President’s Contract Wife
Chapter 127 Messy Heart
Muzixi's heart was suddenly very chaotic, as if there was a wild beast in his heart, rushing around, unable to find an exit, Muzixi really wanted to scream fiercely, and shout out the resentment in his heart.
After getting off the ground, she walked back and forth on the carpet with bare feet, she had no sleep, she really wanted to go back, back to City A, she wanted to see the current Lin Nuofan with her own eyes.
Seeing that the dinner was ready, Cheng Haotian gently pushed open the door, but saw Muzixi walking back and forth restlessly, he asked strangely: "were you sleeping just now? What's the matter?"
"I want to go back to City A, and I want to go back now. My heart feels like it's on fire. I feel so uncomfortable." Muzixi said, covering her chest.
This move frightened Cheng Haotian, he walked up to Muzixi in a few steps, looked at Muzixi's face with some worry: "what's the matter? This is, why is it so pale? Is it uncomfortable?" Cheng Haotian couldn't hide the worry in his eyes.
Muzixi doesn't seem to know the man in front of him very well. Cheng Haotian, who has always been as high as a king, has anxious eyes. Is this him?
Muzixi stared at Cheng Haotian suspiciously, Cheng Haotian frowned and asked, "Why are you looking at me like this?"
Muzixi hurriedly lowered her head and shook her head: "No, I just feel that you are different from usual... just a little strange."
Recently, she has been feeling strange because of his behavior...
"I'll call Qiu Wanqing and ask him to come over and show you." Cheng Haotian said, going to the study to get the phone.
Muzixi stopped Cheng Haotian: "No, I'm just very anxious. It may be a normal reaction of a pregnant woman. I want to go for a walk, is that okay?"
Cheng Haotian looked at Muzixi's earnest eyes, his face was glowing red, he could only step back: "Okay, you can go for a walk, or I will accompany you."
Muzixi just wants to think about some things seriously, so naturally he doesn't want Cheng Haotian to be by his side.
Cheng Haotian saw her hesitation, turned around and walked out of the bedroom door without saying anything.
After a while, Nancy knocked on the door and came in, and said, "Miss Zixi, I heard from my husband that you want to go out for a walk, why don't you have something to eat first, and I'll go for a walk with you, is that okay?"
Nancy is just like her friend, Muzixi nodded, it's much more comfortable than being with Cheng Haotian.
After a few mouthfuls of food, Muzixi was about to push away the plate in front of her, Cheng Haotian said coldly: "Eat some more, your appetite can't nourish my child at all."
When Muzixi first heard Cheng Haotian asking him to eat more, he was slightly moved, but he was poured cold water by the last sentence...
Muzixi shook his head: "I can't eat anymore, I'll throw up if I eat again, I'll eat again when I come back later, Nancy, let's go."
Nancy is ready to go out with Muzixi for a walk...
Cheng Haotian watched Muzixi and Nancy go farther and farther, he suddenly felt a little tired. Throwing himself on the big bed, he suddenly felt a pain under his neck, and he touched a mobile phone. It belongs to Muzixi.
He turned on Muzixi's cell phone and looked at the call log. The one on the top was actually Lin Nuofan? !
He seemed to understand immediately why Muzixi felt irritable and frantically wanted to leave here. All the reasons were because of Lin Nuofan's phone call!
Don't you treat her badly? Why, why are you still like this, wanting to escape from your side in a panic? !
Cheng Haotian sat up, and threw the mobile phone on the wall fiercely, and the mobile phone was scattered all over the ground.
As if not enjoying himself, Cheng Haotian stood up, took a pack of cigarettes, stood on the balcony, looked at the direction of the creek in the distance, he really wanted to run to Muzixi and ask her, What else can I do?
But he suppressed his anger and suppressed all the questions he wanted to ask.
Lighting up a cigarette, Cheng Haotian sat slumped on the wicker chair on the balcony, looking at the darkness in the distance, once again, felt his own powerlessness...
It was still the same creek, Muzixi took off his shoes, and put his feet in the cold water. Before the moon rose, there were many stars shining in the sky, like diamonds sprinkled by God on the blue velvet cloth.
Looking at Muzixi's unhappy expression, Nan Xi asked, "Miss Zixi, you are very unhappy, what's the matter?"
"I used to have a very good older brother who treated me very well. He cared about my life and would bring me delicious food. When he saw me taking care of my seriously ill father, he always tried to find a way to help me. I save a lot of money and he is in almost every corner of my life."
"Later, I encountered a catastrophe in my life. I couldn't escape. Because of my father's high medical expenses, I could only give in and let him bully me. But, for some reason, this person stabbed me in my heart quietly. roots."
