Rebirth in the 1980s and 1990s

This is a story formed by several fragments. The protagonists in the story are young boys. They look different, have different family backgrounds, different lives and different personalities, but they have the same dream.

We cannot return to the original scene, but we can engrave vivid images, just like the epitaph:

"I am willing to die, I am willing to suffer, but my heart is unwilling to live like this."

Far away in a small village in Heihe Province, the scattered villages are dotted with a snowy world, and the gray images have buried the innocence and hope of many young people.

Not everyone can leave this small mountain village with a bag and relaxed bag. The sky in March is still cold and ruthless. The cold wind blowing from all sides made Tie Mengfei shudder, and it was so cold.

The clothes that were not thin were not thick at this moment, and I wished to wrap a few more lines of defense on my body to block the cold air.

He took a bus from Shanghai to the capital, and then went around several times. After three days and three nights, he returned to this small village. His vivid purpose was the scene of running in the snow, and his parents' memories

Every word of advice now seems pale and powerless.

Tie Mengfei does not regret knowing those brothers, nor does he regret agreeing to Lao Wu. He only regrets that he cannot take good care of his elderly parents. The man in the Northeast never complains. He is used to eating his own rice, flour and grains, and is used to bragging about it.

The cold wind and snowstorm just don’t cry and moan.

At this time, my hometown is much colder than in Shanghai. Tie Mengfei walked away for four hours before he arrived at his doorstep in the bad weather. At this time, there were no lights in thousands of houses, only the endless night sky, and there were scattered lights.

"Bang bang!"

"Bang Bang!"

Tie father and mother wanted to eat at home as usual. It was dark quickly and it was too late for dinner. There was no TV. Usually, after dinner, the family fell asleep after chatting for a while, and the couple chatted the most

Two sons who are far away in Shanghai.

My child is very successful. I haven’t had a college student for more than ten years. My own Tiedaner is of great use. I have seen since I was a child that this child will be successful in the future. So, I ranked first in the county last year.

I was admitted to the Shanghai University of Science and Technology for the first time. I heard that Shanghai City is a big city with thousands of lights and tall buildings one after another.

A little girl in her teenage years old sitting next to her was able to gain the upper hand with pure eyes, looking at her parents with innocent and curious looks, listening to their brother's story, since her brother left home to go to school in the south, she

I haven't seen that stupid brother for a while.

That night, the family of three was having dinner. The wind was whistling outside the house. At this moment, a sudden banging sound came from the door, and the couple immediately became a little alert.

Who would knock on the door at this time? Because their old Tie family is special and is responsible for the task of watching mountains and protecting forests. Everyone lives far away from the village, and there is a lonely house and a family. Is it a mountain wolf and a wild dog?

"Old man, it's not a bad thing!"

"who?"

Tiedan'er's father shouted suddenly. Tie Mengfei immediately started to scream when he heard this.

"Dad, open the door quickly, I'm Tiedan'er!"

"Master, open the door quickly. Tiedan'er is back. Why is this child back at this time? He is not frozen to death! You old man, please open the door quickly!"

"Oh! I'm driving now? Why are you anxious? I can't freeze him to death!"

Although the old man said this, his subordinates were not slow to move. He quickly pulled the door bolt and opened it. Feng Xue immediately poured into the house and saw a man like a mountain standing outside, which was his own home.

son Tiedan.

After closing the door, the family quickly took off the burden on Tie Mengfei. Tiedan's mother pushed the stove in front of her son, and then quickly poured an enamel cup of hot water.

"Son, hurry up and have a cup of hot water to warm your body. Why are you back now? Is the school holiday on vacation? It's only March, why is it on vacation?"

Tie Mengfei did not answer, but just kept drinking water. Then the family sat by the stove and chatted. As soon as the next day, Tie Mengfei disappeared from his father. After asking, he realized that he had entered.

The mountain has gone, and it is a good food to grab a few rabbits during this season.

The weather is pretty good, and the sun is rare above my head. Tie Mengfei didn't see his little sister. He must have gone to school. This kid has been wandering at home for a lot of time and doesn't know how to tell his parents about this.

Listen, especially after listening to what parents expected of themselves last night.

During lunch, Tie's father and mother were asking him about the school, and Tie Mengfei was hesitant.

"Dad, mom! My son wants to discuss something with you two!"

He seemed to have made up his mind to push his job away, and then he said solemnly.

"What's wrong, what are you doing? It's been a long time since I finally got home and had some fun. I'll say hello later!"

"What are you talking about? Tiedan'er, let's say anything, mom, listen!"

"I'm not going to college anymore!"

Tie Mengfei's face turned red, and he kept clattering and trembling, and he said it.

