Rebirth of the Phoenix

Past events are like dreams

"Mom, I want to eat spicy chicken, I don't want braised pork..." At the age of five, he cried and made a fuss, but he just didn't want to eat the bowl of braised pork that was delicious but tired of eating.

While carrying him food, my mother coaxed him: "You are Ye Qingge. Ye Qingge likes to eat braised pork. He also ate braised pork tonight, so you must eat it too, it won't work if you don't."

"No, no, no!" He shook his head desperately, "I like spicy food the most, I don't want to eat these all the time..."

He couldn't understand what his mother meant. Why did he like to eat braised pork by Ye Qingge? He obviously didn't like it so much.

It took him a long time to grow up a little later that he realized that his time was destined to be more than Ye Qingge, which is now Ye Jiu and One Day.

What Ye Qingge ate, dressed, said, where he went, did, and saw what he saw the day before... He had to repeat it as it was the next day. If he really couldn't repeat it, he would just do it again.

It was recorded everywhere, so in time, his "second day" was equivalent to Ye Qingge's first day.

Time is a very important factor, and his memory must be consistent with Ye Qingge's memory, otherwise, his mother said that he would not be Ye Qingge.

Ye Qingge ate braised pork the night before that night, and he had to eat it the next night, that's it.

He remembered that night, because he was tired of eating braised pork, he cried endlessly. His mother locked him up in anger. He was locked up in a dark and tight house, crying so hard that he was mute.

It's right, my mother ignored him.

And he fainted because he was tired, hungry, afraid and sleepy.

After this fainting, he became ill and had been sick for several days.

During those days, my mother, who rarely appeared, kept accompanying him, bathing him, feeding him, holding him to sleep, and drinking nice songs. He really hoped that he would be sick all the time, so that his mother would always be able to keep going.

So gentle to him.

"Ge'er, you are your mother's baby. Mother loves you the most. Mother wants to give you the best in the world..." Mother said gently.

"Mother," he grabbed his mother's sleeve and begged pitifully, "Can Ge'er not eat braised pork and cherries again? Can Ge'er not write diaries every day? Can Ge'er not practice martial arts, climb trees and swim in the water?

Don't want to…”

He made a long list of things he didn't like to do.

The mother told him that he had a twin brother named Ye Qingge, but when he became the emperor's father only liked this brother, didn't like him, and wanted to kill him. If he wanted to survive, he had to "become" him.

The brother Ye Qingge can survive in this way.

He didn't quite understand what his mother meant, how could one person "turn" into another person?

He only knew that he had to do what his mother said, otherwise he would never be free. However, at that time he was just a child, deprived and killed his true nature, and even if he wanted to work hard to become

The child that mother wants is always uncomprehensible and persistent.

After listening to the long list he had listed, my mother looked at him for a long time.

He was confused and still keenly felt his mother's disappointment in him. At that moment, he was very scared, afraid of being abandoned by his mother. His father had abandoned him. He had to live a secret life that could not be seen. If he had to do with his mother,

If he abandoned him, what should he do?

So he was scared and cried: "Mom, I, I don't want to say that anymore. What Ge'er said just now doesn't count, but what she said is count..."

At this time, the mother sighed quietly, touched his head and said, "Tomorrow, my mother will take you to a place. After you have been there, if you still think so, my mother will no longer force you."

He still didn't quite understand what his mother meant, but he could hear that his mother was not angry with him, so he wiped his eyes and sobbed, "Okay..."

Then, he fell asleep in his mother's warm arms.

When he woke up, it was already very bright. He didn't know when it was in the day. He was held by his mother and sat in a very dark room, looking outside through the wooden lattice.

Outside, there is a very beautiful big garden with sunny sunshine and willow trees swaying gently, and many people walk around.

He also wanted to go out for fun, but his mother covered his mouth. He couldn't speak, but could only look at the beautiful world outside.

"Your Highness Ninth, the Emperor asked you to go back for dinner, you can't run around--"

"Your Highness Nine is here, don't let Your Highness Nine run away-"

...

Suddenly, a dazzling little boy ran over and hid behind the big tree with a weird look on his face. A large group of people chased after him, shouting and looking for the little boy.

As soon as he saw the boy, his eyes became straight, because the boy looked exactly like him, but was a little older than him.

