Rebirth of Siheyuan starts in the 1980s

Chapter 524 I don’t want anything, as long as I have you!

Author: Tang Juyi

Chapter 524 I don’t want anything, as long as I have you!

To be honest, Cao Zhiqiang came to see Hao Shuwen this time. He really just came to check on the situation, go through the motions, talk about work, and comfort her. He never thought about having a hand-to-hand fight with her.

Just kidding, he has been fighting Wu Qinghong almost every day since he returned to Beijing, and they fought three times in a row last night, so he really doesn't have much demand today.

But Hao Shuwen is so proactive now and speaks so pitifully. If she doesn't accept it, she is afraid that she will overthink it and cause trouble again.

Well, Cao Zhiqiang admitted that those were all excuses. The fundamental reason was that he had poor willpower and could not withstand temptation.

However, Cao Zhiqiang is young and strong now after all. In addition, he has been drinking Chinese medicine for a long time and his energy has recovered quickly. Therefore, he can still withstand this level of continuous fighting.

Moreover, after the battle, Hao Shuwen's mood has obviously recovered a lot, and she is no longer as depressed as before, which is conducive to further enlightenment and further arrangement of work.

Because Cao Zhiqiang believes that for someone like Hao Shuwen, the best way to deal with it is to keep her busy and have no time to think about it. Otherwise, a restless woman like her will get into trouble sooner or later.

"Zhiqiang, can I give you a baby?"

Suddenly hearing this sentence, Cao Zhiqiang, who was half-lying on the bed shirtless and using the sage's time to think about life, was stunned: "What?"

Hao Shuwen blushed, put her head on Cao Zhiqiang's chest, put her arms around his waist and said, "I mean, let's do it again, this time don't use a condom, I'll give you a baby."

After saying that, Hao Shuwen made another move, as if she was about to do it again.

Cao Zhiqiang frowned and quickly pushed Hao Shuwen away: "Wait, wait, sister, this won't work!"

"Why not?" Hao Shuwen raised her head and looked at Cao Zhiqiang, "I'm divorced now, so there's no need to be afraid."

Cao Zhiqiang took a deep breath and said seriously: "Sister, you are not afraid of me."

"Then, let's get married first." Hao Shuwen said, "Let's get married first, and then have children."

"Stop making trouble, sister." Cao Zhiqiang was speechless, "Do you think this is realistic?"

"Why is it unrealistic?" Hao Shuwen frowned, sat up slightly angrily, and said without caring about her chest being exposed, "Do you dislike me? Do you dislike me for being older than you? Do you dislike me for being divorced?"

Cao Zhiqiang frowned, looked at Hao Shuwen who was looking angry, took a deep breath and said: "Sister, calm down, you calm down first."

"How can I be calm?" Hao Shuwen suddenly raised her voice, "My child is gone. My family doesn't want me anymore. I only have you. Then I want to marry you and be with you openly, but you also dislike me. You

, you have no intention of wanting me at all, you just coax me and lie to me, you are not a good person!"

Speaking of this, Hao Shuwen covered her face with her hands, sat aside and started to cry.

Faced with this situation, Cao Zhiqiang scratched his head worriedly, really not knowing what to do.

The Hao Shuwen he knew before was not like this, and at the beginning, Hao Shuwen never mentioned that she wanted to marry Cao Zhiqiang, so Cao Zhiqiang thought that Hao Shuwen had general knowledge and sense of propriety. In addition, she was good-looking and had a good family.

Only then am I happy to associate with her.

However, her performance now makes Cao Zhiqiang very speechless and headache.

You know, Hao Shuwen is not unaware of the fact that Cao Zhiqiang has a girlfriend, and she even knows about the existence of Wu Qinghong.

In other words, Hao Shuwen had long known that Cao Zhiqiang had an official girlfriend, and even knew that Cao Zhiqiang had an ambiguous god-sister named Yu Yuanyuan.

It can be said that at least in this capital, except for Jin Xiuying and Zhu Lin, Hao Shuwen knows all the other women who have unusual relationships with Cao Zhiqiang.

In the past, Hao Shuwen had always been very generous to Cao Zhiqiang's other women. She never mentioned replacing him, nor said anything bad about those women, nor did she mention marrying Cao Zhiqiang.

The relationship between the two parties is more like a close friendship with a certain combination of interests.

Cao Zhiqiang actually likes this kind of relationship, and because of this, he likes to come to Hao Shuwen.

But now that Hao Shuwen suddenly acted like this, Cao Zhiqiang was a little impatient, and even had a vague idea of ​​severing the relationship and abandoning the trouble.

