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134 I Want To Love This World

"Why didn't you speak?" Qinghong suddenly asked Cao Zhiqiang, who was deep in thought.

Only then did Cao Zhiqiang react from his deep thoughts and look at Qinghong again.

Qinghong's expression at this time was normal, but her eyes were full of curiosity, caution and a trace of fear.

Regardless of how Cao Zhiqiang saw it, he felt that the other party's current mood should be like this.

Thinking of this, Cao Zhiqiang laughed: "It's nothing, it's just that you just said that you don't know why you want to commit suicide, right?"

Qinghong nodded: "Well, anyway, I just felt very uncomfortable, and then, for what reason, I, I can't remember clearly."

"If you can't remember it, forget it." Cao Zhiqiang said with a smile, "Don't think about the unhappy things, and think more about happy things, okay?"

Qinghong remained silent and did not answer Cao Zhiqiang's words.

Seeing that Qinghong became silent again, Cao Zhiqiang said quickly: "Forget it, don't think about it too much. Even if you were unhappy before, you will be happy in the future. You have to look forward as a person. You are still young, aren't you?"

Finding that Qinghong was still silent, Cao Zhiqiang sighed: "If you don't want to talk, just stop talking. I, I will go and handle the hospitalization procedures for you. You just stay here."

After saying this, Cao Zhiqiang went out and took the bill and paid the money. Then the doctor asked Qinghong to be transferred to the special care ward.

In fact, Cao Zhiqiang originally wanted to transfer Qinghong to a senior cadre ward. Unfortunately, the county hospital here is too small and does not have a senior cadre ward. The best ward is the special care ward.

The special care wards here are all single rooms and have independent bathrooms. They are considered to be the best wards here. Under normal circumstances, ordinary patients cannot be admitted casually.

However, in the case of Qinghong, it is indeed possible to transfer to the special care unit, which is not a problem in theory.

The real problem is that Qinghong does not have an employer. If she stays in the special care ward, she cannot be reimbursed by her employer and has to pay for it herself.

In addition, the price of the special care unit is very expensive. The hospitalization fee for one day costs as much as three yuan!

The hospitalization fee of three yuan a day is very expensive in the capital city, let alone this small county outside the 18th parallel line.

In hospitals in these small counties, the hospitalization fee for an ordinary ward is only 30 cents per bed per day.

In comparison, the hospitalization fee of three yuan a day is not expensive here, but it is extremely expensive.

Of course, it’s expensive for its own sake.

The key to why it is called the special care ward lies in the word "special care".

To put it bluntly, there is a nurse monitoring the whole process 24 hours a day, which is equivalent to having an extra 24-hour professional nurse, and it also includes three meals a day.

It is equivalent to saying that as long as you pay three yuan a day, you don't have to worry about anything. Nurses will take care of you when you eat, drink, and take care of yourself. You no longer need to find a nurse to accompany you.

If you take this into consideration, then three yuan a day is really not expensive at all, at least that's what Cao Zhiqiang thinks.

It was at this time that he realized again how low prices are today and how strong the purchasing power of RMB is.

Then, Cao Zhiqiang not only chose the special care unit for Qinghong, but also paid a week's hospitalization fee in advance at once.

What does it mean to be wealthy? This is called wealthy.

However, Cao Zhiqiang was a low-key person and looked down on this, so he never thought it was a problem.

As for Qinghong, she has no idea about these, nor does she know the price of a special care unit. What's more, with her current mental state, she may not be in the mood to care about it.

After helping Qinghong move to a new ward, Cao Zhiqiang sat next to Qinghong again to accompany her.

Seeing Qinghong's eyes staring at the ceiling blankly, Cao Zhiqiang sighed silently.

Time passed by, and the whole room was quiet, no one spoke, only the drip from the infusion set was falling drop by drop.

As if he couldn't stand this depressing atmosphere, Cao Zhiqiang took a deep breath and suddenly said with a smile: "Qinghong, you, you..."

After looking at you for a long time, Cao Zhiqiang took a deep breath again and forced a smile: "You, please wait for me, wait for me!"

After saying that, Cao Zhiqiang ran out of the ward, and then ran, kept running, and ran out of the hospital gate.

Standing at the gate of the hospital, looking at the continuous drizzle outside, Cao Zhiqiang took a deep breath again, and then said darkly to the sky: "Qinghong, don't worry, I won't give up on you. As long as I'm here, you will definitely

Will not be defeated!"

Having said this, Cao Zhiqiang looked around, then turned around and ran up the stairs again, and then all the way to the staircase corridor on the top of the building.

After arriving at the staircase corridor on the top floor, Cao Zhiqiang looked up and down to make sure there was no one here, and then quickly took out the red cotton guitar he had purchased at the Xinhua Bookstore in Beijing from the system space.

That's right, he kept this red cotton guitar hidden in the system space with him. He didn't think much about it before, but now it seems that it's time to use it.

After taking out his guitar, Cao Zhiqiang put it on his back, took another breath, ran downstairs, and returned to Qinghong's ward.

Seemingly seeing Cao Zhiqiang carrying a big guy when he came back, the nurse on duty hurriedly asked: "Hey, comrade, what are you doing? What did you bring?"

Cao Zhiqiang said quickly: "Oh, this is a guitar, a musical instrument. I'm here to relieve my friend's boredom."

Having said this, Cao Zhiqiang opened his backpack, asked the nurse to check it, and then said: "My friend is in a very low mood right now. She just cut her wrists and committed suicide, so I, I want to play a tune and sing a song to make her feel better.

After checking, the nurse confirmed that there were only musical instruments inside, and nodded: "Well, wait a minute, don't go in yet, I'll ask the doctor."

After speaking, the nurse went to the attending physician to explain the situation.

After a while, the nurse came over and nodded to Cao Zhiqiang: "Okay, go in, the doctor said it's fine, but he asked you to keep your voice down and you must sing behind closed doors."

"Thank you, nurse, I will." Cao Zhiqiang smiled and nodded, then walked into the ward carrying the guitar.

After entering the ward, Cao Zhiqiang took the guitar out of the packaging bag, carried it on his back, and came to Qinghong.

Qinghong also realized Cao Zhiqiang's arrival. She turned around and her expression finally changed. She asked in slight surprise: "What are you doing?"

Cao Zhiqiang smiled and said: "This is a guitar. I see that you are in a bad mood, and I want to sing you a song to relieve your boredom. Well, I sing very well, do you want to listen to it?"

Qinghong blinked, then nodded: "Then, you sing."

Cao Zhiqiang pursed his lips and smiled, adjusted the strings, and then said: "Well, this is a new song that has never appeared in this world, and its name is "I Want to Love This World So Much."

I have been writing this song for a long time, but I have never sung it to anyone else.

Today, I will sing it just for you, I hope you like it."

After saying this, Cao Zhiqiang stopped talking nonsense. After a guitar intro, he started singing "I Really Want to Love This World" with a low and clear voice.

Hugging the sofa, sleepy eyes and messy hair

But I long to be as cool as the protagonist in the movie

There are densely packed crows under the eaves.

I don’t know how to express my suppressed emotions

no matter where i am

Sounding like a soulless insect

But I understand that I should make some efforts at this moment

no matter where i am

The irreparable past

Whenever I think of

When singing here, Cao Zhiqiang paused slightly, and then started playing and singing again:

Thought about leaving