Rebirth: I refused to be a bitch and turned to be a male god

"But, I don't want to be friends with you......"

The time rewinds to the night when the reunion ended.

Wu Shuangshuang sat alone on the cold bed, huddled in the corner against the wall, and the mobile phone in her hand reflected the miserable white light, illuminating the girl's face was also miserable.

On the screen of the mobile phone is the interface of QQ contacts, but there is no longer the teenager named Xu Zijian among those people, and the moment he deleted her, the chat history between them also disappeared.

The friend verification she re-sent in the past was also lost, and it seems that she was blocked.

Tears were still swirling in his eyes, and Wu Shuangshuang, the tears left on his cheeks, had no intention of wiping them away, just looking at his phone in a daze, and only this thought remained in his heart.

Why can he be so ruthless?

Wu Shuangshuang couldn't understand it, but after thinking about it a little, he felt that his heart hurt and he couldn't breathe.

Obviously, he said that he wanted to go to Jinling with her to study at university, and he also said that he would go to see the cherry blossoms of Jiming Temple together, why did he look back, the boy who could build a snowman for her in the snow, but his eyes were all gone?

Even if he can't be a couple now, at least he can be a friend, at least, at least, leave her a little ...... to remember

In Wu Shuangshuang's imagination, things should not develop like this, the two of them should go to college together, although she is a friend, she always believes that Xu Zijian still has a place in her heart.

As long as he sees her efforts and likes her, the two will be reunited, just like the childhood sweethearts in the novel, although they will experience all kinds of setbacks, but at the end of the story they are always happily together.

Wu Shuangshuang also imagined what it would be like if she and Xu Zijian were together.

She will give Xu Zijian a bell, and Xu Zijian will also give a wind chime in return.

"Gift only a bell, one step at a time, one step at a time.

"The wind chimes of the reciprocal gift, you don't need to ring it, you don't need to think about it." "

On a sunny afternoon, they would hold hands and walk together on the shaded path, just like all couples take a walk, snuggling up to each other and talking casually.

Or ......

It's a pity that everything is impossible now, and when she really examines her heart, he becomes an outsider.

All her thoughts had already been scribbled before she had even begun.

Thinking of this, Wu Shuangshuang's heart ached, and she was a little out of breath.

......

When Liu Xiuman came back in the middle of the night, he found that his daughter's bedroom was still bright.

"Hasn't Shuangshuang slept yet?" Liu

Xiuman wondered in her heart, her baby daughter was usually asleep at this point, so she walked to the door of the room and gently pushed it.

The door was unlocked, and with a creak, it was pushed open a crack.

Through the gap, Liu Xiuman saw her daughter hugging her knees and curled up in the corner, she buried her head in her knees and sobbed silently.

Liu Xiuman looked at her daughter's appearance, and she was anxious, but after knowing the reason, she was angry to death.

That night, the mother and daughter had a big fight.

Liu Xiuman said that she would send her to study abroad, but Wu Shuangshuang insisted on going to Jinling, but no one could convince anyone.

In the end, the two broke up unhappily, Wu Shuangshuang hid the whole person under the quilt, hid in it and sobbed secretly, while Liu Xiuman slammed the door and went out.

Only left one sentence: "Okay, I won't care about you in the future!"

When she woke up the next day, Wu Shuangshuang's eyes were red and swollen, and the first thing she did was to open her phone and look at the news.

In addition to spam ads, only Liu Xiuman sent her a voice.

"Frosty, remember to eat the cake in the fridge.

"Well, Mom thought about it, no matter where you want to study, Mom will support you. This

is the first time Liu Xiuman has been soft on her daughter.

Later, Wu Shuangshuang still took the admission letter and went to Jinling University of Technology.

She told herself that she should let go, and since he didn't like you anymore, why did you chase after him.

It's just that Wu Shuangshuang is unwilling in her heart.

After the freshman military training, Wu Shuangshuang became busy, busy with classes during the day, and studying Xi for various examinations at night, she was a little afraid to let herself stop.

Because Xu Zijian is so good, if she doesn't work hard to catch up, the gap between the two will only get bigger and bigger.

If this continues, she may not even be qualified to stand by his side in the future.

In her spare time, Wu Shuangshuang will also pay attention to Xu Zijian's news.