After all, for now, Hao Shuwen can no longer provide any help to Cao Zhiqiang, but Cao Zhiqiang is constantly helping her.

Therefore, if Hao Shuwen continues this attitude and state, then Cao Zhiqiang really needs to consider stopping losses in time.

Just when Cao Zhiqiang salivated, his eyes flickered, and he was thinking about his next words, Hao Shuwen suddenly put down her hand and stopped crying.

"I'm sorry." Hao Shuwen wiped her tears with the corner of the quilt and smiled redly at Cao Zhiqiang, "I just lost my temper and made you laugh by talking nonsense."

Cao Zhiqiang frowned: "Sister, you..."

"Stop talking." Hao Shuwen waved her hand and forced a smile, "I just joked with you, don't take it to heart."

After saying that, Hao Shuwen turned around, got directly into bed, lay down on her side with her back to Cao Zhiqiang, and never looked at Cao Zhiqiang or said anything again.

Seeing Hao Shuwen's sudden change, Cao Zhiqiang frowned, and then suddenly figured it out.

Yes, Hao Shuwen did lose her composure just now, and what she said before should be what she really wants.

But when she said she wanted to marry her, and saw that she didn't accept it immediately, she understood her true thoughts, so she started crying after venting her words.

After she had vented her anger and cried, her rationality returned, and she knew that if she continued like this, she might really lose herself, so she said those words against her will in time, crying and laughing.

The so-called joking is just that Hao Shuwen doesn't want to leave herself or force herself.

Because she knew that if she was forced too hard, she might really abandon her and at most give her some money or something as compensation.

From a practical point of view, she didn't want to make a clean break with herself now, and she didn't want to give up this big tree that could protect her from the wind and rain.

From an emotional perspective, she may have really fallen in love with him and doesn't want to leave this emotional haven.

No matter how you look at it, it is indeed not easy for a high-ranking student like her to become like this.

After understanding this, Cao Zhiqiang couldn't help but sympathize with Hao Shuwen, but sympathy was still sympathy. He felt that it would be better to explain some practical issues clearly now.

Thinking of this, Cao Zhiqiang sighed and said warmly: "Sister, to be honest, I like you very much. I feel very relaxed and relaxed when I am here, and I am very happy to chat with you.

However, it is impossible for me to marry you. This is not because I dislike you, but because I have no intention of getting married.

Not only do I have no plans to marry you, I also have no plans to marry other women.

Because in my opinion, marriage is an obstacle to my pursuit of progress, at least for now.

You can call me a scumbag, irresponsible, whatever, and you can also leave me, that's no problem.

If you are fed up with your current situation, it doesn't matter. I can give you this house, give you another sum of money, and even introduce you to a good job, a job that has nothing to do with me directly, and then we can all go our separate ways, okay

Come together and disperse.

If you can still accept me like this and are satisfied with our current relationship, then we can continue like this.

In short, you and I are both free, there is no one who is dependent on the other or who controls the other.

We may not agree on all our views, and we may all have our own ideas and pursuits, but at least we can seek common ground while reserving differences.

If you can accept seeking common ground while reserving differences and accept the current relationship, we will continue to be together.

If you can't accept it, in order to prevent everyone from suffering further in the future, it's better to break up as soon as possible, which is better for everyone."

Upon hearing what Cao Zhiqiang said, Hao Shuwen suddenly turned around and sat up, looking at Cao Zhiqiang with bright eyes: "You, you want to break up with me? Do you really don't want me anymore?"

"It's not that I don't want you, nor that I want to break up with you." Cao Zhiqiang said, "But if there are too many differences between us, we should separate as soon as possible.

After all, I can't give you what you want. Rather than continuing to be together and making both of you suffer, it's better to cut the knot quickly and separate as soon as possible.

Of course, even if we separate, I will give you a large amount of money, give you this house, and settle you down."

"No!" Hao Shuwen rushed over to hug Cao Zhiqiang, put her face against Cao Zhiqiang's and cried, "Don't leave me, I don't want to leave you, I, it's my fault, it's my fault, I can't do it anymore, really

No, please don’t abandon me, okay?”

Cao Zhiqiang gently pushed Hao Shuwen's shoulder, but found that Hao Shuwen was hugging her very hard. If he pushed lightly, he would not be able to push her away unless he was very strong.

But if you use too much force, it means breaking your face.

So Cao Zhiqiang simply gave up pushing Hao Shuwen away, and instead hugged Hao Shuwen's back, patted her gently and said: "Sister, I can't let you go, but you are so smart, you should know that I can't marry you.

