On How Abusive Essays Become Sweet Essays

In order to apply the medicine, Lin Zhinian leaned very close to him, his eyes drooping, Qin Xu could see his eyelashes clearly, and when he blinked, the eyelashes trembled, as if swept across his heart, It tickles his heart.

"Okay." Lin Zhinian threw the cotton swab into the trash, "What's wrong with your injury?"

Qin Xu paused and said, "I had a fight with someone."

Qin Xu had a lot of fights before, and he was injured like this. Every time Lin Zhinian saw it, he would help him deal with the wound. Those are Qin Xu's precious memories.

He said: "A suitor of senior sister misunderstood the relationship between me and senior sister, so it started a fight."

When Lin Zhinian heard the words "misunderstood the relationship between me and senior sister", he almost thought that Qin Xu was explaining to him in the air, he avoided Qin Xu's sight, The medicines are collected one by one.

Qin Xu didn't stop, and then explained: "The cat I picked up before—the one I sent you the photo, belongs to Senior Sister, Senior Sister helped me to thank me. I found a part-time job...and was misunderstood."

"This matter has been resolved, Brother Lin, you don't have to worry." Qin Xu said.

"The clothes are lifted up." Lin Zhinian said with the medicine.

Qin Xu: "No, no, I will apply the medicine myself here..."

"It's inconvenient for you to rub the medicine and rub it hot," Lin Zhinian said.

Qin Xu thought for a while, then hesitantly pulled up his clothes and pursed his lips, "Excuse me, Brother Lin."

Lin Zhinian: "What are you polite to me?"

"Actually, I have nothing to do with senior sister." Qin Xu lay on his side on the sofa and said, "senior sister..."

"Got it." Lin Zhinian interrupted him, "Don't tell me about you and my senior."

Qin Xu said it was okay, then that senior sister had nothing to do with him. Lin Zhinian also knew that he had misunderstood Qin Xu that day. In fact, after he drove back that day, he knew that he should be Think more.

Qin Xu just walked some distance from the woman, and they didn't even touch the corners of their clothes.

Lin Zhinian could almost guess the reason why Qin Xu said this.

.

This brat did it on purpose. By explaining the source of the wound, he explained his relationship with his senior.

For the first time, he knew that Qin Xu had more hearts than sieves.

The two were too familiar with each other, and Lin Zhinian could feel Qin Xu's unusual scheming.

Qin Xu probably saw his car that day.

Qin Xu is very smart and keen.

Qin Xu grunted, her body tense.

Lin Zhinian: "Does it hurt?"

Qin Xu: "It doesn't hurt."

Lin Zhinian: "Just tell me if it hurts, I won't laugh at you."

Qin Xu: "...It hurts."

The evil thoughts in his heart.

A few minutes later, Lin Zhinian went to the bathroom to wash his hands, Qin Xu sat up on the sofa and pulled his clothes off.

The room that Qin Xu slept in before did not need to be tidy up. Lin Zhinian cleaned it often, put on the quilt and went to bed.

Qin Xu looked at every place in the living room, it was the same as when he left, not much changed, which made him feel safe.

After several minutes, Lin Zhinian came out of the bathroom.

"I'll help you spread the quilt, you'll stay here tonight." Lin Zhinian walked into the room.

"Okay." Qin Xu got up and followed behind him.

Lin Zhinian: "How was your stay at school?"

Qin Xu: "It's good."

He hadn't seen Lin Zhinian for nearly a month, followed behind Lin Zhinian, looking at his back with unbridled eyes, with a hot and intense gaze.

"Right—" Lin Zhinian turned around and met his eyes suddenly, all the words stuck in his throat for a while.

The kind of look that looks as if the wolf sees the scorching hot eyes of the little lamb, which makes people fearful, and only needs to make the action of a tiger rushing for food.

Lin Zhinian subconsciously took a step back and pulled away, his back was against the wall, Qin Xu stood in front of him, docile and harmless, lowered his eyes, like a well-behaved snooze beside his master's legs big cat.

"Brother Lin, what's wrong?" Qin Xu asked.

