Please Don’t Give Up on Me

Such a quiet and tearful Qi Yue made Zhao Tianxin a little unbearable, she couldn't help but stretched out her hand: "Qi..."

Qi Yue turned his head away, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears.

After a while, she turned her head back, her face was already calm. As for whether she is really calm or pretending to be calm, only she knows.

Qi Yue raised his eyes to Zhao Tianxin: "How did Chen Chong's head hurt?"

"Gunshot wound." Zhao Tianxin's eyes darkened, "If it weren't for Team Lin, he might have been unable to come back."

Qi Yue:! ! !

Zhao Tianxin sighed: "It is lucky to be able to meet a responsible captain like Lin Jing..."

Qi Yue frowned fiercely: "What happened to them inside?"

Zhao Tianxin shook his head: "I don't know the specific situation. I was worried about Chen Chong's injury before, and I didn't ask for the details. But I heard that the situation was really dangerous at the time. If it weren't for Lin Jing's decision, the entire Falcon might have Fold it over there. For the specific process, you should ask Shan Shijun and Yu Hai."

Qi Yue: "Well, I planned to find them too."

Zhao Tianxin: "But they are now following the search and rescue team every day, leaving early and returning late. I am afraid it is not easy to find someone, or you can wait until the search and rescue team stops searching... I'm sorry, I didn't mean that."

Zhao Tianxin immediately realized that she had said the wrong thing.

Qi Yue shook his head: "I understand..."

In fact, both she and Zhao Tianxin knew that the golden search and rescue time was 72 hours, and the search and rescue of more than 72 hours was considered humanitarian. Generally, if no one is found after ten days, the search and rescue mission will be terminated.

After a long time, Qi Yue whispered again: "I just regret it..."

Zhao Tianxin: "What do you regret?"

Qi Yue lowered his eyes: "I breathed with him before, but I haven't been able to say a word to him before he left."

Zhao Tianxin: "You can't be blamed. You were ill at that time, and people were burnt in a daze..."

Qi Yue shook his head slightly: "Not at that time, but even before...Lin Jing turned to come to me. This is the first time he has opened up his heart and wants to make things clear to me."

Zhao Tianxin suddenly remembered: "You said he was looking for you after he came out of the confinement room? I remember watching him waiting outside the quarantine area for a whole day and night, but at last Teacher Su couldn't stand it, so he let him in..."

Qi Yue nodded, a pain flashed in her eyes: "Guess, what was the last thing I said to Lin Jing?"

Zhao Tianxin: "...what is it?"

Qi Yue hooked the corner of her mouth, her eyes full of bleakness: "Lin Jing... don't make me feel sick."

Zhao Tianxin was dumb.

Qi Yue: "If I knew...I wouldn't..."

Qi Yue suddenly bit her lower lip and couldn't speak anymore.

Zhao Tianxin couldn't help but stretched out his hand and patted Qi Yue's hand lightly: "Don't think about it so much. There must be a way for someone as strong as him to get out. Moreover, the search and rescue team has been searching in a large area for a few days. I didn't find it...found...so he must be alive."

She originally wanted to say ‘the body was not found’, but considering Qi Yue’s emotions, she did not dare to say those two words after all.

Qi Yue nodded a little tiredly: "Well, I accept your auspicious words..."

****

The search and rescue team's search range has been expanded to the entire territory of Livia, from south to north, all theaters and non-theaters have been swept away by them. However, Lin Jing was nowhere to be found.

He just disappeared from the world.

Until Qi Yue was able to get out of bed and start working, there was still no news about Lin Jing.

The search and rescue operation ended on the tenth day.

Qi Yue knocked on the door of Shan Shijun and Yu Hai's dormitory on the night of the reappointment.

Yu Hai was not in the dormitory, Shan Shijun opened the door.

Qi Yue had never dealt with this reticent sniper.

Shan Shijun and her looked at each other in silence for two seconds, and even said first: "Actually, I am going to find you."

As soon as Qi Yue saw Lin Jing's teammates, her mood was ups and downs, and her eyes turned red.

Shan Shijun: "Wait a minute."

He turned back to the room, and found a white envelope from the drawer of the desk.

Qi Yue's heartbeat stopped for a moment, she stared at the thing in his hand, her eyes were like staring at a poisonous snake...

Shan Shijun handed the envelope to Qi Yue: "This is what the captain wants to give you."

The white color of the envelope is very dazzling. It says ‘Zhi Qiyue’ in beautiful italics. It is indeed Lin Jing's font.

"What are you doing for me?! He's not dead yet!"

Qi Yue's reaction was very strong, and she yelled back at Shan Shijun almost without hesitation. The moment she saw it, she understood what it was. She had long heard that members of their special operations team would leave a suicide note in advance every time they set out on a mission. It is said that this is a rule.

Shan Shijun was silent for a moment: "Then I... let's take care of it for you."

Qi Yue was so angry that tears burst out: "Shan Shijun, what do you mean by making it clear? What happened to you that day? Why did Lin Jing stay alone?! Are you not a sniper? Isn’t the sniper’s mission to cover the retreat of his comrades?"

Qi Yue was anxious and scared in her heart, feeling anxious, and asked all the questions in her heart in one breath.

Shan Shijun's face sank: "Calm down, don't be so loud... Everyone has been working hard all day before just falling asleep."

