Pianpian Does not Grow Up

After the text message was sent, Ji Pianpian regretted it.

It's a pity that this era didn't have a later withdrawal function. Of course, it was useless. I saw everything that should be seen.

A sense of frustration was blowing, and Ji Pianpian only felt that she was even more useless.

In addition to crying, in addition to complaining, in addition to regret.

What else can she do?

Why not work hard earlier, earlier, starting from the first year of high school? Why does she have no courage and strength to break through the distance of four years and one thousand kilometers?

why……

Why can't she just say let go when she says let go, and forget when she says forget.

Ji Pianpian didn't want to lose her temper in front of her roommate, so she took her mobile phone and went to the bathroom.

Fortunately, the girls who had been making trouble all night were confused and didn't notice her situation.

Ji Pianpian's fingers trembled, trying to calmly send a message: [I drank too much, please treat it as if you haven't seen it. 】

Shen Du would treat him as if he hadn't seen him, he was best at giving human face.

He will not embarrass her, nor will he approach her.

He does not belong to her.

When the text message was sent, she also received one: [Is it convenient to answer the phone? 】

Ji Pianpian bit her lower lip tightly.

When the phone came in, the phone vibrated in her palm, and it buzzed like her heart beating.

It wasn't until the vibration stopped that Ji Pianpian suddenly recovered.

Shen Du's text message popped in: [Is it inconvenient? Sorry, I can't wait until tomorrow for some things. 】

What...

Can't wait until tomorrow?

Ji Pianpian stared at the phone, as if trying to see the Shendu in the sky through this little thing.

What does he want to say to her.

Comfort her.

Coax her?

She doesn't need it.

He refused to give what she wanted.

Why do you treat her so well.

She is not his sister, not his biological sister, it is unnecessary.

Ji Pianpian felt more uncomfortable the more she thought about it, and the more she thought about it, the more she hated herself.

She typed: [Don’t comfort me...]

It hasn't been sent out yet, Shen Du's messages have been sent one by one:

[You are excellent, the best girl I have ever seen. 】

[I am very happy to see your scores on the college entrance examination. In just four months, you have done things that many people can't even think of. 】

[A university does not represent anything, you have proved yourself with your grades. 】

[Diligence, hard work, and seriousness are the most valuable abilities. 】

After a while, Shen Du said in his heart: [Where do I think you are young, I am afraid you will grow up. 】

The girl's ignorance can't bear the erosion of time.

Despicable adults fear her purity.

Pure liking.

Frankly left.

This is the privilege of a arbitrarily young boy, he doesn't have it.

Ji Pianpian looked at it word by word. She understood all the words in front. It was his usual comforting words. There was only the last one, which she didn't understand.

He thinks she is small, and he is afraid of her growing up.

She doesn't understand.

Ji Pianpian bit the blood on her lower lip, but she didn't notice it, but she trembling with her fingers, dialed the phone number that she remembered with her strength without knowing where she came from.

Shen Du quickly picked up.

Ji Pianpian didn't even breathe.

Until a light sigh came into her ears, in the deep night, Shen Du's voice was like a distant wind, blowing away the dark clouds covering her chest: "Don't deny yourself that way, my little princess."

Ji Pianpian's face blushed, as if there was a small faint current surging in his ears, the numbness slid along the ears to the neck, and fell all the way down to the waist and eyes.

She leaned against the cold brick wall, trying to calm her heartbeat.

What, what.

Will coax people.

Thinking of this, a burst of grievances surged, and Ji Pianpian's nose was sour.

Shen Du's voice came again.

Sometimes, obviously behind the phone, I get closer, because the sound at this time can reach the bottom of my heart.

He almost cut himself open and placed it in front of her.

Let her see a different Ji Pianpian, but also a different Shendu.

In Shen Du's eyes, what is Ji Pianpian like?

Good-looking, well-behaved, serious, well-informed and rational.

She has an enviable beautiful family: her parents love her, her elder brother loves her, and since she was born she has enjoyed the happiness that others could not crave in her entire life.

She grew up in a honeypot, but she did not have arrogance and arrogance, and some were sincere and treated people with good tutoring.

She can enjoy freedom and challenge adversity.

She has the confidence and qualifications to do what she wants to do, and she has the ability and disposition to face difficulties directly.

How could he dislike her.

He just felt that he was not worthy of her.

She was born in a castle, how could he bear to drag her into the market.

These are things that Ji Pianpian had never thought about, and she said from Shen Du's mouth that there was a full sense of distortion.

He... didn't he despise her naivety and treat her as a child.

Shen Du smiled and continued: "Do you know what I am like?"

This is a Shendu that Ji Pianpian does not understand, a reality that will not be told in a fairy tale.

Shen Du was born in an extremely ordinary family, so ordinary hidden among thousands of families.

His parents worked in other places, and he stayed at his hometown with his seriously ill grandfather.

Left-behind children are a tragedy that a generation cannot escape.

