Pastor's Tantra

The target is not Tiansi or Pillar God.

Instead, he became an existence above the Pillar God——

"...Are you serious?"

Walking on the road to the basement with Aiwass, Sherlock couldn't help but lower his voice and asked: "As a priest, is it okay to say such things? Wouldn't it... violate some kind of taboo?"

After hearing what Aiwass said, he had been feeling uneasy. He didn't know what he was panicking about, but he just couldn't calm down and think anymore.

"Of course not."

Aiwass shook his head.

If it were the previous Aiwass, he might have said humbly, "I don't know why I said that," or "It's just an excuse to make them do good."

But now Aiwass has finally faced up to his goal.

I am not ashamed of this, nor are I timid about it - just like a student with poor grades, if he says his goal is Tsinghua University, Peking University or something, he will always worry about being laughed at. Therefore, even if you are longing for that kind of future in your heart, when people ask you, you still have to smile shyly and reply with a shy and reserved smile, "Oh, whichever one is fine."

It’s not that I don’t dare to dream.

I just didn’t dare to say it.

I have such ambition in my heart, but I am still worried about failure. What kind of shame would it be if I boasted in the past but couldn't complete it?

——This is what Aiwass used to be like.

When he came to this world and awakened his past life memories, he had thought about becoming a Pillar God. At that time, before going to bed, he would huddle under the quilt and carefully consider which pillar god could be replaced, which Tiansi he would be his enemy, and what kind of hidden dangers and disasters would happen after the pillar god left his throne.

He has even thought about such things as "What should I be called if I become Tiansi or Pillar God?"

He is either a time traveler, a reborn person, or a fragment of Tiansi - it is not harsh and unreasonable for him to want to be the top existence in this world, right?

If it were another time-traveler, he might have thought about crossing the whole world on the first day of time-travel.

It’s just that Aiwass’s character is too gentle.

If he wants to become a Pillar God, it means that he will definitely fight against many Tiansi Pillar Gods. Some people will die because of this, and some people's interests will be damaged because of this - every change of the Pillar God is a war of genocide based on race. And his one thought will change the future of the entire world and cause countless people to suffer good or bad life.

That's why he wanted to become Tiansi in the first place.

Because if it was just Tiansi, no one would be affected. He can protect the world and save others. He has no responsibility, and he is not a "pillar" protecting the entire world. He just needs to live his own life... just like the Tiansi in the dream world today, they find a place to occupy a mountain and become the king, set their own rules, establish their own kingdom, and protect their own believers.

Protect your own one-third of an acre of land, and the outside world has nothing to do with him.

——But now, these blood slaves made Aiwass reflect for a moment.

It's not that he doesn't know what these blood slaves suffered, it's just that the knowledge is in textbooks, and his situation is summarized in a few lines in an understatement. Those words are so light that they make the paper fly when written on it.

But now, Aiwass finally witnessed everything with his own eyes. Finally, I fully understood the blood stained on those words.

The page in his mind was soaked in blood and could no longer fly.

What about rest? What about the Northland Mountains? Besides humans, what about those trolls? What about the harpies? What about the Winged Ones who were almost exterminated?

In the long history, many races have arisen and then become extinct. Under the thickness of infinite time, individual despair is indeed as trivial as dust.

Why did the Pillar God turn a blind eye to this?

In the past, Aiwass would use words such as "The Pillar God's duty is to maintain the stability of the world" and "The Pillar God is the spokesperson of Yuanhe and cannot act at will" to persuade himself and others. But now, Aiwass finally understands - the root cause is that the Pillar God is too weak.

The gods of this world are too limited in what they can do. They can create hundreds of new races, bring works of art to life, see thousands of future possibilities, and turn back time... But what each Pillar God can do is too limited. And the differences in paths prevent them from being completely united.

"Only by becoming a being above the Pillar God can we gain the power to change everything."

Aiwass is not ashamed of such arrogance, nor does he have any taboos.

He tilted his head slightly to look at Sherlock and said calmly: "You have actually figured this out a long time ago, right?"

"……almost."

Sherlock nodded slightly: "To be specific... I had already thought of this possibility when I learned that the Church of the Nine Pillars was established earlier than the birth of the Silver Crown Dragon.

"——The elves and the giants are undoubtedly hostile. Many pillar gods don't like the Supreme Heaven. So why do the elves still worship the nine pillar gods?"

"The simple reason," Aiwass continued, "is to instill in people a subconscious concept that 'the Nine Pillars are one body'."

“But it is obvious that the Pillar Gods cannot be one. The extraordinary beings in the material world will be opposed because of the conflict of the Tao. The Pillar Gods, who are pure Tao life, must be even more so - even if they may be able to remain peaceful in their attitude, they must have different views on some things. And the firm belief in the correctness of this view is the source of their own power.”

Sherlock said softly: “Because of this, the Pillar Gods can never go hand in hand, and can only compromise relatively.”

“With the Silver Crown Dragon replacing the Supreme Heaven, a new balance was reached. But any balance is shaky... now is no exception.”

“You want to replace the Snake Father? Or the Candle Master? It can't be Heng Wo.”

“I said it all, I want to be an existence above the Pillar God. To be higher than the sky, above everything!”

In the material world, in this world where everything he says must be known, Aiwas finally clearly and frankly stated his purpose: “Devotion and transcendence... I want to take both paths and have both sources.

“——There is only one answer, I want them all! ”

At this moment.

Dream world.

Hengwo, dancing alone, stopped for a moment, then continued dancing.

The difference was that she began to look at Aiwas.

“Hehe…”

Sizhu, who was walking in the forest, raised his head slightly and chuckled with some satisfaction.

“This kid…”

Sha Shiji sneered: “Why not later? It would be great if we were all finished later? "

In front of him was a pill furnace with green smoke coming out. His sleeves were folded together, and it was impossible to tell which hand was on top.

"Finally..."

The Silver Crown Dragon groaned.

His pupils, which were originally as cold as ice, were now slightly red. The active dragon could no longer be seen in the iceberg below him.

And the girl who was sealed in amber with her eyes closed finally ended her sleep.

"Teacher..."

She slowly opened her eyes.

When Amber opened her eyes, the time of the entire material world fell into a complete stagnation.

No one, no god - even the Pillar God - could maintain self-awareness in it.

And after nine seconds, she fell asleep again and slowly closed her eyes.

When Amber fell asleep, time began to pass again.