Please let go, I am not your boyfriend

The past sometimes flies, and sometimes stops

“Is there any chance for us to meet again?”

The voice wandered in the dark corridor.

“I will stay here for a few more days.” Lu Li did not answer directly.

“Well, then I’m leaving. Good night, Lu Li.” Li Xingruo’s faint little canine teeth showed.

Then, she turned around and walked into the dark entrance.

The old voice-activated lights in the corridor flickered on and off.

The smile on Li Xingruo’s face slowly faded.

She took out the key and opened the door, “I’m back.”

No one responded to her.

No one came to welcome her with a room full of lights.

Li Xingruo groped the wall with his fingers, and then pressed the switch.

The room lit up.

But it doesn’t seem to be lit.

The joy brought by the wanton indulgence in the square has disappeared.

Exhausted and sleepy, she fell heavily on the bed.

She looked at the ceiling with both eyes, and gradually lost her mind.

She was once used to this loneliness.

Just like she can tolerate darkness.

But now, she has seen the sun.I have seen the warmth in the sun and experienced the happiness in the sun.

However, she never imagined that the darkness after the sun had set would strike so violently.

She was a little out of breath.

That’s right, the cloth strips haven’t been removed yet.

Not long after, she habitually wanted to put the cloth in her hand into the locker in the bathroom, but stopped.

Holding a strip of cloth in her hand, she slowly walked towards the sink.

She looked at herself in the mirror, and her mind was filled with the words Lu Li said.

“It’s never other people’s eyes that care about your appearance, but yourself.”

This is what he casually said to himself during lunch.

But she remembered it in her heart.

She slowly touched herself in the mirror with her hand, and a trace of determination gradually appeared on her face.

Then, she threw the cloth strip in her hand into the trash can.

She went back to the bedroom and lay on the bed with her eyes closed, but she couldn’t fall asleep no matter what.

The phone’s text message alert sounded.

It rang twice in a row.

Li Xingruo opened his eyes, and wanted to pick up his phone to see if it was a new part-time translator.

But suddenly remembered that today is the 21st.

Yes… the day when he gave himself money.

So she closed her eyes again.

And at this moment, the phone’s SMS notification sound rang again.

“Three times?” Li Xingruo murmured to himself, then opened his eyes, and held the phone in front of him.

The sudden light on the screen caused her eyes to narrow slightly.

The first one is the SMS of the bank’s balance change.

[Your bank card ending in 9810 remitted 1.28 million, and the current balance is:

.67 yuan]

The second one is a text message sent by the person marked as “him”.

There are only four short words and one punctuation mark.

[The money has passed. 】

Li Xingruo suddenly became irritable for some reason.

This was the first time in 14 years that she was annoyed by “his” text messages.

Or, from a physiological point of view, it was because her father was irritable.

However, she would never admit that it was her father from any angle other than the biological angle.

She has never seen her father since she was 5 years old.

Not even during Chinese New Year.

Her mother always said that her father was busy outside, earning money for them.

When she was seven years old, her parents divorced.

Even when she got divorced, her father didn’t come home.

Her mother didn’t remarry, and her father didn’t cheat. The two divorced peacefully.

Her mother said that she would remarry when her father came home and did not go out.

Since then, she has helped take care of the housework and run the house together with her mother.

She actually wanted to tell her father that she just wanted to have more company.

But never.

When she was in college, her mother gave her a bank card.

Her mother said that this was the money her father sent them every month.

never stopped.

And her mother didn’t move a penny.

She also didn’t move a penny.

And her father still sends money to Kari every month.

She originally thought that she could live a good life and be good alone.

She also met a sister who enlightened her.

At that time, they also rented a house together.

However, after renting for half a year, her sister left.

At that time, her sister said to her, “Xingruo, I think you are too kind to me. I can’t bear it. You have to take care of what you eat every day, and you have to take care of whether you make a quilt in the morning. I’m only one month younger than you, and I can take care of myself. I think it’s better for us to distance ourselves a little bit.”

From then on, she realized that because of her strength over the years, it seemed that there was something wrong with her.

She yearns to be cared for.

But she also crazily wants to care for people younger than herself.

These are two very contradictory feelings.

But it happened to blend perfectly with her.

That’s why she wanted to call Lu Li that way today.

She had developed a good impression of Lu Li more than once today.

However, she never called Lu Li her boyfriend.

I didn’t even think about it.

Because, Lu Li is older than himself.

In terms of age.

She never asked about Lu Li’s age.

There is no need to ask.

Lu Li’s temperament cannot be cultivated overnight.

What’s more, he is still so tall.

So, she enjoyed the care Lu Li gave her.

Perhaps… this is father’s love like a mountain, right?

She opened the third text message.

[Your daily rental boyfriend order has been completed, please choose whether to pay. 】

She opened the app, paid for it, received a five-star review, but her fingers stayed on the rental option.

However, it only stayed for a moment.

She shook her head with a smile, and closed the app.

The reason why memories are beautiful is largely because they are memories.

Experience is enough, isn’t it?

There was a sweet smile on the corner of her mouth, sleepiness dispelled the darkness, and attacked her body.

“Thank you, Lu Li.” She murmured to herself.

At this moment, the phone rang again.

It’s just that this time, it’s the ringtone.

She took a look, it was her vice president.

“Hello? Vice President? What’s the matter?” There was some doubt in her sleepy voice.

“Xingruo, youCan you discuss it with your boyfriend, his dean won’t let him go. You can find a way to communicate with him, as long as you can trick him over…ah no, as long as you can let him follow me to study in graduate school, you can talk about anything. Although he is only a sophomore this year, one level lower than you, I can help him apply for a skipping grade and graduate early, so that you can still study together. Hey? Xingruo, are you listening? ”

All the drowsiness that came up just now faded away, and the faint light on the phone, like the scorching sun, dispelled all of Li Xingruo’s darkness.

Li Xingruo smiled happily.

very happy.

“Alright Dean, let me try to talk to him.”

“Well, I’m sorry to trouble you.”

Li Xingruo hung up the phone and rolled around on the bed hugging the quilt.

What did her dean just say?

Lu Li is a sophomore this year!

That’s not to say…

younger than her!

Li Xingruo suddenly stopped rolling, and the smooth little canine teeth reflected the light on the phone screen.

She opened the app.

This time, her movements were very proficient.

ps1: Not tonight, good night.

ps2: I will try my best to guarantee that I will never get stuck again.