Pianpian Does not Grow Up

Ji Pianpian was silent, and Shen Du couldn't see her, just listening to the small sobs, she could already imagine her appearance.

The tender white face must have gone bloody, the round eyes are red, swollen and moist, and the long and curled eyelashes can hold the tears, and they will hold people's hearts as if they will not fall.

Shen Du almost blurted out: I booked a ticket...

He wants to visit her in S city.

Ji Pianpian spoke first: "I can still improve..."

Realizing that she was like a child who was acting like a baby with her parents, she restrained her emotions. Ji Pianpian did not want to be treated as a child, and tried to cheer up.

The discomfort has to be suffered by yourself, no one can help her.

What's the use of such a weak and incompetent appearance besides worrying those who care about her?

Ji Pianpian calmly said, "I will definitely make a lot of progress in this monthly exam."

She felt that she did not do well in the exam because she compared the score line with a big F. If she compares her previous scores, she has improved by leaps and bounds.

Shen Du was still worried: "Take it slow."

Ji Pianpian smiled herself: "Maybe our old class will give me a progress award."

Shen Du's voice also relaxed a little: "Then should I give you a reward, too."

Ji Pianpian: "Yes!"

Shen Du: "Is a piece of sugar enough?"

Ji Pianpian narrowed her mouth: "Stingy."

Shen Du: "Wait."

Ji Pianpian said hurriedly: "No need..."

She didn't really want to be rewarded, she didn't have the face to want it, but just said it would ease the atmosphere.

Shen Du really moved his mind and said, "It will take a while before I can give it to you."

Ji Pianpian: "Hmm..." Reluctant to refuse the second time.

The two chatted for a while, but they didn't mention the monthly exam again.

Ji Pianpian asked Shen Du about his work, what he was doing, and the progress of his project.

She didn't understand most of them, but she wanted to understand, as if it was closer to him.

Shen Du patiently told her, using simple and easy-to-understand examples to make her smile.

Ji Pianpian: "The phone is so small, how can you hold those big games!"

Shen Du: "When the computer was first launched, it was not big."

Ji Pianpian also thought about it: "Yeah, my dad said that when I bought the first TV set back then, neighbors wondered how such a small box could hold so many people."

Before a new thing is born, it is always full of incredible.

Turning the unthinkable into fact is the value of innovation.

After hanging up the phone, Ji Pianpian's mood improved a lot.

The degree of Shen is so powerful.

With such a person in front, she felt infinite power!

The monthly exam results came down.

Ji Pianpian's total score is over 460, which is more than a hundred points higher than half a year ago.

The head teacher was beaming and focused on compliments in the class, as if Ji Pianpian did not take the exam of 460, but the exam of 6.4.

Ma Qixuan was stunned when she heard the score.

She didn't expect...

It turns out that Ji Pianpian is not acting, but really studying hard.

But what can she do to work hard? She has been able to go to an undergraduate school that they may not be able to pass the exam. What is the use of a higher score in the exam?

Ma Qixuan didn't understand, but her attitude towards Ji Pianpian changed.

Regardless of the reason, people who work hard deserve to be respected.

The head teacher not only praised in the class, but also called Ji Pianpian to the office to praise.

He is a harsh temper, and he is a man of rewards and punishments.

If you are good, you must boast.

Ji Pianpian's score is very average in the class ranking, but it is already a huge improvement for herself.

This is good and must be praised.

The head teacher praised for a long time and found that the little girl smiled reluctantly.

Ji Pianpian is more than reluctant, she is suppressing loss.

Four hundred and sixty points, not low.

It is more than 60 points away from the admission score of F big last year.

The progress from three hundred three to four hundred and six is ​​fairly easy.

From four hundred and six to five hundred and three, every point has something to do with it.

And her time is running out.

The head teacher has brought so many students. It seems that people have their own ideas. How can they not understand the emotions of the students. He paused and said: "Don't put too much pressure on yourself. You are already great, very good!"

Ji Pianpian smiled: "Thank you teacher."

It was another weekend, because it was a short break, Ji Pianpian was not in a hurry to go home.

The classmates are gone, and she is still working on the problem alone.

When Fu Xuehui came over, what she saw was the best friend who had lost another half circle.

Miss Fu strode into the classroom and pinched her thin arm: "If you don't eat anymore, everyone will be gone!"

Ji Pianpian looked up blankly.

Fu Xuehui looked at the big eyes on this little face and felt even more distressed: "Bao, you can't do this."

Ji Pianpian pulled her down and said, "Show me this question..."

Fu Xuehui: "..."