His calmness made Qi Yue even more uncomfortable. She turned her head, wiped the tears on her face, took a deep breath, and barely suppressed the anger on her chest: "Lin Jing is still missing, you let me calm down? How can you calm down?! Shan Shijun, you are Isn't it cold-blooded? Now this time, you actually broke this with me!"

Shan Shijun's face became more and more gloomy, and he sighed almost inaudibly, "Let's talk in another place."

***

The two walked along the date palm grove all the way to the observation deck.

Qi Yue instantly remembered that he had had an argument with Lin Jing here before.

She still remembered that at that time... he was still talking to her coldly a second ago, but seeing her fall down the stairs, he almost used his body as her pad without hesitation. He has always been like this, saying the word of rejection one second before, but he could block the deadly bullet for her without blinking the next second.

She didn't understand before, and she hated Lin Jing's volatility, which was hot and cold.

But now she understands.

He was afraid that she would experience the pain of losing beloved relatives and friends, and he was afraid that he could not make promises, so he preferred to say nothing. Even if it is ridiculously stubborn.

He finally understood that he didn't dare to show forbearance, the kind of entanglement that would push her out at the expense of hurting the enemy one thousand and eight hundred. But at the same time, he couldn't completely leave her alone. So this kind of entanglement, this kind of self-abuse, became capricious in her eyes.

Now, Qi Yue actually experienced the pain of cutting the skin and biting the bones. When she was in a different place, her current sense of powerlessness was exactly the same as when Lin Jing looked at her on the sick bed and couldn't do anything.

It's just that the price of this understanding seems to be too great.

Along the way, Qi Yue saw eyes full of memories.

Inadvertently, the past of her and Lin Jing has spread all over the camp. Those hours that she had cared about or didn't care about were infinitely magnified at this moment, like an old movie, played back frame by frame in her mind.

Too torture.

Qi Yue followed Shan Shijun onto the observation deck: "What are you going to tell me?"

Shan Shijun: "Don't you want to know what happened that day? I'll tell you exactly now."

Lin Jing's original plan was for Chen Chong to explode to attract firepower, Shan Shijun was responsible for interfering and leading the man, and Yu Hai protected Lin Jing from sneaking in. As a result, when they arrived at Gazi's base, they found that the number of enemy troops was three times more than what the intelligence said. So they could only adjust their tactics, let Chen Chong and Yu Hai disperse the enemy's firepower, and Lin Jing sneaked in to steal the research report.

However, even so, the disparity between ourselves and the enemy is indeed too great. Although they are all elites out of a million and the best soldiers, they still can't stand being surrounded and attacked by the enemy. In order to hold down most of the enemies and take time for Lin's competition, Chen Chong almost detonated several explosive spots at close range in a suicidal manner, and he was also seriously injured.

And Lin Jing, who went to the center of the base, used one to pick a hundred, forcibly, with a flesh and blood body. After the bullets on his body were used up, he grabbed the opponent’s firearm and continued to use it. After the opponent’s firearm was also used up, he directly used cold weapons to fight the opponent...

Shan Shijun, who has always been a cold-faced tough guy and never exposed his emotions, said here, his eyes turned red, and he gritted his teeth every word: "If the person who entered to steal the research report was not the captain, it is estimated that he would have died alive. After the team leader got the research report, he could have gotten away directly. However, at that time, learning that Chen Chong had been shot in the head and was unconscious, the team leader turned back and carried him out..."

Shan Shijun: "The captain once said...he would never let Qi Xiang's tragedy happen again..."

Qi Yue was silent for a long time: "...he did it."

Shan Shijun nodded: "But within this period of time, the enemy called for reinforcements. In order for us to bring the research report back smoothly, he decided to stay by himself and block the enemy who was pursuing..."

Lin Jing has always valued love and righteousness, and it is understandable that he tried his best to protect his comrades-in-arms Zhouquan. It is understandable intellectually, but totally unacceptable emotionally.

Qi Yue was quiet for a moment, suddenly as if she couldn't bear it, and suddenly grabbed Shan Shijun by the front: "Yes, the situation was critical at the time, but how could you leave him alone!? He is not your captain. At the moment of life and death, you just leave him like this and leave. What is the difference between letting him go to death? Don’t talk to me about this set of orders and not orders! The truth is that'will be out, your life will not be affected', You know better than me!"

Who would have thought that Shan Shijun seemed to have been stabbed by her words, and suddenly broke out and shouted at her back: "If there is a choice, do you think we are willing to leave the captain and go away by ourselves?! At that time, Chong Zi We are seriously injured and not awake, lives hanging by a thread. Only I and Yu Haineng study the report to bring it back. We have more important tasks, and we are burdened with so many lives in the medical camp."

Shan Shijun paused and stared at Qi Yue with red eyes: "The captain told us that no matter what the cost, we must send the research report to the medical team. If we stay, not only may the entire army be wiped out. , I wasted Chen Chong’s sacrifice and failed Team Lin’s hard work! Who do you think is all for?"

When he talked about it later, he was already hoarse.

Although the sky was dim, Qi Yue clearly saw a line of tears, quietly rolling down the red eyes of this tough guy who had always been taciturn.

It was midsummer at this time, but the evening breeze passing by, inexplicably made Qi Yue feel a deep chill.

She let go of Shan Shijun with a sullen expression, leaning on the stone wall with one hand, and slowly squatting down.

The woman's sobbing spread in the wind, stern and desperate. Anyone who hears it can't help but follow the heartbreak.