Rebirth: Opening confession to my deskmate Xiaohanhan

Chapter 181

Song Jiali couldn't see Bai Shihan being wronged, just from her aggrieved eyes, it could be seen that the little girl really liked Lin Xinyu.

"Just tomorrow, your father, I will tell you."

"Thank you, Auntie!!"

You can hear the girl's mood at the moment just from her words.

The dark clouds were slowly blown away by the wind, maybe it was a psychological effect, I just felt that the sky had become clear again.

Bai Shihan was called into the room to talk, and Lin Xinyu was sitting in the living room, not eavesdropping on his thoughts, he could guess that he was about to be separated from the little girl.

Judging from the recent relationship, not to mention her, even Lin Xinyu was a little bit reluctant.

For the three-month summer vacation, Lin Xinyu has already made plans, and it is impossible not to meet her all the time.

He knows that summer vacation may be a time to relax for boys and girls who have just graduated from high school, but for Bai Shihan, they may have to study non-stop every day, or help at home. Now that Bai Wenjie is here, at least for now, there is no need to worry. That little brother-in-law is quite reliable.

The little girl is timid, but it doesn't mean that Bai Wenjie is not timid. Every time his sister is told, he is the first to jump up anxiously. Even if it is a father, he simply threatens to do nothing unless he doesn't want to kill his sister.

There is only such a boy in the family, and Bai Wenjie has to take care of everything, so he can only listen to what he says.

It's not the so-called patriarchy, but Bai Shihan's character is weak and she dare not resist. She also envied her younger brother who can refute boldly, and even confront her father face to face, but she just can't do it and can only endure silently, which is why she has achieved autistic psychology , Whenever something happens, I will think about hiding myself in my inner world and not allowing anyone to communicate.

Now, there is him in the world.

"Xinyu."

Song Jiali came out of the bedroom and waited until she got close to Lin Xinyu before calling out his name in a low voice.

"What's the matter, aunt? Are you leaving today?"

"Tomorrow, she will miss you."

Looking at Song Jiali's expression, Lin Xinyu deliberately lowered his voice to chat with her, the two of them talked very quietly, for fear of being heard by Bai Shihan in the bedroom.

"Thank you, Auntie."

Lin Xinyu knew that it must be Auntie who helped, otherwise the little girl would have to leave tonight.

Seeing the boy smiling, even though Song Jiali didn't want to admit it, she had to say that as long as the two of them could get along happily, she was already very satisfied.

Watching grown up girls have a boy they like, the boy is very sensible, he will take into account the other person's thoughts at any time, cooking, talking, all kinds of behaviors are completely the same as adult men, even better than many adults.

So, she is very relieved.

After hesitating for a long time, he finally made a decision.

"Xinyu, Auntie wants to say, today, tonight, can you stay with her..."

The most sensitive time for a girl is at night, she is afraid that the little girl will be sad alone in the dark, after all, she will be separated tomorrow afternoon, let alone a girl like Bai Shihan with a particularly fragile heart.

After finally falling in love with someone, the holidays should be enjoyed to the fullest, but in the end we have to separate...

"Yes, auntie, don't worry, I will definitely not do anything out of line."

"Auntie believes in you."

Lin Xinyu was embarrassed by what he said.

I have slept here for countless nights, and every time I cleaned up all the clothes on the hanger before Song Jiali came, for fear of being discovered, this time it was the other party's initiative to ask, and the sneaky psychology disappeared instantly, and only reason existed. As it should be.

After Song Jiali left, the little girl dared to come out of the bedroom. She looked like she wasn't eavesdropping, and looked at where Lin Xinyu was with a calm expression. They looked at each other, not as scared as usual.

"Will we always have this relationship?"

"What are you talking about?" Lin Xinyu stood up and walked towards Bai Shihan's position. After unlocking the Hug Achievement, the two embraced together without any scruples. He gently stroked her back, "We, It will always be this kind of relationship, it will only get better and better, it will not get worse, there will be a day when you will argue to be my wife."

"would not……"

"Then do you want to be my wife?"

"It's a little difficult..."

The little girl did not refuse this time. She was very afraid that if she failed to achieve her goal, she would not be able to be his wife. She could only speak out a little bit of what was in her heart. A little bit was enough to relax her mind. She didn't want to think too much. Very tired.

