Rebirth, I really tried to refuse

Chapter 149 Can I chase you? (Request to subscribe)

Her warm body pressed against Xu Xinghe's back.

The fragrance of clear dreams lingers in your nose.

Xu Xinghe didn't say a word for a while, but stopped walking.

Although Luan Qingmeng had expectations, she took a few breaths quietly and did not expect Xu Xinghe to give her any decent response. She leaned closer to Xu Xinghe and said, "You, don't think too much.

, I don’t want to do anything, it’s just what I feel I must say.”

Luan Qing dreamed of covering her eyes, not wanting to see the light, her voice was not loud, and she surrounded Xu Xinghe's ears softly, "Xinghe, you haven't carried me for a long time."

Her back is still warm, and she likes the smell on her body. Today is the right time.

Xu Xinghe remained silent for a long time, then sighed and changed the subject, "By the way, does your ankle still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." Luan Qingmeng didn't want to be dragged away from the topic. Courage, if she can't do it all at once, who knows when she will be able to say it again, Qingmeng's lips trembled slightly and her voice was weak.

He weakly tried, "Xinghe, can you listen to me first?"

Xu Xinghe once again tilted Luan Qingmeng's body a little higher on his back, "Uh, tell me."

"Then can you walk slower?" Luan Qingmeng felt like she had asked greedily.

Luan Qingmeng was buried on Xu Xinghe's back and didn't like to raise his head. At this moment, his voice was muffled, "But, I don't want my pride anymore."

They say the way to forget a relationship is to start another one.

But at least at this moment, I can listen to her talk. I haven't talked like this for a long time.

"Oh." Luan Qingmeng quickly wiped the corners of her eyes twice, then got on Xu Xinghe's back again.

Xu Xinghe said, "It's over now, so I won't talk about that anymore."

"Actually, I was just like you. At that time, I thought, this girl is so powerful, you will get more, you can play the piano, you can dance, you can play the violin." Xu Xinghe smiled.

Xu Xinghe sat down again and looked up at the sky. The moon hung high in the clouds. I hate it?

Xu Xinghe is not a cruel person, and his heart is also fleshy. It has been so long now, and he has met new people in his life, and he has gradually integrated into this era.

"It's getting late. Let's go back to the dormitory and rest early." At this moment, Xu Xinghe didn't say he could or couldn't.

He is more rational, and he wants to take it all. After all, people will experience some things, and then change, and have a new perspective on things. Compared with the childishness when Xu Xinghe just came back, it can be said that he has changed.

, with more experiences, feelings have their own opinions, and the way of looking at things has really changed.

"Then let's talk about our childhood, shall we?" Luan Qingmeng turned to look at Xu Xinghe and asked in a low voice.

Who would think that at least at this moment, she could fall on her butt and sprain her foot and protect herself? A woman who only cares about herself at this moment and who likes her so much would open her mouth and shut up and go away, and it's because of someone

I have a new relationship, or three, and I have slowly begun to let go of the past.

Xu Xinghe's heart is not made of iron, but also of flesh and blood. Although he will not accept Luan Qingmeng, more than half a year has passed. There is really no need to childishly reject all good intentions and become an enemy.

"I don't know when, many people said that I was beautiful. Many people surrounded me and praised me. I didn't like them and they pushed you away. But I was also very angry. I was angry with you because you took the initiative to push me away.

I gave up my position. I don’t know when you started. You carefully observed my attitude. When you were a child, you could be generous.

Hold my little hand and slowly start to escape. The most terrifying thing is that I don’t know how long it took for me to get used to your changes. I, I seem to be used to your cautiousness. I seem to feel that it has always been with me.

The little boy in my heart, the little boy who was my childhood, has always been surrounding me, and I am secretly happy."

It was with this change of thought that he seemed to feel that his spirit was clearer and his whole person seemed to be more relaxed. The feeling of being a bystander watching things before became completely down to earth.

