Rebirth of Siheyuan starts in the 1980s

After hearing what Cao Zhiqiang said, Jin Xiuying was slightly stunned, then turned around in surprise and looked at Cao Zhiqiang carefully.

"What are you looking at?" Cao Zhiqiang asked, "Is there flowers on my face?"

Jin Xiuying shook her head: "It's nothing, I just feel that you are fine, why do you suddenly want to hear this? Weren't you not interested in my past before and didn't want to hear it?"

Cao Zhiqiang shrugged and spread his hands: "Now and then, I didn't want to hear it in the past, but now, I suddenly want to hear it."

After a brief pause, Cao Zhiqiang looked into Jin Xiuying's eyes and said in a very gentle voice: "Because I want to know you better."

Jin Xiuying's face turned red and she lowered her head subconsciously, as if she couldn't stand Cao Zhiqiang's aggressive eyes.

After taking a deep breath, Jin Xiuying raised her head again, looked at Cao Zhiqiang seriously, and then asked, "Do you really want to hear it?"

"Of course." Cao Zhiqiang nodded.

"Aren't you afraid that you will feel burdened after hearing my story?" Jin Xiuying asked with a half-smile.

"I'm not afraid now." Cao Zhiqiang looked into Jin Xiuying's eyes and smiled gently, "Because now I care about you even more."

Jin Xiuying was silent for a moment, then subconsciously avoided Cao Zhiqiang's eyes, lowered her head, and began to tell her story.

As Cao Zhiqiang expected, the reason why Jin Xiuying cut her coach with a pencil sharpener was because the coach had evil intentions towards her.

According to Jin Xiuying, their team had a new coach at that time. The new coach was a middle-aged man. He seemed quite reliable at first. He was much kinder than the original coach. He smiled at everyone and everyone liked him.

This male coach's.

But one day, Jin Xiuying almost got into a fight because of a conflict with a team member, but the male coach immediately came over to stop her.

Immediately afterwards, the coach told Jin Xiuying that after training in the afternoon, let her go to the office alone.

After training, Jin Xiuying didn't think much, thinking that the coach was going to reprimand her, so she went to the office alone.

After going to the office, I found that the male coach was the only one in the room.

After that, the coach first told her some of her problems.

Then as he talked, he came to Jin Xiuying and started touching her on the pretext of correcting her posture.

Although Jin Xiuying was young at that time, she didn't understand anything, so she stepped on his instep and wanted to leave.

Unexpectedly, the coach suddenly grabbed her arm and threatened her in various ways.

He said that if she disobeyed him, he would kick Jin Xiuying out of the team and tell everyone not to accept you, and you would never be able to play volleyball again for the rest of your life.

After saying those cruel words, the coach hurriedly hugged Jin Xiuying and kissed her forcefully.

Jin Xiuying kept resisting, then picked up a pencil sharpener from the table and slashed the coach's face with one slash, and the wound was deep.

After doing that, Jin Xiuying was frightened, threw the knife and ran away.

Then, she was sued by her coach, and the police arrested her immediately, and soon she was charged with assault and sent to a juvenile detention center.

During this period, her parents did not help her at all.

Especially her stepfather, who was obviously a well-connected senior official and could supposedly help her resolve her grievances, but he did nothing.

Even her biological mother never helped her.

Even when Jin Xiuying entered the juvenile detention center, her biological mother never visited her once, as if she was no longer a person.

It was that time that she completely gave up on that family.

When she first entered the juvenile detention center, many people bullied her, and she could only fight back.

Relying on her height and strength, she quickly transformed from a bullied little sheep into a lone wolf that no one dared to mess with.

According to Jin Xiuying, she doesn't like to be bullied, but she also doesn't like to bully others. But in the juvenile detention center, if you are not ruthless, you will only be bullied.

Her skills in beating people and playing with knives were also developed by herself in the juvenile detention center.

When she was released from the juvenile detention center, she became homeless. By chance, she followed Wei Dajun and joined Wei Dajun's group.

"This is my story." Jin Xiuying said expressionlessly, "Now that you know it, how do you feel?"

"How do you feel?" Cao Zhiqiang shrugged, "If you feel it, I think you were a bit stupid back then. After you hurt someone with a knife, you shouldn't have run away. You should have called people over immediately, and then yelled at the coach for molesting you.

