Rebirth, I really tried to refuse

Chapter 163 The reason for the past life. (Please subscribe)

"No, no, will we be like that for the rest of our lives?"

Before Xu Xinghe could speak, he looked around and his eyes became frightened, "Wait, I know you are in a hurry, but don't be anxious yet."

Xu Xinghe could clearly see that the students around him who came out to have breakfast ate a big melon before they could react. He also saw many female students who were watching the excitement and didn't mind it, and silently took out their bags from their bags.

Mobile phone, clicking photos.

And the owner of the rice noodle shop seemed to have a weird expression at the moment, and then he quickly felt relieved. Without much pause, he showed an "I understand, I completely understand" look in his eyes. After all, I am also a person who has been there.

Xu Xinghe had goosebumps when he saw this look in his eyes, "What about that, boss, please listen to my explanation, we are innocent!"

Xu Xinghe saw that Luan Qingmeng had put the red note on the boss's desk and didn't want any extra money, so he pulled Luan Qingmeng out of the door.

While touching the red note in his hand, Boss Liu lamented, "Young people today are still shy. If it were before me, they would have kissed each other a long time ago. Each generation is not as good as the last."

No matter what the boss said, Xu Xinghe pulled Luan Qingmeng into an alley. He felt that he really needed to teach Luan Qingmeng a lesson. Why was he so high-profile?

You have to be low-key in everything you do. Look at how well your three sisters hide it now. You don't even mention that you have a boyfriend. Luan Qingmeng, your quality needs to be improved. Let your three sisters learn from you.

I originally wanted to blame her, why is she so reckless? Who did she learn it from? I saw Luan Qingmeng crying so much that I felt pity for her. I sighed, pulled out a piece of paper, and handed it to Qingmeng's hand.

"Case, look at how you are crying."

The facial expressions and language felt a bit disgusting, but Luan Qingmeng was already content. She felt that the wall between her and Xu Xinghe had finally been broken open by her.

Xu Xinghe pursed his lips and pushed Luan Qingmeng, who was hanging on him, "Did I run away? Let go quickly. Others see it on the street. It will have a bad impact."

Luan Qingmeng heard Xu Xinghe's seriousness. She didn't say anything about cancer or amnesia. Xu Xinghe could definitely imagine the answers. What would I think? Luan Qingmeng stood there blankly, silent for a long time.

long time.

"Don't be anxious, think about it slowly. Anyway, there is still a whole morning. You are tired of standing, why don't you go to the car and sit for a while?" Xu Xinghe always felt like there were other ears listening to these things outside.

You don’t even have to pay for the stuff.

"A small matter that could have been solved is like a coin hitting a pebble, a pebble hitting a big rock, and a big rock hitting something bigger. Is that what you mean by hitting yourself to death in the end?" Xu Xinghe suddenly wanted to hold one in his mouth.

He smoked a cigarette, looked at Luan Qingmeng, and remained silent for two seconds, "You really might be the one who did such a stupid thing."

"Then I won't cry." Luan Qingmeng took a breath, her head pointed in the direction where Xu Xinghe pinched her, but her mouth was pouting, obviously a little aggrieved.

Then, Luan Qingmeng really thought about Xu Xinghe's question seriously, and organized how to answer it in words. The person who understands you best must be yourself, "For me, the people I value, I usually

If you value everything about him, you will also love him. He cares about everything.

, I will care about what he likes, and I will also fight for it. If, I find that my existence may make what he values ​​​​and like become, um, tense, I think, I will find the problem.

Before, I tried to find a way to solve it secretly by myself."

"I, I'm afraid you'll run away." Xu Xinghe became more relaxed. Luan Qingmeng felt sour. It was not easy, and she could finally have a good communication with him.

Luan Qingmeng was stunned for a moment, now she was so coaxed, she turned around and lowered her head, "Oh"

Her Kitty cat's little purse was so cute, Xu Xinghe insisted on saying it was ugly. Luan Qingmeng was still very anxious when Xu Xinghe pulled her out of the rice noodle shop. She was still clutching her little purse in her hand, and she was even more clutching it now.

If it's tight, it's obviously not ugly.

While speaking, Luan Qingmeng kept observing Xu Xinghe. She paused with her lips slightly open, looked at Xu Xinghe who was waiting for her words, and finally lowered her head.

Xu Xinghe was about to leave when he said he wanted to leave. Who knows how to turn around, but Luan Qingmeng reached out and grabbed the corner of Xu Xinghe's clothes, and carefully and tentatively replied, "Xing, Xinghe."

"I won't"

Luan Qingmeng was afraid that she would be scolded for speaking her mind, so she simply kept her mouth shut and said nothing. But thinking about it, although Xu Xinghe didn't mean to scold her, his attitude was a bit rough anyway, and Luan Qingmeng didn't understand.

