Owl, Your Wife Has Dropped Her Waistcoat Again

The weather in H City today was different from usual and a bit cold. Xie Yanran changed out of her dress after returning home and now wore a white T-shirt and shorts.

She ran to a square near her community and sat by the lake, feeling the breeze blowing on her face.

She looked at the lake, feeling a little dazed. This was not the first time she wanted to leave this world.

How many nights did she hide in bed, wanting to cry but not daring to cry out, fearing that Mother Xie would find her and beat her immediately.

Three years ago, when she was fourteen years old, she chose to commit suicide by cutting her wrists because she couldn't stand her mother.

When she put the eyebrow razor on her wrist, she didn't feel the slightest bit afraid.

Blood flowed from the wound, and she slowly closed her eyes and began to think about her life over the past ten years.

When she was just born, Xie's mother didn't hate her very much. As long as there was food, she would have her share.

When she was in kindergarten, she was bullied a lot because of her cowardly character.

When she was in elementary school, she still had a cowardly character, and she didn't even dare to say a word no matter how others treated her. Later, the story of the two girls bullying her reached the ears of the class teacher.

She didn't dare tell Xie's mother that she was being bullied, because she would be beaten badly.

Xie's mother started to teach her a lesson in the office without saying a word. She didn't understand what she had done wrong and why did everyone treat her like this?

Her father stood behind her mother with a sullen face and could not say a word for a long time.

It was because of Xie's mother's character that her father left her and the family.

She thought she was finally free, she thought she could finally leave this world.

But why did those people want to rescue her?

Wouldn't it be better to let her leave this world quietly like that?

She still remembered that when she was rescued, she thought Xie's mother would feel guilty, but no, she pointed at her nose and scolded, "If you want to die, just stay away. Why are you dying at home? It's bad luck!"

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Unknowingly, Xie Yanran had quietly crossed the guardrail of the lake and stood by the lake.

Some pedestrians passing by glanced here from time to time.

"What is that little girl doing? She's not going to throw herself into the lake, is she?"

"I don't know, let's go and have a look."

When I walked in, I saw that the girl's face was already covered with tears. One of the old women leading the child said, "Little girl, why are you standing there? It's dangerous there."

As long as the foot misses the mark, the whole person will fall.

Xie Yanran slowly turned her head and saw an old woman looking at her worriedly.

She smiled bitterly, look, even a stranger who has nothing to do with her will care about her. Why can't she, as a mother, her biological mother even do this?

Xie Yanran shook her head and said with a smile, "I really want to leave this world..."

The old woman was startled.

The girl had a smile on her face when she said this, and her tone was calm, as if she were saying, "I ate a bowl of rice this morning."

What on earth had this girl gone through to have such thoughts of committing suicide, and her eyes were so calm, as if she was fearless.

The little girl looks like she is only a teenager. She may have such thoughts because she is under too much pressure from study. I don’t know how her family can bear to let her child become like this. It should be useful if she can be enlightened.