There were only two of you in the room at that time, and no one outside knew the truth of the matter. So at that time, the key to the public speaking was reasonable, and the key was to show courage.

If you immediately yelled and confidently called people over instead of running away immediately, then your coach would have been panicked at that time, and the people who came would have thought that there was something wrong with the coach and that you were acting in self-defense.

But if you run away, you will be in trouble. You will be accused of being a thief with a guilty conscience.

And once you run away, your coach will have enough time to recover. When he recovers, there will naturally be many ways to distort the facts.

For example, he called the police immediately, which is very smart.

Since he can call the police, it means that he has more confidence, and the police will believe him more.

As for you, since you ran away from the beginning, even if you later said that the coach molested you, everyone would just think you were lying."

"Hmph, that's easy to say." Jin Xiuying pouted, "Even if I didn't run away and called someone over, would I have been fine? Don't be stupid!

That coach has a background and knows many people.

And I am just a little girl, and no one is willing to help me.

There were only two of us in the room at the time, and I did cut him on his face, and it was a very serious wound.

If he had insisted that I was the one who hurt someone, that he did not molest me and that I was making trouble unreasonably, who would believe me as a little girl? Even if he believed me, who would stand up for me and offend that person with such a background?

coach?”

Cao Zhiqiang thought for a while, then nodded: "Yes, you are right. In that situation, you... were doomed."

After sighing, Cao Zhiqiang said again: "I originally wanted to say that you shouldn't have cut him with a knife at that time. If it doesn't hurt anyone, it's easy to say anything. But, I also know that I am saying this now because I am talking while standing without hurting my back.

.

After all, you were still young at that time, and you couldn't think so much in a panic.

So, I can only say that fate has caused you to meet so many scumbags."

"Yes, maybe this is fate." Jin Xiuying lowered her face, "A monster like me should have an unlucky fate."

"What are you talking about?" Cao Zhiqiang said quickly, "How can you be a monster?"

"I'm not a monster yet?" Jin Xiuying laughed at herself, "Look at me, I'm so tall now, and I might even grow taller in the future.

Who would want me like this? Isn’t this a monster?”

Cao Zhiqiang frowned: "There is a problem with your height, but it's not a big problem.

And what’s wrong with being tall? This is actually a huge advantage in volleyball.”

"Advantage?" Jin Xiuying laughed at herself again, "I already have a background, who else will want me in the future? Who else will use me? I already knew that I would never be able to join a regular volleyball team again.

I told you before that I wanted to play volleyball, and that’s true.

However, when I asked you to help me join the volleyball team again, it was just to comfort you.

Because I know that even you, you can't let me, a person with bad background, re-enter the volleyball team, that's impossible."

"Nothing is impossible." Cao Zhiqiang shook his head, "In the past, your situation was indeed impossible, but it is different now."

"What's the difference?" Jin Xiuying asked.

Cao Zhiqiang smiled: "Now is the period of reform and opening up. Everything is about money, and sports are not immune. As long as I am willing to find people, find the right people, and spend money, you will definitely be able to rejoin the volleyball team and even enter the national team."

It’s not impossible for the team.”

"Okay, don't be stupid." Jin Xiuying sighed, "I said that before just to ease the embarrassment. After all, at that time I... Anyway, stop worrying about my affairs. I'm fine as I am now.

It really doesn’t work…”

After a pause, Jin Xiuying suddenly raised her head, looked at Cao Zhiqiang and said, "If that doesn't work, can I be your lover?"

"Pfft!" Cao Zhiqiang, who was drinking soy milk, immediately sprayed Jin Xiuying's face with soy milk.

"Ahem!" Cao Zhiqiang raised his head in surprise after squirting the soy milk, "What did you just say?"

Jin Xiuying expressionlessly wiped her face with the back of her hand and said: "I say, if you feel that it is not worthwhile to continue spending money to support me, I can be your lover, just like those big bosses in Hong Kong and Taiwan keep their lovers."

Then, she laughed at herself: "Anyway, I know that you can't marry someone like me. It doesn't matter. I don't care about that. You can be a lover."