So, I was still a little angry, so I turned around and said dullly, "Well, then I'll do whatever you want!"

"Then, I ask you, if this is the case, will you give up on me? If you really give up on me, then what are you thinking about?" Xu Xinghe asked, and the alley was quiet at this moment.

, no one, the right time, the right place, finally got the chance.

Luan Qingmeng knew that she was not talking about now, and a trace of confusion flashed in her eyes, "Then what?"

"Xinghe." Luan Qingmeng opened her red lips and called softly.

"Damn, don't complain first. I'll tell you, it's obviously you who left me behind!" Xu Xinghe took Luan Qingmeng's arm and pushed her away at arm's length. He wouldn't take the blame.

Luan Qingmeng saw that Xu Xinghe's tone was no longer cold, but she hugged Xu Xinghe tighter, feeling extremely aggrieved and said, "You left me behind during the senior year of high school and during the summer vacation."

"If I work hard for a long time and find that nothing can solve this problem, I think"

However, Xu Xinghe did not scold him, but suddenly asked with a strange expression, "What if you check and find that you really can't give birth? Run away?"

Xu Xinghe waited, but finally sighed, finally feeling a little like she wanted to understand. She was no longer the same person. Why should she be embarrassed by someone who now only sees herself?

The most difficult thing in life is to be free and easy.

"Idiot." Xu Xinghe cursed, but he somewhat understood that he had gone to the hospital, but he didn't fully understand. "Specifically, can you tell me a specific situation?"

"You asked me to give you an example. I just thought of an example. Moreover, if I knew it in advance, kept it secret from you, stayed with you for so long, lied to you, and lied to you for so many years, I think it would definitely be the case.

There is a deep sense of guilt. It is this sense of guilt that makes people want to escape the most in relationships. Especially the longer you hide it, the deeper the thorn is stuck in your throat, and the courage to pull it out is hard.

It’s all gone.”

Wait for the phone to hang up.

"In the quiet woods at school, or by the river late at night, just the two of us, I will hold your hand, hold you and nestle next to the tree, or expose the quiet river in front of me, and lean into your ear.

, you don’t need anyone to hint or express it, just let it take its own course and say I love you.”

"And wish him happiness?" Xu Xinghe suddenly asked back.

Luan Qingmeng, of course, did whatever Xu Xinghe wanted. He followed Xu Xinghe to the parking place, opened the door, and got in the car. He didn't forget to rub his legs. Then Xu Xinghe's phone rang. It was him.

Mom called, "What are you feeding? Nutritional supplements. Then you have a lot of them. There are bird's nests."

What? Don't worry, just eat it. Others have said that her mother thanked me and didn't know what to give me, so she bought these for my family. Then just keep it. Yeah, I know, she will give it to her this weekend.

Mom wants to treat me to dinner, so I’ll say thank you for you, so there’s nothing else to worry about.”

"We will move out. I can wake you up softly in the morning, let you squint your eyes and put your arms around my neck so that I can hold you to take a shower. We will have breakfast together, go to school together, go to class together, go home together, and cuddle together.

We would watch old movies on the sofa with each other, and you would wrap around me, kiss me, and be carried into the bedroom by me."

"I also think this idea may be a bit too hasty."

"I'm going back to the dormitory first. I'll see you in class in the afternoon."

"Oh, where did you learn this? Why are you so clingy now?"

Xu Xinghe felt that Luan Qingmeng's face felt good, and he hadn't let go yet. Maybe he had squeezed it for too long. Luan Qingmeng thought it was okay, so he carefully raised his hand, wrapped it around Xu Xinghe's waist, and faced each other face to face.

Yes, breast to breast, she moved her body towards Xu Xinghe again, as if she wanted to get back all the time she had spent not touching Xu Xinghe.

"Don't say no, I'm asking if you give up. I really want to know what you would think if you chose to give up?" Xu Xinghe smiled without putting any pressure on her.

"If in the end, I find that I can't solve it, the best possibility is that I will find someone to discuss what I should do. The worst plan, I may hide it secretly by myself."

"I know you are in a hurry, but don't be in a hurry." Xu Xinghe pushed Luan Qingmeng away again and looked into her eyes seriously, "We are very loving, although there will be arguments, and although it may not be so beautiful, we are very affectionate.

We really thought we would reach the end.”

"Well, then you can scold me." Luan Qingmeng, who wanted to argue, fell down and lay there in aggrieved state, silent.

Xu Xinghe stopped and turned around, "Yes, I'm here."

She was about to cry because of Xu Xinghe's anger again. She curled her lips and said, "When did I leave you?"

Xu Xinghe raised his head, measured his body, and said, "Yeah."

It can be said that I am grateful for giving birth to a good son.

Xu Xinghe didn't understand what it meant.

Luan Qingmeng raised her eyelids, looked at Xu Xinghe, and nodded.

