[Quick Pass] Why Don’t You Love Me
Chapter 36: p-4
This time back home did not make Meng Hua so happy. She originally came here with full of joy, but in any case she couldn't think of it, she would go away in despair.
On the wedding night, Wang Xiang treated her very well. She calculated him that day, but he thought he was offensive to her, so he treated her very politely. Meng Hua’s wedding night was very peaceful, and Wang Xiang treated her very peacefully. Also very gentle. But... Meng Hua stared at her hands blankly, her snow-white slender hands still trembling slightly, she... still wanted more, she was unwilling to spend her life like this. She wanted to return to the most noble man, be the meek bird under his wings, and defeat Concubine Zheng in an upright manner.
If Meng Ning did not get such supreme glory, she might be able to rest assured, but Meng Ning got it, and Meng Hua's mood would not be able to calm down. How can she use words to describe how painful she is?
After returning home, she woke up from the nightmare every night. For a while it was the emperor's cold face, another was Zheng Fei's sneer, and another was the cynicism of the palace people who held high and low steps... The glass of dove wine set off Zheng Fei's disgusting face, and Meng Hua couldn't escape this. Knot!
The more so, the more dreaming of the previous life, the more unwilling it is. She was also the emperor's righteous imperial wife. She was the Meng 嫔 that everyone had flocked to. She was beautiful and talented, gentle and understanding. How could she not compare to the concubine Zheng and Meng Ning? Why did the emperor refuse to look at himself? Compared to others, where is Meng Hua's difference?
In all fairness, King Xiang is also a rare beautiful man. He is also a gentle, modest gentleman, and has the style of the ancients. I don't know if it is the dragon and the son-in-law in the eyes of the daughters in the city of Kyoto. Although he is affectionate to Meng Ning, he is responsible for her to the end because he has a close relationship with Meng Hua and tries hard to like her. Isn't such a man what she always wanted?
In the previous life, she had thought that instead of looking up at a man who would never see him in the palace, she would rather find an ordinary man who loves him and marry him. But... Meng Hua looked at the dark roof and cried silently.
What is the emperor doing right now? Are you holding her sister in your arms, are you pampering her? When he was with Meng Ning, was he as unkind as when he was with himself? What is so good about Meng Ning that he is worthy of making her an honorable concubine?
Meng Hua tried hard to brainwash herself over and over again: You have already married King Xiang, you are now Princess Xiang, the emperor’s younger sister-in-law, you can’t be wishful thinking, have you forgotten that you entered the palace in your last life, what did you end up in the end? ? Do you want to die again?
But there was another voice in my mind: But that was all from the previous life! If I enter the palace in this life, I will know a lot of things that have never happened before! No one knows what the emperor really likes than me. Isn't this my opportunity? God gave me a chance to be born again, don't you want me to do it again? Concubine Zheng hurt me like that, can I really hold back not to retaliate against her? I am the new me in this life. Will the emperor just like me?
The first voice persuaded: No matter what, now you are Princess Xiang, and Meng Ning has replaced you in the palace, you still have to die, and be your Princess Xiang in peace! Do you want to bring disaster to Wen'an Hou Mansion?
Another voice sneered: What nonsense! Your goal should be the queen of the world! Don't you want that seat? In the last life, no one got it because they were not capable, but you are different. You are a rebirth and you are God's darling. How can you waste this great opportunity in vain?
The first voice retorted: So what do you plan to do with King Xiang who is so good to you? Leave him alone? You calculated him to prevent him from begging to marry Meng Ning, and now you still want to use him again? What about your courtesy and integrity? What about your demeanor?
Regardless of his demeanor! What courtesy, justice and shame! The battle in the harem is like a beast, who cares? The person who laughs last is the winner! Before others hurt you, take the initiative! You live a lifetime, live for yourself, follow your own ideas! Think about it, what do you want? What do you want? !
Meng Hua was dizzy by these two voices. After a while, she got off the bed lightly, avoiding King Xiang and the servant girl who was watching the night, and hiding quietly in the flower hall, with her hands clenched into fists and resting on the table. The look condenses.
Yes, she lives for the rest of her life, only for herself! Who dares to block her way, who can block her way?
What she wants most...the heart of the emperor, the love of the emperor, the position of the queen!
Meng Hua never regretted his impulse like now. When he was just reborn, he was afraid of his previous life, so he chose to calculate King Xiang and be his regular wife, but King Xiang... is just a low-quality substitute, he is not the same as the emperor!
