Rebirth Just Before The 10th Circle

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X month X day XXX

What to wear, what to eat, what to drink, and even to sleep over the past few years.

All routes that could be addicted were controlled at the source.

But my condition was only getting worse day by day.

Congenital consumption of mana became severe day by day.

It means that I am constantly being exposed to new mana poison that I am not aware of.

there is something

The path of being addicted to mana poison that I did not understand.

You have to find out what it is.

Even for Sasha, not me.

***

Power entered Sasha's hand, holding the diary.

She had no idea why her father had hidden her diary.

But now I knew.

‘Did you endure it alone?’

It is not known who the hell poisoned him.

In such a situation, would my father have anyone to trust?

So, he must have tried to endure somehow by leaving a record alone.

Sasha felt like she was about to cry.

But she held on tight.

So she turned the diary again, and the date of your diary had arrived until recently.

***

X month X day XXX

All my efforts were in vain.

Where did it go wrong?

What the hell is the path of addiction?

***

Fatigue was evident in each letter.

By this time, it seemed that his father did not know how he had become addicted to mana poison.

Sasha handed over her paper again.

"uh?"

Except for the last one, no diaries have been written since then.

Surprised, Sasha flipped through her paper, which had quite a few leftovers, but it was all blank.

Sasha came back and read the last diary.

***

X month X day XXX

Why... why didn't I know?

I used to think I was in control.

But it wasn't.

only one! I didn't think of...

There was one thing I had no control over.

There's only one place I didn't suspect.

Obvious.

A place I considered a safe haven.

If it was there, I would have been able to avoid my doubts and poison them.

I only realized it now... but now it's too late.

Maybe... even if it's tomorrow, I may not be able to open my eyes.

I should have noticed a little sooner.

***

The end of the diary felt like it was shaking violently, unlike the neat font before it.

With an incomplete body and trembling hands, I could see that he had barely managed to write a diary.

After reading all of her diary, Sasha's face darkened calmly.

‘The resting place that my father spoke of….’

Sasha closed her eyes and looked back at her father's position.

Where did my father find comfort in a situation where he would have endured alone?

"Ah!"

After a while, her eyes widened as she recalled something of hers.

Shrek-

She hid her diary again in the hardwood floor space, put everything back together and sat down at her desk.

Not long after, the general came to the study with a car.

Sasha picked up the car that the governor had given her.

“·················ogue.”

Her eyes, reflected in the clear tea water, were full of heat.

Sasha suppressed it and she asked the governor.

“General... no, Uncle Amin.”

At Sasha's call, the general gave a slightly startled expression.

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Because it was the name Sasha used to call her when she was young.

“Why?”

“Do you remember how your father and mother met?”

It was a random question.

It was also an unexpected question.

Sasha, known to her magistrates, has not been very good at bringing up her stories about her mother since her childhood.

Although she was young, she was instinctively reluctant to talk about her mother, knowing that she would grieve for her father.

Sasha's question was answered by the general with a sad smile.

"of course. I remember it clearly. No, you can't forget it, can you? There was a riot at the time.”

“Are you upset?”

“So Yeong-ju... Ah, at that time the Grand Duke was So Young-ju. Anyway, I wondered if So Yeong-ju's visits to the estate would become more frequent from one day... It is also a foreigner who is not a Gongji person. So the Archduke was blown away.”

“It’s like being a foreigner…”

“Yeah, my dead mother. You are the mother of Miss Sasha.”

“·················ogue.”

There was a calmness in the old man's eyes, as if reminiscing about that time.

“That’s right….”

On the other hand, the heat that had been hidden in Sasha's eyes revived and quickly disappeared.

The general, who was reminiscing about the past, did not discover it.

***

Merlin was swept away by the endless sea of ​​information.

‘What is this?’

A mysterious phenomenon that unfolds at the moment when God's soul and will are connected.

Merlin's mind floated along a sea of ​​information believed to be truth.

Along the way, Merlin noticed her oddity.

She and she realized.

‘This is not the truth.’

No, she said the truth.

But it wasn't real.

This was nothing but a memory of her past contained in the soul of the gods.

‘What the hell is going on?’

She still didn't know for sure.

Merlin decided to watch the situation a little more.

He calmed his calmly agitated mind and watched his surroundings.

The memory that the spirit of God showed was quiet without much change.

By the way···.

hard-

A drastic change took place in the stillness that seemed to last forever.

hard-

The background that the memories show began to shake.

Along with him, a loud voice was heard.

-why! Why am I saying no!

It was a thick male voice.

- Why did you become that guy? Why am I not?

Sadness, anger, resentment, frustration.

Hearing all kinds of emotional cries, Merlin felt a strange sense of déjà vu.

'Wait... Wait... this voice?!'

It was a clear, familiar voice.

A voice that I heard only for a brief moment as if passing by, but I will never forget.

‘Is this that bastard?’

It was certain.

The gatekeeper who guarded the gate of truth.

The boy's voice was unmistakable.

Merlin raised her consciousness even more.

She wanted to get a closer look at what was going on.

-good! If you don't accept me... I'll force you to open the door!

Merlin's doubts arose upon hearing his voice.

'What else does this mean? Wasn't this bastard... the one guarding the door?'

For Merlin, it was very confusing.

She thinks it's the doorkeeper, and she has called him the 'Guardian' until now.

But when she heard the stories she heard, it didn't seem like that.

While Merlin was deep in thought, the background of her memory began to change again.

Extremely rare-

The space that was like a calm lake shook and swayed in all directions as if an earthquake had occurred.

The letters that filled the surroundings trembled nonstop, and that phenomenon continued for a while.

‘You bastard, what the hell are you doing?!’

When Merlin was internally cursing the keeper.

- Whoa!

A scream was heard, whether it was a shout or a scream.

And.

'uh?!'

A light arose in the world where Merlin was.

It was as if the door to a dark room had been opened.

The letters around it began to pop out.

It was the same with Merlin.

No, to be precise, the subject of the memory he was seeing, not Merlin, was being sucked out of the gap.

'Ohh?'

Meanwhile, Merlin quickly looked around.

it is intuitive

He knew that what would happen from now on would reveal a secret he did not know.

While he was so focused, the background Merlin was looking at changed drastically.

At this, Merlin felt his mind shattered.

'Also?!'

How can I forget this way

However, one foot.

It's a place where thousands of years of hard work have gone to waste because I couldn't take that one step.

It was right in front of the door of truth.

And among them...

- Whoa!

There was a guy whose body was scattered to pieces and screamed.

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‘What is going on?’

- Whoa!

The bullying continued non-stop.

Merlin's condition was strange.

‘Does the department… lose?’

As if his eyes were fluttering.

Or like burnt ashes blown away by the wind, his body was slowly disappearing from his legs.

When his lower body almost disappeared, he opened his eyes.

-For sure... will definitely come back!

The man, slowly disappearing into tiny particles of light, let out an angry shout at the gate of Ji-ri.

As time passed, his body completely disappeared, and the particles of the body that had stayed there for a while were sucked in somewhere.

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