Rebirth of the Internet Overlord
0498. I am not a saint, I have my own choices
Dong Qianqian felt good. After Ning Zimo entered into his usual style of doing things, almost no one refuted his opinions. Under his usual work rhythm, Zhang Miaoying's attention quickly came to his next layout.
Although Zhang Miaoying's eyes were complicated when she left in the end, she quickly returned to her usual free and easy attitude.
Just waving his hand, Ning Zimo watched her go out and then turned his attention back to the arrangements in front of him.
He didn't notice the change in the sky at all, but Ling Shengnan on the side not only saw the complicated look in Zhang Miaoying's eyes when she left, but also watched helplessly as the day turned into night.
The bright sunshine during the day always makes people passionate, but at night, the bright moon brings peace and tranquility to the earth.
It was night, and the crescent moon, sprinkled with silver frost, shyly hid behind the branches of the trees, quietly staring at the pair of men and women walking towards the lawn.
Walking out of the house into the darkness of the vast world, Ling Shengnan finally took off his mask and took a greedy breath of fresh air.
Seeing her acting like this as if she was used to it, Ning Zimo felt a little distressed. But before he spoke, Ling Shengnan, who had been silent all the time, turned his head and said "annoyed", "If I had known you had so many plans, wouldn't I have
Just be able to be yourself safely?"
Ning Zimo laughed and said, "I am a mature isatis root outside the Xishan Mountain. How could I be tripped up by these little minions on my way to becoming a Buddha?"
Ling Shengnan felt funny when he saw the proud look on his face, because although his expression was exaggerated, the smoothness and wetness of his hand that held her tightly betrayed his heart.
Knowing that his performance was very important, Ling Shengnan didn't want to expose it.
"Emmmm, it seems that I always do unnecessary things. Just like wearing a mask. In fact, wearing a mask is of little use no matter how far I am at this stage."
She knew that Ling Shengnan had hinted that she was terminally ill, but she could use it to accuse herself, but it was really not Ning Zimo's turn.
Ning Zimo simply shook his head, "That's right! Wearing a mask can't hide your charming figure. It will still attract a lot of annoying competitors to me."
Ling Shengnan glared at him playfully when he heard this, and pursed his lips in the direction of the room, "You are not the same. Even if you bury yourself in work, a girl like Miss Zhang should have provoked a lot of trouble."
One afternoon, Ling Shengnan sat quietly next to Ning Zimo, watching him arrange his work, and also followed his development from his planning and arrangements.
From how he started on eBay and why he returned to China to develop;
From how he founded Skype, which made him famous around the world, and how he established Emperor Penguin with a large amount of money from the sale of Skype.
From how he planned Android and Wandoujia systems in advance, and why he let his most tacit partner leave the company and establish Spark Technology.
She already knew a lot from the Internet, and she came into close contact with more substantial content. When she connected everything together, she saw that he had built a huge Internet business empire.
When she thought about his current achievements and planning for the future since she met him, she admired him but felt more and more sorry for him.
Because no matter how clear his goals are along the way, no matter how successful he is, the shadow hidden in his body is ultimately a lonely one.
Just like the girl named Zhang Miaoying, the complicated look in her eyes when she left could clearly be seen with the keenness of a woman. Whether he intentionally ignored or deliberately avoided, he missed many, many such outstanding women along the way.
It felt like he was looking sideways because of this. Ling Shengnan met his eyes, and everything in his mind finally turned into a sigh, "Miss Zhang must have liked you for a long time."
"Well, it's really..." Ning Zimo rubbed his chin narcissistically and nodded seriously.
Seeing his narcissistic look, Ling Shengnan was surprised, "You are so frank? I thought you were pretending to be serious or pretending to respond to something else."
"Emmmm, in front of you, who is so smart, I don't have to do that." Ning Zimo smiled.
"Can you pull it off with one hand?" Ling Shengnan raised his other hand.
In front of Ning Zimo, her open fingers were self-evident. Seeing this, Ning Zimo's eyes swept over her fingertips one by one. Finally, his eyes fell on the hand he was holding tightly.
"If one is not enough, there will be more than two." Ning Zimo curled his lips.
Seeing him pretending to be free and easy, Ling Shengnan wrinkled his nose slightly and glared at him, "How many of the Queen's ex-girlfriends are so passionate?"
"Eh~~ Didn't you say you won't pursue it?" Ning Zimo's eyes widened, and finally after the shadow of Lu Xiaona flashed through his mind, he smiled sadly, "There is really only one."
"It shouldn't be counted as my other good sister, right?"
Another good sister? Is this using one of his "two girlfriends" directly?
Ling Shengnan's gaze struck straight into his heart, and his words were so precise that Ning Zimo nodded unconsciously.
What kind of girl is she? How can he not be clear about the two lives together?