Lin Xinyu just thought it was funny.

The Bai Shihan he likes is like this, even if he thinks about it in his heart, he will consider anyone's feelings.

Not only does she want to get married, she also wants to get the blessings of everyone, parents, aunts, younger brothers, aunts, etc., as long as she gets the blessings, the little girl will marry herself to him with peace of mind.

"It's okay, I will try my best to marry you."

"Well, it may take a long time..."

"Then I will always achieve my goal and marry you home in a beautiful manner."

"I trust you."

She originally wanted to say that she would work hard with her, but knowing that if she said this, the bad guy would definitely take the opportunity to bully her, so she gave up her plan.

Bai Shihan is still the same, no matter how unrealistic his words sound to others, she chooses to believe them.

For the little girl, her high school life would have been as boring as junior high school, and she was either on the way of studying or reviewing every day.

Ever since I met Lin Xinyu, I have followed him to unlock new achievements every day.

In addition, being held by him, or being hugged by him, may be the best time in high school life in Bai Shihan's opinion.

The little girl cherishes this moment very much. She feels that she is extremely lucky. With Lin Xinyu's arrival, she has learned many things that she has never tried before.

"Shihan, will you miss me?"

"A little bit……"

Bai Shihan's pretty face was flushed, and she leaned quietly in her arms shyly.

"Want to go out for a walk?"

"good."

Under the bright and white moon, there are quite a lot of people going out at night, either they just got off work, or they are graduates who have finished the college entrance examination.

Lin Xinyu led the way, and Bai Shihan took her hand and followed slowly behind.

The two of them didn't go very far, and walked along the path to the lakeside of the park next to them.

It is only early summer now, and the soft wind blowing on the face is refreshing and gentle, with a hint of icy cold.

The little girl wore a long skirt to cover her slender legs, not to protect Lin Xinyu deliberately, but to change it when the other party reminded him, he was not willing to have red spots from mosquito bites on those beautiful legs.

He hasn't even kissed before, so let those annoying mosquitoes kiss? It's impossible to think about it.

To be on the safe side, Lin Xinyu also asked Bai Shihan to wear white silk, mainly for better protection.

The moonlight was reflected on the lake, and the starry sky appeared along with the crescent moon, forming a beautiful and natural picture. With the unique situation, Lin Xinyu put his hand on the little girl's shoulder like a good brother.

"Honey, isn't it beautiful here?"

Bai Shihan was obviously enjoying the beautiful scene at the moment, nodded: "Hmm..."

On the contrary, Lin Xinyu was very happy. He lowered his head to take advantage of the big advantage: "You agreed to be my wife?"

"Not my wife!"

After reacting, the girl blushed and refused the so-called address as usual.

"Tch, you're so stingy."

Although she is not his wife, the little girl's actions can be regarded as an indirect acknowledgment, leaning quietly on his shoulder, what couple of lovers would not do this?

I don't know how long it has passed, Bai Shihan looked up, admiring the beautiful moonlight, cuddling with someone he likes, it must be a lie to say that he is unhappy.

"The moonlight is so beautiful tonight."

The girl sighed heartily.

Lin Xinyu touched her head, gently pressed against her ear and said, "Do you know what the next sentence is?"

Bai Shihan shook her head, not understanding what he meant.

Immediately afterwards, he could hear what he said behind: "The next sentence is, I don't know how much I like you."

At this time, the little girl's cheeks seemed to be scorched, and she obviously didn't want to express this meaning, but hearing this sentence from his mouth, it seemed that she really wanted to say it to the boy.

He lowered his head, not daring to meet his gaze, and even his legs became weak. Fortunately, there was a rest room next to him, so it was relieved.

Lin Xinyu didn't force her to do anything, seeing that she wanted to rest, he held her hand and sat in the lounge.

Except for the sound of insects, there was no other movement around.

The little girl likes this kind of time very much, she is quiet, not noisy, just sitting next to the person she likes, staying with him.

"The bride price for marrying you shouldn't be cheap."

Bai Shihan raised her head and looked at him nervously. She didn't understand what Lin Xinyu meant by saying this suddenly.

