Rebirth: Opening confession to my deskmate Xiaohanhan

Lin Xinyu originally thought that the gift prepared by the little girl was fruits, but when he walked in and took a look, he realized that it was actually a scarf prepared for his grandma.

"When did you buy it? Why didn't I know?"

Usually, the two of them are together no matter what they do, so he must know every move of Bai Shihan, not to mention buying a scarf. It is impossible for one person to buy things just based on Xiao Hanhan's personality.

so……

"No, I didn't buy it."

"Didn't you buy it? Did you knit the scarf yourself?" Lin Xinyu said in surprise, a little unbelievable.

"Well... the knitting I learned before was not good enough." Bai Shi said guiltily, fearing that grandma would think the scarf she knitted was not good.

But in fact, the little girl worked very hard, and her knitting was actually much better than others' first attempt. She was not satisfied because the time was too tight and she failed to meet her inner expectations.

"Okay, it looks good. Grandma, I like it very much."

Because they were not very far apart, grandma could clearly hear what they were saying and understood what the little girl was worried about, so she said such a sentence.

"Really? I will knit better in the future."

After receiving the compliment, Bai Shihan was very happy and her cheeks flushed, making her already beautiful and with delicate skin look extremely beautiful.

"Grandma, please rest first. My parents are still shopping for groceries and will not be able to go home until later."

Lin Xinyu took two chairs from the side, placed them next to grandma, let grandma sit down, and then poured a few glasses of water for Bai Chen and the others.

However, Bai Chen obviously had something wrong with his face, but since the old man was still nearby, he didn't show it.

As for Qiu Jingyun, she still had the same smile on her face as before, unlike Bai Chen who had the word "unhappiness" written all over his face.

"What's wrong with you? It's like taking the wrong medicine." Qiu Jingyun took Bai Chen aside and asked in a low voice.

"It's okay, what can happen?"

"The emotions are all written on his face, and he said it's okay." It's been so long since the two of them were married, so how could she not see what her husband was thinking, "It's because Shihan didn't knit a scarf for you, so I don't Happy, look at you, how old you are, and still..."

"How can I be unhappy? How could I be unhappy because of this matter?" Bai Chen immediately interrupted Qiu Jingyun, obviously feeling guilty.

"He said no." Qiu Jingyun shook his head, sighed, and stretched out his hand to take care of his clothes, "You just love face too much."

"Who said that..." Bai Chen retorted forcefully.

But as soon as he finished speaking, he couldn't help but sigh.

Although he is a bit harsh, he has to admit that he is still a little envious of Lin Xinyu and the others.

As for why he didn't tell her face to face, it was entirely because he had done something wrong before, so he didn't dare to ask Bai Shihan if his father had any gifts.

If he could do it all over again, he would definitely praise his daughter when she asked if the gift looked good, instead of ignoring her and being busy at work.

Not only that, it also made the little girl focus on her studies, which ultimately led to Bai Shihan having to give up these hands-on fun and listen to her family's instructions to learn some things she didn't like.

So even if Bai Chen is unhappy, he is embarrassed to say anything to Lin Xinyu, because he knows very well that he is not qualified to say it. After all, he, as a father, has never cared about his children, even for basic things like giving children birthday gifts. Neither can be done.

This made Bai Chen feel extremely ashamed.

Qiu Jingyun looked at her husband, knowing that he had indeed been hurt this time, but she was too embarrassed to speak and couldn't bear to console her. She could only change the subject: "She is our daughter. Are you afraid that she won't knit for us in the future?"

"That's right." When Bai Chen heard this, he suddenly felt much more relaxed and had a smile on his face.

"You!"

Seeing her husband's appearance, Qiu Jingyun couldn't help but shook her head. He was almost forty or fifty years old, but he still looked like he was in his twenties.

However, she found that since the relationship between her husband and daughter changed, her whole person has become much more lively. The sad look she used to have has slowly disappeared now, and she occasionally shows a cheerful look.

Qiu Jingyun was very happy about this, and she was very relieved that at least it would not affect the relationship between their father and daughter.

…

"Grandma, we are only in our freshman year now. We will not consider getting married until we are stable there. Shihan and I will come back to see you often." Lin Xinyu hurriedly added when he saw his grandma slow down in drinking water.