You must know that his habit of taking one step and seeing multiple steps in this life is the influence of getting along with her in the previous life.
Compared with Li Ying, although Ling Shengnan has never fought side by side with his partner, the details of her past life together can always reflect her delicate and transparent side.
Especially after meeting her and suddenly leaving her in this life, he experienced chaos like Wei Ni and Lu Xiaona; deliberate alienation from Wang Ziqi and Zhang Miaoying; and the occasional charm with Li Ying, and even how he
Sima Lin couldn't figure it out.
The experiences of these two lives have allowed him to gradually understand the word "transparent".
Finally, when he met her at this time, he no longer wanted to avoid her. There was no need for him to pretend or explain anything.
"So, on the one hand, you want to help me arrange a good sister to tell me that I can live a good life even if I leave you. On the other hand, you want me to stay by your side with peace of mind and wait for a better result?
"
Ling Shengnan's words made Ning Zimo unable to resist. He smiled bitterly, "Are you trying to tell me that this is unfair to another girl?"
"Then you're trying to fool me with your scumbag again?" Ling Shengnan raised his eyebrows and smiled.
With her pricking all his thoughts, Ning Zimo could only roll his eyes helplessly, "I really miss the restraint and sincerity when we first met. At that time, everything we talked about had a sense of mystery."
"I don't have that much time to waste, and you are not a time-waster either."
Ling Shengnan squatted down while speaking, and when he saw Ning Zimo looking at her, he patted the grass beside him. The two of them sat on the grass casually, but their hands never separated from the beginning to the end.
Ning Zimo looked at her hugging her knees and continued, "Did you know? This is also the main reason why most men don't like girls who are too smart."
"Aren't you one of the majority?" Ling Shengnan looked away from the sky and looked at Ning Zimo for a long time with a smile.
After a long while, she tilted her head and said softly, "Fool~~ Is it worth waiting for me all the time? Even if you find me now, I can't stay with you forever~~"
"Of course it's worth it!" Ning Zimo smiled softly.
"But I was only 17 years old when I first met you. Maybe we didn't understand what feelings were at that time. Maybe it was my curiosity that gave us the opportunity to get closer, or maybe it was caused by our alienation.
It’s the mystery that keeps the love brought about by curiosity for a long time~~”
"It's not that you and I..."
That’s the feeling of two lives!!!
The cry buried in Ning Zimo's chest was faster than the words on his lips, but before he could finish speaking, a slender finger blocked his lips, making him lose the chance to speak the rest of his words.
The corner of Ling Shengnan's mouth was raised, but his voice was like a whisper, "Hey, idiot. I can promise you that I won't run away after being caught by you this time, and I can also promise that you will actively cooperate with the treatment for the rest of your days.
However, you can no longer mention the words 'one of the two girlfriends' in front of anyone. Because no girl will allow the person she likes to have another concern in her heart."
"Can……"
"Shh~~ I don't want you to think, I want me to feel. I have been hiding for so long, and have been arranged for so long. There are not many days in the future, why do you want me to decide the future by myself?
How to go about the road?"
Ling Shengnan's bright eyes were jumping for joy, and his imitative and expectant words made Ning Zimo silent.
What's wrong? She tilted her head and said in distress, "Look at how much I have sacrificed. Originally it was enough to leave quietly. But in order to fulfill the promise I just made, I have to face chemotherapy.
The most cruel thing about chemotherapy for a girl is that it will take away all my beautiful long hair. Ever since I grew up, I have cut my hair by myself. It is such a big sacrifice, otherwise, you can just cut your hair.
Cut them all off and make a wig for me?"
Before Ning Zimo could nod, Ling Shengnan shook his head and said, "No, no, you are so handsome, it would be too bad if you become bald. How about you just stay in shape?"
"Yeah." Ning Zimo's lips were blocked and he could only make a sound, "I can give it all to you."
"Hey, your girlfriend won't be happy with that!"
Ling Shengnan, who was optimistic and had a clear stance, everything he showed made Ning Zimo heartbroken, but he was so confused that he could only nod his head again in compliance with her arrangement.
Seeing his "well-behaved" appearance, Ling Shengnan stroked his hair with satisfaction, "Hehe~~ You are so good~~ If so, I will take away your hair tomorrow."
Without the seal on her fingertips, Ning Zimo was finally able to say the complete words, "I can't do it alone. How about you contribute more?"
"Emmm, that's what I think too. I'll also get a short haircut, and then use our hair to make a wig for me, so that I can still be a long-haired beauty?"
Ling Shengnan behaved like this, and Ning Zimo could only keep up with the rhythm temporarily, "emmmm, you are starting to act a little step by step now."
"I learned this from you. I'm going to learn from you."
"The style of painting has changed so fast that I still can't accept it for a while."