"If, I mean if. I can't leave you."

He wiped his tears and turned his head to the side, "If you want to scold me after you say it, then I won't say it anymore."

"?" Luan Qingmeng's eyes glazed over for a moment. She really wanted to bite Xu Xinghe, but thinking that they had just reconciled, she could only wipe her tears in grievance, her voice a little unbelievable, "You just tortured Xu Xinghe for the sake of your dream."

How long did it take me?”

Xu Xinghe talked about the past little by little, and Luan Qingmeng became quiet, but tears still rolled down her cheeks. She reached out again, got into Xu Xinghe's arms, and hugged him tightly.

, "Xinghe, Xinghe, we can do it now."

Of course Luan Qingmeng won’t take the blame now!

Luan Qingmeng might have known what she should say when Xu Xinghe lowered his head and hadn't completely put down the phone.

Luan Qingmeng shrank in fear, lowered her head pitifully, and whispered, "You asked me to say it."

It turned out that Zhang Yiling's mother was coming, and it was impossible for her to be empty-handed, so she asked her father to go to the company to load a truck of nutritional supplements and come back. His father thought that the company had finally remembered him, but instead of letting him do it,

While working and receiving wages, they also brought a lot of money home.

Xu Xinghe finally understood that girls who I pity would always be bullied. Looking at Luan Qingmeng's appearance, he could not only protect her from being bullied by others, but also want to try bullying her himself.

Xu Xinghe pinched Luan Qingmeng's tear-stained simple face again, and then pinched her, "You're so ugly when you cry."

"No, you let me scold you, or I will be suffocated to death by you."

Luan Qingmeng was thinking about the problem completely from his own way of thinking at the moment, rather than what really happened, so he was analyzing it very rationally. Look at Xu Xinghe, sometimes he would move his hands in the air.

"Well, with my temperament, I would worry that if you love me, you will have trouble with your family because of me. I don't want the person I love to be separated from the person he loves because of me.

Yes, in the end I will most likely choose not to let people know from the beginning, and I will definitely make a lot of efforts behind the scenes."

Xu Xinghe was more excited, "No, what's the problem if you can't give birth? Isn't in vitro fertilization completely legal? Why can't it be solved? Even if it can't be solved, you still have to try. If you don't say anything, how can you move yourself?

."

Xu Xinghe realized that he had reacted too much. He looked at Luan Qingmeng, who was looking out the window and said nothing, and sighed, "I'm sorry."

"You obviously ran away!"

Luan Qingmeng continued to explain, "Father Xu, mother Xu, and my parents. We often see brothers, sisters, uncles, and aunts giving birth to children at home. Occasionally they would ask what their grandchildren would be like. I remember Grandpa Xu when I was a child.

Yes, I heard from my dad that he only has two

Son, your uncle gave birth to a daughter. When the aunt was pregnant, they were so nervous. They were afraid of giving birth to a daughter. They missed a son and wanted to continue the family line. Your uncle kept comforting Grandpa Xu. If this one is not a son, he will have another one, and if the next one is not,

Uncle Xu just wants another one."

Xu Xinghe felt that this was all he said. Although the 28-year-old Luan Qingmeng and the current Luan Qingmeng are not related to each other, they are the same person. Maybe he can give his own answer? Although Xu Xinghe is not sure about this question.

No more tangled, but if you can hear what you want,

Perhaps he felt more relieved when he faced Luan Qingmeng, so Xu Xinghe said, "If I said that I didn't treat you like that in my senior year of high school, we would still be the same as before, taking the college entrance examination, graduating, going to college together, and entering the student department together.

Let nature take its course and we will be together in college.”

But for a rare moment of freedom and ease, Xu Xinghe said calmly, "If you can't answer it, forget it."

"Can you please stop scolding me?" Luan Qingmeng pouted.

Xu Xinghe couldn't help but find it funny, "Yeah, I know."

The old habit of carrying on the family line has actually always been there. People who have entered the new era are better off. "The previous generation, the people of the previous generation, they still have the idea of ​​​​carrying on the family line in their hearts. You are the only child of your family, well,

I thought about it, and if you asked me to tell you the specifics, then I think if I can’t give birth, and I know before you all that I can’t give birth.”

"." Xu Xinghe thought for a while, "Oh, in a dream."

"What would you do if, because of me, you and Aunt Xu had irresolvable problems, or you and Father Xu had a heated argument?"

Luan Qing dreamed about it.

"Oh, this life will be easy, find someone to help you give birth to a child."

Xu Xinghe said as he fastened his seat belt and prepared to take Luan Qingmeng to the hospital.

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That's the reason. My ability is limited. This way of handling it also explains the premise of Luan Qingmeng being opened to the harem. Even if I think it's less abrupt, I have to write this paragraph after all, Mo Fa.

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