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Apollos felt that he was really going to see a mental illness. From the time he took a short vacation 300,000 years ago to today, he felt that his mind was getting worse and worse, his dreams became more and more realistic, and reality became more and more unreal.

He always feels that the whole world is not right, even if it is just cooking noodles in the refrigerator, he feels that the whole thing is not right, and he is going crazy.

In the past two days, Apollos became more and more frightened. He couldn't tell what the source of this fear was. It was obviously a very peaceful and tranquil daily life, but it made him full of fear of everything, so much so that he didn't even want to go home.

I didn't even dare to go out, I didn't even dare to go to the living room, I could only stay in the bedroom and tremble.

Something was wrong. This was his biggest source of fear. He was filled with this unknown fear of everything around him.

For this reason, Apollos did not have a good way to deal with it, because this kind of mental fear became more and more intense. Even if his body did not show any disease, this strong mental oppression also made him lose weight.

, and his mind became more and more unstable. Although he did not regard the walls as flesh walls and chopsticks as tentacles like in Cthulhu, he became more and more afraid of everything around him. Even looking at the clock would make him nervous.

He was shaking all over.

Apollos also tried to save himself. He searched for various articles on the Internet about the signs of mental illness and self-help methods. Yes, he believed that he was still not mentally ill because he was still afraid of all this and could reasonably recognize it.

There was no threat at all, so he could only be considered mentally ill, not already mentally ill. He felt that he could still be saved.

Then various self-rescue methods, including meditation, memory, logical analysis, and even math problems, had no effect on him. He was still trying to do whatever he wanted, but there was one small thing that made him completely determined, and that was to go to a professional mental hospital.

information, or actually go see a doctor.

One of the times he saved himself was to count numbers and then memorize them silently to test his mental state in the simplest way. As a result... he actually memorized the numbers into one, two, and three silently.

...It wasn't until he counted to thirty that he suddenly came to his senses, and then he felt chills all over his body.

At this moment, he was actually like the mental patient in the movie, reading the numbers into illogical one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, which really scared him.

The next day, that is, one hundred and sixty-four hours after he recited the numbers silently, he finally came out of his bedroom, tidied and washed himself, put on what he thought was the most appropriate dress, and finally

He left his safe house and headed towards the largest and most formal mental hospital.

This mental hospital is said to be opened by the government, but many large business groups have invested in it. Apollos did not pay too much attention to this in the past, because mental illness is meaningless to an ordinary social animal. He has to care about it.

There are too many things, such as his own marriage problems. For someone like him who is already three years old, not getting married is simply a tragedy, especially when people on the Internet who are more than 40,000 years old are showing off their affection.

, he really felt that he was very sad.

But this time he had a mental problem. After checking the most detailed information, he confirmed that this mental hospital was definitely not simple. He even believed in the government shady theory on the Internet, because who had ever seen the use of the most elite special forces

Guards, and even builds a mental hospital with bunkers and missiles?

Why had he never noticed anything wrong with this mental hospital before?

Apollos submitted his identity certificate at the entrance of the mental hospital, and then briefly explained the reason for his arrival when questioned by a serious soldier. The question was very complicated. He first slapped the soldier twice, and then

The six-syllable password was found in the soldier's wail, and then the soldier hit his nose with his forehead...

In short, after completing this reasonable process, Apollos got a used light rail ticket that was torn into one third, and then entered the mental hospital.

Apollos' plan today is very simple. He wants to check his body and then evaluate his mental state. Of course, he plans to disguise part of his illness. After all, he just wants to cure his mental illness, not really.

Check yourself into this mental hospital.

After walking in from the entrance, Apollos walked into a long corridor with severely mentally ill patients on both sides.

Along the way, Apollos was looking at the mental patients on both sides. Obviously, the layout of this mental hospital is very reasonable. The most serious, violent, and terrifying mental patients are detained at the entrance, and then after passing through this long corridor

, is the cafeteria, then the toilets, and then there is the doctor’s office, and then there is the inpatient department for mild mental patients. This is obviously a very reasonable hospital layout.

Just seeing this, Apollos nodded slightly, and then he walked in this long corridor. He wanted to pass quickly, because after all, here are all real mental patients, the kind of existence that is not human in spirit.

, he didn’t plan to stay with them for long.

As soon as he entered the corridor, Apollos heard all kinds of crazy words uttered by the mentally ill people imprisoned on both sides of the corridor. It was a kind of crazy talk that he had no idea what he was talking about. It was not nonsense.

Because nonsense can be understood, at most

I don’t believe it, but these crazy words are different. They are terrifying things that make people want to beat something or tear them apart. If you have to describe it, it is probably similar to using the sharp part of a pair of scissors to cut a piece apart.

It feels like rubbing hard back and forth on the glass.

The sound here can make normal people roar. Apollos had the same reaction at first. He even wanted to cover his ears and run through this corridor quickly, but after he stepped into this corridor, his walking speed

But it gradually slowed down.

Inexplicably, listening to the crazy words of the mental patients on both sides, he actually felt some peace at this moment.

Since the vacation, the fear that had become more and more serious at this moment actually slowly relaxed, so that he instinctively wanted to stay in this corridor for more time, so his walking speed became slower and slower, and

He began to listen carefully to the words of these most serious lunatics.

At this moment, Apollos once again thought of the Cthulhu series of books. The old gods, alien gods, etc. in them, their mere existence is enough to distort the human soul and spirit. Some pictures, some characters, and some words can be created.

A lunatic. At this moment, he suddenly felt as if he had become like this, because he felt that the words of these mental patients who did not know their meaning could actually make him feel at peace?

(I may be really on the verge of becoming a psychopath, why? What did I do?)

Apollos thought about all this. Logically speaking, he should feel very scared, but after listening to these words, his heart gradually became peaceful and peaceful. This contrast made him feel uncomfortable and wanted to vomit.

"One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine..."

"Rabbit is so cute. He lifts his ears and cuts his artery..."

"One plus one does equal two, so what the hell are the two extra apples on my hand!!!"

"I proved that the mass-energy equation is correct, absolutely absolutely correct..."

Apollos listened to these illogical words, which were not the wails of normal people communicating at all, but inexplicably, he understood the meaning of these words, and then, he heard a sentence and a strong slam on the door.

The sound of impact.

"Oh my god, hahaha, you're finally here. Sure enough, this is the safest place. You didn't lie to me. What's the next step? What's the next step?"

The moment he heard this sound, Apollos felt a roar in his head, and his whole body trembled, as if he was about to faint at any time, but the next moment he stood firm again, and continued without looking back.

As I walked forward, it seemed as if nothing had changed, only the voice behind me seemed to be howling miserably.

"Don't go, don't go, take me with you..."

"I have made contributions to the collective, I have shed blood for the collective, I want to leave, I want to leave..."

The sound became more and more miserable, and Apollos continued to move forward steadily. Gradually, the sound could no longer be heard, and he heard a "normal" wailing sound in front of him.