On How Abusive Essays Become Sweet Essays

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A woman wears lipstick almost the same, and she is especially careful for fear that it will hurt if her hand is heavier.

Another figure appeared in the mirror.

Jian Ruo turned her head: "Brother."

Cheng Yunchuan sat on the sofa, took out a tissue and wiped the water on his hands: "Come here."

Jian Ruo's speed was faster now, and she sat next to Cheng Yunchuan. Cheng Yunchuan took a cotton swab and dipped it in the potion and dipped it on his wound. The movement did not seem gentle, but The strike force is very light.

To be honest, Jian Ruo came to the door with this miserable face, said that he had been beaten, and asked him if there was any medicine at home. Cheng Yunchuan felt that he had raised a child and lost the fight outside. , ran back to complain.

Jian Ruo raised her eyes and looked straight at Cheng Yunchuan. Cheng Yunchuan was not wood, of course she would feel it.

He frowned: "Close your eyes."

Jian Ruo: "Why?"

Cheng Yunchuan opened a little distance and said simply and rudely: "If you want to close it, close it."

As for why, I don't want to answer.

It would be a bit shy and embarrassing to change it to a woman, or another man, but Jian Ruo was calm, her eyes still had a kind of aggressive aggressiveness, and she did not hide herself at all eyes.

"Oh." Jane closed her eyes.

Zhang Li's facial features instantly changed from noisy to quiet, and the living room became quiet. Cheng Yunchuan threw the used cotton swab into the trash can and glanced at Jian Ruo's red and swollen earlobe , the marks on the face look like bumps.

"Brother." Jian Ruo's thin red lips parted slightly, Cheng Yunchuan recovered and looked away.

Jian Ruo still closed her eyes: "don't you ask me how I did it?"

Cheng Yunchuan: "I'm not interested in your business."

Jian Ruo: "Does it mean that you are not interested in me?"

Cheng Yunchuan: "I thought you couldn't hear it."

Jian Ruo: "How come, but I'm very interested in you."

Cheng Yunchuan: "…"

"I went home today." Jian Ruo said, "Brother, what you said is true, I'm really not my mother's child."

Cheng Yunchuan: "What do you mean?"

Jian Ruo said that he went to the hospital for a test, and the result came out. He is not blood related to his parents.

Cheng Yunchuan gave him the medicine for a while, the cotton swab pressed down, Jane sucked in pain, her eyelashes trembled a few times, and Cheng Yunchuan let go.

This happened in the original text, but at a later stage, his parents would comfort him, even if he is not related by blood to them, he is their most beloved child.

Jian Ruo, with her eyes closed, tugged at the corners of her lips and smiled. His smile was refreshing and clean, with a cheerful and sunny breath, "I also discovered a secret, brother, do you want to know?"

Cheng Yunchuan's intuition is not a good thing, he said: "I don't want to."

"Okay." Jian Ruo replied regretfully, "I don't seem to be in my parents' account book."

Whether Cheng Yunchuan wanted to know or not, he said it.

Cheng Yunchuan: "…"

He was a little surprised by this matter, but he didn't seem to be so surprised. What surprised him more was Jane's attitude, and he didn't seem to care much.

"Okay." Cheng Yunchuan took the things, "Don't touch the water on your face."

Jian Ruo asked: "Can I open my eyes?"

Cheng Yunchuan: "...It's okay."

He put the things away, and when he came back, he didn't see the hat that was just on the table, he asked.

Jian Ruo raised her head, her eyes were shining like an excited puppy, and the blue and red marks on her face were a little dazzling, he said, "Can you give it to me?"

Cheng Yunchuan didn't know whether he was happy or sad now, "How can anyone take the initiative to find someone else to send something."

"Me." Jian Ruo smiled, "Brother, I'll buy you a new one, okay?"

Cheng Yunchuan: "Not good."