Lin Zhinian: “…”

For a moment he forgot what he wanted to say.

Qin Xu's skin tanned a little this month, but his facial features became more tough.

Qin Xu raised his hand, removed the eyelashes from the corner of his eye, and showed it to Lin Zhinian, "Brother Lin, your eyelashes fell out."

Lin Zhinian: “…”

He put his hand on Qin Xu's forehead and pushed him away, "I'll make you a quilt."

After speaking, she hurriedly turned and went to the room.

Qin Xu smiled.

Smell the familiar breath on the quilt, the familiar room, and the close distance with Lin Zhinian, all made him feel happy, Qin Xu lay on his side hugging the quilt, buried in the quilt and took a deep breath With a sigh, the corners of his lips rose and he fell asleep.

—

The next morning, Qin Xu was washing in the bathroom. The door was pushed open when he went to the toilet. Lin Zhinian, with his hair in a mess, his eyes were sleepy, and he walked in lazily. The next moment, he paused.

Qin Xu zipped up his pants. The sound of the zipper was particularly noticeable in the bathroom. He looked sideways at Lin Zhinian.

Lin Zhinian: "...Sorry."

He backed out and closed the door, not used to having one more person at home for a while.

The sound of flushing sounded from the toilet.

Qin Xu washed his hands and came out. Outside, Lin Zhinian leaned against the wall at the door.

In fact, if it is a straight man, it is no big deal to encounter such a scene. Lin Zhinian used to pay attention to this aspect, but Qin Xu never thought about it in that direction.

Because even in this situation, Qin Xu would be more concerned about himself.

Qin Xu: "Brother Lin."

Lin Zhinian rubbed his forehead with a little tiredness on his face, "Huh? I didn't notice someone inside, sorry."

Qin Xu: "Don't worry about it."

Lin Zhinian: "I'll wait...I have something to tell you."

Qin Xu: "Okay."

But the matter was not settled. Lin Zhinian received a work call after washing up, but he didn't have time to get breakfast, so he and Qin Xu went downstairs to buy breakfast, and after expedited eating, he drove away company.

Qin Xu glanced at the time, he was not in a hurry, the National Day holiday was the time to make up lessons, and the person who hired Qin Xu as a tutor was a high school boy.

The injury on his face didn't seem to be that serious. When he arrived at the family of the supplementary class in the morning, the boy in the supplementary class cut fruit for him and placed it on a plate, asked a few words about his injury, and then went out to work.

Qin Xu entered the door and greeted the boy, and brought out the knowledge points that he was going to talk about today.

At the end of the day, it was getting late outside. He took the bus back. Today Lin Zhinian came back very late. Qin Xu was waiting for him in the living room.

When Lin Zhinian came back, it was already twelve o'clock in the evening.

The living room was lit, the TV was on, and the sound was very low. After Lin Zhinian pushed the door and went in, he saw the figure lying on the sofa, Qin Xu resting on the pillow, his long legs bent Since he was over 1.8 meters tall, he looked aggrieved when he slept on the sofa.

When Lin Zhinian approached, Qin Xu woke up.

He opened his eyes and sat up, his voice hoarse: "Brother Lin, you are back."

"En." Lin Zhinian took the remote control and turned off the TV, "Why don't you go back to your room to sleep when you're sleepy?"

Qin Xu: "Wait for you."

It feels good to come home and find someone at home waiting for you.

Lin Zhinian: "What's wrong with your throat?"

Qin Xu coughed a few times, "Today I went to make up lessons for others, and I said a lot."

Lin Zhinian: "Make up lessons?"

"I told you yesterday." Qin Xu said, "The senior sister helped me set up the line..."

Lin Zhinian was helpless: "I see."

Qin Xu looked up at Lin Zhinian: "Brother Lin, what do you want to say to me this morning?"

Lin Zhinian: “…”

He sat beside Qin Xu, "On your birthday, you asked me if you like men, remember?"

Qin Xu's Adam's apple rolled, and his throat was a little dry: "Well."

Lin Zhinian: "I like men."

Qin Xu: “…”

Lin Zhinian spread his legs, put his elbows on his knees, loosened the buttons of his collar, and did not speak, the living room fell silent for a while.