"Okay, grandma is waiting for you to come back."

The old man smiled and nodded, with deep love in his eyes. Generally, at this age, there is obviously not much on his mind. He is almost as innocent as a child. The only thing he wants to see is his grandson and the others getting married. If he can wait until they can Having children would be even better.

…

By the time Li Zixuan and Lin Yangjun came back from shopping for groceries, it was already past 11:30, and grandma had rested early.

This is what happens to the elderly, especially the type like Grandma Lin who likes to be busy. If you ask her to sit all the time, she will definitely not be able to accept it.

"Grandma, let's just prepare the meal. My parents just came back. Why don't you go out and take a look?"

"They've come back. Grandma, let's go take a look first. Just make sure the firewood doesn't burn too brightly."

"Well, grandma, please slow down on the road and pay attention to safety."

"Grandma knows."

After watching the old man leave, Lin Xinyu looked away and looked at Bai Shihan next to him: "So you have been knitting scarves secretly these days."

"Well... you, you have it too!"

The little girl obviously misunderstood, thinking that he asked because he didn't have his share, just like the other party had confessed to her for the first time before, and she wanted to be his wife if she didn't have anything to eat.

"Me too? How many have you knitted during this time?"

"Six...six."

Lin Xinyu did a simple calculation. He, grandma, parents, and the other party's parents already had six people. Judging from the little girl's temperament, it was obvious that she had not prepared anything for herself. As for Bai Wenjie, it didn't matter whether he arrived or not. Yes, even Bai Shihan probably didn't think of him when weaving it.

"Yes, why didn't your brother come with you?"

When he thought of Bai Wenjie, Lin Xinyu realized that he seemed to be the only one in the group who had not come. The last time he called, he heard Bai Chen say that he would bring him back, and now...

"Wenjie? I don't know, I almost forgot about Wenjie."

…

at the same time.

Bai Wenjie was so happy. He didn't even know why his father didn't even go home with him. In this way, he could continue to stay near the school to accompany his senior sister.

Such an opportunity is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

"Sister Wen, do you think this looks good?" Bai Wenjie pointed to the flower basket in his hand.

"It's very beautiful. Aren't you going home to celebrate the Chinese New Year this year?"

"I probably won't go back. I'll spend the New Year here with you." Bai Wenjie had already thought of a reason and planned to use staying here for field trips as an excuse to never go back no matter what.

He didn't know that it was because Bai Chen and the others had forgotten him. It didn't mean that they had figured out not to let him go home. Not only Bai Chen, but even his sister had forgotten his scarf when knitting it for everyone. How he would feel when he found out.

But fortunately, I am happy now. After all, Wen Jingshan is with me to celebrate the New Year, so both of them can relax a little.

"What a coincidence, we both have similar ideas."

Hearing Wen Jingshan's words, Bai Wenjie raised his eyebrows in surprise.

He originally wanted to stay here with the other party for a few days, and then go back around the Chinese New Year, and then come back a few days later, but he did not expect that the other party directly planned not to go back.

"Senior, why don't you go back?"

"fine."

Wen Jingshan obviously looked a little depressed, but she didn't want to speak, so Bai Wenjie didn't ask too much. He just sat quietly beside her and chose to accompany her. No matter what happened to the other person, as long as he was there, Will suffice.

The reason why she didn't want to speak was entirely because her parents were divorced. It wasn't that she didn't want to go home, but that she didn't know which home to go to.

Wen Jingshan has basically taken care of herself since she was a child. Apart from sending money to her mother every month, she has never contacted her mother proactively. She can't find any reason to go back.

Even now, there is no relationship between her and her parents at all, even if they say some things themselves.

So at this juncture, she didn't dare to go back and face them, or in other words, she didn't want to see them at all. Even seeing them from a distance made her feel shaken because she once longed for the warmth of family.

This is why she has never planned to fall in love, and has even been avoiding it, just because she is worried about facing Bai Wenjie. Although this brother has no bad intentions, she still doesn't want her fragile side to be exposed in front of him.

"Senior sister, I will always be with you." Bai Wenjie keenly caught the other person's emotions and subconsciously wanted to comfort him.

