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Chapter 88, Chapter 89: I Won't Stop (Part 2)
The world in Hao's eyes is really completely separate from others.
As he continued to use the Haotian Mirror, there was no difference in color in his sight. The whole world was gray, no, not even gray. All the colors had been stripped away from his world. At the same time, Hao basically also
Confirm, people, or the existence of life, are really extremely complex things. Emotional feedback is not only determined based on experience, memory, hormones in the body, etc., but also based on perception.
Decide.
With the loss of color, Hao was in a state of emotional deprivation every day, similar to a certain case he had heard of, which seemed to be called depression. Before, he did not understand people who suffered from this disease. It is said that
They don't want to do anything, not even want to live. In Hao's opinion, this is completely nonsense. People have to live, right? It's not like they don't even want to live, right? How could there be such a ridiculous thing?
But now Hao knows that there really is such a thing as depression. There are really people who are unwilling to do anything, even to live. No, rather than saying unwilling, it would be more appropriate to say indifferent. What are they?
It doesn't matter, neither living nor not living, they have lost interest in everything. In fact, they have no problem with their minds, they can think, and they know something is wrong with them, but they cannot control this state of losing interest in everything.
.
Hao is similar to this, but his condition is much more complicated. He is deprived of various things by his distorted state. As the number of times he uses the Haotian Mirror and the duration continues, the more things he is deprived of.
So far, he has been deprived of almost all color concepts, as well as the color concepts in his memory. He has also been deprived of the concepts of cold and heat, some of the concepts of pain, and most of the taste.
concept.
In fact, Hao is not sure whether he has been deprived of the concept of emotions, because this is a kind of self-isolated evidence. As long as his concept is deleted, then he can only confirm himself from the perspective of a third party.
However, when it comes to such a tired and idealistic level of emotion, how can others know how he feels?
Every day, Hao will recall his past in the palace in his mind, especially the past with Aiyi. Every bit and every bit, even if it hurts beyond measure, everything will be recalled, because compared to this pain, he is more
He was afraid that his memory and his past would be deprived of him by this twisted state. This was simply a more terrifying thing than killing him. He didn't want...he definitely didn't want to forget Ai Yi and the past!
After this period of sleeping, Hao explored the information in this distorted state, and summarized this distorted state. Currently, he has come to several conclusions about this distorted state.
First, the distorted state will present "real" vision. This vision is not real vision in the magical sense, nor is it the detection of concealment or invisibility, but the distortion of all things to present reality, such as Hao
I saw a yacon growing on a snow-capped mountain. In the eyes of others, this fruit was crystal clear, watery and very beautiful. However, in Hao's eyes, this yacon showed some philosophy and
logic
Firstly, it carries the mischievousness of life, secondly, the cold stubbornness, and then the smell of decay from birth to the end. Although it is very light, this smell of decay is like the most unpleasant disgusting smell, even if it is just a little bit.
They all made Hao stay away from them, and this was the taste that every life carried, including himself. The distorted state would make everything appear true in this way. This should not be seen by life.
visual status.
Second, the distorted state will deprive the holder of the will, memory, reason, concepts, etc. This is stripping away from the source. If it is not compared with a third party watching, the person being stripped will not even know that he has ever had it.
These things, for example, Hao doesn't know if many of his memories or detailed concepts have been erased. He can only recall and record diaries every day, and at the same time communicate with
He even suspected that one day everything about him would be erased, including his own existence. By then, I'm afraid there would be no trace of his existence in the world, including
It has been like this before, now, and in the future. Others may not even have memories of him. That is real elimination, an elimination from the root that is even more exaggerated than death.
Third, the distorted state will also manifest and disappear some things out of thin air. This does not pay attention to logic, science, or magic at all. For example, Hao often has some organs appearing strangely somewhere in his body, such as eyes, mouth, etc.
Ears, or some incredible organs, or indescribable organs, these organs will appear out of thin air, and then disappear out of thin air, or even
Haodu doesn't know what organs he should have and what organs he shouldn't have. Is he still the original him now, or is he who has organs disappearing and reappearing all the time is the real him? And in this twisted state,
Appearance and disappearance are not limited to himself. When he woke up one morning, he held an apple in his hand, and then the apple disappeared without knowing it.
It was just an apple. The most horrifying time was when he touched a hard object on his hand while he was sleeping. When he opened his eyes, he saw a icosahedron, which should not be represented in three dimensions at all.
