Rebirth Like Water Youth

Wang Xueying almost complained about everything in the way of yelling and crying. She didn’t stop, she didn’t give Shen Dapeng a chance to interrupt, and she didn’t have any remorse. When the distance is over, you will run farther again. Every day, I don't know what you think in your heart. I can only try hard, hard, and hard to guess, but... I can't guess.

I can’t guess why you like Cao Mengyuan, who has a marriage contract and still doesn’t contact you; I can’t guess what’s wrong with me, let you refuse my confession again and again; I can’t guess you in the end What kind of love do you want, what kind of career do you want to do.

I think we love each other emotionally, I think we support each other in our careers, I think how happy we will be in the future, I think here! I want to be there too! I want all of them! Because I can't see you clearly, I can't guess you well, so I can only think, thinking about it all by myself. "

"..." This time, it was Shen Dapeng's turn to be speechless. It was not that he was afraid to face it, but that he had nothing to say.

Wang Xueying didn’t know anything and could only guess, why is he not? Cao Mengyuan called him a few months without any explanation, no sweet talk, no current life situation, and no plans for the next few months. , If Wang Xueying was wronged because of not getting it, Shen Dapeng was confused because of the unknown.

"Shen Dapeng, I am really fed up. I have never been a person full of negative energy and capricious, but in these times that I like you, I am like a little woman who is very calculating and calculating. I want to worry about you. Do you like others not wanting me? I have to worry about how I did not do well enough to make you hate me. I don’t want to be a poor person who is so wronged that I can only cry. Now I am not myself at all."

Wang Xueying walked from the bed to Shen Dapeng as calmly as possible, and looked up at Shen Dapeng, who was more than one head higher than her. Her eyes were full of loneliness and unwillingness. "Today I just want you to tell me the truth, you will treat me in the end. Do you have a good impression? Even a little bit is fine! I admit you like Cao Mengyuan, but can you give me a chance to compete fairly with her? Instead of just ignoring my sincerity as air?"

"..."

There was deathly silence in the room. Shen Dapeng didn't speak for a long time. His breathing became as rapid as Wang Xueying's, and he looked down at the poor man who had been wronged and was about to collapse.

Looking at each other for dozens of seconds did not increase the feelings and understanding between the two of them. In the end, Shen Dapeng sighed deeply and gently stroked Wang Xueying's messy hair, "I'm sorry..."

"Well, needless to say I'm sorry, no one is sorry for anyone."

Wang Xueying pushed Shen Dapeng's arm away, dried her tears and rearranged her hair and clothes, and forced a calm and deep breath in and out, "The love I want is never a begging for mercy, and I don't need to beg for mercy. The love you get does not require indifferent care. You go, I'm going to sleep."

After finishing speaking, she turned her back to Shen Dapeng, but she just wiped away the tears and slipped unconvincingly, but this time she didn’t want Shen Dapeng to see, she didn’t want to use the pain in her heart as capital to win sympathy, let alone sympathy at all. Can't change what she thinks, the love that can be cherished as fate.

"Good night."

Shen Dapeng whispered goodnight, moved to the door, and looked at Wang Xueying, who was still standing still in the same place, with some worry. In the end, he chose to leave, like a firmer refusal.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

The moment the door was closed, Wang Xueying collapsed to the ground feebly, crying more hysterically and heart-piercingly than before. Only a few seconds later, she immediately pulled over the quilt to cover her mouth and nose, and covered her voice under the blanket. Here, the sincerity of giving is deep in the memory, and the experience of not knowing whether it is luck or suffering is buried in the bottom of my heart.

There will be no fear of what you get, and what you don't get will be forever turmoil.

Since childhood, what Wang Xueying wants, her father and her sister will spare no effort to offer them, even her sister’s favorite dolls, skirts, and high heels, as long as she understates, she wakes up after sleeping, and the next day. Quietly, neatly placed on the pillow of her bed.

She doesn't know now, is she not reconciled to Shen Dapeng just because she didn't get it? Swallowing sour and salty tears, alone, quietly recalling the first meeting with Shen Dapeng.

Shen Dapeng is not ugly, or handsome, but it is by no means a charming city with a smile from the sunshine of youth; Shen Dapeng is also smart and savvy. It is enough to be able to enter Shuimu University as a national champion in liberal arts, but that is just his studies and the long-term future There is no direct contact; Shen Dapeng can also seize the rare opportunity to make money, but he likes to do things that others cannot understand, such as waste collection stations, environmental protection laboratories, online shopping malls...

Wang Xueying always feels unclear about her words, and she can’t even understand how Shen Dapeng is so good that she can willingly lay down her lofty dignity to beg for mercy, and so good that she can sneak into the county regardless of her sister’s feelings, just to risk another. I sincerely confessed the risk of being rejected once ashamed.

Could it be that all of this can't be explained, just because... I didn't get it? Or... can't get it?

Outside the room ~www.wuxiaspot.com~ at the door of the room, Shen Dapeng quietly leaned against the door, listening to the sometimes clear and sometimes vague crying in the room, he felt as weak as Wang Xueying in the room, but as long as Wang Xueying would still cry, On the contrary, he is not too worried. Tears are the testimony of Wang Xueying's injury. Sadness is always inevitable, but when the tears are exhausted, when they are tired, tired, and exhausted, they will eventually have no strength to vent with tears and crying. .

Shen Dapeng absently came to the door of Jason and Mark’s room, knocked a few times and no one responded. When he went to Tang Wei and Sun Dapaozi’s room, no one opened the door for him. As for Li Zeyu and Lin Xiaoxiao’s room, he wouldn’t. Be a shining light bulb, besides the midnight of Valentine's Day, it's not just a light bulb!

When I was still in KTV just now, Shen Dapeng considered that he would play late and didn’t want to go home to disturb his parents’ rest. He wanted to open another room for himself. After asking, he found out that the room was fully booked as early as the afternoon. There is only the room where Wang Yuying usually lives on the top floor. Wang Yuying has not come back in the city, but it is not good for him to go to the room where the girls usually live alone, which is not good for him.

I touched my pocket accidentally, found the key to the house, smiled bitterly and shook his head. It seems that the phrase "home is a safe haven" is correct. No matter when and where, what it looks like, only the door of home will always open unconditionally. , And never dislike it.