Portable Space: Red Age of Rebirth

Perhaps, there is a forbidden place buried in the deepest part of everyone's heart that cannot be easily touched. And Ya'er is no exception. Every time he inadvertently touches that forbidden place, a feeling that goes deep into the bones will arise in the deepest part of his heart.

Loneliness.

Of course, this is not to say that the life in the orphanage is so cruel and desolate. It even made Du Xuanjin, who grew up in the orphanage in her previous life, feel fear in her soul.

In fact, although life in the orphanage is not as happy as those children who cling to their parents and enjoy their parents' careful advice and care. But Du Xuanjin always remembers what the old dean often said, people must learn to cherish blessings, and the orphanage

Children who can at least have enough food and clothing, and can go to junior high school with peace of mind, are much happier than those who are covered by tiles and don't have enough to eat.

What really makes Du Xuanjin dare not look directly is that the life in the orphanage and the sympathetic gaze of everyone have brought to her the loneliness that has been integrated into her bones and the deepest self-esteem that has been hidden.

Children of the poor start their own families early, while children who grow up in orphanages are more mature. At a young age, when the caregivers are too busy, they learn to dress and feed themselves, learn to help take care of the younger ones, and learn to express themselves

The most well-behaved side, learning to please the caregivers and aunties.[

There were no beatings or abuses in the orphanage, but what those children who had returned home feared most was not that, but indifference and neglect. The children in the orphanage were all precocious, and their little hearts already understood what an orphan was. Therefore, the caregiver

A little attention from the aunt can make those children a little more happy.

Because they all know that just because of the favor of the nurse aunt, they may be able to get an extra piece of candy or a new piece of clothing that doesn’t fit very well. And the next time someone goes to the orphanage to adopt a child,

The nurse aunt will probably take care of them. Maybe they will be like other children, with a father and mother and a small but warm home.

Du Xuanjin in her previous life was suspected to be precocious and smart. It was because of that intelligence and precociousness that Du Xuanjin, who understood her physical condition at a young age, completely let go of her deepest hidden desires and understood earlier that she had to rely on herself to carry everything.

Game limited.

As the saying goes, the most wisdom will inevitably lead to injury. Du Xuanjin in her previous life was also smart and precocious, and her mind was more delicate and sensitive. Rather than happily receiving the gifts for the children in the orphanage from uncles and aunts who were full of pity and sympathy,

New clothes and a new schoolbag, the young Du Xuanjin would rather wear the old clothes that the nurse aunt had mended over and over again.

Children are sensitive, and pity and sympathy are not what children who grow up in welfare institutions need.

Therefore, after graduating from the previous life, Du Xuanjin would rather transfer one-third of her salary directly to the account of the welfare home each month, and give the gifts she bought for her children directly to the dean every time. She did not have the courage to face those problems head-on.

Child. She was afraid that the expression on her face at that time was also full of pity and sympathy. For sensitive children who grew up in orphanages, pity was stinging.

Therefore, Ya'er clearly knew that the old men in her family went back to the orphanage in the suburbs every month to help out, but she never mentioned going there together to take a look. It wasn't that she didn't want to, it was just that she didn't dare to do it, which was similar to the feeling of being close to home, and she subconsciously avoided it.

Unexpectedly, today I heard the words "Children's Welfare Home" from the old director's mouth again.

When Ya'er returned home in the evening, she could no longer tell anything from her expression. However, the Eight Immortals table against the wall in the living room was full of things, including boxes of fruits, moon cakes and

The two boxes of drinks were all given as Mid-Autumn Festival gifts from Du Haoxuan and his company.

"Ya'er, Uncle Zhang has brought all the apples and pears distributed by your school to our house. Where are yours? I didn't give them to you!" Wang Dajiang was curious when he saw Ya'er coming back empty-handed. Who doesn't know?

The old man and the old lady were all eagerly waiting to taste the gift of Ya'er's move back home.

"Yes, Ya'er? Grandpa just said he wanted us to help you move back!"

Ya'er's originally depressed mood was suddenly shaken, "I left the things for my three roommates!" After school started, Ya'er rarely went back to the dormitory and was not very familiar with the three roommates. Moreover,

The three roommates were all sent by their work units to study. They were many years older than Ya'er. There seemed to be a generation gap and their relationship was not close enough. Ya'er also took this opportunity to become friendly with neighbors.

"You should do this!" Grandpa Du and the others were not like Tu Ya'er. "People often say that we miss our loved ones more during the festive season. Eating a mooncake during the Mid-Autumn Festival is also a thought!"

Guo Xiaohai and the others couldn't help but feel sore in their hearts. No matter how much they missed their loved ones, they would rather eat sesame seed cakes than moon cakes!

Suddenly, Guo Xiaohai's eyes lit up, and he looked around between Ya'er and Zhang Zeyuan, who was sitting on the bed playing with his son, "Ya'er, I just heard from Uncle Zhang that you are going to a nursing home and a children's welfare home for free clinics on weekends?"

No, just bring all the mooncakes and fruits at home!"

The fruits and mooncakes under the Eight Immortals table are not only the welfare of Wang Dajiang and his company, but also brought by the neighbors who celebrated the Mid-Autumn Festival in advance during the day. Distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors. The old man and old ladies at home have done a good job in diplomacy.

There is a lively fight with the neighbors in several surrounding alleys. Many people eat from the Du family's vegetable garden all year round, and they always have to express their gratitude during the holidays.