I want to scold her, but I can't bear it, I want to feed her, I can't make a fat body in one breath.

Fu Xuehui sighed and sat down to answer her questions.

After finishing a paper, Fu Xuehui glanced at the scores of the roll noodles, and her heart shook.

"How many points did you score on the weekend quiz?"

Ji Pianpian whispered.

Fu Xuehui knew it well, and the total score barely reached 470, which was better than the monthly test, but...

Fu Xuehui paused, still couldn't hold back, and said, "Why don't you go to S big?"

Ji Pianpian didn't say a word.

Fu Xuehui cares more about her growing up, and cares more about her. She couldn't help but said, "Can't Shen Du change the city?"

Fu Xuehui is not an emotional person, what she said was rationally analyzed.

It's not partiality, it's just an objective judgment of this matter and an analysis of the possibility.

"I'm not attacking you, but no matter how hard you work, there is still this little time left, and there is no way to improve that much. There is a limit to human abilities, let alone you, for whom... it is difficult for anyone to do it. of."

What's more, what if you really mentioned the score to 530, this is the lowest score last year, and it is completely unknown whether it will rise this year.

Ji Pianpian did not dare to tell the head teacher that he wanted to take the F major, nor did he dare to tell his classmates that the only reason was that he did not want to listen to frustrating words.

She said that she was going to take the F major, I am afraid that even the upright class teacher would say to her: "Don't hold on to hope."

She doesn't need such words, she wants to rush to the end with this breath.

How could Fu Xuehui not know her temper? If it weren't for her to suffer too much, she wouldn't say this.

"Pianpian," Fu Xuehui said warmly, "I know you want to go to F big and want to fight for yourself, but you have to relax a little. You have a second choice. You can't push yourself so tightly."

Ji Pianpian stared at her fingers, which had become thick calluses from holding a pen, and slowly said, "You have to try."

Fu Xuehui was a little angry: "What's wrong with going to S city? He will graduate immediately..." She said what she was saying.

Ji Pianpian shook her head and didn't let her finish.

"It's good to go to S city, but it's better to go to F."

"But you..."

"What's wrong with me, shouldn't I try to make us better?"

"..."

"It's better for me to go to F University than to S; Shen Du's foundation is in City N, and his major is more suitable for development in City N."

"As long as I get admitted to F major, it is good for both of you. Why should I shrink?"

"Remember what we talked about before?"

Fu Xuehui knew what she said: "Remember."

Ji Pianpian said: "Right, two people who love each other should embrace the world because of each other's existence, not giving up."

She lowered her eyelashes and whispered: "If we can get better together, why don't I work hard?"

He was already standing there waiting for her.

She didn't try to catch up with him, how could she be worthy of his liking.

Fu Xuehui couldn't say anything.

It is not anyone that Ji Pianpian rushes to, but her own future.

Young people have no hesitation.

It is impossible to measure how much rational analysis.

Fu Xuehui took a breath and encouraged her: "Come on!"

She supports her.

She doesn't even understand her, she is so lonely.

After chatting with Fu Xuehui this time, Ji Pianpian could see her heart clearly.

She wants more.

She is more greedy than anyone else.

For this she can only do her best.

Can't stand the short-term pain, how can you qualify to enjoy the future rainbow.

She wants to be more cruel to herself and cut off all retreats.

Ji Pianpian took out his diary and wrote a paragraph on it, a paragraph that made his heart feel like a knife.

It can only be so, it can only be this way.

Four years.

Four long years.

She can't delay him.

After writing this paragraph, Ji Pianpian is not afraid.

Try Harder.

Do everything you can, do your best, and work hard.

Even if she could only do what was written in the diary in the end, she didn't have to regret it.

Ji Pianpian returned home, picked up the phone, closed his eyes, and dialed Shen Du's phone.

This seems to be the first time she called him since she returned to school.

It's not that I don't want to fight, but I don't dare to fight and haven't had time to fight.

He is always faster than her.

Shen Du answered quickly: "Go home?"

"Yeah." Ji Pianpian responded, calling him, "Shen Du."

Shen Du rarely received her call, feeling happy, and didn't stop his mouth too much: "Why, think..." After all, he stopped the car and didn't finish saying ‘I missed me’.

Ji Pianpian: "Yeah."

Shen Du: "!"

Implicitly, through the window paper, they understand each other.

Shen Du was stunned, and he had no intention of doing business.

Ji Pianpian spoke before him: "Can you video?"

What's the video? She acted like a spoiler, and he immediately went to see her.

Well, can't scare her.

Shen Du: "Wait."