After a while, Lin Zhinian turned to look at Qin Xu, and joked, "Why? Can't you accept it?"

Qin Xu: "No."

He wants to hear the words behind this sentence, he likes men, so what? and then?

Lin Zhinian took a drink from the cup on the table.

Qin Xu: "I drank it."

think too much.

"Do you mind?" Lin Zhinian put the cup on the table.

I don't know if I mind if he drinks his water, or if he minds his sexuality.

But no matter what he asked, Qin Xu's answer was only one, "I don't mind."

After another long silence, Lin Zhinian smiled and said, "I told you this, I didn't want to hide you."

Qin Xu: "Yes."

Lin Zhinian: "I don't plan to fall in love either."

Qin Xu: "...why?"

Before Qin Xu asked him if he wanted to fall in love, Lin Zhinian said he didn't know, but now, he gave an affirmative answer. In disguise, he rejected Qin Xu.

Strange eyes, gossip... I don't need to say more about these, you should know."

Yes, Qin Xu knows.

The place where they once lived was such an existence.

"So what?" Qin Xu said, "Just because of this, why don't we talk about it?"

Lin Zhinian: "There are still many questions, Qin Xu, some relationships, once they change, there is no way to restore them, do you understand?"

"I understand." Qin Xu nodded slightly, "I understand."

"That's fine." Lin Zhinian got up, "Go to bed earlier."

Qin Xu grabbed his wrist and looked up at him: "Brother Lin—"

Lin Zhinian grabbed his hand and patted the back of his hand, "Qin Xu, don't be impulsive."

Qin Xu's lips moved.

In Lin Zhinian's eyes, is it just impulsive?

"Go to bed early." Lin Zhinian said, "If...when you see more possibilities, you..."

He paused again, it was difficult for Lin Zhinian to say anything to Qin Xu that made him feel sad, his Adam's apple rolled several times, but he was speechless.

Qin Xu: "Brother Lin, I'm not an impulsive person."

Lin Zhinian: “…”

"You weren't drunk that night, I know." Qin Xu said, "I had this idea for a long time... a long time ago."

Lin Zhinian looked at him in surprise.

Qin Xu: "That night, no matter what, I will tell you that sentence. I just hope you, for the sake of my birthday, don't get angry with me."

He leaned forward, wrapped his arms around Lin Zhinian's waist, pressed against his abdomen, and wrapped his arms tightly.

Lin Zhinian's hand was hanging in the air and clenched again.

"Brother Lin, can you... can you please stop rejecting me?" Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: “…”

Qin Xu raised his head, "Do you really have no feelings for me?"

The face was not yet complete, Lin Zhinian looked at it like a pitiful cat in the rain, which reminded him of what Qin Xu sent him before The cat photo, the cat in the photo is clinging to Qin Xu's trouser legs, pitiful and strong.

Lin Zhinian looked away: "I treat you as a younger brother—"

"Are you going to react to your brother?" Qin Xu interrupted him, "Last night, after giving me medicine, you..."

His mouth was covered by Lin Zhinian.

He gave Lin Zhinian no temper. Lin Zhinian gritted his teeth and looked at Qin Xu.

Qin Xu, who was covering his mouth, blinked at him, his eyes were moist, and the ends of his eyes drooped, like a stray dog ​​wagging his tail begging for mercy.

It was completely different from his cold and stubborn appearance in the past.

"It's very late." Lin Zhinian said, "We'll talk about it tomorrow."

He took Qin Xu's hand off his waist and turned to the bedroom.

Lin Zhinian said it was true The shell, rejecting all outsiders.

Even if you have the idea of ​​trying, you will eventually choose "forget it" for various reasons.

He may have thought that, instead of breaking up with Qin Xu after their relationship and causing irreparable rifts between each other, it might be better to end this possibility before everything starts.

He is content with his current relationship with Qin Xu.

But Qin Xu can't forget it.

He wants to be the person in Lin Zhinian's heart, and he is also the person who knows Lin Zhinian best and suits him best.

