Online Game: I Am the One

Is it possible for a 14-year-old to understand love at such a ridiculous age? Ah Feng looked at his serious expression and was trying to make sure that he really understood what sex was, and not just like what he often showed on TV. Ah Feng didn't say anything, his expression was the same, so calm. He suddenly hated himself a little. He hated himself for not knowing what feelings he had for Bai Yue until now. But when he saw and thought of Bai Yue and Yuan Yiping together, A sentence came up in his mind that even he didn't understand: "They...the two of them, I have no rights anymore?!..."

Can the love of a 14-year-old be so deeply engraved in your mind? Is it possible to realize it at that age? Isn't that just a simple feeling for the opposite sex, but that kind of love that makes people do evil and hateful things? Ah Feng didn't understand. When Yuan Yiping smiled and told him that he wanted to confess, he chose to remain silent. Indeed, he could no longer and had no right to influence Bai Yue, because she was no longer from the same world as him, and maybe she still was. Childhood sweethearts, but the feeling is different, as if slowly fading away, it is a kind of frightening feeling.

That day was Bai Yue's birthday. Yuan Yiping asked Ah Feng to help her and said that he would wait for her at the gate of the park because he was too shy. That day was the day that Bai Yue and Ah Feng wanted to forget the most but they couldn't forget it. Bai Yue's sadness, his expression that day, even when he was robbed of money, beaten up, and threw himself into his arms when he was a child, he didn't have that kind of expression. Only then did he realize that the world between the two of them was really different. There is no possibility of going in again. At that time, Ah Feng realized it and thought in confusion: "Does this count as love? It feels disgusting and uncomfortable!"

The sky was so blue, and the air in the wind had a refreshing smell. When Ah Feng brought this sentence to Bai Yue, Bai Yue asked strangely and stupidly: "Why do you want to go there?!"

Ah Feng just shook his head wordlessly, and then left...

Although Bai Yue didn't understand, he got up and walked there in disguise. But she didn't see Ah Feng, who had originally left, now standing behind her. Ah Feng warned himself why he was following her, but his body's instinct had already done all this, which made him very depressed.

Yuan Yiping was wearing very beautiful clothes that day. He looked like a little gentleman. His face was red and he was a little nervous. He was mumbling something. Ah Feng felt that he was reciting the words of his confession. He was holding a bunch of Rose stood conspicuously there. Normally he would not be so bold, but at that time he ignored other people's eyes and just waited for his princess to arrive.

There is a fairy tale in everyone's heart. The fairy tale is undoubtedly old-fashioned, but touching. It has no freshness, but it will make people enjoy it endlessly.

But not every fairy tale ends with the prince defeating the dragon and living happily in the castle with the princess forever. There is also a mermaid who turns into bubbles because of her deep love and disappears into the air, becoming an eternal sorrow.

Bai Yue's fairy tale was shattered the moment Yuan Yiping ran happily towards him and the car hit him at high speed.

At that moment, she hated the owner of the car, hated why Yuan Yiping suddenly came over, hated herself, hated the road, hated everything, and hated God even more.

Behind him, Ah Feng opened his eyes even more, unable to believe all this. The figure flying away, spraying blood, still appeared in his head, repeating it slowly, making him not want to look, but he couldn't. He even had a headache, as if he was schizophrenic.

Bai Yue had already hugged Yuan Yiping's body, smiling and crying, just asking you not to die. The stupid move of forcing the blood back from his mouth made the people around him dumbfounded and made them feel sour.

A Feng had silently walked behind Bai Yue. Yuan Yiping was still alive and was thrown away for more than ten meters. When he knew Bai Yue was coming, he opened his eyes and looked at her with a silly smile, holding the rose in his hand. She kept holding it there and wanted to lift it up, but couldn't. She murmured something in her mouth, but Bai Yue couldn't hear it. When she opened her mouth, she hurriedly moved closer and what she heard was: "Happy birthday."

But she didn't hear the following words, because Yuan Yiping didn't say a word, he just expressed in spoken words: I like you, can you be my girlfriend? At that time, Ah Feng was convinced that he still had the strength to speak, but he did not say anything, and then looked straight at Ah Feng behind Bai Yue.