"What's the matter? If you don't get it, you won't get it. It's okay!"

The boy was stunned and couldn't hear what his mother was saying. He was about to be happy, but was scared to death by me.

"Well? What did you say? If you don't go to college, tell me again. I'm not wasting my money. I've raised such a thing as you."

Tie's father was furious and frightened Tiedan's mother woke up. What was the matter that his son said just now? Not going to college? That's a big deal!

"Dad, listen to me, this is not the case, it is like this."

"Don't tell me about this or that. If you don't go to college, I'll kill you today."

Tie Mengfei didn't hide, so he asked his father to slap a stick. His flesh was broken on his head, and the red blood suddenly popped out. When the couple saw this scene, they immediately panicked.

Looking at his son with a blushing face, he was frightened.

"Mr., you damn thing, you beat the iron egg to death!"

"You guys know the noise, hurry up, help the iron eggs on the bed and scoop some hot water."

"Dad, mom, stop busying yourself. I'm fine. I just want to tell you about this. I've really dropped out of school."

Tie Mengfei seemed to have been woken up by this stick, and his mind was particularly clear. Looking at his elderly parents, he said in his heart.

Suddenly, the small room fell into a dead quiet silence.

Then Tie Mengfei slowly explained the reason why he made up and said, but the matter was that it was changed.

After a while, he saw him slowly stand up and stare at the open space outside the door for a long time, then sighed.

"If you don't go, you won't go. We know our children. Don't be afraid of hardship and fatigue when you go outside. Your parents are very good at home, so you have to take good care of yourself outside."

After saying that, he walked out without looking back until his figure disappeared into the snow-covered mountains and forests.

Tie Mengfei looked at the old father's firm back, and the hard wall in his heart was broken instantly. Tears in his eyes suddenly flowed out, mixed with blood on his face, dyed the white shirt red, and dyed the youthful ones.

years.

"Mom. This is the money I earned from working in school. I will leave it to the girl for school. I must let her take the college entrance exam. I will definitely come back after I finish my work!"

After saying that, he plunged into the empty field, leaving only his mother with red eyes, leaning against the door frame and watching his figure gradually distant. The banknote in his hand was still emitting his son's body temperature, and he burst into tears.

Like a spring.

This is the price of the brave and the price of youth. No one tells you how to grow up, and no one tells you how to be a real man. Tie Mengfei rejected Zhang Zhenyi's kindness, but chose his own unique way

.In his belief, he is his own warrior.

A strange situation also happened in a small courtyard in the capital. Gao Qiang's family was a real local from the capital. The old house heirloom lived in for several generations, and only his parents and him were left in this generation.

Gao Qiang's parents are both state cadres. They are usually very busy and almost do not stay at home. Therefore, Gao Qiang has always lived alone at home. In this peaceful yard, Gao Qiang's father suddenly came to the yell of Gao Qiang's father, and neighbors are everywhere.

Inquiry about what happened.

"Lao Wang, what happened to the Gao family, or what happened?"

"I don't know, I've had a big quarrel early this morning. It seems that their Qiangzi has returned. The kid doesn't know what's going on, and it starts to argue at home as soon as he comes back."

"Hey, you guys, don't guess it. My wife just went in and persuaded her. That's the case. Didn't Qiangzi's father always want Qiangzi to join the unit? He will join the unit after graduating from college.

Qiangzi didn’t know what he was thinking. This time he actually said he had dropped out of school and wanted to do something. Do you think this would not be a big deal?"

"That's the case. Qiangzi is really a kid. He can't go to college so well. What can I do in the future!"

A group of old men and women were watching the small yard of Gao Qiang's house and talking. Suddenly, they saw the yard door being kicked open. A young man ran out of the house with an angry face, with bright red on his face.

The finger mark is the child from Lao Gao's family.

"Qianzi, what's wrong with you? What's the argument with your dad?"

"Oh, Qiangzi--"

Unexpectedly, the boy Gao Qiang broke free and ignored him. He rushed out of the alley and disappeared. Then he saw Qiangzi's mother running out of the house crying.

"Qianzi, Qiangzi--"

"Xiuzhi, what's going on with you? Let's discuss what the child has to do!"

"-"

Qiangzi's mother chased after him, but there was no one else at the entrance of the alley, and there was no sign of her son at all. Then she squatted and started crying. Soon after, she saw a middle-aged man walking out with a slightly unfair face, but

But there was a clear sense of regret in my eyes.

The so-called "knowing a child is just a parent". How could they not know what their son's personality are? It is probably difficult for him to turn back this time. Not only that, but maybe even this family won't go back.

The couple sighed and didn't say anything, so they helped them back to the small yard. (To be continued...)