After Wen Jingshan was stunned for a moment, she suddenly raised her eyes to look at him, with a complicated look in her eyes, and said softly: "Thank you."

If possible, who would want to die alone?

She also wants to have relatives, friends who care about her, elders who love her, and a boyfriend who loves her and dotes on her.

It's just that she doesn't want to drag others down, let alone...

Wen Jingshan sighed, she didn't want to drag anyone down anymore.

"Senior sister, we are best friends, aren't we? Don't keep it inside when you have difficulties. When you need help, just tell me and I will always stand by your side."

After hearing what Bai Wenjie said, Wen Jingshan was silent for a while, then nodded and accepted his kindness.

Because she knew very well that if she didn't agree, the other party would definitely try to find out the reason for her unhappiness. After all, her brother was very simple and confident and only wanted to make himself happy, and would never think about what secrets she had hidden in her heart.

"Senior sister, why don't we go shopping? I'll pay for all today's purchases."

"You're buying shit. As a sister, of course it's my sister who spends the money." Wen Jingshan patted his arm a little harder.

"It hurts, it hurts, sister is trying too hard, please be gentle, I can't bear it."

"Stay away from them in the future, you hear? They're just learning some bad ideas."

Hearing such ambiguous words, Wen Jingshan knew very well that it must be Kong Yu or Lin Xinyu who asked Bai Wenjie to say something with a double entendre, so as to make the girl blush.

"Senior sister, they didn't teach me anything. I know what I can understand and what I can't understand."

"Huh? Did you know you still have those discs at home?"

Wen Jingshan looked at him sideways.

Bai Wenjie quickly raised his hands and surrendered: "It's not what senior sister imagined, I just... last time, Brother Kong Yu came to my house to put it away and didn't take it away."

Seeing his glib expression, Wen Jingshan couldn't help laughing and scolding: "You brat, senior sister, I've had a few more years of food than you, so I can't tell what you're thinking."

When Bai Wenjie heard this, he immediately closed his mouth and remained silent.

"Okay, now that you've decided to stay, let's go out together in the evening, but you have to promise me one thing: drink with me."

Originally, school was already on holiday, and since it was just the two of them, she wanted to relax, but now that there was one more person, she naturally had to change her strategy.

However, she is not someone who forces others. If Bai Wenjie doesn't want to, then she will definitely not force him. She is free anyway.

"drink wine?"

"uh-huh."

Bai Wenjie frowned and thought for a moment before nodding: "Okay, then I'll accompany you, Senior Sister, but Senior Sister can't drink too much."

"Just don't pour one cup."

It was already midday, and drinking was usually done at night, and during the day it was usually used to vent emotions. The reason why Bai Wenjie did not refuse was because he could see that Wen Jingshan was unhappy. If it were normal times, he would definitely dissuade her.

result……

"It's really a cup of wine." Wen Jingshan had a headache.

She had never seen Bai Wenjie drink this before. She was just guessing. Who knew there were people in the world who would drink a glass of beer? It was obvious that she wanted to vent her emotions, but she ended up being the one taking care of others. It was simply...

"I can't like you."

After putting Bai Wenjie on the hotel bed, Wen Jingshan looked at the boy who was breathing steadily, and couldn't help but put her hand on his face. Normally, she would not dare, but now that the other boy was in a deep sleep, she couldn't help but put her hand on his face. This kind of behavior is still not very scary.

In fact, she had liked Bai Wenjie for a long time, but she was not sure and couldn't express it, so she could only pry secretly. Then she kept a distance, hoping to wait for him to grow up and give up the idea of ​​liking her.

But she suddenly found that she was a little reluctant to let go.

Especially when she thought about what he just said, don't keep it in your heart, his serious and focused expression made her heart skip a beat, as if there was a voice deep in her heart telling herself not to back down.

Before Wen Jingshan could calm down, her cell phone rang at this time, but it was Bai Wenjie's cell phone.

Seeing the note above, Wen Jingshan obviously felt guilty and did not dare to accept the allusion. She clearly wanted to take care of her brother's brother before, but now she actually had the idea of ​​falling in love, which is really a bit embarrassing.

[Caller ID: Sister]