rebirth after the end of the world

To be honest, before the apocalypse in the last life, she would still spend time decorating her house. After the apocalypse, she has neither the conditions nor the mood, so it would be nice to have a clean place to live.

In this life, she had the conditions, but she was used to being rough and didn't care much about where she lived, as long as it was clean and tidy.

Therefore, this was the first time she stayed in such a fresh and elegant room, and the long-lost girlish heart emerged at this moment.

"Auntie is interested." Lian Zi was very moved.

In Mrs. Murong, she felt a mother-like warmth.

After she learned about her mother's deeds, she originally had no hope for maternal love because she had lost her mother long ago.

She thought she didn't care, but when she really felt it, she realized that she didn't have no hope for maternal love, she just had no hope for that person.

When she was a child, some children were still ignorant and asked her, "Where is your mother?"

Lian Zi replied, "I don't have a mother."

At that time, she was still ignorant. Her grandmother told her that she had no mother, so she only remembered that she had no mother.

The child asked again, "How come you don't have a mother? We all have mothers. Adults say that without a mother, there would be no us."

Lian Zi couldn't explain this question at that time, so he could only answer that he didn't have a mother.

Later, she went home and asked her grandmother, "Why do everyone else have mothers, but I don't?"

Grandma said, "You also have a mother, but she left after giving birth to you and went to another place and never came back."

Grandma didn't want to deceive her who was still young and ignorant, so she simply explained the matter in words she could understand.

Therefore, when her friends asked her this question again, Lian Zi replied to them according to what her grandma said.

The friends temporarily accepted this answer, but as the years passed and they grew older, they thought it was strange that their mother didn't come back, so they asked, "Why doesn't your mother come back?"

Of course she didn't know why her mother didn't come back. It happened that at this time she heard some adults saying that her mother didn't want her, so she couldn't help but run back and ask her grandmother.

Grandma looked at the little Lian Zi with distressed eyes, but she still made up her mind to tell her the truth.

It's better not to have expectations from the beginning than to have expectations and then be disappointed.

Lian Zi was still young at that time, so she was not too sad after hearing the reason. She had no mother and no expectations, so how could she be disappointed and sad?

When Lianzi got older, understood the truth, and realized how irresponsible what her mother had done, she really gave up.

Anyway, she has a grandmother, who will comb her beautiful braids, make beautiful clothes for her, cook delicious meals for her, and teach her to write...

Grandma taught her everything about survival, and she used all her warmth to make up for her lack of maternal love.

Therefore, she has never felt that it was a pity to be without a mother.

But it wasn't until she met Mrs. Murong and felt her concern and care for herself that Lian Zi discovered that maybe subconsciously, she didn't realize it, she wanted to experience what maternal love felt like.

Or is this nature imprinted in human genes?

Lian Zi couldn't tell which one it was. However, this experience fulfilled her shortcomings.

"Azi? What's wrong with you?" Murong Yue saw Lian Zi looking at the room with a dazed expression, a little confused.

"It's nothing, I just suddenly thought of some past events." Lian Zi woke up from his memories.

"Yeah." Murong Yue stopped asking. If she wanted to say something, he would listen. If she didn't want to, he wouldn't ask further questions.

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