Jian Ruo took out the hat from the corner of the sofa, caressed the brim of the hat, rubbed her fingertips, and lowered her eyebrows with tenderness: "It's the courage my brother gave me, I I learned a lot from you."

Cheng Yunchuan looked at his actions and paused, always feeling that it was a little... not serious.

“…what?”

Jian Ruo said, "Brother lived a very cool life, didn't you?"

Cheng Yunchuan was stunned for a while, he didn't care too much about how his life was, he was comfortable enough.

"I want to be like you." Jian Ruo said, "Brother's heart is very strong."

Jian Ruo was the first person to say such a thing to him, an accidental sentence, inexplicably touched Cheng Yunchuan.

"No," he said. "What you see is only partial."

"Then..." Could you give me a chance to get to know you.

Jian Ruo didn't say what she said, but Cheng Yunchuan had already interrupted: "No."

Jian Ruo was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed, and the smile became bigger and bigger. It was the first time Cheng Yunchuan saw him smile like that.

There is no false pretense of sunshine, and she laughed happily.

Jian Ruo's smile can contagious people, Cheng Yunchuan twitched the corners of his mouth and found that his reaction was a little too extreme just now.

In the matter of Jian Ruo, he seems to have habitually refused.

"Brother, can't you really give me a hat?" Jian Ruo raised her head and asked.

"A hat—"

"It's not just a hat." Jian Ruo said, "It's courage."

Cheng Yunchuan: "…"

Jian Ruo's words are indeed childish at some point.

What Cheng Yunchuan didn't know was that this hat meant more to Jian Ruo than just courage.

If Cheng Yunchuan hadn't pulled him out that day, or if he had pulled him out, he would have just left, Jane might not have gotten to where he is today.

Then he gave up. After a long time, Jian Ruobian didn't know what freedom was like.

He will only feel accustomed to it, and will only think that it should be.

But suddenly one day, a person took him out of that world for a short time and let him see another possibility.

This is his salvation.

"Please." Jian Ruo tentatively reached out and pulled Cheng Yunchuan's sleeve.

"I..."

"Take it." Cheng Yunchuan said.

"Thank you brother." Jian Ruo smiled, "Are you cooking?"

"Well." Cheng Yunchuan thought that his next sentence was to stay and eat, but saw Jian Ruo put his hat on his head and lowered his head to clean up the things on the table.

"Then I'll go back first."

Cheng Yunchuan squinted his eyes, watched him finish a series of actions, and prepared to go out with garbage, when he left the door, he said, "Are you pretending to be pitiful?"

Jian Ruo was holding the door, he turned his head sideways, the line of his jaw was clear and smooth, he put on his hat, just looking at the lower half of his face, he felt that his face was very small, he asked: "Will it be useful to you? ?"

Cheng Yunchuan: "It's useless."

"Oh..." Jian Ruo said slowly, "Then I seem to have failed miserably."

Cheng Yunchuan sat on the armrest of the sofa, with one leg straight and the other bent, in a casual posture, he asked, "What's wrong with your stomach?"

Jian Ruo subconsciously touched her right abdomen: "Are you concerned about me?"

Cheng Yunchuan almost choked.

"I'm so happy." Jian Ruo rolled her eyes, "I'm fine."

"Well, let's go." Cheng Yunchuan didn't ask.

Jianruo: "…"

"Ah... how ruthless." He muttered, "Can't I ask one more question?"

"Ask casually, don't think too much." Cheng Yunchuan saw that when he sat up and bent down just now, he had to support the sofa like an old man, and he asked without thinking much. .

To him, these concerns between friends are very common, but seeing Jian Ruo's appearance, he inexplicably feels that what he said just now... Anything feels a little wrong. To sum it up simply, it is not Like what he would say to Jane.

I think this person looks like a little pitiful.

They all came to pretend to be pitiful, but they didn't pretend to the end, a bit like wanting to be cared about, but afraid of pretending too much, and being hated by him.

Cheng Yunchuan often doesn't want to think about emotional matters. It's too delicate and tiring to think about.