"The relationship between us is just a relationship between a master and a lover. I still don't dare to expect him to love me. That is a very distant luxury. Nancy, do you know what a luxury is? For example, I only have one dollar. But I want to buy that one million bag, can I buy a one million bag? No."
"He did a lot of things to hurt me. He thought I didn't want the fetus in my womb, and he was with me forcibly. The child was gone. I hated him, but he imprisoned me in order to make me stop hating him. I I didn't even see my father for the last time, so I committed suicide." At this point, Muzixi showed the scar on his wrist, and Nan Xi saw a white mark.
Nancy knew that Muzixi just wanted someone to talk to, so she didn't interrupt, but silently stayed by Muzixi's side, listening to her stories about him and him.
"This incident made me see him. I was so scared that I couldn't breathe on my own, so he let me go. At this time, I didn't expect that the big brother came to me. We are equal. It gave me the strength to support and gave me a lot of courage. I almost thought I loved him. We even held a wedding, but the wedding was forcibly canceled before I said I would."
"You know? The feeling of a group of men in black blocking the door of your wedding and forcibly pulling away the man you are going to spend your whole life with? It's heartbreaking pain. I thought I was close to happiness, I thought I could From now on, I will live happily with a man who can take care of me."
"Now, here I am, pregnant, and I just got a call from him coming out of prison. My heart is in a mess. He doesn't know that I'm pregnant, but I don't know how to tell him the fact. I don't know what to do. Tell him, I seem to be fascinated by that man again..." This was the thing she struggled with the most.
Perhaps Lin Nuofan could accept the physical betrayal, and she could also forgive herself.
But what about the betrayal of the heart? She was already unfair to Lin Nuofan, it was cruel enough. She must never hurt him again. She can only accept her fate.
"My heart is in a mess here. I don't want to see Cheng Haotian, but I don't want to see that big brother either. I want to hide. I want to disappear from this world. I can hide anywhere, as long as I With children, it doesn't matter who they are." Muzixi suddenly wanted to escape from this world...
Run away from her heart that seems to be split in two, run away from Cheng Haotian, the man who makes her struggle and contradict frequently, and run away from the big brother who makes her feel guilty... guilty and even willing to use various methods to make up for it, Lin Nuo Where...
All these things have been stuffy in Muzixi's heart. She has no friends, and no one will listen to her story so quietly. She keeps everything in her heart deeply. If she doesn't say it , Muzixi is afraid that he will be driven crazy by himself.
"Miss Zixi, I know, you told me so much, you really treated me as a friend, so I am very happy to hear you say so much, but, we are all arranged by God for the future, we You can't resist, you can only go on step by step, although the husband is a little cruel, a little domineering, a little unreasonable, but we can all see that he cares about you." Nan Xi heard Muzixi finished speaking, and then Open your mouth to comfort.
Muzixi was taken aback by her words...
"Does he care about me? Why don't I think that he seems to care about the fetus in my womb, not me." Muzixi unconsciously put his hand on his lower abdomen again, unable to tell from the bottom of his eyes the loss of...
"There is a saying in China that it is not the true face of Lushan Mountain, but because I am in this mountain. I have heard this poem before, and I think it is very good. Later, someone told me the meaning of this poem. I think, the reason why you can't see Mr. Sincerely, it is probably because you have been shielded by your anger, so in your eyes, you cannot see Mr.
"Is that so?" Muzixi was a little puzzled by what Nancy said.
"At least from our point of view, we have seen it, Miss Zixi. Sometimes, for some things, God not only gave us eyes, but also gave us hearts. That is to say, we have to see through our hearts, you know?" Nancy seems to have become Cheng Haotian's lobbyist.
The two of them didn't talk anymore, and the moon slowly rose, and the moonlight also blocked the light of many stars.
As soon as the cool night wind blew, Muzixi gradually calmed down after talking to Nancy. Yes, everything was arranged by God. All we can do now is to obey God's arrangement.
Now that I have a child in my womb, what else is more important to me than this child?
Muzixi pinned all her hopes on this fetus who didn't know whether it was male or female.
The night was getting colder, and Nan Xi felt the coolness gradually coming from her body. She helped Muzixi stand up, and walked back slowly together.
On the balcony, Cheng Haotian was still smoking non-stop. In a short time, a pack of cigarettes was almost exhausted. The ashtray was full of cigarette butts.
When Muzixi returned to the bedroom, Cheng Haotian had calmed down the doubts and anger in his heart.
Muzixi saw that her mobile phone was broken into pieces and scattered on the ground, she looked at Cheng Haotian in disbelief, and pointed to the pieces on the ground, she didn't speak, but looked at Cheng Haotian with questioning eyes.
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