The emperor is indifferent, King Xiang is gentle, and the emperor shows no words to any concubine, but King Xiang is a confidant all over the world. The emperor is the most noble person in the world, and King Xiang is just a prince! Meng Hua is finally willing to admit her greedy and selfish heart-she wants to veto the defeat in the previous life, she wants to win! Not only to win Concubine Zheng, but also to win the heart of the emperor!
But now, how can she make the emperor notice herself? The emperor must be very disgusted with himself who taught and received privately with other men before entering the palace? His man pays most attention to etiquette and will never treat himself differently. But why would a person who pays attention to etiquette disregard the procedure and designate Meng Ning as a concubine...
Meng Hua didn't want to think about the obvious fact. She preferred to think that the emperor had another plan, or wanted to use Meng Ning as a target, or it was fun for a while. In short, she would never have the slightest sincerity!
She sat in the dark flower hall until the East was white, and finally convinced herself that she let herself be completely involved in the drama-yes, that's it, she didn't think it was wrong! It must be so! The emperor's heart is still his own, what she has to do is to melt the layers of ice and get him!
Emperor Zhaohua didn’t know what Meng Hua was thinking about. He didn’t have so much time to take care of a woman that he could not remember if it weren’t for Meng Ning’s relationship. He was full of mind and heart on Meng Ning, alas, It was the first time to see her with such a weak body, which really broke his heart.
He pitted a soul-recovering pill from the system, which was said to cure all diseases and bring the dead back to life. Of course, Emperor Zhaohua took a wait-and-see attitude toward the system’s boasting. But he knew that this medicine was definitely effective, and the system didn't have the guts to deceive him. Although he is controlled by the system, the system is bound to him. If he dies, the system will not be able to please him.
The system is very clear about the importance of Meng Ning to him, so it will never make fun of Meng Ning with him.
It was so easy to get Meng Ning to take this medicine. He kissed her at will, and she was so dizzy that she couldn't distinguish the north, south, east, and west, and how could she know what he was feeding her. Worrying that Meng Ning might not be used to it, Emperor Zhaohua deliberately spent five days getting her used to accepting food from his mouth. On the sixth day, he opened her teeth and sent Huihun Pill in.
Then he ordered Meng Ning to see Meng Ning with the imperial physician who was said to be the best rejuvenating imperial physician. After receiving his instructions, the imperial physician naturally said that the heart disease could be cured, but he just had to drink the decoction for a period of time. Meng Ning felt that being alive was already a gift from heaven, so how could she refuse?
But for another three months, Emperor Zhaohua could endure it and could afford it.
Meng Ning also feels that her body is getting better and better. She used to lie on the bed for ten and a half days when she walked a little bit and the wind was blowing. Now she is shaking on the swing for an afternoon, and it is still the next day. Lively. To her, being alive is too precious. Compared with life, nothing else is important.
Hmm... The emperor is so important. He was so kind to her that Meng Ning felt scared. It has been more than half a month since she entered the palace. She hasn't seen any concubines yet, and she stays in the Mingguang Palace every day. This is of course unreasonable, but because of such a powerful emperor, the civil and military officials dare not to admonish directly. Because he is neither Mingjun nor faint.
Obviously, he is determined to be wise and martial, but he is extremely self-centered and willful and deadly. No one is allowed to say no, like a child.
Of course, this is what Meng Ning thought from the bottom of her heart. Comparing such a tall emperor to a child, Meng Ning had the heart but not the guts.
As soon as Emperor Zhaohua came in, he saw her snickering while covering her mouth. She was so cute that he couldn't hold back it. He walked up to her, stole an incense, and then hugged her in his arms as if to coax a child. Ask the same: "What did you do today?"
Meng Ning smiled, perhaps because she was very detached from everything because of her short life. Nowadays I have wine and now I am drunk. Today she is very happy and doesn't care about other things. Tomorrow's things, let's leave it to tomorrow.
Therefore, she was grateful and accepted for the love of Emperor Zhaohua, without any hypocrisy. As if they had known each other for a long time, she just knew that even though the world belonged to this man, in front of her, he was cleverly like a beast with his claws away.
"Embroidered a purse." She brought the pink purse to him as if offering a treasure, and asked eagerly: "Does the emperor still like it?"
"Of course." Emperor Zhaohua couldn't help but grabbed her small chin again and kissed fiercely, before he hung the pink purse on the Xiang Di on his waist. Bright yellow dragon robe with pink purse... The picture is so beautiful that Meng Ning closed her eyes and did not dare to look. "I like it very much."
Hearing this, Meng Ning couldn't help but quietly open one eye to look at him. Why did he just let her be so, it was obvious that this purse was sewn by her prank...he didn't say anything else and put it on...
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