Jian Ruo seemed to be wrapped in sugar paper at first, and after opening one layer, there was another layer. This sugar was placed in Cheng Yunchuan's hand. I didn't want to take it apart. This candy had to come over and say, "I am candy and I am very sweet." Cheng Yunchuan didn't believe it at all.

Sweet has to be wrapped in so many layers, when he is stupid, this candy must be bad.

And later, this candy dismantled only one layer of itself and ran to him, asking him to dismantle the last layer, or not to touch the core inside, depends on Cheng Yunchuan.

He looked at Jane standing at the door.

Jian Ruo put down the garbage and lifted the hem of her clothes. On her fair skin, a blue and purple shoe print was exposed, which was very dazzling.

When he really saw the core inside the candy wrapper, Cheng Yunchuan found that the candy wasn't so bad, but maybe not what everyone expected, so he used the outer candy wrapper, layer by layer. wrapped himself up.

Meeting everyone's expectations can be difficult in itself.

Cheng Yunchuan: "Your father kicked?"

"Well." Jian Ruo nodded, pulled down the hem of her clothes, and added, "I didn't dodge."

He still remembered the last time Cheng Yunchuan said his "self-abuse".

Cheng Yunchuan frowned slightly.

His memory of the couple is very small, but it is not a good thing, even without the novel, he would not be able to go back.

Because he knew that he was not lost, he was left behind.

Cheng Yunchuan: "Are you going back?"

Jian Ruo shook her head: "Brother, I have nowhere to go, can I stay here?"

Cheng Yunchuan said: "Whatever you want."

"I will pay." Jian Ruo said.

Jian Ruo still had a meal at Cheng Yunchuan's house at noon. After eating, she showed a positive attitude and went to the kitchen with her bowl in hand, but after a while, she would come out and ask Cheng Yunchuan. Yunchuan has some details of washing dishes, accurate to how much detergent is used for one bowl, and also divided into small bowls and large bowls...

Cheng Yunchuan's life will not be disrupted by anyone.

Theoretically, yes.

After not sleeping well for several days, Cheng Yunchuan didn't feel so comfortable for a few days.

In the middle of the night, Cheng Yunchuan felt a little hot and sweated. When he got up, he found that there was smoke in the air. Cheng Yunchuan was choked up immediately, and he turned his head and saw the table in the room A burst of fire prints.

The bedroom is on fire.

Cheng Yunchuan calmly threw water to put out the fire, turned on the light and found that the water cup placed on the bedside before going to bed had arrived, and the water had flowed into the plugboard, Cheng Yunchuan felt that his state was very wrong, But he didn't know how to change it, because his inability to sleep well was something that couldn't be changed.

He swiped his phone in the middle of the night and found that Ke Zicheng hadn't slept yet. He also posted a circle of friends ten minutes ago. Seeing the scene was a dinner party, he liked it.

After a while, the phone received a message, but it was not from Ke Zicheng, it was simple.

【Jian Ruo: Brother, are you still asleep? 】

Cheng Yunchuan replied "asleep".

[Simple: . 】

[Cheng Yunchuan: ? 】

Jian Ruo sent an emoji.

[Jian Ruo: You lied to me again... Your house seems to smell of smoke. 】

【Jian Ruo: What are you doing here, brother? 】

[Cheng Yunchuan: Playing with fire***. 】

After a while.

[Jian Ruo: I'm here. 】

The doorbell rang, Cheng Yunchuan raised his eyebrows, glanced at the time, at two o'clock in the morning, Jian Ruo really got up and came over, he got up and left the bedroom, went to the living room and opened the door .

"Brother." The young man at the door raised his head.

Jian Ruo slept with short hair in a mess, her eyelids were a little swollen, the sensor light in the corridor at the door was on, the light fell on him, like a spotlight on the stage, her eyes were clear, like a bay of autumn water, With a heartwarming smile.