At first, I got a little bit of scattered from the mouths of my high school classmates, and after Xu Zijian became popular in the post bar, Wu Shuangshuang registered an account to watch various news related to Xu Zijian on it.

Hearing him sing about short and long love, Wu Shuangshuang didn't like it, so she bought a guitar, sat in the bedroom, and sang

over and over again: How could I fall in love with him, and decided to go home with him.

Giving up all of me, my everything, doesn't matter.

The paper is short and long, and I can't finish telling when I was young.

My story is still about you.

She asked her roommate, "Does it sound good?"

and her roommate nodded and gave a very pertinent comment, saying, "There seems to be a story hidden in this song."

Wu Shuangshuang looked out the window and said in a trance: "Maybe......"

In this way, from freshman to sophomore year, Wu Shuangshuang spent her time in such a busy situation, during which she met all kinds of people and things, but her sight never stayed for anyone.

Some people say that she has too high vision, and some people say that she pretends to be cold, and she doesn't know what to do behind her.

Wu Shuangshuang didn't know about these and didn't care.

Many times, Wu Shuangshuang had actually mustered up the courage to go to Xu Zijian, but every time she walked to the school gate, the courage she had saved suddenly disappeared.

While scolding herself for being a coward, she was afraid that if she really saw Xu Zijian, he still didn't forgive her, or really didn't like her anymore.

So, Wu Shuangshuang handed it all over to Providence, and she would go to the vicinity of Jinling University every week.

She thought that if she really met Xu Zijian, she would pretend to meet him by chance, and then she would slowly tell him how much she missed him about the people and things in the past two years, like a gentle breeze.

However, when she actually saw Xu Zijian in a certain park, he was holding a girl in a white dress next to him, and under the crescent moon, they were so compatible.

Wu Shuangshuang only glanced at him from a distance, and then left without looking back.

At this time, she clearly knew that in this emotional scene, she had already changed from a high-ranking winner to a complete loser.

But who can blame this?

It was she who pushed Xu Zijian away with her own hands, and it was she who threw the young man's feelings on the ground with her own hands.

It wasn't until she returned to the dormitory that Wu Shuangshuang's tears that she had endured for a long time slowly fell and fell to her hands.

That night, Wu Shuangshuang cried secretly for a long time in the quilt, and after thinking for a long time, she finally picked up the phone and dialed it.

“...... Hey, Mom, I don't want to go to school in Jinling anymore......" ......

At the end of the story, Wu Shuangshuang stood at the airport and sent a message to Xu Zijian that would never be replied to:

Miss the autumn of Yongcheng, the wind blows away the fallen leaves on your shoulders.

I was standing on the opposite shore, the moon was magical, and I wanted to walk over, but across the distance of a galaxy, it was the end of the world and the cape.

Goodbye, Xu Zijian.

I looked at Jinling City behind me, this ancient city that has stood since the vast history is still so dazzling, a large number of white doves fly through the sky, the glow is shining, the leaves of the plane tree are swaying, and the halo that falls is mottled to fall everywhere, and also on every person passing by, as if a long movie picture, dusk is frozen at this moment.

She liked this ancient city very much, but there was no place for her to stay in this city.

Just like the first time she clearly knew that she liked Xu Zijian, it was when Xu Zijian didn't like her.

"It's normal to not be able to meet things you like in this world, and how normal it is to not get someone you like!"

In this way, Wu Shuangshuang could only comfort herself like this.

In this way, after finally reluctantly looking at Jinling, Wu Shuangshuang turned around and boarded the plane to go abroad.

Thousands of people have thousands of lives, and unfortunately, some things, some people are destined to come out of the moment they first meet.

And even more regrettable, even though their fates are intertwined, they are still like two rivers facing each other across the bank, briefly intersecting, and finally still flowing in different directions.

"Suddenly, there is an old man in his heart, and it is autumn to look back at the mountains and rivers. "

It's another year of spring goodness, and the cherry blossoms of Jimei Temple are blooming brilliantly.

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ps:This is an addition that belongs to Wu Shuangshuang.,It's a complement to the text.,And in the text, in fact, Wu Shuangshuang went offline in Chapter 41.,It won't appear again in the future.。

Later, I plan to write some more extras of Chi Cong'an, such as her childhood and the like.