Having biological parents, but like an orphan, talking once a week or even a month makes Mom and Dad a symbol of the distance, which can only be remembered in my heart, always reminding myself that he has a home.

Countless children fell at this time, and some people sighed, refused to admit defeat, wanted to go out, wanted to change, wanted to get rid of the separation that they had to face because of money.

Shen Du is like this.

There are three words in his school career: scholarship.

Scholarship, scholarship or scholarship.

He said something that Ji Pianpian could not imagine: "When I got the admission letter from N University, I didn't make up the tuition."

During the summer vacation after graduating from high school, Ji Pianpian traveled to Europe.

After graduating from the same third year of high school, Shen Du worked three jobs a day to make up for the freshman tuition.

This is the gap between them, not just time and space, but a more real and cruel distance than this.

Speaking of these, to Shen Du, it is tantamount to revealing a layer of skin.

Under the shiny surface, there is a muddy and mess.

He didn't want to say.

But he must tell her.

He has a responsibility to let her know: he is not so good, and how good she is.

There was a clinking sound.

Ji Pianpian returned to her senses, and found that the phone's battery level was only 3%.

"Shen Du!"

"Um."

"I……"

The broken phone that I can't use is turned off.

Ji Pianpian had a numb scalp and immediately rushed out of the bathroom to find a charger.

Something more suffocating happened.

The dormitory building is out of power!

Yes……

After 12:30, the whole building will be powered off, and no calls will come until 5 o'clock tomorrow morning.

Ji Pianpian looked at the sleeping roommates, she couldn't use her cell phone to borrow.

The dormitory was also locked, and she could not get out.

At such a critical time, the phone is dead, Shendu...

Ji Pianpian fell on the bed, confused.

In the previous call for nearly an hour, Shen Du was all talking about it. She was so surprised that she could only listen.

Everything is different from what she thought, too different.

It has nothing to do with Shen Du's past.

She just didn't expect that Shendu, so excellent, so powerful, and almost unattainable to her, would have such a... such fragile side.

how could be.

What he said only proves that he is better!

How can the large lotus blooming in the lotus pond compare to a snow lotus on the cold mountain peak?

Where can the former know the suffering of the latter?

It is precisely this grind to come out, it is rare in the world.

How could he belittle himself like that?

He is better than anyone else!

He is the best person she has ever met!

She...she is the one who doesn't want to drag him down.

Ji Pianpian wanted to rush out of the dormitory now, rush to him, and tell him... tell him...

Yes.

Why didn't she tell him in person.

She wants to tell him in person!

The blind tone from the microphone made Shen Du stunned.

She hung up the phone.

Don't want to listen anymore.

A burst of heart-wrenching pain hit, Shen Du leaned back on the sofa and pulled the corners of his mouth.

The clock passed twelve o'clock.

Reality tears apart illusion.

The magic of the witch has failed.

Ok...

all good.

Shen Du stayed up all night, and when the doorbell rang in the morning, he was shocked to realize that it was dawn.

Leaning on the sofa for a few hours, his neck was stiff, his legs were numb, the phone slipped from his fingertips, and he was lying alone on the floor.

Shen Du picked up the phone, grabbed the messy black hair, got up to open the door.

It's less than six o'clock.

Who will come here so early?

Shen Du thought of the people in the studio. When he opened the door and saw the panting girl, he was startled.

The sky of late autumn has been immersed in the long dark night, at 5:50, everything around is still gray, and the sun has not yet risen.

But the girl in front of her eyes is full of light, it is the light that illuminates all the haze.

She looked up at him, bit her delicate lower lip, and said in confusion: "The phone ran out of power last night, and the dormitory was also powered off. I..."

Too late to recharge, can't wait to call, just want to come over and see him, hurry, and tell him again.

Tell him what?

tell him……

Ji Pianpian remembered that she went to N City alone a few months ago. She wanted to see Shen Du, and wanted to tell him in person, tell him...

The sentence that was late, and could not be said, finally came out.

"Shen Du, I like you!"

Shen Du lowered his eyelashes, staring at her intently: "Ji Pianpian."

Ji Pianpian clenched her lower lip: "Yeah."

Shen Du's voice trembling softly: "You are still young, and you don't understand many things. When you grow up, you will know what I said..."

The reality is cruel, and he doesn't want her to regret it in the future.

Ji Pianpian interrupted him and looked into his eyes: "Then don't let me grow up!"

Shen Du was stunned.

Ji Pianpian said word by word, poking to the deepest part of his soul: "If I grow up I will become dislike you, then I would rather never grow up!"

Is the like limited time?

If you don't experience time, why should you deny her intentions?

The seventeen-year-old Ji Pianpian likes Shen Du, and she still likes him at the age of eighteen.

Twenty-seven, thirty-seven, forty-seven...

She will always like him.

There are no fairy tales in the world?

some.

All fairy tales are written stroke by stroke.