Rebirth of Siheyuan starts in the 1980s

On a March day, a child's face looks different from the south to the north.

It is now the end of March. If you are in the capital, you are probably still suffering from sandstorms. If you want a rain, you can really afford the words "expensive as oil".

But in this unknown small county in Qianzhou, it rains lightly every now and then.

"Aside from being a little damp, a little cold, and a little poor, there's nothing major wrong with it. At least it's very comfortable to sleep in."

After reciting this sentence, Cao Zhiqiang shook his head, closed his eyes and wanted to continue sleeping.

But after tossing and turning, I found that I couldn't sleep, so I slowly got up and went to wash up.

Well, today is already the third day since Cao Zhiqiang rescued Qing Hong.

Since rescuing Qinghong from Xiaogen's clutches, Cao Zhiqiang has let go of his worries.

Although Cao Zhiqiang suffered a little in the process of saving Qinghong, after all, it was not comfortable to be exposed to the wind on the top of the mountain in advance.

But the result is good.

Cao Zhiqiang believes that as long as Xiaogen does not forcefully push Qinghong to succeed, this kind of thing should never happen again from now on.

First of all, Xiaogen is not a bad person. He was just impulsive before. As long as he gets past that impulse, he will definitely be left with only uneasiness.

Next is Qing Hong. Qing Hong has experienced that incident and is now frightened. Even if she still has a little nostalgia for Xiao Gen, she probably won't dare to go to an inaccessible place to meet Xiao Gen alone again.

Not to mention, after this incident, Qinghong's father will definitely settle the score with Xiaogen, and Qinghong's mother has also taken leave to stay at home, and is personally watching over Qinghong at home.

Qinghong is a person, although she is introverted and cowardly, and her quotient index is not high, but as long as her innocence remains, her string will not break.

As long as the string is not broken, she will not fail to commit suicide like in the ending of the movie, and eventually become a mentally ill person who forgets everything.

Cao Zhiqiang felt that the moment he scared Xiao Gen away and kept Qing Hong innocent, Qing Hong's ending should have changed.

In addition, in order to ensure that there was no problem, after Cao Zhiqiang sent Qinghong home the night before yesterday, he not only deliberately reminded Qinghong's parents to pay attention to Qinghong's mental state, but also the next morning, that is, yesterday morning, Cao Zhiqiang

I also made a special trip to visit Qinghong’s house.

At that time, Qinghong's family was having breakfast, and the whole family looked normal.

Especially Qinghong, except that she doesn't like to talk, there seems to be nothing wrong with her appearance.

That is to say, after seeing that Qinghong was fine, and discovering that Qinghong's father had always been suspicious and wary of him, Cao Zhiqiang went back with complete peace of mind, lest Qinghong's father continue to be suspicious.

Now that Qinghong is fine, Cao Zhiqiang's next concern is his own family affairs.

In other words, he only needs to continue to care about his sister's family as planned.

As long as his sister resigns smoothly, then divorces her brother-in-law smoothly, and successfully obtains the household registration transfer certificate, he can immediately take his family back to Peking.

In short, after returning to the guest house from Qinghong's house yesterday morning, Cao Zhiqiang never left the guest house again. He just stayed in the guest house suite, copied songs and novels, and continued to be an otaku.

After all, this county is too small and too shabby. He has already visited all the places where he can go and have fun, and there really is nothing to see.

Rather than continuing to wander around outside, it would be more economical to stay in a guest house with a good environment and continue coding to make money.

In addition, Cao Zhiqiang had made an appointment with his sister before, and once his sister and her family completed the formalities, they would come back to the guest house to find him.

Therefore, Cao Zhiqiang just needs to stay in the guest house and wait quietly.

After washing up, Cao Zhiqiang, who looked refreshed, took out the milk powder from the system space and the Lao Mo bread he had bought in advance.

After making a bowl of goat milk powder with hot water and eating breakfast with bread, Cao Zhiqiang took out Gesha instant coffee again and made a cup of coffee with hot water.

After that, Cao Zhiqiang stretched, then took the cup of coffee, walked to the window of the room, and opened the window directly.

Opening the window and looking at the street, you can have a panoramic view of the rainy scenery of the small town.

Although there are no high-rise buildings, the small town in the drizzle has its own unique flavor.

Taking a deep breath of the moist air, combined with the aroma of coffee, I felt that my mood suddenly improved a lot.

Then, as he watched, Cao Zhiqiang's eyes suddenly flashed, and Qinghong's face full of tears and stains, as well as the look of fear in his eyes, appeared when Xiao Gen failed to push him.

Also, when taking her home, the further she walked toward her home, the more hesitant her steps became and the more trembling her palms became.

Finally, a bleeding hand suddenly appeared in my mind...

hiss……

Cao Zhiqiang suddenly shivered violently and had goosebumps all over his body.

Strange, when you see it raining, why do you think of bleeding hands? Why do you get goosebumps?

Is this a warning?

Why does this warning appear?

Why are you feeling restless?

What's wrong?

However, Xiaogen's violent behavior has obviously been stopped by himself, and Qinghong's innocence has been preserved, so there should be no problem, right?

Then why do I feel so restless and uneasy when I see it raining? I even think of my bleeding hands?

Wait, it seems...it seems that when Qinghong committed suicide, it was also raining?