Ah Feng was stunned for a moment and walked up, but before he reached his side, Bai Yue had already shouted: "A Feng, Yunfeng, save him quickly, hurry up... hurry up..." The voice was joyful and sad. , is hope... Just like seeing a ship on an isolated island in the sea, that expression and that tone made Ah Feng grit his teeth and silently shake his head. But he still arrived at Yuan Yiping's side, wanting to hear what he asked him to say. Bai Yue just kept crying and crying, but made himself unable to make a sound. Ah Feng lay next to his mouth, quietly Listening quietly to Yuan Yiping's last words.

"Help me protect her forever and give her happiness!"

He forced a smile, and then looked at Bai Yue, his eyes had been closed, and he was mumbling something. Bai Yue panicked, hugged him tightly in his arms, and was mumbling to himself...

The ambulance arrived quickly, but it failed to save Yuan Yiping's life. At this moment, every second is precious. When entering the car, Yuan Yiping's face was covered with oxygen, and his body was constantly being shocked. , Bai Yue threw herself into Ah Feng's arms again, crying silently, as if there were endless tears. But she saw with her own eyes that this time her hope was shattered again. She saw the doctor shaking his head silently, Ah Feng's firm eyes and calm face, Yuan Yiping's breathless chest, pale smile, everything. , everything, everything stopped.

Everything didn't start, but it was over. This made Ah Feng unbearable. He even wanted to stand up and curse at Yuan Yiping's body. What are you doing? You managed to snatch Bai Yue away from me, but now you are still here. The sadness on her face...

Bai Yue didn't want to say anything anymore. From that day on, she started to exercise, that is, she joined the martial arts gym. Everything seemed like it had never happened. Except for attending Yuan Yiping's funeral, there was no difference, but Ah Feng It feels like Bai Yue has changed. She used to be lively and active, but she has become a bit like a lady. She has become more gentle. She should become an adult, right? Although I don't know what she is thinking, Ah Feng can know most of it. She is just like this...

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The rain was still falling, and an umbrella appeared behind Ah Feng. Ah Feng knew without looking that it was Bai Yue. I don't know why she came here, why did I meet her here?

"Are you going to catch a cold like this!?" His tone was a little lively, but very gentle.

"That person is very similar to him. Although I don't know him well, that person is indeed very similar. No matter that silly smile, that ignorant behavior, that stubborn look, that idiot's behavior, that person will do anything for you. Therefore, my feelings are the same as Yuan Yiping’s, exactly the same!”

The rain fell even more violently. Ah Feng did not look back. He just spoke in his own tone. But was this sentence dissatisfaction with Bai Yue? Or are you unhappy with Feng Cangye? You didn't show any meaning at all? !

Bai Yue knelt down and had already taken away the umbrella. She stretched out her hand to touch the photo in front of her. She said lightly to A Feng: "You know? At that time, when he met me for the first time, I found out that he and I Yiping seemed, it really seemed, I was stunned at that time. Although that incident was more than three years ago, I couldn't forget it at all. When I looked at the people above again, I realized It turns out that Yi Ping is so cute. Also, I once imagined what Yi Ping would look like when he reaches his current age, but now I feel a little strange. You say, when I see such a young Yi Ping, I feel sad in my heart. I like him, this feeling..."

"No need to say it!" Ah Feng's faint words stopped Bai Yue. Bai Yue said nothing and stood up again. Ah Feng silently hugged her from behind, only to realize that Bai Yue's face was already full of tears. She was crying. He said to Ah Feng: "Do you know? How much I want him to live again, want his smile, want his arms, want everything about him. I have changed, and I no longer bully him before. He is domineering. Without the bad behavior before, I can treat him gently and become a good girlfriend. I will no longer bully or tease him..."

"Stop talking!" Ah Feng shouted softly and held her tightly in his arms.

"But why hasn't he come back yet? Why hasn't he come back yet? No, he's come back and is already by my side..."

"That's enough, don't say any more, okay?" Ah Feng softly stopped her crying again, just holding her like that, holding her, letting her feel his own temperature, and the time passed like this with the sound of rain. …

Ah Feng looked at the photo in front of him and said quietly in his heart: "It seems that I can't continue to protect her, but someone has already taken over that task!"

Yuan Yiping's photo seemed to be smiling, and that silly smile made Ah Feng smile silently in his heart and hug Bai Yue tightly again. But he understood that his relationship with Bai Yue might be truly broken this time! Was that what you did last time considered deceiving yourself?

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The two of them were walking on the way home. There was no one else on the road now. Only Ah Feng and the two were holding umbrellas and walking silently.

