After barely calming down, Zhou Tianyang returned home again.

It was already three or four in the morning when he finally fell asleep. But before eight o'clock in the morning, he had already gotten up and was no longer sleepy.

He left home and drove to a hospital in the city.

After some examinations, old classmate Wang Xu looked at the examination results and said to Zhou Tianyang, who was sitting across from him: "Old Zhou, we are all at this age and have some neurasthenia and other problems. It is normal, don't be nervous."

"Old Wang, I..."

Zhou Tianyang was still a little worried.

"Judging from the examination results, there's nothing wrong with you. I think you're just too tired and usually too stressed out. It's normal for you to have some delusions after a long time. But you're quite weird. I've seen it and liked it. I’ve never seen anyone who likes looking at star maps among those who take photos of beautiful women.”

Wang Xu joked a few words: "When you were in high school, didn't you really like to see the class beauty of our class? What was his name? You still treasured his photos and hid under the quilt every night to look at them, hehe."

Zhou Tianyang ignored the teasing of his old classmate and was still a little nervous: "Old Wang, if I don't look at the star map today, I feel like my heart is scratching my heart and I feel uncomfortable all over. This, there must be something wrong, right?"

Wang Xu thought for a moment: "After all, there is nothing wrong with my nerves. In this way, if you are still not at ease, you can go see a psychiatrist. It may also be an occupational disease or something."

Occupational disease?

An occupational disease for astronomers?

Finding that he couldn't get any more help from Wang Xu, Zhou Tianyang could only stand up.

"Okay, I'll go check it out again. Come on, let's have a drink together when we have time."

After bidding farewell to Wang Xu, Zhou Tianyang's car stopped in front of a psychological clinic after a while.

This psychological clinic is famous for its expensive fees, and each of the psychiatrists there has several skills. Zhou Tianyang once heard about what happened at his neighbor's house. The child in that house seemed to be depressed for a while, to the point of committing suicide, so he came here to keep an eye on him.

A doctor in his forties, wearing gold-rimmed glasses, who looked polite, professional and friendly, received Zhou Tianyang. After carefully asking about Zhou Tianyang's condition, doing some examinations, and filling out some questionnaires, the doctor came to a conclusion.

"Mr. Zhou, in my personal judgment, your situation may be a type of 'psychological inversion'."

"Psychological inversion? What do you mean?"

The doctor explained: "The most common condition, which you should have heard of, is 'sexual inversion'. In modern society, there are many young people who claim to be stocking lovers, beautiful legs lovers, etc., and like to see girls wearing stockings. , or even unable to complete normal married life without the partner wearing certain designated clothes. This is a type of sexual inversion, commonly known as fetishism.

Others include necrophilia, pedophilia, etc., which are all sexual perversions. The main reason is that in the early stages of development, stimulated by certain external signals, people mistakenly associate sexual desire with other things. This kind of thing can vary in severity. More serious ones will violate the law, such as necrophilia and pedophilia, which need to be severely cracked down on.

As for stocking fetish, leg fetish, etc., as long as it does not interfere with other people's normal lives and is only controlled between yourself and your partner, it doesn't matter. It belongs to the scope of private interests and does not require external interference. "

Zhou Tianyang felt a little unacceptable: "Sexual desire? You said that my liking to look at star charts is also sexual desire?"

The doctor continued to explain: "It's not necessarily sexual desire. I'm just giving an example. It's a normal desire of the human body itself, which is connected with some other unrelated factors."

"But I've always been fine before, and I've never been like this."

"You can carefully recall, did you receive any stimulation before this situation occurred? Was there something that touched you greatly?"

"But doctor, I'm not the only one who has this problem. There are more than twenty students in my laboratory, and they also have the same symptoms as me."

The doctor was startled, then pondered for a long time, and then said: "This may be some kind of group psychological effect. You should have heard of the term 'mass hysteria'. Under certain circumstances, among a specific group of people , the psychological effects are contagious..."

Zhou Tianyang felt more and more ridiculous and unbelievable. He interrupted the psychiatrist's words, said a few casual words, and left directly.

An hour later, he sat in front of another psychiatrist. He once again described his symptoms, emphasizing that his students also had the same symptoms as himself. After undergoing some examinations, questionnaires, and inquiries, the psychiatrist said: "You and your students have been under great pressure recently. too big."

"pressure?"

"You should have high hopes for this observation, right?"

Zhou Tianyang was stunned.

As for expectations, they are indeed very high. He also hopes to produce several more high-level papers through this observation. With high-level papers, it will be much easier to apply for project funds yourself. As participants, your students will have a smooth future whether they stay in school or join other teams after graduation.

Not to mention how difficult it is to apply for observation time on the Mercury Space Telescope. He almost begged his grandfather to sue his grandmother, initiated various connections, and waited in line for a full year and a half before he had this opportunity.

"That's right." The psychiatrist said: "Everyone in your team has extremely high expectations for this opportunity, and this expectation turns into pressure. People are under high stress for a long time, The psychological self-regulation mechanism will come into play.

Hiding in the conference room and looking at star chart pictures is a manifestation of the psychological self-regulation mechanism at work. Because when you look at the star chart, you no longer need to think about work, and your spirit can be greatly relaxed. Well, maybe it can be said that you and your students don't actually like to look at star charts, but like an environment where you are completely relaxed and don't need to think about work.

It just happens that looking at the star map meets your needs, which creates the current situation, making you mistakenly think that the star map has some magic power that attracts you. "

These words caused Zhou Tianyang to think deeply.

It does seem to make sense...

Is it really because you have been under too much pressure recently?

"Then what should I do?"

"It's simple."