Speaking of this, Jin Xiuying looked sideways at Cao Zhiqiang and said: "And I know that you are actually quite interested in me. I understand the way you look at me.

Otherwise, since you are interested in me and I don't hate you, then I might as well be your lover.

From now on, I will sleep with you at night and be your bodyguard to protect you during the day.

You know that if you can't do anything else, you can still fight, but you will definitely not be able to beat me anyway.

If I protect you all the time, if someone like Wei Dajun wants to harm you, he will definitely not be able to do it.

In this case, I will be very useful to you, and you can continue to support me without feeling like a waste of money, right?"

Cao Zhiqiang sighed, took out a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped his mouth, then shook his head and said: "Yingzi, you are overthinking, I am not that kind of person."

"But……"

"Stop talking." Cao Zhiqiang waved his hand.

"Yingzi, no matter what, let me give it a try and try the assembly, right?

If we really can’t let you rejoin the volleyball team, if we really can’t let you return to the competition, how about we discuss the issue of job transfer?”

Jin Xiuying bit her lip: "Then you, you..."

"What are you? If you have anything to say, please tell me! Don't worry about mother-in-law and mother-in-law!" Cao Zhiqiang said.

Jin Xiuying took a breath: "Then, if I can really play volleyball again, will you come to me again? Will you, will you ignore me and ignore me once I can play volleyball again?

Already?"

"How could that happen?" Cao Zhiqiang smiled and handed over his handkerchief casually, "Wipe your face first, and then we'll talk after you finish wiping your face."

Jin Xiuying paused, but still took the handkerchief from Cao Zhiqiang's hand and wiped her face carefully.

After Jin Xiuying wiped her face dry, Cao Zhiqiang said: "Yingzi, you are right. I am very interested in you, and it's not that I don't want you, but now is not the time."

"Why?" Jin Xiuying asked.

Cao Zhiqiang smiled slightly: "Let me ask you first, if I really do something to you, can you bear it?"

"What do you mean?" Jin Xiuying frowned.

Cao Zhiqiang sighed: "Do you still remember that time on the balcony last time? I wanted to kiss you on impulse, but you gave me a hard blow without saying a word."

"I, I didn't mean it." Jin Xiuying said immediately.

"I know you didn't mean it." Cao Zhiqiang nodded, "Just because you didn't mean it, it's troublesome, because it means you are still very resistant to men touching you."

After sighing, Cao Zhiqiang added: "To tell you the truth, I have a sister at home, not a biological sister, but a sworn sister.

She had been assaulted by another man before, but luckily she didn't succeed.

But even so, it also planted a shadow in her heart. She was afraid of men touching her, even my brother.

In the same way, for people like you, no matter how nice your words are, once it comes to actual actions, you will probably give me a harsh blow subconsciously as soon as I touch you.

The last blow had already knocked me down quite badly.

If I try harder, you might end up having no descendants for me.

So, if you really want to be my woman, you must first overcome the psychological barrier in your heart that resists a man’s touch.

等你啥时候能接受我碰你,并且不会下意识的揍我,咱再谈谈如何当情人的问题.

Well, although I am not a psychiatrist and I don’t know how to do it specifically, I do know that if you can find your life goals again and cheer up again, you should be able to overcome the psychological barrier of hating men and fearing men.

When that time comes, it will be safe if I look for you again.

Furthermore, putting all this aside, you have such great innate physical advantages, it would be a pity not to play ball.

With my help, you can return to the game and even become famous and become a sports star.

At that time, if you become my woman again, wouldn’t I have a greater sense of accomplishment?

So, when I help you, I am helping me.

It's not that I'm not interested in you, it's that I'm not interested in you now.

What I want most is the kind of you who shines and is charming on the court, not the kind of self-pity and self-abasement you have.

To put it bluntly, you are a rare commodity, but before I can really reap the rewards, I have to invest in you first.

Eating it now is a waste.

When I say this, do you understand?"

Jin Xiuying blinked, and then suddenly curled her lips in disdain: "Then you are really greedy."

"That's right." Cao Zhiqiang shrugged, "I have always been greedy and have a big appetite."

"Virtue!" Jin Xiuying rolled her eyes at Cao Zhiqiang, but she smiled.