Rebirth of Brotherly Love

It felt as if I had returned to a young age, I had just returned to China and I was not used to eating and diarrhea. I was so tired that I had no energy in the bed. My brother was sitting beside the bed patiently coaxing him and feeding him a mouthful of porridge. That warm feeling cannot be forgotten by Anze.

When I was cut off by a tree branch when my arm was injured and bleeding, my brother sat on the bed to treat his wound, carefully wiped the blood with a cotton ball, disinfected, bandaged, and every step was so patient and gentle.

Since childhood, Anze has always liked the feeling of his brother sitting next to him. Later, that feeling gradually became a strong desire to monopolize. He wanted to monopolize his brother. He did not want to share his brother's tenderness with anyone.

在 The moment An Luo hugged him in the hospital that night, An Ze even thought his brother was back.

安 When An Luo told his brother that he had died, he was sad, but because An Luo was still around, he always had the illusion of "as if his brother didn't leave". But now, with the complete disappearance of An Luo, that fear of "really losing his brother" has begun to clearly enlarge in his mind.

Lu Anluo walked away and walked very smartly. He did not take away anything belonging to his brother except his ID card. But Anze's heart suddenly became empty.

I opened the wallet and looked at the photo of the two brothers. Anza finally realized the fact that his brother had left.

Every night, my dreams are the shadow of my brother. Either feed himself when he was a kid, or hold his hand on the lost street, or sit on the bed and bandage his wounds ... his eyes, his voice, his body's cool temperature, his face The occasional smile, everything about him, was repeatedly played back in his mind.

At the end of the dream, always returning to the cold corridor of the hospital that day, An Luo gently embraced himself and said in a soft tone, Anze, cry when you are sad, don't bear it.

When Awakened from her dream, there was always a moist liquid in the corner of An Ze's eyes.

Knowing that he shouldn't make An Luo a substitute for his brother, nor should he confuse them, but in an uncontrollable dream, An Ze always linked the two together. Later, he didn't even know he was What Anlo is missing, I don't know which Anlo is more concerned about now.

Anze can't change his brother's heart. For so many years of love, Anze believes that even if his brother dies, he will not easily fall in love with others. But now, he couldn't help thinking of An Luo, an An Luo who had clearly told him, "I can't be your brother."

I feel guilty about "betraying my brother", and torture Anze day and night.

In order to avoid idle thoughts, Anze had to focus all his energy on work.

The death of his parents and the departure of Anluo left Anze with two tricky messes. Recently, it happened to be the peak of the summer vacation. Huaan Hotel had twice as many guests as usual, and the entertainment company was about to launch A few newcomers, Anza took care of both sides, and had to work overtime until nine o'clock every day to go home. When he got home, he was often exhausted, and sometimes he could fall asleep in the bathtub.

It was only in this way that he didn't have time to think about An Luo.

I do n’t have time to think, so I wo n’t regret it, I wo n’t change my mind, and I wo n’t leave pride and principles to find his whereabouts.

***

到 When he arrived at the company this morning, An Ze met his assistant Yu Tingting at the elevator door. Yu Tingting greeted him with a smile: "Mr. An early."

"Morning." An Ze nodded at her and turned into the elevator.

The elevator started to go up quickly. After Anze was silent for a moment, he suddenly whispered: "Yes, my brother should tell you that I will take over his position before he leaves. Does he explain what you notice?"

Yu Tingting nodded and said, "Well, he said, your ideas are mature and sane, and you are very decisive and clear. You are a good boss. He asked me to assist you ... Yes, he also said that once you get busy, it is possible He will forget to eat, and he asked me to order you takeaway on time. "

"..." Anze clenched his fingers stiffly in his pocket. "Anything else?"

"Nothing."

Anze did not speak anymore, and the elevator stopped at the floor where the office was located. Anze turned and walked straight to the office. After closing the door, he took a deep breath, clenched his fists, and waved hard against the wall!

His fist smashed against the solid wall, and there was a dull pain, but the pain in his hand was far less than the pain in his heart.