The boy had his hairstyle and dressed exactly the same as him, but the smile on the boy's face was much brighter and happier than his.

Who is this boy? Why does he look exactly the same as him? A lot of questions were immediately born in his mind.

He looked at his mother, and her mother said "shhhhh" and whispered in his ear: "He is your twin brother Ye Qingge, the ninth prince."

He suddenly realized that the boy was his brother. No wonder he looked so similar. He immediately developed a good impression. He had never had contact with outsiders before, so he couldn't help but fantasize about playing with his peers or brothers.

But immediately, my mother's words were like a basin of ice water, pouring him into a cold heart.

"That is, the child your father chose and likes, everyone likes him, everyone praises him, there is no child in this world who is more lucky and happier than him." The mother said quietly, her voice full of

It's sad, "No one knows who you are, no one accepts you. You don't exist to them, my poor child..."

As the mother said, tears fell down and dripped on his face, so hot that it could burn his heart.

He clenched his teeth, his eyes full of tears, but he stubbornly refused to let the tears flow down.

Why doesn’t the father like him and don’t want him? He looks exactly like his brother, and his mother also said that he is a good child, but why was he abandoned at birth? What is wrong with him?

Why can Ye Qingge live freely in the sun and in front of the public, while he can only live in a gorgeous house isolated from the world, just like a bird in a cage, without freedom and self?

?

Why?

He kept thinking about this question, looking at the beautiful world outside, separated by a wall, Ye Qingge was called and searched by a large group of people. He could see that the anxiety and concern on their faces were not pretending.

Finally, Ye Qingge was found. He laughed loudly, crawling around in the middle of the group of people, grimacing and shouting proudly: "You can't catch it! You can't catch it! If you don't believe it, come and catch it.

Me-"

He could not show up in public and never played with many people like Ye Qingge. He could only look at the bright smiling face enviously.

I really want to run freely like Ye Qingge...

Finally, Ye Qingge was caught, and he shouted and danced: "I don't want to go! I don't want to have dinner with the crazy woman Ying Rumeng! You guys let me go, if I get caught by her, I will definitely not be able to forgive me.

you……"

A group of people scolded him: "Your Highness Ninth, this is the emperor's order. If you are disobedient and you will be confined, we will not speak for you at that time!"

"Yes, Miss Ying rarely goes to the palace and yells to play with you. If you don't eat, she won't eat, and you won't let her hungry..."

"Your Highness Nine, you are already seven years old. You should be sensible. You can't always be willful..."

...

He could see that although these people were criticizing Ye Qingge, they liked Ye Qingge so much. Just look at their eyes and expressions. At the moment, he felt even more uncomfortable. Why do everyone like Ye Qing?

Where is the song?

He also wanted to do this, be liked, chased, and worshipped like this!

He also wants to be treated with such a look and smile, just like he is a very important and precious existence!

In his envy, Ye Qingge kept screaming: "No - I hate her! I want to vomit when I see her! I will die if I stay with her! Do you want to kill me? If I die, I will die!

You are going to be buried with you! So let me go..."

Suddenly, his face changed drastically, as if he was a ghost: "No! The crazy woman is here! Don't stay here for a long time!"

Then, he used some strange tricks to break free from the eunuch who was holding him and ran away quickly.

"Ye Qingge--" A crisp, delicate, and very nice little girl's voice came over, instantly attracting his attention.

He turned his head and saw a little girl in a goose yellow dress, wearing a shining sunshine, running towards her while shouting.

No matter how many years have passed, he will always remember that scene, very, very clear.

He thought that he would never forget this moment until he died, the moment when he first saw the shadow like a dream, and the shock and tremor that hit his soul heavily.

How could there be such beautiful... living creatures in this world? In this way, they suddenly appeared, illuminating his dark and boring life.

He looked at the little shadow running in the sunshine, like a dream, and only had one thought: Is this a gift sent by God to save him...?

Beautiful beyond his imagination, and brightened to make everything dim. He believed at that time that there would be no more beautiful existence in this world than her. There is no more beautiful existence in the sky, earth, and all living things.

Now!

He was like being possessed by evil spirits, without even blinking, staring at the little girl who was so beautiful that she was completely fascinated and conquered by her from her eyes to her heart!

Forgot everything!

Even forgot about your existence!

However, the next scene once again brought about earth-shaking changes in his world!