"That's right, you don't know how much I have changed during the 7-year gap." Ling Shengnan winked playfully, "Anyway, I must be the most charming one among your female friends, and I am also your female friend.
The most handsome one.~~woo~~"
Perhaps the scene shown under the moon was too embarrassing, and the moon, which was already hanging on the treetops, hid a little more towards the dense leaves.
After a long time, Ling Shengnan, who was able to breathe fresh air, looked at the person in front of her with a blushing face and her forehead was touching.
"I just said we were best friends, how come you turned around and took advantage of me so much?"
He glared at Ning Zimo playfully, and Ling Shengnan's charming look in the corner of his eyes and brows was even more charming, "Hey~~ I really want you to do something~~ But~~ after tonight~~ we'll start tomorrow
It can’t be like this anymore~~”
The silver glow contrasted with the red clouds and reflected in front of my eyes, while the soul-eating and charming voice of Zhizuo Naoren was eating away at Ning Zimo's clarity.
But the flash of panic and cunning in her evasive eyes made him not want to respond to her charm after the indulgence just now.
Feeling that his eyes were getting clearer, Ling Shengnan's eyes no longer dodge, "After cutting your hair tomorrow, I will watch you from close range as you implement today's plan step by step. Then, I will see you with your majestic hair, feather fan and scarf, chatting and laughing.
In an instant, the cannons and oars disappeared into ashes..."
Ling Shengnan discovered with great difficulty that Ning Zimo's change from the Qingming Festival at the Lingtai to the savage beast now happened in just a moment. Before she was lost in dizziness, she clearly caught a trace of transparency in his eyes.
After a long time, she was completely weak and was held in his arms.
I could only watch his lower jaw move slightly as he resolutely moved forward.
"After experiencing so much emotionally both proactively and passively, I gradually became clear that relationships cannot be planned, arranged and implemented step by step as we imagined. Because it is never a person's business and requires the people who give the emotion to work in unison.
Try to be as synchronized as possible.
Just like some people can't get into your life despite all the efforts, but some people are engraved in your heart just as soon as they appear. Is the difference between them just time, place, experience and people?
After so many years, I have indulged in chaos, sorting, entanglement and longing for a long time. I found that it has no fixed pattern for anyone, so why do I have to sort out my emotions according to most people's expectations for it? "
Passing through the backyard lawn, foyer, and living room, Ling Shengnan saw the scenes changing one by one in Ning Zimo's arms.
There were even surprised faces that came into her eyes.
But at the same time, Ning Zimo's clear words never stopped.
"In my relationship, although I need your consent, at this time, I don't want you to arrange anything. I must allow myself to take charge of my emotional life.
Although I couldn't figure out how to choose in the past, at that time I felt that I had to make a choice within the existing model. But I was stuck in the worldly concept of how to make a choice? Why can't I keep everything I like as my own?
Why can’t I be one of the many scumbags out there?”
Passing through the living room where everyone gathers, step by step up the steps to the corridor on the second floor.
When she stood outside her room holding Ling Shengnan, Ning Zimo looked into her eyes and asked,
"I'm not a saint, so I naturally have my own shortcomings. My shortcoming is that I can't be clear-cut emotionally. But why do I have to follow the rules in this matter? Why can't I do it in this matter?
Unbelievable?
You said you have your own solution, but I feel that it is not my choice. Because, even if I really have to break into both of your lives at the same time, I still feel that I must be the one worthy of your trust."
Looking at Ling Shengnan's timid and trembling eyes, Ning Zimo used all his strength: "I don't want us to become friends after tonight. What I want is to watch the sunrise with you the next day!"
The voice coming from the second floor was so clear that when Ronan heard those words, he unconsciously looked towards the group sitting nearby.
Although no one responded to his gaze, seeing the slightly trembling expressions on their side faces, he could tell what everyone was thinking.
The scene just now was really ridiculous.
But what happened to the boss made him feel extremely domineering.
However, the future of emperor penguins is very bright.
You'll Also Like
-
Pirates: I plundered entries in the underwater prison!
Chapter 114 12 hours ago -
Doomsday: Sign in to the planetary shelter at the beginning
Chapter 1376 17 hours ago -
My Players' Second Playthrough
Chapter 370 17 hours ago -
Dominate the Game of Thrones with Mount and Blade
Chapter 209 17 hours ago -
Participating in a money-saving variety show, earning billions because of stinginess
Chapter 109 17 hours ago -
Mortal Cultivator
Chapter 334 17 hours ago -
My villain wants to save himself, but the yandere heroine disagrees
Chapter 537 17 hours ago -
Honkai Impact 3rd: Live broadcast room, start!
Chapter 163 17 hours ago -
I have become the zombie king, and the zombie apocalypse has just broken out.
Chapter 261 17 hours ago -
Plundering countless entries, I became a god in the wasteland era
Chapter 182 17 hours ago