The next morning, Qin Xu woke up, Lin Zhinian had already gone out, breakfast was left for him on the table, and a message was sent from his cell phone.

[Lin Zhinian: Breakfast is on the table, don't wait for me tonight. 】

Qin Xu sat at the table and gave him a message.

【Qin Xu: Do you have to work overtime at night? 】

[Lin Zhinian: Well, it's very late, don't wait. 】

Qin Xu went to the tutor's side, while on the other side, Lin Zhinian was constantly distracted all day, which provoked a colleague next to him to ask him if he hadn't slept well last night.

Lin Zhinian sat at the work station, rubbed his forehead, got up during his lunch break and went outside to smoke a cigarette.

The roof was very windy, the sun was blocked by cloudy clouds at noon, the weather forecast said there would be rain this afternoon, Lin Zhinian put his hand on the railing and went out early this morning, he also forgot to bring an umbrella .

He wanted to hide from Qin Xu for a few days.

"Zhi Nian." A familiar voice came from behind.

Lin Zhinian turned his head and saw Qi Yan, Qi Yan raised his eyebrows and looked at the cigarette in his hand.

"Don't you smoke?" Qi Yan came to him, "Is there something bothering you?"

Lin Zhinian: "No."

He twisted out the cigarette **** and turned to leave.

Lin Zhinian looked at him with no emotion on his face, only irritability, "Everyone is an adult, it's enough to know some things in your heart."

Qi Yan: "…"

They will inevitably run into each other in the company, but Qi Yan hasn't come to him for a long time.

It rained in the afternoon.

Raindrops hit the window, the sky was dark, the light was turned on in the room, under the lamp, the young man was writing and writing, Qin Xu sat beside him, looked at the sky outside, and looked at his mobile phone time on.

"Finished." The young man next to him pushed the question in his hand to Qin Xu.

Qin Xu turned the pen and lowered his head to check the problem. He helped him divide the key points and his easy mistakes, so that he could find more questions of this type to write. He put on the pen cap, Said: "Let's be here today."

Qin Xu brought an umbrella when he went out, so he didn't get wet. He didn't go home, but went to Lin Zhinian's place to work and took shelter from the rain in a cafe opposite.

This cafe is right opposite the company, and there are usually many white-collar workers.

The sky was dark, Lin Zhinian came out of the company, but did not go back, but walked towards the cafe, Qin Xu lowered the brim of his hat and put on the hat of his coat.

If it is true that Lin Zhinian has to work overtime, this cafe is the best place to observe, and if Lin Zhinian does not come home after get off work, this cafe is most likely to come.

It's a quiet place with a nice atmosphere, perfect for work.

Qin Xu was sitting in an inconspicuous corner, and there were potted plants to help block it. He raised his head and watched Lin Zhinian walk in. He didn’t even look around, and went straight to a place— He is a regular here.

At eleven o'clock, Qin Xu got up, went outside to stop the car, and then went to the bathroom to wash up. , Lin Zhinian came back.

Qin Xu did not want to cause pressure and oppression to Lin Zhinian. Lin Zhinian needed two people to be quiet and personal space. He could follow his rhythm, but this was only temporary. The National Day holiday seemed very long, but it was also very short. Qin Xu would not let this time pass in vain.

The same thing happened the next day. Lin Zhinian left him breakfast, sent him a text message, and said that he would be back later today. Qin Xu was in the coffee shop at night and saw Lin Zhinian rubbing his stomach frequently. , he left the coffee shop early with his backpack.

When Lin Zhinian came home, he smelled a scent.

A note was left on the refrigerator in the living room. The note was written by Qin Xu.

】

Lin Zhinian took this note and stood in the living room for a while.

For a few moments, he couldn't help knocking on Qin Xu's door. He went to the kitchen and turned on the rice cooker. There was porridge and condiments in it, which was very fragrant.

Lin Zhinian did this for the past two days, but Qin Xu didn't ask anything. It wasn't that Qin Xu was stupid. He believed him. Lin Zhinian knew that Qin Xu must have guessed it, but he guessed it. Now, he was so considerate that he didn't say anything, and didn't put any pressure on him.