The words left by An An to Yu Tingting, at this moment, was sore in his ears, and wondered how he felt when he left those words. If you think about it, you yourself forced him to leave. "You can't replace my brother." "I will move away from the house." These words mean "please disappear from me." He must have understood. He must be very sad after he understands, so he will be so determined when he leaves, not even a piece of clothes belonging to his brother. His packed suitcase was almost empty ...

An Luo was completely unfamiliar with the world, and he would definitely have to adapt again when he was abroad. An Ze was very clear about that feeling. When he returned to China from France where he used to live, the climate was unsuitable, the diet was unaccustomed, and he could not eat. I couldn't sleep, I had a hard time during that time, and fortunately my brother was always taking care of him.

如今 But now, An Luo travels to a foreign country by himself, not to mention that eating and sleeping are not good. In case of a cold, there is not even a person pouring water around him. Thinking of the picture of him lying alone on the bed wrapped in a quilt alone, Anze felt that his heartache was almost impossible to breathe.

How could he let him go so ruthlessly? Even if he is not his own brother, at least, he should help him arrange his future life. How difficult is it for a person from 27 years ago to survive alone in this world? !!

Strong remorse caused An Ze to frown and took out his mobile phone. When he saw the three words "I'm gone" in the text message record, An Ze hurriedly dialed the phone, but a mechanized prompt sounded in his ear: " Sorry, the number you dialed is an empty number ... "

空 号? It seems that Anluo has cancelled the number. Obviously, he has made up his mind to completely sever the relationship with Anjia.

Perhaps, An Luo, who was once a underworld family, can take care of himself abroad?

Despite this, Anze couldn't relax.

I miss him especially now, probably because he still has the shadow of his brother. In a few days, this feeling will gradually fade away ... Anze finally convinced himself and pressed down his heart to search Anluo. The impulse of the address, withdrawing the phone, once again focused on the files on the desktop.

***

五 At half past five in the afternoon, the office door was knocked open suddenly, and assistant Yu Tingting came in. After changing clothes in the afternoon, she seemed to have a unique temperament compared to the morning. She went to her desk and laid down a document for An Ze, and said softly, "General Manager, this contract needs your signature."

Wu Anze looked down at the contract carefully, and then swiped two pens on it to sign his name. Seeing that Yu Tingting hadn't left yet, An Ze looked up and asked, "Is there anything else?"

Yu Tingting smiled and said, "It's already half past five, is President An still not off work? I want to invite you to dinner together."

Wu Anze was about to say no, but saw that she suddenly took out two meal coupons and placed it in front of him. "This is the coupon that your brother left for me, his favorite western restaurant."

An Anze took the coupon from her, but saw the words "Couple VIP Package" in the lower right corner of the coupon.

Lu Anluo has never been to this newly opened western restaurant, and it is impossible to get a couple's set voucher for this restaurant. Such an obvious loophole, or Tingting Yu is lying, or she must have other purposes.

Wu Anze was silent for a moment, and whispered, "You are waiting for me downstairs, I will deal with the matter at hand before going downstairs to find you."

"Ok."

Ten minutes later, An Ze wore a suit jacket and went downstairs to the parking lot. Yu Tingting was standing next to a white car and waiting. When An Ze came over, he opened the door and smiled and said, "Take my car, You are not familiar with that place, I will drive you there. "

Although Wu Anze was a little confused, he was still in the front passenger seat.

Yu Tingting did not drive to the restaurant, but instead drove the car to a strange neighborhood. The location of the community is more than thirty minutes' drive from the city center. The subway station is opposite. The transportation is very convenient. The entire community planning is also very good.

Wu Anze did not expect Yu Tingting to take him to such a place, and frowned, "Don't you go to Western food?"

Yu Tingting turned back and said, "I said that just now, but I am worried that there are eavesdroppers in your office. Actually, I am here to show you someone."

"who?"

"Anyang."

Wu Anze frowned slightly. He always thought that the tone of Yu Tingting's speech was strange, but he was inexplicably familiar. After staring back at her for a while, An Ze was certain, "Aren't you Yu Tingting?"