"It's so late, are you still sleeping?" He looked inside the house, "Are you burning something?"

"I smelled smoke from my window." Jian Ruo said.

The layout of his room is exactly opposite to that of Cheng Yunchuan. The two bedrooms can be said to be connected together. After Cheng Yunchuan put out the fire, he opened the window to let in the air. It can only be said that he was also at the window at that time.

"Dog nose?" Cheng Yunchuan said, "Don't think blindly, it's nothing."

During this period of time, the relationship between the two has eased. Although there is no obvious change, it can be reflected in the few words.

"I'm very worried about you." Jian Ruo suddenly stood on tiptoe.

He was half a head shorter than Cheng Yunchuan, and after standing on tiptoe, he was as tall as Cheng Yunchuan, "Brother, I haven't slept well these days."

He could hear the sound of Cheng Yunchuan opening the window in the middle of the night every day. After a while, he would close the window again and occasionally turn on the light.

Jian Ruo will unconsciously pay attention, pay attention, and want to ask, but he never opens his mouth, because after he asks, he will not get an answer.

"What are you doing staring at me in the middle of the night?" Cheng Yunchuan pushed him back against his forehead.

Jian Ruo showed a golden retriever-like smile, "I like you."

Cheng Yunchuan has heard these words a lot these days, and he is immune, "Go back to sleep and leave others alone."

"Brother, if you have something on your mind, you can tell me." Jian Ruo recommended herself, "I can be your tree hole!"

Cheng Yunchuan: "I don't need it."

Jian Ruo rushed before he closed the door and said, "Good night, brother."

The next morning, when Cheng Yunchuan went out, he happened to run into Jian Ruo who came up in the elevator. Jian Ruo didn't seem to wake up yet, holding Cheng Yunchuan's favorite food in the morning. Rubbing his eyes, he yawned.

"Brother, morning!" He handed the breakfast to Cheng Yunchuan, "Love breakfast."

What he bought was indeed what Cheng Yunchuan was going to eat.

Cheng Yunchuan took it, took out his mobile phone and clicked a few times, then asked Jian Ruo, "Where's your mobile phone?"

Jian Ruo didn't know why he didn't wake up in the morning and was a little dazed, so he handed the phone to Cheng Yunchuan.

The phone has a password, Cheng Yunchuan took his right hand, and Jian Ruo's eyes widened.

Cheng Yunchuan took the initiative to touch him for the first time!

Cheng Yunchuan took his right thumb and tried the fingerprint to unlock it, and it opened. He took the red envelope he just sent him and handed him the phone.

"Thank you."

Jian Ruo couldn't recover for a while: "Ah... You're welcome."

The elevator closed slowly behind him, and Cheng Yunchuan was no longer in front of him. He opened his phone and glanced.

"Ah..."

Forget it, better than no.

[Jian Ruo: Brother, you posted too much. 】

[Cheng Yunchuan: Fee for running errands. 】

【Jian Ruo: Thank you, brother, what do you want for lunch? 】

[Cheng Yunchuan: Don't come. 】

[Simple Ruo:…]

A crying emoji was sent out.

But today Jian Ruo was really obedient and didn't come over. In the next few days, Jian Ruo went to buy breakfast for Cheng Yunchuan, and didn't ask him what he had for lunch. Come here, grab Cheng Yunchuan's meal and eat with him.

Others saw it several times, and they became curious. Someone asked Cheng Yunchuan who he was. At that time, Jian Ruo was there. Cheng Yunchuan only said that he was a "friend", and Jian Ruo was satisfied.

As the saying goes, a strong woman is afraid of entanglement.

Near the water floor, first serve month.

Men chasing men's spacer yarn.

"Brother, are we friends already?" Jian Ruo asked Cheng Yunchuan after the man left.

Cheng Yunchuan: "Tell it to others."

"Oh." Jian Ruo sat back down.

Cheng Yunchuan's lips rose up.