Emotions are the most difficult to control, and Lin Zhinian is the most troublesome to deal with emotional indecision and indecision.

—

The same is true for the third day.

But the difference is that Lin Zhinian did not continue to go to the coffee shop today.

In front of the coffee shop, Qin Xu was wearing a peaked cap and watched Lin Zhinian stop a car on the side of the road, got in the car and left, Qin Xu stopped the car immediately and asked the master to follow , The driver master doesn't know if this kind of thing is not done less often, and he is very skilled and follows up.

The car came all the way to the door of the bar, Qin Xu was in a hurry to get out of the car, almost forgot to pay, was stopped by the driver and turned around to pay.

The entrance of the bar is not very conspicuous, the stairs go down, Qin Xu walked in, thought about it, and put on a mask.

It's not noisy inside, the atmosphere is good, the lights are dim, the bartender is wearing a shirt and vest uniform, and the bartending action is very dazzling, and the clouds are flowing. Arrived at Lin Zhinian's figure.

He was sitting at the bar, and a man beside him was chatting with him. The man was dressed very fashionably and had a hairstyle, so he couldn't see anything from the back.

Qin Xu found a place to sit down, he couldn't hear what the two were saying, he could only see their backs.

Lin Zhinian put a glass of wine in front of him, but didn't drink much.

"Zhi Nian, I haven't been here for a while, I thought you were off the list."

"No." Lin Zhinian smiled and turned to look at the person beside him. This is his friend, Qiao Yunyun. He sounds like a girl, but he is actually a man.

He said before that he wanted to find a friend to celebrate Qin Xu's birthday, but his friend was not very suitable to introduce to Qin Xu.

"How are you doing recently?" Qiao Yunyun asked gossip, "Is there a goal?"

Lin Zhinian was the same answer.

Qiao Yunyun: "No, you don't really plan to grow old alone, do you? Let me tell you, we just have to take advantage of our youth to have a good time and drive meat, otherwise when we get old, our physical strength will be the same. not up."

Lin Zhinian did not speak, and took a sip of wine.

, The better ones will also break up for various practical reasons.

There are so many couples, like Qiao Yunyun, who talked for several times, and now he is single again.

Qiao Yunyun was talking about who has been in the bar recently and what fun things happened. They have their own gossip group. It was noticed because of its good skin.

Lin Zhinian put down the wine glass, touched the edge of the glass with his fingertips, "Recently..."

He coughed lightly.

Qiao Yunyun stopped to listen to him, watched him start and stopped talking, scratching his heart, "What, let's talk."

Lin Zhinian: "I have a friend who is pursued by a younger brother who is a few years younger than him - not a real brother, not blood related, so I don't know how to refuse."

Qiao Yunyun knew who the "friend" was, "Why refuse? Don't like it?"

"Neither." Lin Zhinian said, "He...his brother is very nice, but whether he agrees or refuses, he is afraid that the relationship between the two will be affected."

"No, no, no, you still want to be brothers with your brother, right? Your brother has confessed to you!?"

Lin Zhinian: “…”

Qin Xu is still very young.

Qiao Yunyun said: "We're not together yet, do you think it's a little far away?"

Lin Zhinian was silent for a moment, then chuckled: "It's a bit far."

After he was not able to accept being together, Qin Xu would leave him in the future. Lin Zhinian had no confidence in his relationship.

In the process of chatting with people, I will reveal myself a little bit unconsciously, making myself aware of the problems that I have thought about but didn't think about.

Not far away, a pair of eyes under the brim looked at them.

Qin Xu couldn't hear anything, he ordered a glass of wine, the bartender pushed the wine in front of him, he never touched it, he kept watching Lin Zhinian chat with that man, What? Why does Lin Zhinian keep laughing?

At this moment, a person in his blind spot bumped into his hand, and a glass of wine was sprinkled on his shoulder, Qin Xu turned his head.

"Oh my God!" A man put on makeup and covered his mouth with his hands exaggeratedly, "I didn't mean to!"