It is something that is represented by the spatial structure. As he saw this 23-hedron, almost in an instant, everything about him began to collapse, from his material body, to his memory, to his cognition.
Everything began to collapse, he disappeared at this moment, and then when he woke up, the icosahedron had disappeared, and he who should not have existed appeared intact, as if everything before was a dream, but Hao
He knew that this was not a dream, because he had gained part of the knowledge of the 23-hedron, a very strange and indescribable knowledge that was simply not what this world should have.
Finally, the distorted state will confuse his time, which is chaos in the literal sense. Inadvertently, perhaps several hours have passed around him, or he may feel that half a day has passed, but in fact not even a few minutes have passed.
None. The most strange thing is that the people around him did not change their speed because of this. Hao did not seem to be watching slow motion or fast motion.
It felt like the time he experienced seemed to be unchanged, so Hao didn't know whether his time had really increased or whether it was some kind of perceptual illusion in his distorted state. If it was true, then why did the people around him not
There was no change. If it was just a perception illusion, then why did he actually do what he could only do if the time was extended several times?
These are the situations Hao summarized about the twisted state, and today, he discovered another characteristic of the twisted state, which is the ability to "see" destiny.
Just today, he "saw" the fate of their team. At the beginning of their destiny, extraordinary people from all races discovered their traces, and then a spiritual powerhouse descended. This spiritual powerhouse possessed a great divine skill.
It is stored for it by beings at the peak level of ordinary saints. It is very powerful. The most important thing is that after using this great magic, the saint will temporarily focus his attention here.
As a result, fate has branched out into different branches. Hao tried to use strategies to divert the attention of this spirit and lead it elsewhere. The future of this fate will increase the luck of their small team. Later, in this land of 100,000
Amidst the mountains, misfortunes turned into good fortune, and they happened to encounter the only valley plain in the mountains.
, there is geothermal heat rising here, and the surrounding mountains form a barrier to block the cold wind. It is like spring all year round, with a large number of plants and animals, as well as lakes with melted mountain snow, and the land is fertile land made of volcanic ash. In addition, it is far away from the outside world.
, and there are no worries from all races, so the team can rest and recuperate here.
In this fate, they rested and recuperated for decades. During this period, Hao also personally led the team to leave the mountain several times. Each time, he secretly brought in humans from the outside world, or they were companions who were lost during the great transfer.
The number is small, or they are indigenous primitive people
Decades later, Hao had a population of nearly one million. Drawing on his previous successful experience in the Forbidden Land, Hao slowly began to advance in technology, especially using Yang Lie's Warrior model as a template to create a simplified mecha.
, and also created a simplified version of the jump device.
The luck gradually increased. As the eternal night came to an end, this luck was not blocked by all races. It was exposed between heaven and earth. The holy throne descended directly and completely razed the valley to the ground. Hao also died here.
…
The Wheel of Fortune begins again. This time Hao tries his best. Even though his current physique has been destroyed by distortion and will no longer be as strong as before, he still relies on the power of Haotian Mirror and the team, Zhi, Yang Lie, Jiao Nan
They fought hard to kill this soul of all races, and avoided the great magic move, but this also exposed his whereabouts
, even in the eternal night, the holy throne, the high-level holy throne, the innate holy throne, and the old gods of the past all descended, and they all wanted to capture him alive in order to dig out the various secrets and legacy of the great lord.
Therefore, a war broke out in these hundreds of thousands of mountains, turning the entire Infinite Mountains into plains and lowlands, and Hao and his team also died here...
At the beginning of the replay of the Wheel of Fortune, Hao neither killed the souls of the ten thousand races, nor exposed his whereabouts, and even forcibly prevented the races from entering the valley. However, the accumulation of luck was not transferred by his will, and this team avoided it.
When danger comes, luck will come. Even if Hao has deliberately avoided those blessings, opportunities, and blessed places in the middle of the journey, his luck is still so bad. In the third year of wandering around, there are several in the team.
Babies with great luck arrive, and all of them are talented. They can walk in almost 30 days and talk in 90 days. However, with their birth, a great disaster befalls the team, and in the end no one is able to speak.
After dying in the disaster, even the foot man died without being resurrected. In the end, only Hao was left hiding with these children. Hao also died in the pursuit of thousands of people. As for this
He didn't see the fate of these children...
The wheel of fortune begins again, the wheel of fortune begins again, the wheel of fortune begins again...