Therefore, when the brothers saw those mooncakes, they became worried and quickly brought them with them. They would be injured from eating the hard mooncakes!

The old ladies live a frugal life, and the hard mooncakes can be delivered from the beginning of August to the end of the year, and in the end they will all end up in the stomachs of people like them who have good teeth and good mouths.

Ya'er had just opened a pack of mooncakes and broke them into four halves, revealing the green silk roses inside. Hearing Guo Xiaohai's suggestion, his expression froze, and he suddenly didn't know what he was feeling! He didn't know whether he should mock the previous generation Du Xuanjin for being ridiculous.

Sensitivity and low self-esteem, we should face up to the good intentions that everyone has in their hearts, which may not be pure.[

Unexpectedly, Grandpa Du couldn't help scolding Guo Xiaohai, "Fuck you! You have two dollars in your waist, and you start to be extremely poor. You! How did you say that just now! Do you really want to treat the elderly in the nursing home and the welfare home?"

If your child has that kind of heart, he will correct his attitude, bring gifts and visit others generously."

Fortunately, Grandpa Du knew that Guo Xiaohai was just speaking from his heart, so he didn't go online. After being scolded, Guo Xiaohai didn't care and asked with a smile, "Grandpa, do you mean that you often go to the nursing home to see the latest of the wealthy girl Tiancheng?

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"I just go over and take a look sometimes!" Speaking of this, Grandpa Du didn't hide it. At their age, they are open-minded and transparent about the world, and they are most sympathetic to the poor and weak.

"There are a group of lonely old people in the nursing home who have no children. Sometimes I go over to play chess with them, chat and so on! The children's welfare home is far away, and grandpa doesn't dare to go in. A group of children stare at it with hopeful eyes.

You, it makes people sad to stare at you. But the half-acre vegetable garden behind the orphanage was planted with our help! If you just plant some vegetables or something, you can improve the food..."

Guo Xiaohai and the others chased several old men to inquire about nursing homes and children's welfare homes. In the past few years, none of them noticed the private actions of the old men.

No one noticed that Ya'er, who had broken off a small piece of mooncake, quietly left her seat at some point and only appeared at the dinner table during dinner.

That night, a few words from Grandpa Du loosened the knot in Ya'er's heart, but Ya'er also knew in her heart that the only way to untie the knot was to return to the children's welfare home!

Saturday morning soon arrived, which happened to be the day before the Mid-Autumn Festival.

When Ya'er hurried to the door of the department with her medical box on her back, even though it was not yet the designated time, two shuttle buses from the affiliated hospitals were already parked there! Compared with those loving condolences and donations that seek fame and reputation, perhaps this attention is the most valuable.

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"Why are you here?" Before Ya'er had time to say hello to her godfather Zhang Zeyuan, she first saw Zhao Weihong, who was dressed like an angel in white and became even more charming because of her newlyweds, with a seductive aura of uniform.

Zhao Weihong, who had not yet shown her pregnancy, finally stopped running towards Ya'er under Ya'er's angry look, and happily waved to Ya'er, "I knew you would be here too!"

Before the two of them had finished exchanging their feelings, the team leader had already taken the list and was about to group them up! Today, the nursing home and the children's welfare home were working together, so they were divided into two groups. Each resident doctor from the affiliated hospital was paired with a top student from the graduate department of the medical school.

Educational and educational.

"...Comrade Zhao Weihong and classmate Du Xuanjin are also going to the Children's Welfare Home!"

Zhao Weihong finally heard their names and immediately dragged Ya'er into the car, "Let me tell you, Professor Zhang is our team leader. I applied to Professor Zhang yesterday to be assigned to a group with you!"

There was someone in the court who was easy to do. On the bus bound for the children's welfare home in the suburbs of Beijing, Zhao Weihong was clearly showing off his enthusiasm. Ya'er smiled helplessly. Fortunately, he had calculated enough to get into the carriage of eleven people. Apart from himself and

Except for Zhao Weihong, who is obviously a newbie, everyone else is clearly a business backbone based on their age.

Ya'er also understood a little bit the reason why she and Zhao Weihong were arranged in a group. It is estimated that the other people really went to take care of their health, and they were there to coax the children!

However, the shuttle bus was driving on a remote road, and the small bungalow car repair shop on the side of the road was opposite the breakfast shop where the proprietress once stuffed two big meat buns for her. Ya'er originally thought that those memories would be vague, but she suddenly discovered

Every detail of the welfare home in my previous life has been engraved deep in my memory like a black and white movie.

Even though Zhao Weihong's smile could brighten people's hearts and talk, Ya'er's mood was still a little heavier because of those memories.

Ya'er touched her steady and strong beating heart, and seemed to be able to vaguely feel the dull pain buried in the deepest part of her soul. In fact, nearly one-fifth of the children in the orphanage suffer from some kind of disease or disease.

He is disabled. Although he doesn't want to admit it, maybe this is the fundamental willingness of those children or the former Du Xuanjin to be abandoned.

"Xuanjin, what kind of parents do you think would abandon their children so cruelly?" Perhaps Zhao Weihong's heart softened as she was about to become a mother, and she suddenly asked.

"Yes, what kind of parents would cruelly abandon their children!" Ya'er murmured in a low voice. Du Xuanjin in her previous life had never found the answer to this question.

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