He took a tissue and wanted to wipe it for Qin Xu, Qin Xu stood up and took a step back, took the tissue and stamped it on his shoulder, because he didn't want it to be too conspicuous, he had already taken off his mask, from the chin The exposed contour lines and lips can make others feel that this face is very handsome.

The man kept looking at his face, "I'm sorry, I was not careful, I'll buy you a drink."

"No." Qin Xu threw the tissue aside, wondering if the movement here would make Lin Zhinian notice that the man's voice was too high.

He wanted to leave with his backpack, but the man stopped him again.

Up to now, Qin Xu didn't know what kind of bar he entered, and felt that the man opposite was strange and annoying.

"Don't go, add your contact information, I will pay for the clothes—"

"No." Qin Xu interrupted him impatiently and lowered the brim of his hat.

"Alas!" The man stopped him and shouted again.

Qin Xu: “…”

"Don't rush!"

Qin Xu took a deep breath, glanced sideways at Lin Zhinian, and met Lin Zhinian's gaze.

Qin Xu: “…”

The other party gave him a wink, "Would you like to make a friend?"

Qin Xu: “…”

When he raised his hand to push the man away, he was grabbed by the shoulders, and he took a step back. He turned his head and smelled a familiar smell, and the brim of his hat crossed the person beside him face side.

Lin Zhinian wrapped his arms around his shoulders, feeling the touch swept across his face, he was also stunned, he quickly reacted, without turning his head, facing the man opposite: "He It's my people."

"What, there is a master..."

Qin Xu lowered her eyes and looked at the hand that was holding her, but did not listen to what the man said.

After Lin Zhinian waited for the other party to leave, he quickly released him, "Why did you come here?"

Then, he raised his eyebrows again, "Are you following me?"

Qin Xu lowered the brim of his hat and replied in a muffled voice, "Yes."

Lin Zhinian: "How long have you been here?"

Qin Xu: "I'll be here as long as you have been here."

Lin Zhinian: "...you're quite honest."

Qin Xu: "I won't lie to you."

"Who is this?" Qiao Yunyun also came over.

Lin Zhinian: "Brother."

Qiao Yunyun's expression was meaningful: "Oh—"

Qin Xu looked up at him, full of hostility.

Lin Zhinian bumped his shoulder: "Say hello."

Qin Xu's tone was cold and hard: "Hello."

Qiao Yunyun didn't mind, she raised her hand with a smile, "Hello."

Qin Xu looked at Lin Zhinian again.

Qiao Yunyun saw this and said, "Zhi Nian, call me over there, I'll go first, you and your brother have a good time."

Qin Xu: “…”

Who the **** is your brother.

After he left, Qin Xu asked Lin Zhinian alertly, "Who is he?"

Lin Zhinian: "Friend."

Qin Xu: "Why do you call me brother?"

Lin Zhinian: “…”

He couldn't say that he was still talking to Qiao Yunyun about him just now.

When he saw Qin Xu's small expression, he thought it was funny again, and said, "Because you are my brother."

"I'm not." Qin Xu said, and after two seconds, he said, "You can call me brother, he can't."

It's the same as calling my boyfriend my brother.

"You can call me brother, but you can't treat me as a brother." Qin Xu said.

Lin Zhinian: "...You are very careful."

But this special treatment is bound to be pleasant.

"Brother Lin, you can't pretend that nothing happened." Qin Xu lowered his head, the top of his face was covered by the brim of his hat, and said in a low voice, "I don't accept it."

Lin Zhinian: "What if I refuse?"

Qin Xu: "I'll just chase you."

Lin Zhinian knew how stubborn Qin Xu was.

What he was afraid of was not whether Qin Xu would regret liking him, but that Qin Xu had a filter for him. He was afraid that in the future, Qin Xu would find out that he was different from before and regret it.

Lin Zhinian looked at the person in front of him, he was no longer the boy who only reached his chest.

He sighed: "Go back."

Lin Zhinian turned around, Qin Xu grabbed his hand, "How about you?"

"Walk with you." Lin Zhinian said, "I'll go get something."

Only then did Qin Xu let go of him, but he continued to follow him gradually. At this time, he glanced around and found that most of the bar was filled with men, and there were only two or three women, very few.