As for why, I don’t want to say more. I can only say that I can be secretly together with you like you are now, or I can be like your brother and sister. I can even help you achieve glory in your career, but there is only one thing.

I can't marry you, and I can't reveal our true relationship to outsiders, do you understand?"

"I know, I understand." Hao Shuwen hugged Cao Zhiqiang tightly again and cried, "I don't want it anymore, I don't want to live in vain, and I won't marry you. As long as you don't leave me, as long as you agree, as long as you don't leave.

I, I, I can do whatever I want."

"But you will regret it sooner or later." Cao Zhiqiang frowned.

"I don't regret it, I definitely don't regret it!" Hao Shuwen shook her head.

"Do you really regret it?" Cao Zhiqiang asked with a frown.

"I really don't regret it!" Hao Shuwen said decisively.

"Even if you can only be my mistress in the future?" Cao Zhiqiang said simply.

Hao Shuwen paused, and then said again: "Yes, even if she is a mistress, even if she is a shady mistress for the rest of her life, I will admit it."

Cao Zhiqiang closed his eyes and let out a breath: "Sister, what are you after? If it's fame and fortune, and you don't, I can help you. You don't have to be like me, and you don't have to be my mistress."

Hao Shuwen cried and said: "I am seeking fame and profit. I admit, I am a bit vain. I am seeking both fame and profit. How many people in this world do not pursue these things?"

However, you may not know that I fell in love with you the moment I saw you. I finally know what love at first sight means.

Then, after spending time with you for a long time, I suddenly realized that fame and fortune don't really matter anymore, not even family.

I just want to be by your side, I just want to be with you.

I don’t know if this is love, but I just can’t stop missing you and being close to you.

Sometimes I wonder why I divorced my ex-husband. Is it really because he has a mistress?

Actually no, because I never loved him in the first place, so even if he had a mistress, I actually didn't have much atmosphere or feelings.

In fact, I have known about his mistress for a long time, but before, I always turned a blind eye and never cared about him.

If it wasn't for my attitude, how could he have a mistress?

It was my deliberate connivance, or in other words, I didn't care about him at all, that made him have someone else outside.

In fact, we have not cared about each other for a long time. The original marriage was also because of our parents. I actually hate him, and even the children I had with him are a bit disgusting, so I never take care of the children.

Our two families are just a combination of well-matched interests. Neither he nor I can refuse our parents' wishes, and we have to rely on our parents' strength, so we got married. But neither I nor he actually despise each other.

Therefore, the reason why I suddenly ran over to make trouble with him before was that I actually did it on purpose. I wanted to put the matter on the table and then take the opportunity to get rid of him.

The purpose of my doing this is just to get back to being single, so that I can be with you better and so that you don't have any knots in your heart.

Also, I, I thought that as long as I got divorced, I could marry you, but, I also know that you don't seem to have that intention.

I know I'm overthinking it. A woman like me is actually not worthy of you.

Although your family background is not as good as mine, your talents and abilities are far above mine.

Even if you don't have my help, you can still create a world by yourself.

Compared with you, my ex-husband surnamed Chen is simply a loser. He can do nothing but rely on his parents!"

Speaking of this, Hao Shuwen took a deep breath, wiped her tears again, and then sobbed. Then she gently let go of Cao Zhiqiang, raised her head, looked at his face at close range, and said dreamily:

"Zhiqiang, I've thought about it. Although I really want to marry you and become your wife, if you don't want to, I won't force you.

I also thought about whether I should just leave you so that I wouldn't have to worry about you all the time.

But later I discovered that even though my reason told me that I should leave you and end this bad relationship, my feelings did not allow me to do so.

Without you by my side, I can't eat well, sleep well, and feel depressed all over.

That's why I asked a group of sisters to come and play with me. I wanted to use this method to relieve the uncomfortable feeling of missing you.

I'm like that person whose addiction is so severe that it is hopeless.

You are my life-saving medicine. Without you, I simply cannot survive.

For you, I don’t want fame or fortune, I don’t want family or shame, I don’t want anything, as long as I have you!

In short, I am serious, as long as you don't leave me, I will accept it no matter what you do!

After all, compared with the pain of losing you, not being able to marry you or having other women seems to be nothing."

Speaking of this, Hao Shuwen smiled self-deprecatingly, lowered her head and said, "When I say this, do you think it's fake? Do you think I'm cheap?"

Cao Zhiqiang frowned: "Sister..."

"Stop talking." Hao Shuwen suddenly raised her head and covered Cao Zhiqiang's mouth with her hand, "Don't make me feel embarrassed anymore. Just let me, let me continue to be by your side and be your good sister and good mistress.

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(End of chapter)