Luan Qingmeng gently lifted her legs, stretched them straight, lowered her head, and looked at her toes, "I was so stupid when I was a child. I didn't know anything, I couldn't catch butterflies, I couldn't hide and seek,

I couldn't recognize many things, so I could only follow you and look at everything with novelty. Do you know what I thought at the time?"

"You tell me." They had already sat down, and Xu Xinghe felt that there was no need to keep a sullen face. Maybe it was Luan Qingmeng's subconscious action just now that made Xu Xinghe feel hot in his heart.

There are so many things to encounter in a lifetime. Xu Xinghe may have grown up completely since this time. He finally said goodbye to his past self. The past has finally become his memory. He is also Xu Xinghe now, but really

Xu Xinghe is 11 years old.

Xu Xinghe, "Yes, I'm here."

The 18-year-old Qingmeng and the 28-year-old are actually two people. Isn’t that right?

At least this one is treating himself very well now, very well.

Xu Xinghe didn't say a word, and directly put Luan Qingmeng down on a wooden chair on the way back to the women's dormitory.

"Xinghe." Qing Meng called softly again.

Luan Qingmeng shook her head and said to herself, "You will catch butterflies for me, you will give me dogtail grass to make me happy when I cry, and you will hold my hand and run around. Xinghe,

My childhood was never about violin, piano, or dancing. My childhood was about you. It has always been you."

"Xinghe, I'm actually very proud."

When you meet new people, new things happen.

Xu Xinghe is still Xu Xinghe, but he is completely the Xu Xinghe that I want.

The most difficult thing for a person is to compromise with oneself and reconcile with oneself. Xu Xinghe may really feel a little separated now. He feels relieved. There are ducks and geese, and they can all play goose-duck.

How could there be so much anger?

Xu Xinghe fell silent.

Luan Qingmeng put her hands on the bench, her beautiful hair hanging down sideways, her eyes looking at Xu Xinghe with sparkling eyes, "I was just thinking, wow, this little boy is so amazing, he can do everything, what the hell."

You can take me with you."

"Xinghe." Luan Qingmeng glanced at Xu Xinghe who stood up in front of her with moved eyes. She originally wanted to touch his face with a pair of white hands, but she didn't dare. In the end, she stopped and could only touch him.

My own hair, "Xinghe, I, I seem to be able to feel that you don't hate me so much anymore."

The moonlight is sparse and the pedestrians are scattered.

Luan Qingmeng's voice trembled a little as she spoke, and she bit her lip gently. Her eye circles were red, as if she regretted it. With her red eyes, she suddenly looked at Xu Xinghe in despair, "Xinghe, say,

If I weren't stupid, I wouldn't let you

Sex, I am no longer complacent, keep my childhood well, will we be together now? Can I hold your hand in front of everyone and say I love you? Can I do many things with you?

Things? Things that belong to us?”

"Yes, is it okay?" Luan Qingmeng was delighted, but still asked in a low voice.

It would be a lie to say that Xu Xinghe doesn't have any awkwardness in his heart, but if you want to say how much Xu Xinghe hates Luan Qingmeng, he admits that he doesn't have the childish feelings when he came back before.

"I'll put you on the chair, and then I'll send you back after I've finished speaking. That's all right." Anyway, even if he was hit, Luan Qingmeng was injured immediately and had to let Xu Xinghe be safe and sound. He reached out and didn't hit the smiling man. This is true.

This is a big truth that Xu Xinghe can’t shake off now.

Having said this, Luan Qingmeng, who mustered up the courage, finally said what he had wanted to say for a long time, "Star, Galaxy.

"I, I want to get acquainted with you again."

Xu Xinghe understood that he, who was already three times happy, could not respond no matter what.

There is nothing wrong with her now, she is just cautiously trying to retain the little boy she grew up with and who lives in her heart.

"My name is Luan Qingmeng"

"Can I chase you?"

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I coded it in the early morning. Can I ask for leave? I really don’t want to ask for leave. It’s really noisy at home during the Chinese New Year. I only coded it in the dead of night. It’s really difficult during the day. There will be an update tomorrow. I’m really sorry.

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