At noon the next day, Jian Ruo still came to "deliver the meal", Cheng Yunchuan came out to see him, and took the meal seriously, Jian Ruo was stunned for two seconds on the spot.

"Go back." Cheng Yunchuan said.

Jian Ruo glanced at the rice in his hand and said, "Oh."

"Mobile phone." Cheng Yunchuan reached out to him.

Jian Ruo: "Brother, no need, really no need, eat it, just treat it as my apology to you before?"

Cheng Yunchuan is not so stingy, what happened in the past will pass away, Jian Ruo sincerely apologizes, he is not a wood, can feel the sincerity or the fake, his heart is gone, accept Even if you do understand.

“Take the money, don’t come again,” he said.

Jian Ruo looked up at him: "...brother?"

Cheng Yunchuan only said "it's over", and Jian Ruo understood.

"I want to have dinner with you." Jian Ruo came up and said.

Cheng Yunchuan pushed his head: "Why don't you ask me if I want to."

They are not close to where they live. It is very troublesome to make this trip every day without anything to do, and it is difficult for Jianruo to insist on it every day.

In some respects, this man is truly amazing.

Jian Ruo was disappointed when she left.

One evening two days later, Cheng Yunchuan rode a motorcycle home. He woke up this morning with some discomfort in his throat. Uncomfortable for several days, it seems to have erupted today.

Upstairs in the residential building, a head poked out of the window, and when it saw the waiting figure, it shrank back.

Ten minutes later, the elevator door opened with a "ding" sound, and Cheng Yunchuan walked out from the inside. The quiet corridor was empty. He clearly saw a big red gift hanging on the door. The box, he took a closer look, the outside is a pattern of moon cakes.

He glanced at the gift box, then looked at the door next door, walked over and rang the doorbell.

Small roll, looks good.

"Brother, happy Mid-Autumn Festival." Jian Ruo said, seeing Cheng Yunchuan looking at his hair, he raised his hand and smoothed it out, like a child showing off a new toy, and as if he wanted to be praised, "I went to dye it this afternoon, does it look good?"

"Happy Mid-Autumn Festival." Cheng Yunchuan didn't answer his question about whether he looked good, "You..."

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Jian Ruo: "You look very bad, are you uncomfortable?"

He opened the door and reached out to touch Cheng Yunchuan, but Cheng Yunchuan grabbed his wrist, "It's okay, thank you for the moon cake."

Cheng Yunchuan felt like his brain was muddy, a little groggy. He turned around and went back to the room, forgetting that he wanted to return the moon cake to Jian Ruo.

He doesn't like it.

Cheng Yunchuan entered the door and threw things on the table, feeling a little hot, took off his vest and threw it on the sofa, wearing only a pair of trousers, took out a package of cold medicine from the medicine box, soaked it After drinking, he went in and lay on the bed, turned on the air conditioner, and fell asleep in a daze.

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The sky was dark outside the window, the moon was round and bright tonight, Jian Ruo glanced at the time, stretched in front of the computer, moved his neck, he got up and stretched On the screen are half-finished illustrations drawn by him.

He looked at the time and felt his stomach, feeling a little hungry.

Jian Ruo left the study and opened the door of the living room. The moment she stepped out, she felt that she had stepped on something.

"Huh?"

He moved his foot and saw a motorcycle key with a starfish pendant hanging on it. He had seen this starfish pendant, it belonged to Cheng Yunchuan.

Jian Ruo bent over and picked up the key, her eyes were bent, a smile spread across her lips, and the upper half of her face was shrouded in shadows, which looked a little weird at night.

The doorbell rang and no one came to open the door.

Jian Ruo stood at the door of Cheng Yunchuan's house, took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and sent a message to Cheng Yunchuan, but no one replied, he leaned his shoulder against the door, not thinking that the door was at all Before it was closed, he fell directly in, and the phone fell out two meters away.

Jian Ruo rarely sat on the ground in a circle.