Thinking of my aunt because of the betrothal gift issue, the man didn't know how many she had changed, and then she began to worry. She was also afraid that Lin Xinyu would give up after knowing it. The little girl didn't trust him, but she didn't trust herself. She always thought she was not good. , Lin Xinyu is the best person in the world.

Holding the corner of her skirt, she felt a little sad, but she couldn't help but want to tell him that she had worked hard to save the bride price, and she would definitely not let him fail to marry her.

But the girl has no idea, she doesn't know how long she will save, it may not be enough for a lifetime, but she doesn't want to give up, she wants to wait for him forever.

"What do you think? I'm worried that I'm too expensive, so I don't want you to be my wife anymore?"

"No, it's not."

She bit her lip, not knowing how to explain to him. Since she was a child, the little girl has always been submissive and can't speak. As long as she thinks about the opinions she puts forward, she will do them. She dare not refuse or keep her. She also fears rejection.

Thinking about it made me feel even more sad.

He lowered his head and didn't dare to look at the other party at all.

"Speak out what you have. You always hold your thoughts in your heart like this. No one will know. You have to speak out boldly so that I can know what you are thinking."

"I, I... I will work hard."

"What are you trying to do?"

"Don't guess!"

Bai Shihan's character is like this, every time he will deny himself at the most critical moment.

Lin Xinyu stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms, the girl didn't dodge, and let the other party touch her head, enjoying all this time she thought was short.

"I mean, no matter how expensive it is, I will marry you home. If there is a price, I don't know how happy I am. In my heart, you are a priceless treasure, and you can't be measured by price at all. A price, doesn’t that let me pick up a huge bargain?”

"If your father makes things difficult, then I will add a lot of zeros to him, and let him know that in my life, I will never marry her daughter."

"If love doesn't go to the end, it will only make people hate it. I hate the kind of love that breaks up halfway. What kind of parents break up, what kind of heroine in a bloody drama has cancer and is about to die. Wanting to be together, but ended up being separated due to various problems, I think the one who designed this kind of plot simply has a brain problem!"

"It's because I hate this kind of thing that I won't let it happen."

"And the most important thing, don't always listen to what others say, you have to see for yourself, do it yourself, express what you want and what you don't want, even if that person is your father, as long as If you don’t want it, reject it all.”

Holding Bai Shihan in his arms, sitting in the pavilion, Lin Xinyu said a lot, he didn't want to let the little girl change back to her original appearance because of the short separation.

There is no one around the park.

The girl listened to the boy's speech, and slowly moved from the stool to his arms as she listened.

He was originally sitting on a stool, but he slowly lifted his legs, and the beautiful white silk fell on the boy's legs. Not long after, the whole big cat sat down with his arms around him, listening to his heartbeat quietly with his face sideways. Voice.

The familiar and pleasant smell of milk floated into Lin Xinyu's nose.

It smells better than anything.

Not only girls, but even boys feel that something is wrong. The girl who usually blushes when holding hands outside, now sits in his arms completely. This kind of thing that was completely impossible to happen before is actually happening now. It became reality before his eyes.

Sophobic girls getting bold?

"Shihan, is this what good friends should do?"

"Um……"

"Sure enough, we are best friends."

Bai Shihan didn't continue to respond to him, she wrapped her arms around his neck, she didn't dare to make too much movement, fearing that the other party would have another reaction that she didn't know, she sat quietly, enjoying the smell of him.

The girl understands what liking is, but there are still a lot of things she hasn't figured out. She wants to figure it all out with him, and dare not go on with him until she finally understands it thoroughly.

The person you like also likes you, this must be the most incredible thing in the world.

She really liked being in his arms, something she'd only thought about before, or only dared to do when the bedroom lights went out.

This will be by the lake, the wind is icy and cold, but fortunately there is no one around, otherwise I will definitely lose my life...

Ever since she knew that Lin Xinyu would only scare herself, but would not do those excessive fights, Bai Shihan was no longer afraid of him, not only not afraid, but also liked him very much, and sometimes even had the courage to bully him.

I just want to be with him, I just want to give him everything I have.

The girl herself didn't even think about it.

It's getting stickier...