Rebirth of the Ultimate Lolita

Xu Ying was desperate. At this moment, she took a shower, dried her hair, and put on beautiful makeup.

The delicate makeup of the woman in the mirror cannot hide the faint wrinkles at the corners of her eyes and the tiredness on her face.

If she hadn't been so rash, if she hadn't been so emotional, maybe she wouldn't have committed suicide today. It's not that she didn't know that suicide was shameful, but if she lived, she really couldn't bear it anymore.

Picking up the written suicide note in his hand------

I'm sorry, Mom and Dad, please allow me to be unfilial just once.[

Sorry, Mom and Dad, please allow me to go to that other world first.

If this world asks me to come back again,

I will definitely start over again,

I will definitely choose again.

I definitely will!

Unfilial daughter: Yours sincerely, Xiaoying

A few short sentences already contain too much.

Xu Ying was in tears at this moment, and she was so painful that she couldn't breathe. She knew very well that she shouldn't give up like this, how stupid she was, and how sad her parents would be, but she still couldn't continue such a life.

Smile, Xu Ying, if you decide this time, just do it.

After swallowing the sleeping pills she had prepared, Xu Ying gradually lost consciousness as she felt cramps in her abdomen.

The phone in the living room rang, "Hello, I'm Xu Ying. I'm not here right now. Please leave your message if you need anything!"

"Xiaoying, why is your phone turned off? Come to the hospital quickly. Your mother was hit by a car. I'm afraid..." The anxious old voice of her father came from the phone.

No! Xu Ying, who still had some remaining consciousness in the end, wanted to fly to the hospital immediately. But she had no choice but to become less and less conscious, I'm afraid...

I can't die. If my mother is not here, and neither am I, what will my father do? What will happen to the baby? I can't die, have I done something wrong again?

With regret and immense guilt, Xu Ying lost her last consciousness...

Special Report:

A woman committed suicide in a rented house in this city. It is reported that the woman was a single mother. It is speculated that she may have chosen to commit suicide due to the pressure of public opinion. The most unfortunate thing is that when we contacted the woman’s family, the woman’s mother had just

A car accident...

Everything was due to Xu Ying's wrong emotional choices, her mistakes in high school, and her family's poverty since she was young. But she didn't blame her parents. They had endured so many hardships. They were just honest people who didn't catch up with those who made money and started their own business.

It's just time, I can't blame them. It's all my fault. If I could do it all over again...

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"Xiao Ying, today is your first day of school. Get up soon. If you go back to sleep, you will be laughed at by your teachers and classmates!" Xu Ying's grandmother, Aunt Zhao, gently patted Xu Ying, who was still sleeping soundly.

"Can't you afford it? Didn't you think about joining the Young Pioneers for a long time today? You couldn't buy your red scarf at the department store yesterday. I went to wait for the door to open this morning and should be able to buy it. You should get up first!"

This... Xu Ying opened her eyes blankly, this is...?

Grandma?!? Hasn’t grandma passed away? Am I in heaven?

"Grandma..." As soon as she opened her mouth, Xu Ying realized that the sound she made was the voice of a child. Could it be? Subconsciously, Xu Ying stretched out her hand---this hand... turned out to be a child's hand, delicate and tender, small,

I go back to when I was 4 years old and went to elementary school? No way?

I rubbed my eyes and looked at the calendar hanging on the wall, September 5, 1985.

Xu Ying quickly stretched out her little hand and pinched her face as hard as she could, "Hiss..." The pinch was so harsh that Xu Ying was so stunned that she burst into tears from the pain.

Have you really returned to more than 20 years ago?

Before I could risk it, my hand was grabbed by a pair of rough hands, "What's wrong with this child? Why are you pinching yourself so hard?" This is...yes, grandma.

At this moment, Xu Ying had so many thoughts, so many surprises, and so much disbelief that she just remembered that right in front of her was the grandma she had always felt guilty and longed for, the old man who had taken care of her for 17 years through all kinds of hardships.

This relative who didn’t have time to see him for the last time.

"Grandma!" Xu Ying sat up and hugged her grandma beside the bed. Tears burst out from her eyes.

"This kid! Is he acting bad and not wanting to go to school again? Are he afraid of being laughed at by his classmates for peeing his pants? Haha!" Aunt Zhao patted Xu Ying's head gently.

This kid probably feels embarrassed again, but he just has a strong self-esteem. Haha.

At this moment, Xu Ying is holding her grandma who has appeared in her dreams many times, feeling complicated and excited. Finally, finally I have the opportunity to hold you again. I am back. I can really do it again. This time, I want to do everything again.

Pass!