It's not closed.

The temperature in the living room is a bit low. In this weather, it is cool enough to not turn on the air conditioner at night.

He got up and picked up the phone, glanced at the living room, but saw no one, he called Cheng Yunchuan, and the phone rang from the bedroom.

"Brother, Brother Dachuan? Are you at home?"

When Jian Ruo wanted to go in, she paused again.

It will make him hate it...

He backed out and made two or three calls at the door, but no one answered, Jian Ruo's heart was beating a little faster, a layer of cold sweat broke out on her back, and her mind flashed across I talked a lot about Cheng Yunchuan during this time.

He didn't seem to be in a good state of mind during this time. Jian Ruo was used to sleeping late and staying up late, but he knew that Cheng Yunchuan went to bed early, but he would always get up in the middle of the night, and when he just came back, That not so good face...

Jian Ruo came back to her senses, he was already standing at the door of the bedroom, he hesitated for two seconds, then gently pushed the door open, the bedroom was not locked, the low temperature air was leaking from it .

It's as cold as a refrigerator inside - although it's not so exaggerated, but it feels so simple.

As soon as he entered, his arm felt a chill.

He walked over a few steps, pulled the quilt away, and saw Cheng Yunchuan's blushing face.

The strong and indifferent man will lie on the bed weakly, Jian Ruo's Adam's apple rolled, he reached out and talked about Cheng Yunchuan's forehead.

It's hot.

Jian Ruo went out, he remembered where Cheng Yunchuan took the medicine box last time, but after he went out, he realized that there was no need to look for the medicine box, the medicine box was placed on the coffee table, he started like a snail girl Busy before and after.

First I took my temperature.

Ah, 38.2 degrees.

"Cheng Yunchuan, Cheng Yunchuan." Jian Ruo lay beside the bed and shook Cheng Yunchuan's shoulder. After a while, he picked up a corner of the quilt and touched Cheng Yunchuan On his shoulders, the skin-to-skin contact was isolated, and he continued to shake, calling out Cheng Yunchuan's name like a soul.

"Cheng Yunchuan, wake up, Cheng Yunchuan, Cheng Yunchuan..."

Finally, with his unremitting efforts, Cheng Yunchuan frowned deeper.

Cheng Yunchuan felt very annoyed. Mosquitoes were always buzzing in his ears and biting his arm. He turned over and bit his back. , it feels wrong.

Look at him like a pup looking at his mother.

"Why are you here?" He let go of his hand and put his arm on his forehead.

"You're sick." Jian Ruo said, "get up quickly, I'll take you to the hospital."

"Don't go." Cheng Yunchuan turned over and turned his back to him, "Just go to sleep, tsk, why is it so cold?"

He piled the quilt on his body.

Jian Ruo ran in and out, woke Cheng Yunchuan, sweating clothes sticking to the skin behind him and feeling a little cold, he asked, "Where's the air conditioner remote control?"

Cheng Yunchuan was impatient: "Find it yourself."

He didn't even realize that this was his home, and he didn't realize that Jian Ruo had entered his bedroom. He seemed to be back when he first met Jian Ruo, and Jian Ruo asked him where the air conditioner remote control was on WeChat. .

Jian Ruo sighed, "Then I found it."

Cheng Yunchuan was silent.

Jian Ruo rummaged and found the air conditioner remote control under the bed, he turned off the air conditioner, goodbye Cheng Yunchuan, and fell asleep again, he squatted down, put his hands beside the bed, his chin Knock on the arm.

"Cheng Yunchuan, wake up."

He stretched out his hand and probed Cheng Yunchuan's forehead again, Cheng Yunchuan's eyes were half closed, and he pushed his head back.

"Don't bother."

A moment later, Jian Ruo went to the bathroom to find a towel, wet it and wrung it dry, the square was placed on Cheng Yunchuan's forehead, he sat and started to open the phone to search, the fever cooled down. method.