"You mistook him for Yuan Yiping!"

"……No!"

"Oh, don't say no, you and I don't understand it yet, but it's really unfair to him. Don't live in the past anymore, face it seriously!"

"..."

At A Feng's door, Bai Yue was about to leave. A Feng held her in his arms and greedily sucked Bai Yue's red lips...

"This is the interest I paid for protecting you for so many years! Let's go!" The first sentence was thought in his heart, and the second sentence was said to Bai Yue. This kiss completely wiped out the relationship between him and Bai Yue on the edge of friendship.

Bai Yue watched Ah Feng's figure disappear strangely and touched her lips. What was the taste? It was strange and a little bitter. She could clearly taste Ah Feng's current feeling. Bai Yue smiled bitterly, but she The real trouble begins now.

"You think he is Yuan Yiping!"

"Stop living in the past!"

Ah Feng's affirmative words were repeated in Bai Yue's mind. She walked away thoughtfully and disappeared into the wind and rain...

But Bai Yue didn't know that Ah Feng also walked out after she returned. Is there a reason? One, he still has to do tasks. Second, he needs to go away to relax. No matter how he falls out of love, he will be very annoyed.

The rain in the sky was still falling, as if there was no end. Ah Feng walked on the road lightly. There were not many people on this road. Because of the rain and the locality, there were only some bars here. The rain was not like it was just now. When it rained on Ah Feng like that, not a single drop could fall on him. It was as if he had encountered a smooth object and slowly slid away.

This bar has no name. Usually there is only a blank space on the sign with the name of the bar. The atmosphere inside can be expressed as strange. Some people sit at the counter and meditate, which is a quiet atmosphere. One person sits at the counter and teases, which is a bad atmosphere. , a few people were doing bad things in the corner, that was a bad atmosphere, and some people were slow dancing silently, which was an elegant atmosphere. There is no contradiction in the combination of these strange atmospheres. On the contrary, there is An indescribable harmony.

Those who teased only talked with their mouths, but never even glanced at them. Those who drank silently cried while drinking. Under the elegant dance steps, no one was playing the piano. The piano was just placed there for music. He pretended not to make even a sound. These dancers did not hear any music, but they danced happily, and of course the people dancing on the other side did the same.

Such a weird bar, but its business is booming. Although it seems that there are not many people, this is actually because of the large space. Ah Feng opened the door, leaned on the counter, ordered a bottle of beer, and then squinted at the crowd...

The bartender came over and smiled, and when he put the beer in front of him, he said, "Are you heartbroken?"

His tone was very sure, and he didn't mean to ask at all. Ah Feng looked at him and said calmly: "What the hell, I'm a bartender at a young age!"

The man was indeed about the same age as Ah Feng, but his job was as a bartender, which was a difficult job. The man just smiled, ignoring Ah Feng's tone and smiled, throwing him a cigarette: " As if I've never been out of love, here, take a sip and drink some wine, your mood will naturally get better. Also, I'll give you a wine I mixed myself - women don't like it."

Ah Feng immediately laughed when he heard the name of his wine and said, "Are you mocking me? Be careful, I'll beat you up!"

After saying that, he lit up the cigarette. Although it was not a good cigarette, Ah Feng always smoked when he was annoyed. There are more and more smokers nowadays. The man just smiled and put a glass of red wine next to Ah Feng...

What Ah Feng didn't know was that someone he was quite familiar with was also coming in from the door, but she looked like she was looking for someone. When he saw Ah Feng, there was some surprise on his face. When he wanted to go over, Ah Feng was already standing got up.

Ah Feng stood up and said to the bartender: "For the sake of your treat, I will play a song for you!" After saying that, he drank this 'Women Don't Love' drink, although it didn't feel like anything. But Ah Feng didn't know that this wine was very powerful, and even some experts wouldn't dare to drink it all or like this.

Ah Feng walked towards the piano, slowly stroked it with his hands, and then slowly pressed the keys again and again. What he played was the "Nocturne" by the piano poet Chopin. Music has only a little influence on this place, and everyone seems to have no influence on it. Everyone was doing their own thing. They just glanced at Ah Feng's piano playing, then turned around and did what they didn't do. After playing the song, Ah Feng was already drunk, and Beethoven's piano music " "Moonlight" and "Pathetique" then continued to play, and then slowly became quiet, because he was already drunk...