President’s Contract Wife
Chapter 32 Hopeless Life
Muzixi found that they were already standing at the door of a ward. Muzixi nodded, and the nurse left.
Muzixi took a deep breath, turned the handle slightly, and walked in.
Mu Lingfeng was sleeping, and Mu Zixi felt that his father seemed to have aged a lot, the cheekbones on his already thin face had protruded high, and his chin had become much sharper, and he had lost weight again after only a few days of seeing each other .
She suddenly felt that as long as she could reduce his pain a little, she felt that everything she had experienced had a little value.
Even though he treats her badly, he is her only relative.
Her mother abandoned her and left the family when she was very young. Her father was the only one she depended on since she was a child. Even though her father always beat and scolded her, he paid for her elementary school and junior high school tuition fees. And she knew that she herself was his oil bottle, and he vented everything on her when his mother abandoned him, and he was actually innocent, everything was her own fault, she, No one is to blame.
Muzixi was like this, standing at the door all the time, looking at Mu Lingfeng, just because it was almost never before that she looked at her father so peacefully.
Sensing someone coming in but not making a sound, Mu Lingfeng lazily opened his eyelids.
Seeing that it was Muzixi who came in, his dull eyes immediately became brighter. He wanted to struggle to sit up. Seeing this, Muzixi hurried to Mu Lingfeng's bed and helped him to sit up. A pillow was placed on his back to make him more comfortable.
Mu Lingfeng grabbed Muzixi's arm with a stick-like arm, looked at Muzixi and asked, "Are you rich?" The desire in his eyes was like a juicer Same, Muzixi was almost squeezed dry.
Muzixi's heart seemed to be torn open by him all of a sudden. At this moment, gusts of biting cold wind were pouring into her heart non-stop, and then spread to the whole bone marrow. But she just smiled sadly, but her body trembled involuntarily, she was really hypocritical, right?
Mingming just thought about it, as long as he can bear less pain, she can do anything, but when he regards her as a tool to make money, her heart will still be like a knife.
"Are you rich or not?" Seeing Muzixi's expression, Mu Lingfeng became anxious, his voice increased a few decibels, and the hand holding Muzixi also increased his strength, his voice was full of anxiety , and even the taste of scolding. "I have just been admitted to such a luxurious hospital! I just enjoyed a few days of blessings, don't tell me! I will run out of money so soon!"
A person who doesn't know how to care about others, always only thinks about himself, when he gets terminally ill again, he only has the idea of wanting to live, and he doesn't think about anything anymore.
Muzixi took a breath, held back the tears that were about to burst into his eyes, and uttered two syllables from his throat with all his strength: "Don't worry. I just came to see you, not to pick you up, you will be here lived here for a long time."
Hearing this sentence, Mu Lingfeng's brows gradually relaxed, and he let go of Muzixi, and leaned against the pillow behind him, without even looking at Muzixi, muttering Said: "Fortunately, fortunately, it's not in vain that I didn't sell you at the beginning. Only then can I enjoy such a blessing one day."
Muzixi has heard these words more than once, but this time, these words are like a sharp knife, mercilessly splitting Muzixi from the top of her head, tearing her soul apart crack. Her father, her only father, only cared about whether he enjoyed the blessings, but never cared about how she got the money, and didn't even ask.
Her heart is really cold and cold.
But she didn't say anything, nothing could be more sad than heartbreak. Her heart is completely dead.
"As long as you live well, I will leave after I confirm that the medical expenses are paid, and you take good care of your illness..." Even though he was unfeeling to her, what she said was still full of worry.
"Don't worry, if I stay here all the time, I will definitely live a good life. I will definitely stay in such a good ward for a while, how could I be willing to die..." In Mu Lingfeng's eyes, there was already He couldn't see Muzixi either, but looked greedily and comfortably at all the furnishings in this luxurious room.
She couldn't bear it anymore, the only family member she had had no trace of her in her eyes.
She seemed to be an existence that no one needed. Such a cruel reality made her cover her mouth and run out of the ward. Mu Lingfeng didn't react at all, as if she hadn't been here just now.
Muzixi closed the door of the ward and leaned against the wall of the corridor. The coldness penetrated into her body little by little. She felt that she could no longer support the weight of her whole body, and slowly slid down the wall.
Memories began to envelop her like a big net from the beginning to the end: there was a song that sang "a child without a mother is like a grass", so the little Muzixi is simply not as good as duckweed, in her memory In the village, he only had a father who would go home and beat people after drinking.
For such a small Muzixi, the only thing she feels about her father is fear. She still remembers the scene of countless times when her father was drunk, picking up something in his hand and smashing it at herself, or a wine bottle , or a chair, and she couldn't even run, so she could only hug her legs and curl up in the corner of the wall. She even felt that maybe Mu Lingfeng beat her to death and she was relieved.
