Let me explain everything I can't explain?"

Shen Jingheng keenly grasped the key point: "What did the Cerebral say to you."

"Don't ask, I don't want to talk about it." Pei Yechen rebelled against Shen Jingheng for the first time, quite a bit self-defeating.

Shen Jingheng directly reasoned and concluded: "That is to say, the Cerebral can read the mind, and even know the flaws in your mind."

"..." Pei Yechen smiled feebly. This man is so good that he is outrageous at all times. Even if it is his avoidance, the man can keenly spot clues.

"Yes."

"It seems that you really need to rest." Shen Jingheng's eyes seemed to have a little concern. "This is a very important message. If even the general with long psychological training can't resist this kind of mental attack, our ordinary soldiers will be even worse. It's impossible."

After speaking, Shen Jingheng stepped forward and patted Pei Yechen on the shoulder: "Thanks for your hard work, I will figure out a way to respond."

Shen Jingheng was about to leave, and Pei Yechen didn't know where his courage came from, and suddenly asked, "You don't want to ask what my spiritual flaw is?"

"That's your secret." Shen Jingheng replied with his back on his back. "If you don't want to say it, I will not force you to say it. I believe you will not do anything to harm the Protoss, and you will not do anything to you because of the Zerg. Mind attack and join the Zerg...because you are Pei Yechen."

Pei Yechen's heart shook suddenly.

"You are the best subordinate I cultivated by myself, and that's one of the reasons why I believe we can win."

Pei Yechen's eyes were hot, and two lines of tears rolled down again and hit the ground.

Both Chu Yu and Shen Jingheng had the same trust in him. Chu Yu was protecting him carefully, and Shen Jingheng was affirming him.

"Shen Jingheng..." Pei Yechen suppressed the soreness in his throat, making a voice with a little stubbornness and self-esteem.

"When you talk to the chief, remember to report to the chief." Shen Jingheng still looked cold, but Pei Yechen was moved to tears.

"Not talking to the sir, it's a private conversation."

Shen Jingheng turned his head slowly and saw Pei Yechen's face.

Pei Yechen is a very attractive type.

No ordinary Omega looks so weak, there is always a sense of righteousness between the eyebrows, the eyes are always very firm, and the silver hair shows that he is an excellent pure-blood Omega.

The most important thing is that Pei Yechen was supposed to be the 520th world, his original wife.

At this moment, Pei Yechen looked at him with firm and tearful eyes, and said to him, "I love you very much."

The word is directly "love", not "like".

Shen Jingheng replied calmly: "You should know that I love my wife."

Pei Yechen shed tears and smiled: "I just want you to know that I love you the same, no less than him."

"No one loves me more than him." Shen Jingheng interrupted directly, "No one can surpass him."

Damn direct, **** refused.

This is Shen Jingheng, a man who recognizes his wife and will never give others any opportunity.

Obviously every word is like a needle poking him, but Pei Yechen just loves him seriously.

"The flaw in your mind is me." Shen Jingheng keenly grasped the point, "...I understand that the Cerebral should infinitely amplify your desires and weaken your efforts to fight it, right?"

Damn smart man.

Pei Yechen did not answer.

Shen Jingheng asked him a question: "Do you know me?"

This question directly confuses Pei Yechen.

"Should be... understand? You are serious about everything, very calm, and never panic."

"No, you don't understand." Shen Jingheng said frankly, "What you know is only the part you are willing to understand. My dark side is never shown to others, but this does not mean that I am hypocritical, but that I am using My kindness makes people around me feel more comfortable."

"I have also hated the world of the Protoss. I think stupid people are hopeless. They will only call people who are working hard as rubbish, and they will only blame others forever. If a hero fails once, People will be verbally criticized. People will only be greedy for pleasure, demand high on others, and forget what a dog they are like." Shen Jingheng said these words bluntly, without evasiveness, "I even think that the extinction of the Protoss is related to I have nothing to do. I only need to live my present. No one else has anything to do with me."

"Pei Yechen, people have selfish desires. Everyone is afraid of death. Everyone has something they want. Everyone will have a second or two to kill someone they hate...Having malice and imposing malice on others are two different things. You have Why do you criticize yourself? If you are to be executed if you harbor malice, then all the Protoss should die."

[The author has something to say: The deleted parts in the previous chapter may affect reading a little...Forget it, not many people read the article 2333 anyway, thank you for the little cuties who are still supporting _(:з」∠)_if so Can you comment if you are interested? I will be super motivated! 】