The psychiatrist was confident and confident: "You still need to relax completely and stop thinking about work for the time being. Well... you can even use some stimulating therapy.

For example, lower your expectations for this matter. If possible, you can announce to your students that something has changed on this project and it will be handed over to another team, and you will no longer be responsible for it.

In this way, you can pull the trigger and completely eliminate the stress caused by this matter. After that, you can take your students to do a team building, go out once, and travel around for a few days. I will also prescribe you some calming and calming drugs. With a two-pronged approach, the situation should be improved.

As for yourself, you still have to rely on yourself to do a good job of psychological construction. "

Zhou Tianyang hesitated for a moment and finally made up his mind: "Okay, let's do it."

The students were still young and they were already frightened that something like this had happened. As a teacher, I must be responsible for my students and not let this matter affect their future lives.

As for myself, I am fifty years old, and my mental endurance is always stronger than that of those young people. You should be able to do a good job in your own psychological construction. The most important thing is to adjust the children's psychological problems.

Three days later, the vacation ends. The students came to the laboratory again.

Looking at the listless and worried students, Zhou Tianyang suppressed his desire for the star map and announced the next arrangements.

When they heard that this project would no longer be their responsibility, the students were not angry, disappointed, or relieved that the burden was suddenly lifted. They just looked at Zhou Tianyang blankly, as if they didn't have any thoughts in their minds.

"It's like this. We have completed a lot of basic work in the early stage. Our superiors decided to give us another five days of vacation and provided a special amount of funds for us to do a team building. Now we have several alternative goals. Everyone You can vote on where you want to go.”

The students seemed to be voting absentmindedly, and finally chose a place called Dalong Mountain.

The natural environment there is beautiful, you can drive through it, camp, have a picnic, and it is also a good place for team building.

After finalizing the destination, Zhou Tianyang once again announced the disbandment and asked everyone to gather at the door of the building early the next morning.

Team building started as scheduled. On the first day, everything was normal, but the students seemed not to be in high spirits. The next day, Zhou Tianyang arranged for camping and picnic. In the evening, surrounded by more than a dozen tents, he directed the students, led by the tour guide, to light a bonfire, grill meat, drink beer, and bring in an open-air karaoke session. Live singing competition.

The combination of these elements should make young people very excited. But the actual situation is that the scene is not warm at all. The students each sat blankly, and when it was their turn to sing, they sang a song in a perfunctory manner. The students who were acting as the audience clapped sparingly, and no matter how hard the tour guide tried to stir up the atmosphere, it didn't work.

Zhou Tianyang was filled with anxiety. This anxiety comes first from the indifference of the students, and secondly from...

Second, even he himself doesn’t know where he comes from. He always felt that there was an evil fire in his heart that had nowhere to vent, and a desire that could not be satisfied.

He had been trying his best to control himself, but in the end, the night ended hastily.

At night, he tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. By some mistake, he took out his phone again and pulled up the star map.

but……

The pictures displayed on the phone are not impressive at all.

He sighed and got out of the tent.

In summer, the mountains and forests are cool and pleasant, even a little cold. He took a few steps and saw a slight light coming from almost every tent.

He had a bad feeling in his heart. Walking to Wang Yue's tent, Zhou Tianyang opened the zipper and saw Wang Yue lying in a sleeping bag inside. He trembled all over and quickly put away his mobile phone.

"What are you looking at?"

"No, it's nothing."

Wang Yue murmured, looking very guilty and frightened.

"Take it out and give it to me!"

Wang Yue handed the phone to Zhou Tianyang. Zhou Tianyang looked and saw the star map as expected.

"You stayed up most of the night, why are you looking at this! This project no longer belongs to us! We won't have to take care of it in the future, why are you still looking at it!"

There was a little more crying in Wang Yue's voice.

"Teacher, I can't control it. I still want to see it. I don't know why. I just want to see it... Wuwuwu, I know this project has nothing to do with us, but I just want to see it..."

Zhou Tianyang controlled his emotions: "In the past two days...have all the classmates been like this?"

"Yeah, everyone is following me like a demon..."

Zhou Tianyang felt a chill in his heart.

The project has ended and is no longer managed by your own team. The pressure and expectations of your own team should have completely disappeared. But under this situation, can the students still not be able to control their desire for this star map?

It’s easy to understand that you have desires in your heart. After all, I know the truth and that this project is not actually over. But why do students also have desires?

Why?

How is this going?

Why?

Zhou Tianyang turned on the car lights and called all the students together overnight.

After asking one by one, Zhou Tianyang got a definite answer. Things are just like what Wang Yue said. In the past two days, even though the mission has ended, the students still can't control the desire in their hearts.

Gritting his teeth, Zhou Tianyang said: "I have seen a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist said that this is because of too much pressure and has nothing to do with anything else! Everyone must also cooperate with the doctor's treatment and make psychological adjustments. The next few days God, I ask everyone not to think about that star map as much as possible. Since you are out to play, play seriously and have fun! After a few days, everything will be fine!"

On the second and third days, as expected, the students' mood recovered somewhat and the atmosphere became a little more lively. But on the fourth night, a group fight completely buried the previous friendly atmosphere.

The cause of the matter is simple. A student accidentally bumped into another student. The student pushed him directly, knocking the student down. After that, the two started fighting, and then the rest of the students seemed to be ignited. Instead of admonishing them, they also joined the fighting group.

A fight involving more than 20 people broke out at the campsite.

The tour guide eagerly comforted them, and Zhou Tianyang also tried his best to order the students to calm down and try to calm the situation. but……

Unknowingly, an almost uncontrollable desire burst out in Zhou Tianyang's heart.

He also wanted to join in, have a good fight, and vent his emotions.

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