Please answer Naruto

I originally wanted to code words, but I sat frozen in front of the computer for a long time, but the plot was not handled well, so I didn’t want to rush it. Once I sent it, I couldn’t take it back. Speaking of recent updates, it is indeed miserable.

I used to update once a day, and I would take leave from time to time, but I said I would make up for it, and it lasted almost half a year. It’s not something to be proud of, but I don’t think it’s something to be ashamed of. Some people don’t like realistic plots, and that’s okay. I think seriously, if I just write down what I think is good, then I can explain it. Of course, if I think it's okay, some people will think it's not okay, so that's another story.

At this point in writing this book, I really wanted to write it well. It is followed by a relatively long realistic plot. I can predict that some readers will stop reading. A small number of people will leave a comment like "What the hell are you writing about?" before leaving. It doesn't matter. It was originally written like this. You have considered one thing many times, the causes and consequences, the bottom line of reasons, and decided to do it. If someone asks you and says that you don’t understand you, you don’t need to explain at this time. The mental barrier is very strong. Keep doing it. Just go down.

Then briefly explain why the recent update has stopped working. Wasn’t it a problem before? Hmm... If you think it's an excuse or a lie, I can't do anything, just take a look. The number of words has increased, and there are more factors that need to be considered together, which takes more time than before; probably, I play through the scenes in each chapter in my mind, and I need to concentrate. And it has to be coherent, otherwise the state will be broken.

Well, I have the impression that someone said that it would be better to write a little and think a little between classes. To be honest, it is not possible. It is difficult to calm down and do math problems just after running and playing ball. This example can probably be applied. You have ten minutes free every hour during the day, and you have ten minutes to think about it. In the end, you have more than a hundred minutes, which is incomparable... For me, the effect of coding time together and separately is very different. I don’t think that a chapter of 2,000 words can be completed by writing a few hundred words in an hour, then studying and working, and then repeating the previous process when you are free.

Then it takes me two hours on average to write 2,000 words, which is quite slow. It doesn’t matter during the holidays, but when I get to school, especially this time... I have a lot of things on my mind, and I need to focus before I start, and put my emotions into the book. , the details of the new volume are not sorted out, and if you pull one hair, your whole body may be affected, so it is really difficult to write, and I don’t dare to do it.

This kind of intermittent updates really does no good. It can only make me more disconnected from the plot, because I have to study and work during the day, and my mind is occupied by other things. I don’t have time to think about the plot. Thinking about it for ten minutes and half an hour is not very useful. I don’t just keep my head down in silence every day, stay away from the crowd, stay in the dormitory, and live in a small world yiroyiro (Japanese).

In addition, you can see the loss of subscriptions, no one watching, and loss of popularity. I don’t mean that I have a legitimate reason to keep these. I can avoid being trolled. I haven’t updated. These are all things that should be done. It may be even worse in the future, all data is lost, and there is very little money... I think it should be fine. I am not a full-time employee. I know that I will consider resuming updates in the future. I am a little anxious now. This is very uncomfortable. Okay, when I finish writing it later, I will at least be able to comfort myself.

In the end, I just typed the above to tell people who really want to hear and are willing to listen. The rest doesn't matter. Everyone just passes it by on the Internet. If you take it seriously, you will lose.