Jian Ruo went back to her place, took a few ice cubes, wrapped them in a towel, and put them on Cheng Yunchuan's forehead.

"You can't be stupid, right?" Jian Ruo felt that something was wrong and took down the ice.

He took the medicine box in, sat beside the bed and rummaged for the antipyretic medicine, washed the cup that Cheng Yunchuan had drank and hadn't washed, poured warm water in, and started another wave Soul attack.

Cheng Yunchuan opened his eyes very quickly this time, Jian Ruo just picked up the medicine and only made a syllable, his arm was rudely pulled by Cheng Yunchuan, he leaned forward and supported his elbow Only then did he not fall on Cheng Yunchuan.

His shadow shrouded Cheng Yunchuan, Cheng Yunchuan raised his eyes lazily, one hand grabbed his wrist, the other hand passed through the back of his neck, down Once pressed, Jian Ruo's mouth was blocked.

Jian Ruo held her breath, and after a few seconds, her eyelashes trembled uncontrollably.

.

Cheng Yunchuan kissed him.

The lips are so soft…

No, Cheng Yunchuan dared to kiss him!

Really...I'm here.

Jian Ruo's face suddenly heated up, like boiled shrimp, he took a few steps back, backed to the wall, and stopped when his back was against the wall, he was like a mural, At this point, it has merged with the wall.

Honey.

Kiss, really kiss.

So soft.

Jian Ruo licked her lips quietly, and then pursed her lower lip. He tightened his hand, and his palm was stunned. Only then did he realize that he was still holding a tablet of medicine.

I don't know what to add in his mind, his head has started to smoke.

Jian Ruo was here to take care of Cheng Yunchuan until midnight, when he took off the towel and was about to leave, Cheng Yunchuan suddenly grabbed his wrist, he turned his head, Cheng Yunchuan returned Sleeping, but the hand gripping his wrist was tight, as if he would disappear if he loosened it.

Jian Ruo took a stool and sat beside the bed, put her cheeks and rubbed the back of Cheng Yunchuan's hand.

So warm, is it because of illness?

In the early morning, the sun shines through the window, leaving spots on the ground. Birds fly by outside the window, chirping on the telephone pole, and the breakfast stalls downstairs are already open.

It's a new day.

Cheng Yunchuan felt a little dull and difficult to breathe. He didn't sleep very well. He struggled to wake up, sweating behind him, and the sheets were wet. Immediately, he realized that something was wrong with his arm.

Can't move? ? ?

He looked sideways and saw a furry head pressing on his arm, Cheng Yunchuan twitched his hand.

Jian Ruo also woke up.

He opened his eyes, sat up, his back was sore and his neck hurt, and he felt uncomfortable all over, as if he had done some strenuous exercise yesterday.

"Brother, you're awake." His voice was hoarse in the morning.

Cheng Yunchuan sucked back silently, feeling a sudden numbness, as if thousands of ants were biting, he closed his eyes and rubbed his hands.

Something is not right.

Why is Jane in his room? Still sleeping on his hand? Why is the room so messy? Been robbed?

Several images popped up in his mind, before he thought about it, he was interrupted by Jian Ruo's voice.

"Brother?" Jian Ruo bent over, hanging her upper body over him, her hair falling down, "Are your hands uncomfortable?"

He directly pulled Cheng Yunchuan's hand and massaged him. Cheng Yunchuan wanted to pull it back, but he pressed it a little more comfortably, so he didn't move.

"How did you get in?" he asked.

Jian Ruo pressed his hand and raised his head: "Have you forgotten?"

Cheng Yunchuan sat cross-legged on the bed, the quilt slipped to his waist, and one of his hands was still in Jian Ruo's hand.

—"Cheng Yunchuan, wake up..."

—“Take medicine, can you sleep after taking medicine…”

—“Cheng Yunchuan, Cheng Yunchuan…”

The soul-sounding voice last night—Cheng Yunchuan looked at Jian Ruo.

