Qing Chuan: My Unfortunate Sons

"When the eldest was born, you let him leave me, and finally brought him back when he was old, I just want to give him all my maternal love, I just want to make up for the pain of the child leaving me all these years.

Yunluo's tears finally fell out, Kangxi knew in his heart that this was Yunluo's heart disease.

"I still remember what I said to you when I was in the palace of the Empress Dowager, I was born inferior to others, I became a concubine all at once, a queen at once, and even my son was looked down upon because

of me! Do you think that after that big fight, I can still live like a nobody!

I just don't want my son to go down the road of hatred.

I'm holding on to the sorrow in my heart, I'm enduring my pain, I'm letting my wounds keep cutting. Because I don't want my children to be influenced by me.

But what did you do? Yinchu, such a good child, could only be forced to stay away from the capital, and live like that life in a place where birds don't

! You only have the prince in your eyes!

How can there be any husband and wife affection, and there is still a little bit of flesh and blood affection. Shouldn't I complain? Shouldn't I hate? I have buried these words in my heart, and I have nowhere to say them.

It's not that I'm afraid of death, and I'm not afraid of losing your favor, but I'm afraid that my children will become unhappy because of our affairs. Your Majesty, I have hatred in my heart all these years, and I have never stopped. Why do you want to be so partial? Why do you want to do that kind of thing

with Wei?

Don't be afraid to tell the emperor that if the emperor didn't have a relationship with Wei... If the emperor hadn't been angry with me and not fascinated by Wei's beauty, maybe we could start over.

Everyone said that I lived a free and chic life, crying when I wanted to, laughing when I wanted to laugh. But no one knows that I am lonely, that I have never wanted this, and that what my son wants has never been this! Your Majesty, you have never understood me.

Su Yunluo spoke at length, and after that, tears kept rolling down, and blood was still flowing from the corners of his mouth.

Such a sad appearance made Kangxi's heart ache like a knife.

Kangxi is getting older and older, and he has more and more control over power. His perception of everyone has changed.

The prince who was once favored, the love of the past. The power that has changed its quality, as well as all the good things in the past, will be repeatedly speculated and guessed when people are old.

Today's Kangxi only has three pure lands in his heart, Queen Tong Jia, Yinchu, and Yunluo.

Because with the rise of his strength, the front and back harems are all under his control.

Over the years, he has watched the women in this palace coldly, right and wrong, grievances and grievances, and all kinds of small hands and feet, he has seen them all over.

In the end, it was only that. The eldest son who was abandoned by him early. and Su Yunluo, who no longer competes for favor, is so clean.

"You hate me.

Kangxi said these three words with difficulty. No one knows that after all the changes he has experienced, in fact, his heart does not yearn for a pure land.

Now this pure land is finally unwilling to take him in.

"I hated, but I won't let anyone know, because of my child, I can't let him be affected because of me.

Yunluo's words made Kangxi very sad.

"You just hate me so much! After all these years, you haven't thought about letting go of everything and starting over. We're not young anymore, why should we care about everything in the past!"

Looking at his knife, it didn't cut on him, and I didn't know what it looked like. Yunluo really wanted to stand up and slap him twice.

Over the years, he has valued power more than anyone else. Fathers are not fathers and sons, kings are not kings, ministers are not ministers.

Everything is because of his suspicions, everything is because of his trade-offs. His feelings are not hurt, so that he can stand and talk without backache, and let others let go of all the hurt.

If it weren't for the arrival of Yunluo, the current eldest brother and the prince would have been inextricably linked.

I can't say how many people have buried their lives in this power struggle.

"I don't forgive, if I'm like those women in the harem, I'm like Concubine De, I'm like Concubine Yi, they are either thinking about power, or thinking about the family behind them, they are either thinking about their children, or thinking about their glory and wealth. If I were like them, I could certainly forgive, and of course I could confess hypocrisy to you.

But I'm different from them, I really love you, because I love, so I hate too! Love is as deep as it is, hate as much as it is, I hate you for wronging me, I hate you for making our children wronged. I hate you for throwing my heart out of your mind as if no one else was around. You can have many concubines, but I only have one husband for you, and only one father for my children. How can you say I don't hate!"

As this rebellious sentence was finished, Yunluo spat out another mouthful of blood on the handkerchief on the side.

At this moment, Kangxi is not distressed and shocked, what else can he have?

Kangxi, who is already in his fifties,

has never thought that there are really people in this world who love him so much.

Not because of the position of power, not because of the nobility of status. This pure love is what he has dreamed of in his life but has struggled to find.

But it turned out that he had lost it a long time ago. If someone else said this, he would not believe it at all.

But when Yunluo's eyes stared at him and kept crying. Kangxi's heart was full of sourness.

He believed in her, he believed in Yunluo's love for him, he believed in the grievances, and the grievances that he had hidden for decades.

At this moment, he was crazy and wanted to make up for it. But when I watched the clouds fall, I vomited blood all around me.

He finally closed his eyes in grief.

It's too late, it's too late. The doctor said that Yunluo would not last for three months.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Helpless

and sighing, as if resigned to fate, Kangxi's voice turned out to be a little decayed and sluggish.

"What can you do, will you believe it? You will only think that I am fighting for favor, you will only think that I am planning something for my son. You will carefully analyze what I said and what benefits it will bring us behind it. You will doubt my son, you will doubt my love.

Admit it, if it weren't for the imminent death of man, would you believe me when I say this? I am afraid that I will be suspicious, plotted, and laughed at again as before. But I'm not reconciled, why are they all your women, you will always have Queen Hesheri and the prince in your heart, but there will never be our mother and son.

After Yunluo said this, Hongyu cried so hard that she couldn't stop crying, and she was busy wiping her tears for Yunluo.

Kangxi looked at Hongyu's appearance, and understood in his heart that what Yunluo said was true.

"Master, you can't cry anymore. Hongyu helped Yunluo wipe her tears in distress.

And Yunluo was pale and looked at Kangxi weakly.

"Now that I'm dying, I just want to see my children, and my grandchildren, whom I've never met. Your Majesty, husband and wife for so many years, please fulfill your majesty.

Kangxi nodded sadly. But I don't know how big the storm I am about to face.

At the same time, a wave of rumors suddenly spread in the harem. In fact, the relationship between the emperor and the crown prince has become more and more delicate recently. When this rumor broke, everyone was distraught.

The concubine was unwell, and the emperor, at the request of the concubine, took the prince's family back to Beijing.

I heard that Yinchu came back this time, and the emperor intended to make the eldest brother the crown prince. It is well known that Yinchu has a good name.