But her fate still continued amid tears and scars. When she grew up, at the age when girls had strong self-esteem, the scars on her body often trampled her remaining self-esteem to pieces repeatedly at night.
When she grows up a bit, she can finally stay in the dormitory of the school. Therefore, in order to avoid the cruel Mu Lingfeng, she would rather stay in the dormitory of the school alone. Every time she watched her roommate count the days to go home with her fingers, she could only imagine whether there would be a harbor for herself to linger in the future.
This kind of life continued until Mu Lingfeng fell ill. Even if she was full of hatred and fear towards him, he was still her father and the only relative in the world, so Mu Zixi took Mu Lingfeng to her side take care of.
However, Mu Lingfeng, who was already ill-tempered, became more like a sensitive beast after his illness. The worry about the treatment cost and the torment of the illness made him try to vent all the dissatisfaction in his heart on Muzixi, so, For Muzixi, the hospital is like a place where landmines may be stepped on at any time, she has to come, but she has no way of predicting which step will step on landmines, so she can only take every step Cautiously, he looked at Mu Lingfeng's wink and acted nervously.
'It's not in vain that I didn't sell you back then. Mu Lingfeng's words were still in her ears, Muzixi closed her eyes in pain, but Mu Lingfeng's words pierced her eardrums as hard as a sharp needle, she covered her ears in horror, With one hand inserted into his hair, he pressed his head that was about to explode.
In the past, she was like a scourge with teeth and claws. As long as Muzixi recalled a little, he could open his bloody mouth and swallow her, so that she would never turn over again.
nurture? take care of? Muzixi felt as if he had heard the funniest joke in the world.
Muzixi shook her head vigorously, trying to get rid of this nightmare. She took a deep breath, slowly stood up from the ground, wiped away the tears that had started to flow wantonly on her face, and straightened out the just Grabbing her messy hair, she walked towards the hospital entrance.
Haven't seen Muzixi for a few days? Lin Nuofan looked at the phone calendar in his hand distractedly. Since Muzixi ran away from her three days ago, she seemed to have evaporated from her own world! He couldn't find anyone, even the phone, either there was no answer or the phone was turned off. For a moment, Lin Nuofan wondered whether Muzixi would never have any intersection with his life again.
This thought made him feel terrified, and even made him feel suffocated! It was also at that moment that Lin Nuofan realized that he could no longer lose Muzixi unconsciously. Not only did he fall in love with her, he couldn't live in a world without her at all. panicked him.
Lin Nuofan had to admit that he was completely attracted by this girl. He fell in love with her strength, her optimism and cheerfulness, and even the confusion and fragility in her eyes that were often suppressed by force. She is so beautiful! Just like an angel, unfortunately, this angel has suffered too much in the world, and tasted too many tears and bitterness.
He wants to protect her, he wants to be her safe haven! Lin Nuofan has already decided that the next time he sees Muzixi, he must tell her how he feels about her.
If he wants to catch her, he must be braver. The emotion that is already overflowing can't be hidden anymore. He doesn't want to be a big brother who is only by her side, but a big brother who wants to be her reliance Her safe haven for men.
But where is she? Lin Nuofan has searched all the places she might go to in the past three days, including the hospital, her former home, school and even every place she used to work, but there is no Muzixi, Lin Nuofan's frustrated hands into his own hair.
Muzixi, where are you? Show up soon, okay, I still have a lot to say to you!
At this moment, he was guarding the door of a rich man's hospital.
He came here because the ambulance that came to pick up Mu Lingfeng that day had the sign of Huiyao Hospital.
However, he wasn't sure if Mu Lingfeng was really here, so he could only wait at the door.
He hoped that God would not let him miss this time, he really wanted to find her!
Just when he was scratching his head and fidgeting, he suddenly saw a luxury car parked in front of the hospital. It was not the car that Muzixi had been in, so he didn't look carefully.
However, when he looked back again, he suddenly discovered that the figure that had already walked towards the inside of the hospital was whoever it was if it wasn't Muzixi! At this time, she was facing him sideways, but she was wearing this gorgeous coat, which made him flinch suddenly.
She changed, her clothes changed, and she became expensive, which made him take a step back subconsciously.
Is she still the Muzixi he knew? He hesitated. He was obviously waiting for her footsteps, but he couldn't move at this moment.
His eyes were fixed on Muzixi, but his heart was full of doubts.
Until he looked at Muzixi, before entering the electronic gate of the hospital, the fear and doubts in his eyes about everything she was facing now, staring at her still thin figure, he could see the despair in her eyes .
At that moment, he suddenly came to his senses. Even if her clothes changed, a person's eyes can't deceive anyone. She didn't do it willingly. Otherwise, she would have already lived such a good life. Huayi, why does she still have such a lonely look.
She must have chosen a cruel and painful path for Mu Lingfeng.
At this moment, Lin Nuofan's fists were tightly clenched together. He was really useless, and she had never been able to rely on him once.
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