People around were surprised to see Hao's hair change from black to gray, from gray to white, and then from white to black again. His image also changed from young to old, to old, and then back to youth again, as if in the blink of an eye he became
It went through several reincarnations like this.
After a long time, Hao's condition stabilized. His eyes were still dull and his face was expressionless. He just looked at the people in front of him silently. Then he said to Zhi: "Zhi, it's time..."
Zhi was stunned for a moment, then he laughed in relief and said, "Really? I just didn't expect it to happen so soon."
"...You can regret it. If you go with the foot man, you can die a few more times at most, and you can also make sacrifices to offset this part of your luck. Although you are one of the few people in the team with cyan quality luck, you are not
Irreplaceable..." Hao lowered his eyes and said lightly, but there was an inexplicable meaning in this indifference, as if regret, as if nostalgia, as if reluctant to let the banquet end...
"No, I have already made this decision after you told me the truth before, and I also clearly told you my answer."
Zhi turned around and walked towards the big team. As he walked, he said: "That's enough. No matter how strong a person is, his heart is as hard as steel. In the despair of everything being lost and everything shattered, he will probably collapse.
, God, your spirit has crossed the category of human beings. I can't do it... I'm not afraid.
Let me tell you, you can also laugh at my weakness. Every day, as long as I close my eyes, I can see my wife and several of my children. They are smiling at me in the wine shop. Then all races come, and I
I can’t forget it. My youngest child was only a few years old, and he died in my arms on the last step..."
Zhi's voice sounded like crying and laughing, and he looked like he was going crazy. Suddenly, he turned around and looked at Hao, then bowed deeply to Hao and said: "I can't stop your decision and actions, but I also want to tell you, God
, you have taken a dead end road that is so difficult that there is no hope. You will wander on the edge of hell over and over again, and you will lose your companions and friends over and over again.
, your comrades-in-arms, and even your relatives and loved ones are pushed into this hell. Until their bones fill the pit of hell, you can step on their bones until they reach the sky... You will be slandering,
If you are confused and struggling with resentment, you will never be able to have the most sincere feelings for you. Even so, will you still go on?"
Hao stared at Zhi with dull eyes. For a long time, Hao recalled all the memories of the past in Hao's mind, Mu's, Li's, friends', Ziya's, the big lord's, and...Ai Yi's.
, they all looked at the beautiful human city and smiled, everyone smiled so brightly, and the human
The city is the most glorious and beautiful place, a collection of all goodness and beauty. He especially remembers Prime Minister Ziya crying when he looked at the prosperity of the forbidden land. He especially remembers that flower viewing time. He especially remembers the day he married Ai Yi.
He especially remembered the great lord standing in the air, looking at this peaceful and prosperous forbidden land and smiling...
"I... once I stop, the sacrifices of my companions, the sacrifices of the great lord, Ziya, and Ai, all will be in vain. I will not stop, even if I walk in the sea of hell fire,
I will continue walking. As long as I don’t stop, the will of my partners will always be alive, so..."
Zhi smiled, looked around, and suddenly grabbed a handful of snow from the ground, then clasped his fists at Hao and said, "I brewed a lot of fine wine, but now I ran out of wine. It's a pity. God
, No, it’s time to call you the name of your tribe. I remember when you were just making wine, you accidentally mentioned that your grandfather, the patriarch, had named you, and it was your name.
The combination with the clan name, but you want to change your name after finding the human city. Now is the time, Hao, the human city is not destroyed. You are a hero. This sacrifice also includes yourself. I have a hunch, always
One day, you will put yourself on this scale and use it as your final trump card, so you...are the city of humanity!"
"If you don't have wine at this time, just use snow instead of wine. Hao, keep going and never stop. I am a coward. Coming here is my limit. I am eager to see my wife and husband as soon as possible.
My child, please forgive me for not being able to accompany you to the end, but if there is a spirit in heaven, I will definitely stand behind you, no, stand at your feet, turn into bones and stand on tiptoe to hold up your dreams, the city of humanity, Hao...
Don’t stop!”
Zhi drank the wind and snow in one gulp, then he laughed, turned around and walked towards the team. Then he ordered the soldiers and civilians in the team who were most dissatisfied with Hao, and then called a few footmen, and then
He turned around and walked towards the back of the team.
Hao watched infatuatedly. When Zhi led everyone into the snow, he grabbed a handful of snow from the ground and drank it all in one gulp. It tasted like soju and hurt his throat...
"Farewell, Zhi."
"From today on, I am no longer Tian, my name is Hao, and I... am the city of humanity!"
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