Thinking of this, Cao Zhiqiang put down his coffee and started thinking again with his hand on his chin.

What is wrong? What is missing?

By the way, the source of Qinghong’s tragedy!

That's right, Qinghong's tragedy is not just a problem of Xiaogen.

In other words, fundamentally speaking, the source of Qinghong's tragedy is not Xiao Gen, but the family, or in other words, his father!

In the original plot, Xiao Gen did something like a beast, but strictly speaking, Qinghong and Xiao Gen had a mutual affection for each other at that time.

Although Qinghong was forcibly pushed down by Xiaogen, and she felt a sense of shame and betrayal, she did not commit suicide, and even turned into the insane lunatic she was later.

What made Qinghong commit suicide by slitting her wrists?

Is it really because of Xiaogen?

I'm afraid not, at least not entirely.

The main reason should be a kind of despair and resistance.

A kind of despair for life, despair for the future, and a kind of resistance to family and father.

When she was alive, Qinghong didn't dare to resist her father, so she had no choice but to die.

In fact, according to the narrative in the movie, Qinghong originally did not want to leave. She was not envious of the prosperity outside, but was a little afraid of the outside world.

Qinghong was born here and grew up here. Her thoughts are very simple and she just wants to stay and live a simple life.

Because here is everything Qinghong is familiar with, including friends, relatives, etc.

On the contrary, Shanghai, which she only returned to once in several years, seemed to her like a foreign place without any sense of belonging.

However, father Wu Zemin is different from Qinghong.

Wu Zemin always wanted to go back to Shanghai, always wanted to take his whole family back, and he kept saying it was for the good of his children, but he never asked about the wishes of Qinghong and her brother. He only thought that he was doing it for the good of his children, who would grow up.

It's good to know him.

From a certain perspective, what Wu Zemin did was not wrong, but he used the wrong method, which was too simple and crude, and he never discussed it with his children.

Qinghong is a cowardly girl. She does not dare to resist her father or his decisions, so she can only accept all his arrangements.

Why did Xiaogen forcefully push Qinghong?

The root cause is Qinghong’s father!

After Qinghong's father learned that Xiaozhen ran away with someone, he strengthened his confidence and decided to leave here in the near future no matter what. Even if there was no relationship, he would run back to Shanghai naked.

After Qinghong found out about this situation, she knew she couldn't stay, so she went to Xiaogen to show off.

Xiaogen knew that Qinghong was leaving, so in despair, he became angry and ruined Qinghong with his drunkenness.

Afterwards, Qinghong not only hated Xiaogen's violation and betrayal, but also understood the reason why Xiaogen did this. She also hated herself for being helpless, and of course she was afraid of her father and other people's eyes.

After all, in this era, being ruined by others is a very big blow to your reputation.

In addition, Qinghong has been locked up at home, and the only best friend Xiaozhen who can express her true feelings ran away with someone at that time, so she cannot express her true feelings to her.

This left Qinghong with no one to talk to, and she could only keep everything in her heart.

Due to multiple factors, Qinghong couldn't think about it for a while, so she cut her wrists and committed suicide.

However, Qinghong's suicide by cutting her wrists was not because she couldn't bear Xiaogen's violation and betrayal. The most important factor was that she was fed up with her father's oppression, which was a desperate resistance.

Otherwise, after Qinghong was raped, why didn't she commit suicide at that time, but went home calmly? Why did she have to cut her wrists and commit suicide only after hearing that Xiaogen was reported by her father and arrested by the police?

It can be seen from this that although Qinghong was ruined by Xiao Gen, in fact, in her heart, I am afraid that it is not Xiao Gen that she hates the most, but her father.

I'm afraid that in Qinghong's heart, although she is dissatisfied with Xiaogen's actions, she may think that she owes Xiaogen and doesn't want to pursue it any further. She even thinks that after this experience, she might really end up with Xiaogen.

, stay and marry Xiaogen.

Just like when Lu Jun raped a rural girl and had to marry that rural girl in the end.

Although this is unlikely, it is not impossible.

However, after hearing that her father reported Xiao Gen and Xiao Gen was arrested, Qing Hong became completely desperate.

So she chose to commit suicide. In this way, she fought against her father and her own destiny.

Although the suicide attempt was unsuccessful, it also damaged her brain, so she collapsed immediately and became confused and insane. Even when Xiaozhen was found, she mistakenly thought that the other person was admitted to college.

To put it bluntly, the internal cause of Qinghong's tragedy is Qinghong's character, and the external cause is Qinghong's father. As for Xiaogen's violence, it just lit the fuse.

Of course, these may be Cao Zhiqiang's overthinking, but in fact they are nothing at all.

After all, Cao Zhiqiang went to Qinghong's house yesterday morning.

At that time, everything was fine with Qinghong at home. Except for staying in the room and not saying a word, there was no problem at all.

There is no reason for something to happen again just over a day later.

"No! I still don't feel reassured. I have to go see Qinghong!"

"Even if I overthink that Qinghong is actually fine, I would rather believe that she is there than not."

"It would be better for me to go and be laughed at than for Qinghong to actually commit suicide."

After saying this to himself, Cao Zhiqiang took a deep breath decisively, then changed his clothes, picked up an umbrella, and walked out decisively.