Ji Pianpian: "Hmm..."

After a while, Shen Du sent a video request, and Ji Pianpian saw him.

No wonder he has to wait. He doesn't seem to be in the dormitory, but in an unmanned conference room. He is probably busy outside and found a place to video with her.

Ji Pianpian said guiltily: "If you are busy..."

Shen Du looked at the little girl intently and said, "Not busy."

Ji Pianpian's face was slightly hot, and she bit her lower lip habitually.

Having known her for so long, Shen Du found out early.

The little liar bites his lower lip involuntarily when he is nervous, disturbed, or afraid.

The shape of her lips is beautiful, and her slightly touted lip peaks are sweet and lovely. When she bit her lower lip, she will show some white teeth.

"What's the matter?" He couldn't help but feel sorry for her.

Ji Pianpian didn't look at him, but her voice fell, calm and firm: "Before the college entrance examination, we won't be in touch anymore."

When the voice fell, Ji Pianpian was completely empty, and she couldn't distinguish her emotions.

Afraid...cowardly...strong...persistent...

Countless conflicting emotions collided together and tortured her to exhaustion.

I don't know how long it has been.

It's as long as a century, and as short as half a second.

Ji Pianpian heard Shen Du say: "Okay." There is no loss, no doubt, only firm trust and endless tolerance.

The heat surged to the tip of his nose. When Ji Pianpian raised her head to look at him, her eyes couldn't help but flush: "I, I want to fight, I... I don't want to think about you first, I don't want to worry about anything, think... …"

She stumbled, but finally vented the anxiety, depression, and pain of the past few months.

This road is hard enough.

She wants to be simple, and simpler.

Don't think about what it will be like after going through, and don't think about what will happen if you fail, just focus on this moment, only focus on what must be done right now, and then...try your best.

As Shen Du said:

Just listen to every class, do every question well, don’t be afraid of any exams.

——She does what she should do, and is not afraid of the result.

Shen Du looked at her with gentle encouragement in his dark eyes, and his voice was gratified and undisguised like: "It's only two months, I'll be waiting for you."

Ji Pianpian: "!"

Shen Du repeated: "I'll wait for you."

Wait for you to finish the exam, wait for you to grow up, wait for you to make your own choice.

In any case, he does not regret meeting her.

Ji Pianpian looked at him and said firmly: "Wait for me!"

Shen Du: "Yeah."

After hanging up the video call, Ji Pianpian's heart is no longer empty, but full of strength and energy.

She got up and went upstairs to find Ji Heyu.

"elder brother."

"Um?"

"help me!"

Ji Heyu took off his glasses and looked at her: "Do you still have time to beg me?"

Ji Pianpian didn't care about him, and said bluntly: "I want to take the F major."

Ji Heyu raised his eyebrows, unceremoniously: "You can't pass the test."

Ji Pianpian gritted his teeth and said, "How can I know if I don't try!"

Ji Heyu is ruthless: "Don't try, I'm pretty sure."

Although Ji Pianpian was fierce with him every day, but this time it was a rare anger. She stubbornly repeated: "I want to take the F major."

Ji Heyu saw the firmness in her eyes, and couldn't help taking a closer look.

He knows his own girl's temperament better than anyone else.

Looks cute and soft, but in fact he is more stubborn and stubborn. He is a naive ghost who accepts death.

Either don't do it, or you will die to the end.

Even if the head is beaten.

Ji Heyu hadn't seen her so seriously for a long time.

"Why?" Ji Heyu asked her.

Ji Pianpian: "Why do I need to go to a better university?"

Ji Heyu: "You don't care about this."

Ji Pianpian: "I care."

Ji Heyu sneered, but he didn't ask any more, but said coolly, "Let's talk about it, how can I help you."

Ji Pianpian knew that he had gone through a disaster: "Tuition teacher, one-on-one, at night."

Ji Heyu: "Yes."

Ji Pianpian: "I have to bring college entrance examination candidates."

Ji Heyu's eyes slanted at her: "I have taken Tsinghua University to Peking University."

Ji Pianpian breathed a sigh of relief and whispered to him: "Thank you."

Ji Heyu rolled her eyes: "Say some nonsense."

Ji Pianpian went downstairs, Ji Heyu pointed his finger on the book, but his mind drifted away.

Has a stupid girl grow up?

How do you think it's weird?

Isn't it inspirational to be a salted fish for half a lifetime? Why are you so energetic all of a sudden?

Don't be...

Love it prematurely.

Ji Heyu frowned slightly, and hung a sneer on his thin lips: F is big, is there any **** stuff that the girl can't forget?