Jian Ruo usually calls him "Brother" most of the time, and a few times "Dachuan Brother", but never Cheng Yunchuan. Well, just... what are you doing?

A memory before going to bed is easy to recall. Many times, he forgets what he was thinking before going to bed, but at this time he remembered what he did.

"The door was unlocked yesterday." Jian Ruo talked about how he got in, "I called you, but you didn't answer. I was a little worried about you, so I came in."

"Brother, are you angry?" He raised his eyes and looked at Cheng Yunchuan.

Cheng Yunchuan's eyes stayed on his neck for a moment, and he pulled his collar.

Jian Ruo let go of Cheng Yunchuan's hand, put her hands on the bed forward, and her palms sank into the soft bed. pleated.

The room was quiet, the two were close, and they could hear each other's breathing, but Cheng Yunchuan's attention was not on it. The back of Ruo's neck, the position of his fingertips, perfectly matched the red mark on his neck.

Cheng Yunchuan: "…"

Fuck.

Jian Ruo blinked and looked at Cheng Yunchuan. When he woke up in the morning, Cheng Yunchuan's beard came out, and a few strands of messy hair fell. He looked a bit decadent and handsome. The facial features add a distinct masculine charm.

His eyes fell on Cheng Yunchuan's lips, and he closed it again, his Adam's apple couldn't stop rolling, and he felt Cheng Yunchuan's hand on his neck, his whole being Become stiff and dare not move.

Hot palms, chaotic heartbeats.

I want to relax, but the breath that is more and more difficult to restrain is trembling.

Cheng Yunchuan let go of him: "Go back."

He got up from the bed and tugged at the trousers that had fallen below the waistline.

"Brother." Jian Ruo raised her head.

Cheng Yunchuan bowed his head.

This is bad posture.

He took a step back, his hands still numb.

"Do you remember?" Jian Ruo asked.

Cheng Yunchuan didn't change his face and didn't change his heart: "What do you remember?"

Jian Ruo tapped the corner of her lips with her fingertips and raised a smile: "You kissed me yesterday."

Cheng Yunchuan: "You are dreaming."

Jian Ruo: "No, Ge Mingming also remembers."

Cheng Yunchuan: "I don't remember."

Jian Ruo: "Wow, brother, are you a scumbag?"

Cheng Yunchuan raised his eyebrows: "You just found out?"

Jian Ruo: "Brother, you have to be responsible to me."

Cheng Yunchuan had already got out of bed and put on his slippers. He turned his left arm and stood on the side of the window: "Let you kiss me back?"

The sun fell on his upper body, Jian Ruo's eyes slipped, and he interrupted: "Brother is in good shape."

Cheng Yunchuan: "…"

He turned around and grabbed a piece of clothing to put on.

"Are you shy?" Jian Ruo asked.

Cheng Yunchuan: "No."

Jian Ruo: "If you don't want to be responsible, I won't force you."

He sat all night, his legs were a little numb, and after a while, he walked to Cheng Yunchuan, and Jian Ruo also took a share of the sunlight that fell on Cheng Yunchuan from the window.

His skin in the sun looked even clearer, the skin was like cream, as if it would break at the touch, and the shadow of the eyelashes fell on the bridge of the tall nose, stirring like a feather.

"But is what Brother just said true?"

Cheng Yunchuan turned sideways, facing him, wearing a black vest, pulling his neckline: "What?"

"Let me kiss you back." Jian Ruo said.

Cheng Yunchuan: "…"

A few words from Jian Ruo really made Cheng Yunchuan feel that he was a social scumbag with a complicated mind.

"Brother, your clothes are reversed." Jian Ruo didn't ask, he changed the subject.

Cheng Yunchuan lowered his head.

Good guy, black tank top with the label sticking out from the collar.

No wonder the neckline is a little high.

Promise.

Cheng Yunchuan pulled up the hem, revealing half of his waistline, and his lean and powerful muscles were smooth.