People in ghost movies, killing people

It's going to be published. If I don't publish it, I won't have a chance.

I was supposed to publish it last week, but I decided to postpone it. I want to post more to repay my friends who have been supporting me.

Some old readers know my situation, which is terrible.

It's been almost half a year since the last chapter of the first book, and there are only more than 80 subscriptions.

And I thought this book would get better, and there was some hope.

But it suddenly collapsed when it was about to be published.

I have been listening to various opinions humbly, and even committed the taboo of revising the article.

Because I really don't want to fail again, I was overwhelmed by anxiety.

And then... hehe.

Recently, a pure cuckold article was criticized and became popular, and various data skyrocketed, and there were even four leaders.

It's true that black and red are red, and a pile of shit can make money.

And those who write well and listen to opinions humbly have all kinds of declines, and can't even eat.

This comparison is really devastating.

In the past, I would say that I was incompetent, but now, I just want to say that the world is wrong.

Perhaps, this is what metaphysics calls "fate".

I won't say anything pitiful.

Now I can only use the goal to motivate myself and find an illusory hope to support me.

I hope the big guys will support me more and I will give more in return.

Don't worry about being abandoned halfway through.

After all, I still hope that the pen name [Xu Tingyu] can have a place in the world in the future.

Let everyone see it and support it without thinking.

One helmsman + 3 updates.

One alliance leader + 15 updates.

One silver + 100 updates.

Never default! If it's too little, increase it!

If the update is not dead, update it to death.

If the average subscription increase reaches the expectation, I will add more updates. The more monthly tickets, the better, and I will also add more.

I hope it won't be too miserable, alas.

Thanks to Baimi and Hetu Music for supporting 100 book coins.

Thanks to Pan Sen, Naiheli, If Time Could Turn Back, Enlil, m Manmao, Flowers and I, Lonely Boy, DJB Xiaoshuai, Cleansing the World from Clear to Turbid, liufeng sada, book friend 054iu, book friend 3764, I Am Me, and the monthly tickets.