Inadvertently, her gaze fell into the corner, and she saw a pair of men kissing. Qin Xu's lips were slightly parted, and his eyes were slightly rounded.

Lin Zhinian, who came back with something, followed his line of sight.

Lin Zhinian: “…”

He raised his hand and pressed Qin Xu's hat, "Children, don't look at unhealthy things."

Qin Xu: "I'm not too young."

Lin Zhinian: "Well, it's not too small, so you can't watch it."

Qin Xu: "Okay."

He followed Lin Zhinian obediently, which made Lin Zhinian soften for a while, and then his heart became quite complicated.

It rained at some point outside the bar, and the street outside was almost empty, and there were not many vehicles passing by.

The rain hit the puddle, making waves.

"Have you brought an umbrella?" Lin Zhinian asked.

Qin Xu: "No."

He raised his hand, took off his hat, and put it on Lin Zhinian's head, "I'll stop the car."

Lin Zhinian didn't have time to stop him, Qin Xu had already trotted out, how could Lin Zhinian really watch him stop the car, he sheltered from the rain with peace of mind, he followed.

Qin Xu took out a tissue from his backpack and handed it to Lin Zhinian: "Wipe it."

Lin Zhinian glanced at him, Qin Xu was much more careful than most people, he took out the paper and wiped the water on his face.

Inexplicably, it made Lin Zhinian feel warm and wanted to laugh.

He curled his lips slightly, "How many days have you been with me?"

Qin Xu lowered his head and wiped the water on his phone. Hearing this question, he paused, "This afternoon."

Lin Zhinian: "Really?"

Qin Xu: "Yes."

Lin Zhinian: "Just now at the bar, you said you wouldn't lie to me."

Qin Xu: "...three days."

That is, the day Lin Zhinian started dawdling in the coffee shop.

Lin Zhinian: “…”

Qin Xu: "I am an adult."

Lin Zhi Young smiled: "It's not a question of adulthood, it's gay, do you know what **** is?"

Qin Xu: “…”

Listening to the name, he can guess.

He turned his head sideways, and he could only see the hat and profile face that he had buckled on Lin Zhinian's head. Adam's apple is very sexy.

"Gay it's just..." Lin Zhinian lowered his voice, "It's almost always gay, the person you met in the bar just now, there are quite a few, like you, go in It's easy to be targeted for hunting."

Qin Xu: "...Oh."

"They will hook up with you, ask for your contact information, make an appointment with you, or take advantage of you. If you want, you can even develop long-term friends with them..."

"I don't want to." Qin Xu interrupted him, raised his hand and rubbed his ears.

When Lin Zhinian said these words in a low voice, Qin Xu felt that he was very sexy, and his heartbeat became a little faster, like this "adult man topic", Lin Zhinian It was the first time to discuss with him.

"What about you? What's your purpose in going there?" Qin Xu asked him back.

Lin Zhinian laughed and said, "I...I'm going to sit down. I've been wondering about something recently."

Qin Xu: "I don't understand what?"

The moment he asked this sentence, he already guessed what Lin Zhinian wanted to say.

"I don't understand why you like me, and when did you like me." Lin Zhinian said.

The elevator door dinged open.

"Let's go." Lin Zhinian got out of the elevator.

Qin Xu followed behind him.

The two entered the door, turned on the light in the living room, and Lin Zhinian bent over to change his shoes.

"Brother Lin, do you...don't believe me." Qin Xu stood behind him, with his back against the door, with his backpack hanging down beside his legs, his tone was firm.

Lin Zhinian paused, straightened up and turned his head, he took off his hat and brushed his hair twice, "Yes."

Qin Xu: "I..."

Lin Zhinian interrupted him: "It's not that I don't believe you like me, Qin Xu, what you see is just Lin Zhinian when I treated my brother, if I were your boyfriend, I wouldn't …”

"It doesn't matter." Qin Xu looked straight at him, "Brother Lin, I'm not you, and I haven't thought about it so much, but I know you better than you think. "

With a "click", the backpack fell to his feet, Qin Xu took a step forward, Lin Zhinian